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I thought it would be easy 
That you'd slip out of my life just as you came in 
That it wouldn't hurt as much cause it was never meant to last 
Pretending, I only think about you at times is a sneaky lie since I do it all the time 
Baby, I'm craving you
Just Like a pregnant lady who 
Is obsessed with a certain food 
Stalking, checking, acting aloof 
I'm going crazy, becoming a goddamn fool
I tell myself, 
There's no point in feeling blue 
Cause we're broken into two and that's the truth 
We've taken a different route
But baby, I'm craving you
I thought it would be easy That you'd slip out of my life just as you came in That it wouldn't hurt as much cause it was never meant to last Pretending, I only think about you at times is a sneaky lie since I do it all the time Baby, I'm craving you Just Like a pregnant lady who Is obsessed with a certain food Stalking, checking, acting aloof I'm going crazy, becoming a goddamn fool I tell myself, There's no point in feeling blue Cause we're broken into two and that's the truth We've taken a different route But baby, I'm craving you
There's a place I wanna go to when I die 
Some people call it paradise 
Fresh air on my skin 
A calm salty breeze 
The sound of waves and seagulls chirp
Sun's lowering light colouring it all in orange shine 
Palm trees align to delimit the beach side 
There's a stall, with a small bar 
They're offering a happy hour special tonight
Unlimited drinks and music going on till sunrise

Water's cold and clean 
Its crystal clear you can see every fish and fin appear
Dive in deep till you reach the sea bed 
Then go up take a breath and go in again 
The cliff arises like a wall of steal
At both ends on a C shape 
It's a sheltered space 
I've heard its the pirates appeal
They stop whenever they're close with their fire arms and machine guns 
They smoke weed all day till dawn and dance to bob Marleys songs 
Away from the love of god this place's got everything they wish for 
Weed, rum and girls
It is paradise on earth 
The perfect getaway
Used to be for slave trade now it's the reverse
Freedom at it's best 
No rules, no fakeness 
Everyone is their true self 
Just enjoy the moment and let them worries slip 
I bet this is where you wanna be 
Only those with a free spirit can enter, exclusively
Drums and bonfires 
Sky lit up with pyres 
All the body desires
Agggh it's killing me 
If only one could live like this 
Maybe if I was born in another century 
Imagination running wild again Time to go to sleep
5 am and all I see is Edward Teach

My friends are there 
All of them
The, good, the bad, the ones that left 
Taking shots toguether 
Cracking jokes bout times when
We were crazy fools 
Indeed, they kicked us out of school
Take a swim under the moon 
And "ni***, I remember you"
My past and present
My agast youth 
Merging here under this starry roof 
Cheers, all the things I ever feared gone
Feeling healthy, body's strong 
Ain't no one getting old 
Those 18 years holding on
This place's fierce 
You got a problem? Fight, punch, scream when it's over just move on
Back to friends and sharing meals 
the land in which ideals Suck 
Everything is chaotic and that's ideal enough
[...]
There's a place I wanna go to when I die Some people call it paradise Fresh air on my skin A calm salty breeze The sound of waves and seagulls chirp Sun's lowering light colouring it all in orange shine Palm trees align to delimit the beach side There's a stall, with a small bar They're offering a happy hour special tonight Unlimited drinks and music going on till sunrise Water's cold and clean Its crystal clear you can see every fish and fin appear Dive in deep till you reach the sea bed Then go up take a breath and go in again The cliff arises like a wall of steal At both ends on a C shape It's a sheltered space I've heard its the pirates appeal They stop whenever they're close with their fire arms and machine guns They smoke weed all day till dawn and dance to bob Marleys songs Away from the love of god this place's got everything they wish for Weed, rum and girls It is paradise on earth The perfect getaway Used to be for slave trade now it's the reverse Freedom at it's best No rules, no fakeness Everyone is their true self Just enjoy the moment and let them worries slip I bet this is where you wanna be Only those with a free spirit can enter, exclusively Drums and bonfires Sky lit up with pyres All the body desires Agggh it's killing me If only one could live like this Maybe if I was born in another century Imagination running wild again Time to go to sleep 5 am and all I see is Edward Teach My friends are there All of them The, good, the bad, the ones that left Taking shots toguether Cracking jokes bout times when We were crazy fools Indeed, they kicked us out of school Take a swim under the moon And "ni***, I remember you" My past and present My agast youth Merging here under this starry roof Cheers, all the things I ever feared gone Feeling healthy, body's strong Ain't no one getting old Those 18 years holding on This place's fierce You got a problem? Fight, punch, scream when it's over just move on Back to friends and sharing meals the land in which ideals Suck Everything is chaotic and that's ideal enough [...]
