So answer this then, what's left to do when you've got no one around you? When everyone you know is a ghost? When everything you hold in your hands keeps slipping away?
And now I'm off track, feel like I'm right back where I started. Sat on the kitchen floor all alone talking to a ghost about where we go when we go.
I've got no destination, no place to call my own. I'll explore the constellations, 'til I find the course I mean to hold.
I once knew where you hid the key to your house. It's not there, and now I'm waiting outside. Guess I'll just look at the clouds. They look so much bigger today.
Take me to a place where I don't know anybody. Leave me alone for now. I've grown sick of every face that I've known. This keeps me up at night.
Cause' we were nothing more than a moment. Another wish in a well, another piece of trash to pass on the road back home.
I guess it's okay for now. Put my pride to the side, don't wanna let you down. Take my heart and crush it, leave it, splattered on the ground. Your love is like a bomb, from a distance hear the sound.
As the night goes on , I go from feeling out of place to feeling like a ghost. You miss me when I'm gone, but when I'm around it's like I'm hidden behind the paint on the walls.
It’s hard livin' life on your own. I'm on the road and I just gotta go. I'm really stuck in my zone, workin' hard, barely keepin' control.
Wasted energy, spent in a place where every hour awake I need an escape to centre me. And I don't mean to make a rush for the door, but times a currency, I'm currently poor.
People in front of my face, but they really wanna bust a hole in my back. I been on go for a minute, but they really wanna move me off of my track.
I feel like I'm walking a thin line, balancing thoughts on a zip-tie. I'd let them fly if the quiet would finally silence the voice that is inside.
You started talking about how lately the weather compliments my mood. Cause when the sun doesn't shine, and it rains in my mind, like I got nothing left to prove.
Cause, you'll catch bigger fish in the sea if you manage not to drown in it. It's sad, but proud or not, most your standards go down a notch. When loneliness drinks at the bar you set too high, cause, It isn't really my time, is it? Shit, I just found the watch.
It's 4am and you're keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes. Does the thought of me keep you up at night? Like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom, lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems.
And you'll find me burning bridges, searching for some sense of distance. Tearing out post trauma stitches that held me together. So far gone, my mind is racing, back and forth I can't stop pacing.
I sat inside with a heavy heart, just wish you would think of me. Are you listening? Ran 'round in circles 'til after dark, didn't get very far, wasn't meant to be.
If a picture is all that I have, I can picture the times that we won't get back. If I picture it now it don't seem so bad, either way, I still wish you were here.