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So today my post is going to be a little different, because I need to let out something I’ve held in for the past few weeks. We all know it’s harmful to bottle things up, so I’m choosing to share this as a release for myself.  One night I was out, I’d had a few drinks, but I was still in control. I was sat at the bar when a man came up to me and started making some inappropriate comments. I just shrugged him off and carried on with my night, nothing major. But later on he came back, but kept touching me this time, I moved away and once again ignored him. Everything was fine for an hour, and i went outside for a smoke. All of a sudden this man grabs me and kisses me, as I try and push him off me he forces his hands down my jeans. I start shouting for him to get off me and for some help as he was much stronger than me. People in the pub just stood and watched, even my employer at the time. They didn’t seem to think a grown man shoving his hands in a seventeen year old’s pants was a big deal. I was terrified. He pulled me into side-room and locked the door and tried to kiss me again. I managed to push him off and ran out. It was only when I burst into tears that someone did something.  I wasn’t wearing “suggestive” clothing - I wore a hoodie and jeans. I was drunk. I am seventeen. I said no. But did this matter, no. Sexual assault is a really big problem, and I’d ignored it until then because I “didn’t think it was a big deal”. Now I know how scary it is, I didn’t tell any of my friends, this is the first they’ll hear of it. The pub tried to take it to court but I couldn’t because I was so embarrassed. It’s made me feel dirty and not like going drinking. Things like this shouldn’t happen.  #believewomen #whyididntreport #womensreality #timesup #nomore #metoo #imwithher #tothegirls #everydaysexism #heforshe #yesallwomen #endabuse
So today my post is going to be a little different, because I need to let out something I’ve held in for the past few weeks. We all know it’s harmful to bottle things up, so I’m choosing to share this as a release for myself. One night I was out, I’d had a few drinks, but I was still in control. I was sat at the bar when a man came up to me and started making some inappropriate comments. I just shrugged him off and carried on with my night, nothing major. But later on he came back, but kept touching me this time, I moved away and once again ignored him. Everything was fine for an hour, and i went outside for a smoke. All of a sudden this man grabs me and kisses me, as I try and push him off me he forces his hands down my jeans. I start shouting for him to get off me and for some help as he was much stronger than me. People in the pub just stood and watched, even my employer at the time. They didn’t seem to think a grown man shoving his hands in a seventeen year old’s pants was a big deal. I was terrified. He pulled me into side-room and locked the door and tried to kiss me again. I managed to push him off and ran out. It was only when I burst into tears that someone did something. I wasn’t wearing “suggestive” clothing - I wore a hoodie and jeans. I was drunk. I am seventeen. I said no. But did this matter, no. Sexual assault is a really big problem, and I’d ignored it until then because I “didn’t think it was a big deal”. Now I know how scary it is, I didn’t tell any of my friends, this is the first they’ll hear of it. The pub tried to take it to court but I couldn’t because I was so embarrassed. It’s made me feel dirty and not like going drinking. Things like this shouldn’t happen. #believewomen  #whyididntreport  #womensreality  #timesup  #nomore  #metoo  #imwithher  #tothegirls  #everydaysexism  #heforshe  #yesallwomen  #endabuse 
We love a messy night.
We love a messy night.
Really quite sad.
Really quite sad.
Fucked up and fucked off.
Fucked up and fucked off.
I miss it.
I miss it.
We apparently love Elvis.  @elvis  #elvispresley
We found hidden underground tunnels at Alton towers.
We found hidden underground tunnels at Alton towers.
The scenery was good, but @chloe.m_2011 was better #sunset #sunrise #dayout #trip #friends #bud #nature #sky #bestfriends #stokeontrent
I got lost but it’s so damn pretty i don’t care #flowers #sky #sunset #country #suburbs #adventure #walksforone #chill #pretty #orange #red #pink #yellow #evening
Work hard, and on the rare occasion you do go out, get legless #party #sesh #nightout #outout #drinks #splifs #and #goodtimes #18th #westmidlands #fff