I’m in my zone 
Got it all right and I don't give a f*ck 
If I’m broke or if I got screwed up by my boss 
Today's the day I dreamed of 
Freedom calls 
Ain't no one caging down my soul, no
I’ma fly out of this bore into the wilderness of thoughts 
tonight I’m gonna a be My own 
Self no masks to hide the fact that bro, I was always awesomer 
I wanna take that job I turned down cause it didn't pay enough
Get full on debt and buy a Porsche Cayenne
Then take that girl I like on a date and tell her "Babe let me introduce you to my place"
Wink, then grab her by the waist and take off to the Hamptons On a private jet 
Cover myself in chains, step up on a stage and rock the Mike till it cracks up and breaks 
I’d like to go home after that, to the people that brought me up 
And give them everything they want till they're rolling, plenty and satisfied
Look at myself in the mirror and “daaamn, I’m looking fine” [...]
I’m in my zone Got it all right and I don't give a f*ck If I’m broke or if I got screwed up by my boss Today's the day I dreamed of Freedom calls Ain't no one caging down my soul, no I’ma fly out of this bore into the wilderness of thoughts tonight I’m gonna a be My own Self no masks to hide the fact that bro, I was always awesomer I wanna take that job I turned down cause it didn't pay enough Get full on debt and buy a Porsche Cayenne Then take that girl I like on a date and tell her "Babe let me introduce you to my place" Wink, then grab her by the waist and take off to the Hamptons On a private jet Cover myself in chains, step up on a stage and rock the Mike till it cracks up and breaks I’d like to go home after that, to the people that brought me up And give them everything they want till they're rolling, plenty and satisfied Look at myself in the mirror and “daaamn, I’m looking fine” [...]
I had an obsession with new.
New friends, new places, new trends 
Yet the other day I felt something I couldn't explain
This extraordinary peaceful rejoicement 
When I ran into an old friend
It was as if my past me came to visit my today's
Like staring into a mirror and remembering how I came to be this way 
They are my creators, the people that raised me, taught me about life, they're the parent figures that led my path 
Both the good ones and the bad 
They're the characters of the story some day I’ll sit down to write 
The memories I hold tight
They're the sequence of sounds that form a melody where all the others are random chaos
They're the meaningful In a vast universe 
They anchor me to the ground
When it's all volatile around
I had an obsession with new. New friends, new places, new trends Yet the other day I felt something I couldn't explain This extraordinary peaceful rejoicement When I ran into an old friend It was as if my past me came to visit my today's Like staring into a mirror and remembering how I came to be this way They are my creators, the people that raised me, taught me about life, they're the parent figures that led my path Both the good ones and the bad They're the characters of the story some day I’ll sit down to write The memories I hold tight They're the sequence of sounds that form a melody where all the others are random chaos They're the meaningful In a vast universe They anchor me to the ground When it's all volatile around
It no longer matters, no
What could've happened 
I’m just feeling wiser 
Proud of what I’ve done and what I haven't
Lived the way I wanted 
Didn't take shit from anybody
If they were disappointed
That's okay, 
I Never intended to please them
No regrets since I didn't fear mistakes 
All I ever did was learn 
No shame on the stupid things I did when I was innocent
Nothing I’d change 
What can I say, I’m just proud as hell 
That shit was heavy 
Now I'm feeling ready 
To face whatever
I know public’s opinion's worth a penny 
I’ve proved them wrong 
They were maquiavelic 
But you see, the ends didn't justify the means for me 
I kept it fair, modelic 
And if I succeeded it was well deserved
I earned it 
Now I'm at peace, and it feels good to go to sleep knowing I did everything I could and made it 
I know that many wouldn't want to be me if they knew all that I’ve been through
But it's a beautiful story that one day I’ll enjoy telling you
It no longer matters, no What could've happened I’m just feeling wiser Proud of what I’ve done and what I haven't Lived the way I wanted Didn't take shit from anybody If they were disappointed That's okay, I Never intended to please them No regrets since I didn't fear mistakes All I ever did was learn No shame on the stupid things I did when I was innocent Nothing I’d change What can I say, I’m just proud as hell That shit was heavy Now I'm feeling ready To face whatever I know public’s opinion's worth a penny I’ve proved them wrong They were maquiavelic But you see, the ends didn't justify the means for me I kept it fair, modelic And if I succeeded it was well deserved I earned it Now I'm at peace, and it feels good to go to sleep knowing I did everything I could and made it I know that many wouldn't want to be me if they knew all that I’ve been through But it's a beautiful story that one day I’ll enjoy telling you
I tried not to talk about you, cause 
What would I say? 
