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I see you sometimes in dreams I have. In your bra in the room you used to rent. Do you ever wish you could wake someone else? And so I wrote down a list of coroners, their names, their office phone numbers. To pronounce dead the thing we had. In tombs, ex-boyfriends bedrooms. If you could see the wreck I am these days. You’d have new reasons to stay away. Just hold my hand for a little while. Misery never goes out of style.  #creeper #misery #miserylovescompany #purple #band #cemetery #missyou #faraway #letspretend #sad #followforfollowback #f4f #f4follow #follow4follow #follow4followback #followforafollow #follow #followforfollw #fff #smile
I see you sometimes in dreams I have. In your bra in the room you used to rent. Do you ever wish you could wake someone else? And so I wrote down a list of coroners, their names, their office phone numbers. To pronounce dead the thing we had. In tombs, ex-boyfriends bedrooms. If you could see the wreck I am these days. You’d have new reasons to stay away. Just hold my hand for a little while. Misery never goes out of style. #creeper  #misery  #miserylovescompany  #purple  #band  #cemetery  #missyou  #faraway  #letspretend  #sad  #followforfollowback  #f4f  #f4follow  #follow4follow  #follow4followback  #followforafollow  #follow  #followforfollw  #fff  #smile 
I try as desperately as I can, to run though the sand, as I hold the water in the palm of my hand. Cus it’s all that I have, and it’s all that I need. And the waves of the water mean nothing to me. But I’ve tried my best and all that I can to hold tightly onto what’s left in my hand. But no matter how, how tightly I will strain, the sand will slow me down and the water will drain. I’m just being dramatic, in fact, I’m only at it again as an addict with a pen who’s addicted to the wind as it blows me back and forth by the spineless and pretend. Of course I’ll be here again, see you tomorrow but it’s the end of today. End of my ways as a walking denial, my trial was filed as a crazy suicidal headcase. But you specialise in dying, you hear me screaming father, and I’m lying here just crying. So wash me with your water. #top #twentyonepilots #addict #addictwithapen #sky #photooftheday #photography #edits #coventry #pub #lights #purple #orange #blue #latenight #anarecovery #miarecovery #selfharmrecovery #timeschange #sad #grunge #grungeblog #f4f #fff #followforafollow #followforfollowback #f4follow #follow4follow #smile
I try as desperately as I can, to run though the sand, as I hold the water in the palm of my hand. Cus it’s all that I have, and it’s all that I need. And the waves of the water mean nothing to me. But I’ve tried my best and all that I can to hold tightly onto what’s left in my hand. But no matter how, how tightly I will strain, the sand will slow me down and the water will drain. I’m just being dramatic, in fact, I’m only at it again as an addict with a pen who’s addicted to the wind as it blows me back and forth by the spineless and pretend. Of course I’ll be here again, see you tomorrow but it’s the end of today. End of my ways as a walking denial, my trial was filed as a crazy suicidal headcase. But you specialise in dying, you hear me screaming father, and I’m lying here just crying. So wash me with your water. #top  #twentyonepilots  #addict  #addictwithapen  #sky  #photooftheday  #photography  #edits  #coventry  #pub  #lights  #purple  #orange  #blue  #latenight  #anarecovery  #miarecovery  #selfharmrecovery  #timeschange  #sad  #grunge  #grungeblog  #f4f  #fff  #followforafollow  #followforfollowback  #f4follow  #follow4follow  #smile 
One minute you’re on top of the world, next minute you’re under it. Photo taken: 28/07/18, almost a year ago. How time has changed things. #edgy #photooftheday #photography #photo #grunge #grungeblog #sad #depressed #anarecovery #miarecovery #selfharmrecovery #low #rileys #pool #summertime #timeschange #fff #followforfollowback #follow4follow #followforafollow #f4follow #f4f #smile
Throw back to a few months ago to a dank photo shoot in the backstreets of brum. Here’s a few of the photos taken by @pnginxx featuring myself and @jemmacharley. #photography #photoshoot #photographer #model #feature #dank #streets #brum #birmingham #streetart #graffiti #colourful #boobs #makeup #edgy #grunge #grungeaesthetic #grungeblog #grungefashion #fff #followforfollowback #followforafollow #f4follow #f4f #followforfolow #loveyourself #smile
