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What a great night last night! Amazing people, warm drinks, open-minded conversations, laughs, laughs, and more laughs! AND.... My baby won the ugly sweater contest! Isn't he so handsome?!😍
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What a great night last night! Amazing people, warm drinks, open-minded conversations, laughs, laughs, and more laughs! AND.... My baby won the ugly sweater contest! Isn't he so handsome?!😍 . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish  #uglysweater 
With a new yr around the corner and those "unattainable expectations" resolutions coming up (that we always keep putting on the list every yr and quit by the 15th of January). .
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Try a new mindset this yr! Instead of the "ladder concept", (climbing up..miss a step and fall to the bottom and starting over) how about a beautiful journey. A road trip adventure! Instead of missing a step, you are simply just pausing. Sitting in the middle of your road trip and resting. It's not permanent, just a pause. Those unattainable expectations will become attainable. You'll be in such a better mindset and have one hell of an amazing yr!
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Plan trips, getaways, books to read, exercise, etc... Have a goal this yr to simply be human and feel alive! Feed your mind and body and you'll achieve a lot more than you expected!
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
With a new yr around the corner and those "unattainable expectations" resolutions coming up (that we always keep putting on the list every yr and quit by the 15th of January). . . Try a new mindset this yr! Instead of the "ladder concept", (climbing up..miss a step and fall to the bottom and starting over) how about a beautiful journey. A road trip adventure! Instead of missing a step, you are simply just pausing. Sitting in the middle of your road trip and resting. It's not permanent, just a pause. Those unattainable expectations will become attainable. You'll be in such a better mindset and have one hell of an amazing yr! . . Plan trips, getaways, books to read, exercise, etc... Have a goal this yr to simply be human and feel alive! Feed your mind and body and you'll achieve a lot more than you expected! . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
Santa baby, a Ford Raptor '18 3.5L turbo ECO boost  too, dark blue
I'll wait up for you, dear
Santa baby,  hurry down the chimney tonight. 😏
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Yep that's me sitting in that beauty!
@raptorsofinsta
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Santa baby, a Ford Raptor '18 3.5L turbo ECO boost too, dark blue I'll wait up for you, dear Santa baby, hurry down the chimney tonight. 😏 . . Yep that's me sitting in that beauty! @raptorsofinsta @4x4 . . .
Growth is uncomfortable because you've never been here before- you've never been this version of you. So give yourself a little grace and breathe through it. .
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Working 10+ hr days and trying to get back into training when my mind is fucking tired is a huge challenge. My mind fights me on EVERYTHING!  I want to sleep in. I want to go straight home from work, not the gym. My mind wants to be comfortable. But deep down I want this more! I want to look and feel like a mountain goddess.πŸ˜‰ I wish it was easier, but then I wouldn't grow stronger.
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If you feel this way to or have, comment belowπŸ‘‡. Let's connect and motivate each other! Happy hump day!
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
Growth is uncomfortable because you've never been here before- you've never been this version of you. So give yourself a little grace and breathe through it. . . Working 10+ hr days and trying to get back into training when my mind is fucking tired is a huge challenge. My mind fights me on EVERYTHING! I want to sleep in. I want to go straight home from work, not the gym. My mind wants to be comfortable. But deep down I want this more! I want to look and feel like a mountain goddess.πŸ˜‰ I wish it was easier, but then I wouldn't grow stronger. . . If you feel this way to or have, comment belowπŸ‘‡. Let's connect and motivate each other! Happy hump day! . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
Would you give up everything... Family, friends, moving out of state, kids.. How far would you go to becoming stable and heal yourself? Would time be good to you? Surviving harsh judgements and losing love ones because they don't understand that you have to heal from what you've been through.... Would you still do it?
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Would you really give up everything to gain you?
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
Would you give up everything... Family, friends, moving out of state, kids.. How far would you go to becoming stable and heal yourself? Would time be good to you? Surviving harsh judgements and losing love ones because they don't understand that you have to heal from what you've been through.... Would you still do it? . . Would you really give up everything to gain you? . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
There's nothing quite like chaining up and going on an offroading adventure! I love to see the blanket of snow that sparkles. I love feeling the crisp cold air on my face and Of course the jingle bells of the chains!😍 I feel like a little kid on Christmas!! .
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
There's nothing quite like chaining up and going on an offroading adventure! I love to see the blanket of snow that sparkles. I love feeling the crisp cold air on my face and Of course the jingle bells of the chains!😍 I feel like a little kid on Christmas!! . . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
It feels like a Monday but it's Tuesday. Yesterday, I had my car stolen from a towing company literally..took my title. I was in wet slushy snow and mud for 2 hrs waiting to get my belongings out of my car ( their little sympathy). It was 19Β° and I couldn't feel my feet or face. I then almost got mugged inside a grocery store. I've never been so terrified! Been sick the whole weekend as well. .
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I feel the strongest urge to just STAY IN BED where it's safe and warm. But up I got at 5am. I would much rather be in bed. Starting and keeping routines are what keeps us going and moving forward. It's not easy..at ALL! If you want your life to change, if you want life to be what you've never had... You're gonna have to do things ya never done and don't want to do. Soon enough it becomes who you are. .