That you loved me? Yes 
That I loved you in a different way? Maybe that too
I’m so grateful to you that any kind of text I write fails to express something so wide
I’m speechless, 
That's right, The word I was looking for
Unable to decide where to place you in my mind. 
I take my time, hoping that the moment to define never arrives 
Maybe cause I’m scared to realize
Or worse 
Cause I know I won't make you justice and it's wrong. 
You were of great importance to me 
Such it is, that you became a part of me
I’ll carry you, always. As an example of bravery and respect 
As a dear friend, we both parted under difficult circumstances and I hope we reach success
And when we're there, I’d like to see you again, look you in the eye and remember how much we struggled then 
How hard you used to work, you always left the office late 
Managed to make me smile despite the stress.
And above all, your unbreakable determination that I fancy calling faith 
Cause that is what you are, a Faithful man 
Who will fight against all odds to find his fate
I tried not to talk about you, cause What would I say? That you loved me? Yes That I loved you in a different way? Maybe that too I’m so grateful to you that any kind of text I write fails to express something so wide I’m speechless, That's right, The word I was looking for Unable to decide where to place you in my mind. I take my time, hoping that the moment to define never arrives Maybe cause I’m scared to realize Or worse Cause I know I won't make you justice and it's wrong. You were of great importance to me Such it is, that you became a part of me I’ll carry you, always. As an example of bravery and respect As a dear friend, we both parted under difficult circumstances and I hope we reach success And when we're there, I’d like to see you again, look you in the eye and remember how much we struggled then How hard you used to work, you always left the office late Managed to make me smile despite the stress. And above all, your unbreakable determination that I fancy calling faith Cause that is what you are, a Faithful man Who will fight against all odds to find his fate
What will happen when it's all gone,
When I screw up the last remains and there's only me and regrets to look at each other in the face 
I hope not 
Is there anything that I can hold on to? 
I feel so defenseless
Like trying to gain steadiness while walking on a thin rope 
Like everything around me is just the view from a car's inside 
Everything passes by so fast you won't even remember half of the things you saw if you try
Feelings and what they meant, are they really supposed to fly away?
I ain't failing to obtain but I'm failing to retain 
And I know where this ends 
Long hours in a lonely room, 
Remembering scenes, expressions and perfumes 
Wondering how beautiful it would have been to age with you
What will happen when it's all gone, When I screw up the last remains and there's only me and regrets to look at each other in the face I hope not Is there anything that I can hold on to? I feel so defenseless Like trying to gain steadiness while walking on a thin rope Like everything around me is just the view from a car's inside Everything passes by so fast you won't even remember half of the things you saw if you try Feelings and what they meant, are they really supposed to fly away? I ain't failing to obtain but I'm failing to retain And I know where this ends Long hours in a lonely room, Remembering scenes, expressions and perfumes Wondering how beautiful it would have been to age with you
I thought forgiveness was an act. But it's not. Its a process. Forgiving is letting go of the hatred and hurt  over and over again. 
Forgiving is encountering peace in troubled seas. Like battling to maintain calm in between huge waves and hurricane wind
Its like a never ending hide and seek, in which rage never fails to find me.
Forgiveness is the purest form of consistency
Every day I fight for it
And it's necessary
Cause hate's poison for the mind
Keeps the thoughts caged in the same old ghosts
I realized
My view had narrowed considerably
Those people had become my world, my everything
I was a slave to the pain they put me through
All I wanted to do was prove them wrong 
Put them right where they belonged
I ignored I was focusing only on the negative
And it's time to let go 
Let it all go 
Look at what makes me smile, choose a road 
That is more pleasant and ensure I breathe every bit of positivity onfloat
I thought forgiveness was an act. But it's not. Its a process. Forgiving is letting go of the hatred and hurt  over and over again. Forgiving is encountering peace in troubled seas. Like battling to maintain calm in between huge waves and hurricane wind Its like a never ending hide and seek, in which rage never fails to find me. Forgiveness is the purest form of consistency Every day I fight for it And it's necessary Cause hate's poison for the mind Keeps the thoughts caged in the same old ghosts I realized My view had narrowed considerably Those people had become my world, my everything I was a slave to the pain they put me through All I wanted to do was prove them wrong Put them right where they belonged I ignored I was focusing only on the negative And it's time to let go Let it all go Look at what makes me smile, choose a road That is more pleasant and ensure I breathe every bit of positivity onfloat
For years I kept the secret and I prayed
That my family never got to know about it.