Throw back to a few months ago to a dank photo shoot in the backstreets of brum. Here’s a few of the photos taken by @pnginxx featuring myself and @jemmacharley. #photography  #photoshoot  #photographer  #model  #feature  #dank  #streets  #brum  #birmingham  #streetart  #graffiti  #colourful  #boobs  #makeup  #edgy  #grunge  #grungeaesthetic  #grungeblog  #grungefashion  #fff  #followforfollowback  #followforafollow  #f4follow  #f4f  #followforfolow  #loveyourself  #smile 
Who knew the gorgeous  professional footballer would go for me. Maybe locking me in an office isn’t the best move tho babe. Also, cheers to the prick who punched me in the face after nicking a phone. Still, maybe smashing the glasses against the bar was a bad move. Anna shouldn’t be allowed out drinking. #angrydwarf #whiskey #ontherocks #glass #malt #bar #fight #football #hot #yesplease #saturdaynight #grunge #grungeblog #edgy #aesthetic #photography #photooftheday #fff #followforfollowback #followforafollow #f4follow #follow4follow #loveyourself #smile
Who knew the gorgeous professional footballer would go for me. Maybe locking me in an office isn’t the best move tho babe. Also, cheers to the prick who punched me in the face after nicking a phone. Still, maybe smashing the glasses against the bar was a bad move. Anna shouldn’t be allowed out drinking. #angrydwarf  #whiskey  #ontherocks  #glass  #malt  #bar  #fight  #football  #hot  #yesplease  #saturdaynight  #grunge  #grungeblog  #edgy  #aesthetic  #photography  #photooftheday  #fff  #followforfollowback  #followforafollow  #f4follow  #follow4follow  #loveyourself  #smile 
So I made a pink JD lamp. Gonna drop out and just make lights as a career. Ngl this looks so ‘lit’ (wow what a pun) in my room with the decor. #pink #purple #light #lamp #jackdaniels #bottle #handmade #edgy #grunge #grungeblog #grungeaesthetic #thinkimcool #hmu #fff #f4f #followforafollow #followforfollowback #f4follow #follow4follow #lovemepls #itslit
Shit genuinely gets weirder. Back off my “rehab/detox” week in wales lol; and I ac feel so much better. I’m eating three meals, fruit, cut down on fags, and even started running again. Things are looking up for the sad alt kid. #grunge #grungeblog #coffee #fruit #fags #excercise #arcticmonkeys #art #detox #water #wales #run #happy #lookingup #smile #befree #chinup #itgetsbetter #anarecovery #miarecovery #selfharmrecovery #keepgoing #followforfollowback #followforafollow #fff #f4f #follow4follow
Shit genuinely gets weirder. Back off my “rehab/detox” week in wales lol; and I ac feel so much better. I’m eating three meals, fruit, cut down on fags, and even started running again. Things are looking up for the sad alt kid. #grunge  #grungeblog  #coffee  #fruit  #fags  #excercise  #arcticmonkeys  #art  #detox  #water  #wales  #run  #happy  #lookingup  #smile  #befree  #chinup  #itgetsbetter  #anarecovery  #miarecovery  #selfharmrecovery  #keepgoing  #followforfollowback  #followforafollow  #fff  #f4f  #follow4follow 
Today was a proper white-girl day. I’m so excited for uni, ready for a fresh start! #uni #life #smile #sky #photography #sunset #starbucks #coffee #brum #birmingham #university #grunge #grungeaesthetic #grungeblog #anarecovery #selfharmrecovery #miarecovery #fff #f4f #f4follow #followforfollowback #followforafollow
You got any idea what it’s like to be sat in a room, knowing no one really needs or wants you there? So unwanted. Feel like shit. I hate sixth form. I literally have only a few friends left. I could leave most peoples lives and it wouldn’t matter. So down. And you know what the worst part is, I was 2% off an A today in my exam results, but I still can’t just be proud of myself, or just be happy with myself. #yellow #quotes #grunge #grungeblog #grungeaesthetic #sad #depressionquotes #miarecovery #ana #mia #anarecovery #selfharmawareness #selfharm #low #down #dontcareanymore #help #f4f #fff #follow4follow #followforfollow #fuckoff
You got any idea what it’s like to be sat in a room, knowing no one really needs or wants you there? So unwanted. Feel like shit. I hate sixth form. I literally have only a few friends left. I could leave most peoples lives and it wouldn’t matter. So down. And you know what the worst part is, I was 2% off an A today in my exam results, but I still can’t just be proud of myself, or just be happy with myself. #yellow  #quotes  #grunge  #grungeblog  #grungeaesthetic  #sad  #depressionquotes  #miarecovery  #ana  #mia  #anarecovery  #selfharmawareness  #selfharm  #low  #down  #dontcareanymore  #help  #f4f  #fff  #follow4follow  #followforfollow  #fuckoff 
