One year difference. Living in Chico sucks, no one wonders what may have happened in your life to push you to change. I lived with a controlling, abusive guy for a year who wouldn’t let me work, go to school, go to the bathroom by myself, I couldn’t even talk to or see my family. He made it a goal to make me feel bad about myself & make it seem like no one would ever love me or want me. At first I believed it, that’s why I tried to lose weight, and wear makeup or dress up. It’s been almost 6 months apart, but every once in awhile I still get those same feelings of not being good enough, and not wanting to do anything other then lay in bed. It’s hard, and some stuff will always stay with you. that’s why I was losing weight so fast. I turned to the wrong things to try to be happy again.