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May your coffee be strong and your determination stronger! Happy Tuesday!πŸ‘ŠπŸ˜Ž
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#keepingitreal#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence
It feels like a Monday but it's Tuesday. Yesterday, I had my car stolen from a towing company literally..took my title. I was in wet slushy snow and mud for 2 hrs waiting to get my belongings out of my car ( their little sympathy). It was 19Β° and I couldn't feel my feet or face. I then almost got mugged inside a grocery store. I've never been so terrified! Been sick the whole weekend as well. . . I feel the strongest urge to just STAY IN BED where it's safe and warm. But up I got at 5am. I would much rather be in bed. Starting and keeping routines are what keeps us going and moving forward. It's not easy..at ALL! If you want your life to change, if you want life to be what you've never had... You're gonna have to do things ya never done and don't want to do. Soon enough it becomes who you are. . . May your coffee be strong and your determination stronger! Happy Tuesday!πŸ‘ŠπŸ˜Ž . . . . #keepingitreal #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence 
Sometimes I feel like this aspen tree, strong and tall. But, with a crack.  The crack the aspen tree once had, followed it up as it grew. It eventually closed up and healed itself. The aspen didn't let that crack keep it from growing tall and strong. Infact, I think it's beautiful showing off it's strength and vulnerability. What do you think?
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
Sometimes I feel like this aspen tree, strong and tall. But, with a crack. The crack the aspen tree once had, followed it up as it grew. It eventually closed up and healed itself. The aspen didn't let that crack keep it from growing tall and strong. Infact, I think it's beautiful showing off it's strength and vulnerability. What do you think? . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
You are beauty right here in the morning light. .
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Accepting myself in the now, is what centers me. Letting go of others judgements and the world's expectations leaves just me. If I find hurt, pain, lack of self esteem, or sadness I find the root of where it's coming from. I adjust to what I need to do to make ME happy. That is what matters. .
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Are you happy? With how you are right now? Every moment is temporary. EVERY moment. Learn from it, love, grow and now it's only a moment. Feel, breathe and let go. ALWAYS love yourself for exactly who you are. YOU are a miracle! That is beauty that no one else can take or be. 
Happy Sunday.πŸ™
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
You are beauty right here in the morning light. . . . Accepting myself in the now, is what centers me. Letting go of others judgements and the world's expectations leaves just me. If I find hurt, pain, lack of self esteem, or sadness I find the root of where it's coming from. I adjust to what I need to do to make ME happy. That is what matters. . . Are you happy? With how you are right now? Every moment is temporary. EVERY moment. Learn from it, love, grow and now it's only a moment. Feel, breathe and let go. ALWAYS love yourself for exactly who you are. YOU are a miracle! That is beauty that no one else can take or be. Happy Sunday.πŸ™ . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
There's beauty in your fears. Laying on the edge of a cliff, feeling the wind race around your body brings me to peace, absolute joy. That very moment that everything is perfect how it is. Happy Friday!
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
There's beauty in your fears. Laying on the edge of a cliff, feeling the wind race around your body brings me to peace, absolute joy. That very moment that everything is perfect how it is. Happy Friday! . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
I don't believe everything happens because it needs to teach us something. Sometimes life just really sucks. But, I do believe in trying to find value in everything. Finding value in stressful situations is damn hard to do!  It starts by getting your ass outta bed. Sometimes the hardest part, for me anyway. If I avoid all the things being thrown at me, it doesn't get better..only worse. So, I start with small movements in the right direction. Doesn't have to be earth moving, the smallest movement is still going forward. 
I know I am creating healthy boundaries to better my life. It may cause some reactions, but it WILL get better. It's not permanent. 
Learning to accept the things I can not change, and loving myself in the here and now exactly where I'm at and keep telling myself... It's not permanent. Growth and strength comes from the most uncomfortable painful situations. 
I'm just leveling up!
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#ptsd #growth #growthmindset #anxiety #power #selflove#rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
I don't believe everything happens because it needs to teach us something. Sometimes life just really sucks. But, I do believe in trying to find value in everything. Finding value in stressful situations is damn hard to do! It starts by getting your ass outta bed. Sometimes the hardest part, for me anyway. If I avoid all the things being thrown at me, it doesn't get better..only worse. So, I start with small movements in the right direction. Doesn't have to be earth moving, the smallest movement is still going forward. I know I am creating healthy boundaries to better my life. It may cause some reactions, but it WILL get better. It's not permanent. Learning to accept the things I can not change, and loving myself in the here and now exactly where I'm at and keep telling myself... It's not permanent. Growth and strength comes from the most uncomfortable painful situations. I'm just leveling up! . . . . #ptsd  #growth  #growthmindset  #anxiety  #power  #selflove #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish 
It's so empowering to say, " This isn't serving me," and walking away in peace. .
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Peace that I have boundaries with others. Peace in being who I am with no restrictions or regrets. Peace that I've been through worse.. I survived those days, I can get through this too. .
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The hallowness of the pain and grief I feel at times come in waves, filling up my chest, my heart till it spills on my burning cheeks. It can be extremely heavy. .
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But the peace and power to better myself and my life, by deciding what I want in my life eases the pain and grief. It is a power I claimed back! .
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Claim who you are and what serves you!
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#sunset #rettsyndrome #awareness #grief#wildish#rebirth #mystory #real #life#human#balance  #selflove #acceptance #love #understanding #empower#adventure#begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout #riseabove #childlikewonder #mindset #growth  #entrepreneur#confidence  #wildish
It's so empowering to say, " This isn't serving me," and walking away in peace. . . . Peace that I have boundaries with others. Peace in being who I am with no restrictions or regrets. Peace that I've been through worse.. I survived those days, I can get through this too. . . The hallowness of the pain and grief I feel at times come in waves, filling up my chest, my heart till it spills on my burning cheeks. It can be extremely heavy. . . But the peace and power to better myself and my life, by deciding what I want in my life eases the pain and grief. It is a power I claimed back! . . Claim who you are and what serves you! . . . #sunset  #rettsyndrome  #awareness  #grief #wildish #rebirth  #mystory  #real  #life #human #balance  #selflove  #acceptance  #love  #understanding  #empower #adventure #begrateful  #strength  #oddwomanout  #riseabove  #childlikewonder  #mindset  #growth  #entrepreneur #confidence  #wildish