This was from when I went to brum. I was quite happy here. Your days are like that; some will be good, and some, well, not so. But as long as you keep going that’s all that matters. Just sit back and watch the storm as it passes. Cus it does pass, it just takes time. And sometimes it’ll come back. But that’s life. Think positive. There’s always something to live for. #smile #positivevibes #recovery #ana #mia #edrecovery #anarecovery #miarecovery #keepgoing #staystrong #beyourself #grunge #grungeaesthetic #grungeblog #brum #birmingham #photography #grim #art #edgy #eww #fff #f4f #f4follow #followfollowfollow #followforfollowback #loveyou
This was from when I went to brum. I was quite happy here. Your days are like that; some will be good, and some, well, not so. But as long as you keep going that’s all that matters. Just sit back and watch the storm as it passes. Cus it does pass, it just takes time. And sometimes it’ll come back. But that’s life. Think positive. There’s always something to live for. #smile  #positivevibes  #recovery  #ana  #mia  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #miarecovery  #keepgoing  #staystrong  #beyourself  #grunge  #grungeaesthetic  #grungeblog  #brum  #birmingham  #photography  #grim  #art  #edgy  #eww  #fff  #f4f  #f4follow  #followfollowfollow  #followforfollowback  #loveyou 
I gave her everything. She took my heart and left me lonely. I've been broken, heart's contentious. I won't fix, I'd rather weep. I'm lost and I'm found, but
It's torture being in love. I love when you're around. But I fucking hate when you leave. Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh. You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know. Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh. I'm sad and I know. #xxxtentacion #sad #lyrics #revenge #cigarette #midnight #purple #grunge #grungeaesthetic #grungeblog #deppression #tired #tiredoftrying #leavemealone #fff #f4f #f4follow #followfollowfollow #followfollow
I gave her everything. She took my heart and left me lonely. I've been broken, heart's contentious. I won't fix, I'd rather weep. I'm lost and I'm found, but It's torture being in love. I love when you're around. But I fucking hate when you leave. Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh. You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know. Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh. I'm sad and I know. #xxxtentacion  #sad  #lyrics  #revenge  #cigarette  #midnight  #purple  #grunge  #grungeaesthetic  #grungeblog  #deppression  #tired  #tiredoftrying  #leavemealone  #fff  #f4f  #f4follow  #followfollowfollow  #followfollow 
1) Pills be matching my pullover. 2) Good night last night, nothing like drunken entry seshes. #grunge #grungeblog #sesh #eww #getout #fuckoff #pills #yellow #fff #f4f #follow4follow #followforfollow #youfuckedup #yousuck #youshouldbehere #youleft #ineedtogetmylifetogether
“Mind yo motherfuckin' business, ain't nothin' you gotta see. How you all up in my shit when you got more problems than me? Yeah, I'm cool but you don't wanna see that other side of me. I don't want to hear no sorrys, bitch, fuck your apology. I know, I know that you been envy, damn, it ain't that hard to see. I don't wanna get to know you, no please, don't say hi to me. Ain't no choice to me but loyalty still means alot to me. Some niggas'll gon' chop my arm right off and still reach out to me. I know you probably want that. “ #joynerlucas #idontdie #grunge #grungeblog #recovery #fight #fuckoff #sad #f4f #fff #follow4follow #followforfollow
“Mind yo motherfuckin' business, ain't nothin' you gotta see. How you all up in my shit when you got more problems than me? Yeah, I'm cool but you don't wanna see that other side of me. I don't want to hear no sorrys, bitch, fuck your apology. I know, I know that you been envy, damn, it ain't that hard to see. I don't wanna get to know you, no please, don't say hi to me. Ain't no choice to me but loyalty still means alot to me. Some niggas'll gon' chop my arm right off and still reach out to me. I know you probably want that. “ #joynerlucas  #idontdie  #grunge  #grungeblog  #recovery  #fight  #fuckoff  #sad  #f4f  #fff  #follow4follow  #followforfollow 
Slipping into somewhere I don’t want to be. Don’t know who to trust anymore. Completed my 54 hour fast. Smoked 37 cigarettes. Drank 10 litres of water. Got in a fight. Had two arguments. CAMHS are calling me for my diagnosis after 2 years. I hate myself. I’m tired.  #grungeblog #grunge #hand #rainbow #skinny #ana #tired #sad #hurt #itried #youfuckedup #iwanttodie #fff #f4f #follow4follow #followforfollow #fuckoff
How about you go fuck yourself :) also, is it weird to like someone that says they’re gonna batter you?? And I passed out again today so it’s all shits and giggles atm.  #grunge #grungeblog #sad #dying #ew #fuckyou #fuckoff #cute #crushing #newchapter #stillamess #fff #f4f #follow4follow #followforfollow