Did anyone else watch the mentor shower tonight? I spent from 9:30Pm -11:30Pm watching it with @luna_meagos
Thanks for letting me come out to your house so late at night to watch the stars!! It was something so simple, but yet so fun! And sorry I had to leave at 11:30.
Just thought I may share some late night thoughts before I drift off to sleep, I havent gotten much sleep recently. Anyways, it's been about 4 months since I last gave any kind of update on really anything. I know this page hasn't been as active as it should be. This page use to be super active, don't worry I'm still here! I'm just in the shadows....boo.
The thing I wanted to share was an update on my dedication. It's been 4 months since my last update, honestly I feel my dedication is slipping. I'm just worn out every day. I use to study nearly every day, but with school and having to work I've just been super tired. I've forgotten my reasoning behind why I even began this journey. I mean I remember why, but I feel my reasoning has changed. Do I act like the person I should? No. Have I forgotten what I live under? Allot of the time, yes. I'm an Atheist and I will NEVER forget that. But this summer I had forgotten what I had dedicated myself too. I look back at my choice to follow this and I think it was such a silly decision, but honestly... this has taught me more than any religion has. It's taught me self control, humility, respect and most importantly how to do with right thing. Perhaps there is a lesson in this. Perhaps I'm too tired to understand it. But I just thought I'd share what's on my mind tonight.
So I'm conflicted on what I should do after I graduate highschool this year. There's 2 things I wanna do. My main one right now is a tattoo artist. And my 2nd one is the Navy. My parents want me to enlist in the Navy and can't see me doing anything else. But as of right now I wanna build my portfolio to become an apprentice under a tattoo artist. I've been working super hard to build my portfolio, I also know an artist I feel would be willing to Mentor me. I could easily get an apprenticeship durring my Sr year this year and be tattooing in a few years. I don't know, what do you guys think? Should I at least attempt to get an apprenticeship?
I'm sorry I haven't been super active unlike what I use to be. I've been busy working. I work nights so I don't have time during the day as much much as I use to anymore. But I'll still be active on my story, don't worry ✌ if you ever wanna chill and talk HMU I'm always active on my dms (unless I'm working that is) or come join my discord server. I'll be active on that usually till 5 during the week and on the weekend some time about 9pm. HMU fam✌✌
So I studied, endlessly, day in and day out. It almost seemed I didn't sleep at all. My reason for joining the brotherhood was simple; disappearing from the world, become someone new. I wanted to start a new life. After everything that has happened I really didn't know where else to go. My eyes were droopy and the candle nearly burned out. How long have I been studying? 4 maybe 6 hours? Who knows at this point. All I knew is I was on my way to starting a new life. [1 year later]
The road up to here had been hard, but it has been worth it. I've been ranked up to the title of Assassin. I can now carry out assassinations for the brotherhood. But I must first prove I can carry out said task, one last time. I have been training under a legend named Arno Dorian, but I'm to only call him Mentor or Mr. Dorian. This would be my last mission under him as an apprentice, one last time to prove myself to him. If I succeed I shall receive the phantom blade.
Part 6 "It was all a dream! How could it have been all a dream?! So no one was killed, and there was no traitor? All of this was...." I fall to my knees as a council surrounded me. My heart was thumping as I looked up twords the council. "Rise assassin. Nicolette Dubois is dead. Her sins and failures turned to dust. Today she is reborn, a novice of the assassin brotherhood. I rise and look to the council; an assassin places a hidden blade onto my left arm, it's all official now. I say to myself in my head as I draw the blade then close it. "Congratulations, your training will begin tomorrow" my mentor said. I nod my head "yes sir"
Later that day I am within the sanctuary messing around with my hidden blade. "It's all so real" I say as my mentor comes in the room "be careful with that blade now, we don't want your finger to get cut off" a look of shock comes into my eyes " no the blades have been modified since the Latvian assassins. You can thank Altair for the modifications." Confused "Altair?" "You have allot of studying to do novice"
Part 5 "Our order will fall hmm?" a member of the council says as I still force him to his knees. "The Templars have been inside your order for weeks now" he chuckes "if it were up to me I would have killed you all long ago." My mentor shakes his head " take his hidden blade and sash, he is no longer a member of this brotherhood." As I kneel down to remove his hidden blade I notice a bit of Arsenic under his sash, convenientlyheld in a small little bottle. "Mentor, I found some thing" a look of frustration comes on his face "Arsenic!" He grabs the traitor by the neck and pins him against the wall "and what were you doing with arsenic!!" The templar chokes as he tried to explain. "It's too late!" He exclaimed. As he said this an assassin in the room collapses. "YOU POISONED MY BROTHERHOOD YOU SON OF A BITCH" with this my mentor thrusts his hidden blade into the Templars neck." we have to clean everything up, make sure no one else has drank anything"
The dead body of the templar is carried out of the room as we all pay our respects to our fallen brother. "repose en paix" I whisper as I reach down and close his eyes. "YOU have earned your rest, brother."