In an ordinary sense the process of liviing is about collecting and gaining.. collecting memories, clothes, money, experience, gaining knowledge.. They are absolutely fine when it is in the process of the external knowing, but they will become our limitations and obstacles one day...because at some point there are too many things get gathered which we call ourselves..
People are having a repetitive monologue within their head about themselves: they are such and such, also comparing with others.. They are too full with themselves, they are too full with the ideas of who they are. These thoughts and ideas become the inner prison. Your ideas of who you are, your physical body, your talents, your job, how good person/parent/professional/friend you are, how handsome you are, everything you learned or gained in this life, your bank account status - all these help you to picture yourself and they are helpful for the society to define your place in it...but they are absolutely useless in the process of knowing who you really are.
There is no understanding of our real place in this existence..in fact we are a speck of dust.. because if tomorrow we are not here, the world wll be absolutely fine, it will remain to be a beautiful place. What is the reason to live this life then if it doesnt bring any understanding? Why to waste our precious time for meaningless temporary things? It doesn't matter how big your prison is..while you are conditioned and labeled, you are not free.. So forget everythng your knew about yourself. Become tabula rasa, blank fine state.. Set a spacious emptiness around yourself and never stop being curious about the biggest mystery which is Life
Spirituality, enlightenment, awareness, unicorns, aliens, lightworkers, angels, incarnated gods, divine masculine and feminine.. All these are trendy..everyone is a life coach and healer on IG.. but these beautiful philosophies and attempts to go beyond Life itself can become one of the most unclear and subtle traps on the way that our tricky ego creates. Most of the people want some spiritual upgrade in the most pleasant sweet way, it is so natural for our egoic essence... The only thing is that nothing of those are in the real life experience. The moment one makes assumptions about things which are not in his/her experience , one starts hallucinating. Assuming and accepting things which are not based on one's real experience, working with that, concluding and giving the power to those things make one's mind to fly off into all types of illusions and imagination. And it becomes more real than real. Our imagination, thoughts and emotions have an amazing power and impact on us, and since we give a great significance to our hallucinatory states, we get lost in blurry unclear visions and assumptions.
Pure spirituality has nothing to do with this colourful carnival and kaleidoscope of masks and roles.. Spirituality and real raw life are so intimately interconnected. They enhance each other, deepening and rooting. It is grounded, plain, delicate and simple. And the only way to get closer to this state is to question everything. Even yourself