I bared the pain alone
Even if it was so intense that every muscle ached
I remember that day
When I escaped from there at 5 in the morning
My body hurt to the point that I could barely stand straight
The taxi Driver could sense there was something wrong and kept looking me in the face
Only one teardrop fell, 
After that I pretended to be okay
My family's my everything
If I ever tell them their heart would break
Sometimes the truth is better left unsaid
So I kept it 
To myself
Cryed it off when there was no one there
But sometimes they'd comment on me as if I had never been through anything
Right then is when
I felt tempted to let them know just how much I've done for them
For years I kept the secret and I prayed That my family never got to know about it. I bared the pain alone Even if it was so intense that every muscle ached I remember that day When I escaped from there at 5 in the morning My body hurt to the point that I could barely stand straight The taxi Driver could sense there was something wrong and kept looking me in the face Only one teardrop fell, After that I pretended to be okay My family's my everything If I ever tell them their heart would break Sometimes the truth is better left unsaid So I kept it To myself Cryed it off when there was no one there But sometimes they'd comment on me as if I had never been through anything Right then is when I felt tempted to let them know just how much I've done for them
I see a bright future ahead 
For some reason till now it hasn't worked so well 
Not that I care
Cause it was awesome all the way 
Maybe it won't be as I expected 
Maybe it'll be even better 
Savannah trees and high grass 
Sipping lemonade on green lands 
Just how I like it 
Fuck being passive I'mma get it how I like it
Climb the ladder
Looking fly as I'm getting higher 
Hey bitch, do you remember me 
Would've sworn you used to make fun of me 
Now I'm a rider 
Yeah, keep away those wide eyes 
Miracles do exist, but not for bad gals
Mean kids couldn't beat young me, I was a badass
Now when I walk pass them On the streets they turn heads thinking: daamn, who is she?
And how things have changed 
Dad told me time puts everyone in their place 
And it never fails
 everything slowly started to make sense 
I no longer was afraid of what others thought or said 
Cause what I did, I did for me 
The only one that'd I'd forever have to live with
I see a bright future ahead For some reason till now it hasn't worked so well Not that I care Cause it was awesome all the way Maybe it won't be as I expected Maybe it'll be even better Savannah trees and high grass Sipping lemonade on green lands Just how I like it Fuck being passive I'mma get it how I like it Climb the ladder Looking fly as I'm getting higher Hey bitch, do you remember me Would've sworn you used to make fun of me Now I'm a rider Yeah, keep away those wide eyes Miracles do exist, but not for bad gals Mean kids couldn't beat young me, I was a badass Now when I walk pass them On the streets they turn heads thinking: daamn, who is she? And how things have changed Dad told me time puts everyone in their place And it never fails everything slowly started to make sense I no longer was afraid of what others thought or said Cause what I did, I did for me The only one that'd I'd forever have to live with
I made it out of a shit pool, now I'm living the dream and daamn they envious
I tell them: If I could bro I'm sure that you can too
Faith in youself and a middle finger ready for everybody else
Weak only on the weekends, when you drink your senses flat and sleep too much
And even then you're a fucking fireman 
I have my dreams I will pursue 
My visions extasy 
I'm a no one now
Wait for it 
I know most of them never believed 
But I do 
And that is all I need 
SELF, push myself till I reach my peak
I made it out of a shit pool, now I'm living the dream and daamn they envious I tell them: If I could bro I'm sure that you can too Faith in youself and a middle finger ready for everybody else Weak only on the weekends, when you drink your senses flat and sleep too much And even then you're a fucking fireman I have my dreams I will pursue My visions extasy I'm a no one now Wait for it I know most of them never believed But I do And that is all I need SELF, push myself till I reach my peak
I take care of my people 
If only they'd be there for me too
But They're not
I know that for sure 
It's only me staring at the mirror when it all goes wrong
Wondering where that feel of safety gone
And I'm bored, yeah, really fuckin bored 
Of excuses of people that don't take the blame and keep intruding where they don't belong
Ey - I wasn't born strong, God bless them all for making me what I am now
I take care of my people If only they'd be there for me too But They're not I know that for sure It's only me staring at the mirror when it all goes wrong Wondering where that feel of safety gone And I'm bored, yeah, really fuckin bored Of excuses of people that don't take the blame and keep intruding where they don't belong Ey - I wasn't born strong, God bless them all for making me what I am now