I pray to God truly From bottoms that aren’t empty That if they be My heart runs away from thee To do wrong wrongfully wrongly wrongdoing That he in his love and doing He upend do away with and kill me There’s not worth left to be living Doing my will my way selfishly Apart from you there is nothing Search it out to the deepest of deep Really what else is there to keep going Amongst the pain divide at corners every Which way you could possibly seek Is and end with zero hope of joy and peace None, no other to look like live not and die for created eternity ...
... “🥂& 😊 ” ... Wrote this the morning of our 5 years married. Knowing that at every turn there’s something if I let it is waiting to wreak havoc...if not something it is myself since outside of Jesus and at my core, I’m Beyond Selfish (so are you)‼️
. 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤 “I Said & I Did” 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 .
. The 🖊 The 🗒 My 💭 . ”I’m still riding waves through this ish Even if in times the waters muddy as ish I keep going despite what’s underneath it What I don’t see I don’t stress cause I’m prepared for it” .