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    Sarah A.
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At this stage it just feels like there is no point. There is no hope. I’m trying to hold on. I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up.
At this stage it just feels like there is no point. There is no hope. I’m trying to hold on. I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up.
Finding it hard to keep going today. I’ve had a few big setbacks and its hard to see the point of keeping on going. I know I need to keep fighting but its just so hard when I can’t think of a reason to keep fighting anymore
Finding it hard to keep going today. I’ve had a few big setbacks and its hard to see the point of keeping on going. I know I need to keep fighting but its just so hard when I can’t think of a reason to keep fighting anymore
Hoping against hope that this is true. Had a terrible day today. Went and saw a new psychologist for the first time to work on some trauma stuff (and yes she knows about my ed) next minute she goes off on a lecture about things I should be cutting out of my diet to help my mental health that totally set off my ed. I know she was wrong to say that stuff and I know what she said isn’t true but part of me wants it to be and it would be so so easy for me to just follow her dieting advice - it’s prescribed by a professional after all! I’m torn
Hoping against hope that this is true. Had a terrible day today. Went and saw a new psychologist for the first time to work on some trauma stuff (and yes she knows about my ed) next minute she goes off on a lecture about things I should be cutting out of my diet to help my mental health that totally set off my ed. I know she was wrong to say that stuff and I know what she said isn’t true but part of me wants it to be and it would be so so easy for me to just follow her dieting advice - it’s prescribed by a professional after all! I’m torn
Pretty much
Pretty much
Food is fuel essential to life
Food is fuel essential to life
Message to self just as much as everyone else.

I’ve really been neglecting this account. I look at others posts but feel scared to post anything myself. It’s that perfectionism I can’t seem to escape from but I realise now when things are near their worst that staying silent and watching as the world passes me by does me no good. Instead I want to try reaching out for support and community. If you’ll still have me.
Message to self just as much as everyone else. I’ve really been neglecting this account. I look at others posts but feel scared to post anything myself. It’s that perfectionism I can’t seem to escape from but I realise now when things are near their worst that staying silent and watching as the world passes me by does me no good. Instead I want to try reaching out for support and community. If you’ll still have me.
So tonight was a disaster with family dinner. My parents cooked food they know I'm not okay eating and then started with the comments about my intake and weight. I'm barely holding on. The only good thing is that today is almost over and tomorrow I can start again #family #edrecovery #fearfood #recoveringaussies #holdon
So tonight was a disaster with family dinner. My parents cooked food they know I'm not okay eating and then started with the comments about my intake and weight. I'm barely holding on. The only good thing is that today is almost over and tomorrow I can start again #family  #edrecovery  #fearfood  #recoveringaussies  #holdon 
Going to be a hard one today. Working, then dinner with the family which could be okay but I just know how my parents are going to be about my food.... Deep breaths. One step at a time. I'm making sure I start the off right by having breakfast. Small steps.
#smallsteps #recovery #recoveringaussies #edrecovery #health #breakfast #family
Been a hard few months going in and out of ip trying hard for recovery. Getting back on track now, starting up on posting here more to try to help. Had a difficult week with some slips but thanks to the wise Dr Seuss keeping it real #drseuss #recovery #recoveringaussies #edrecovery #wisdom #healthynotskinny
Stupid bad day today. I thought I could trust someone. I was wrong. Never gonna make that mistake again #edrecovery #anorexia #badday #recoveringaussies #recovery #adultswitheds
Didn't have the best day today. Didn't stick to my meal plan, overdid the exercising.... but... I did still beat ED by the end of the day - I had one of my scary foods for dinner which was a huge step. That was my Everest today. 
#edfighter #edrecovery #adultswitheds #recovery #recoveringaussies #anorexia #inspire #selflove #strongnotskinny
I needed to read this today. Had a rough one
#edfighter #edrecovery #adultswitheds #recovery #recoveringaussies #anorexia #inspire #selflove
Insomnia = Netflix time
10 points to the first one to pick the show
#insomnia #edrecovery #anorexia #edfighter #recoveringaussies #recovery #insomniaandnetflix
Recovery is hard but so worth it
#anorexia #recovery #edfighter #recoveringaussies #edfamily
I'm starting this ig account to keep me acccountable during my recovery, and as a reminder of what to fight for, what is ahead and what I am leaving behind. The good and the bad. The honesty. There is no better time than now
I'm starting this ig account to keep me acccountable during my recovery, and as a reminder of what to fight for, what is ahead and what I am leaving behind. The good and the bad. The honesty. There is no better time than now