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omg my mom is so adorable 💗 #chubbyface
carving pumpkins w/ the fam 🎃 #halloween
My moms not a photographer, and I’m definitely not photogenic at all... but atleast we tried 🤷🏽‍♀️ #goldstar
My moms not a photographer, and I’m definitely not photogenic at all... but atleast we tried 🤷🏽‍♀️ #goldstar 
7 months, 50-something pounds, 8 pant sizes... not that proud bc it wasn’t a healthy way of losing it... but I love seeing the change in pictures 😵🤗 #weightloss
7 months, 50-something pounds, 8 pant sizes... not that proud bc it wasn’t a healthy way of losing it... but I love seeing the change in pictures 😵🤗 #weightloss 
picked myself up off the floor, and found something new worth living for 💋
picked myself up off the floor, and found something new worth living for 💋
“Change is hard at first, messy in the middle, and gorgeous at the end.” 💗 #changing
“Change is hard at first, messy in the middle, and gorgeous at the end.” 💗 #changing 
it’s finally time to start wearing jackets & hoodies😜
it’s finally time to start wearing jackets & hoodies😜
here without you baby, but you’re still on my lonely mind 🥀
here without you baby, but you’re still on my lonely mind 🥀
I’ve put my mom through hell, and she has so many reasons to give up on me, but I’m so thankful she’s still right by my side through everything. 💗
I’ve put my mom through hell, and she has so many reasons to give up on me, but I’m so thankful she’s still right by my side through everything. 💗
I take pictures all the time now, and still wait weeks to post them 😋
I take pictures all the time now, and still wait weeks to post them 😋
One year difference. Living in Chico sucks, no one wonders what may have happened in your life to push you to change. I lived with a controlling, abusive guy for a year who wouldn’t let me work, go to school, go to the bathroom by myself, I couldn’t even talk to or see my family. He made it a goal to make me feel bad about myself & make it seem like no one would ever love me or want me. At first I believed it, that’s why I tried to lose weight, and wear makeup or dress up. It’s been almost 6 months apart, but every once in awhile I still get those same feelings of not being good enough, and not wanting to do anything other then lay in bed. It’s hard, and some stuff will always stay with you. that’s why I was losing weight so fast. I turned to the wrong things to try to be happy again.
One year difference. Living in Chico sucks, no one wonders what may have happened in your life to push you to change. I lived with a controlling, abusive guy for a year who wouldn’t let me work, go to school, go to the bathroom by myself, I couldn’t even talk to or see my family. He made it a goal to make me feel bad about myself & make it seem like no one would ever love me or want me. At first I believed it, that’s why I tried to lose weight, and wear makeup or dress up. It’s been almost 6 months apart, but every once in awhile I still get those same feelings of not being good enough, and not wanting to do anything other then lay in bed. It’s hard, and some stuff will always stay with you. that’s why I was losing weight so fast. I turned to the wrong things to try to be happy again.
He still cries on my birthdays & he won’t admit it, but I really am his favorite niece. 💗 #uncleoftheyear
He still cries on my birthdays & he won’t admit it, but I really am his favorite niece. 💗 #uncleoftheyear 
I’ve never been so protective & loved someone so much. & in a world with horrible people & fake friends, I’m glad I get to go through life with you as my sister & bff 💗🌊🏝 #florida
I’ve never been so protective & loved someone so much. & in a world with horrible people & fake friends, I’m glad I get to go through life with you as my sister & bff 💗🌊🏝 #florida 
my best friend💗 #Florida
Our first night in Florida🌴🌊 #vacation
Our first night in Florida🌴🌊 #vacation 
couldn’t decide which one, so here’s 2 pics of my beautiful mother & I, also ignore her face... she was ugly crying... 💗 #bestfriend
couldn’t decide which one, so here’s 2 pics of my beautiful mother & I, also ignore her face... she was ugly crying... 💗 #bestfriend 
love my twin 💗
love my twin 💗