My moms viewing will be Thursday and Friday 2-4, 6-8 at barranco funeral home in severna park. The funeral will saturday morning at 9:30am at Anchor Baptist Church in millersville. All are welcome. My mom was an amazing artist and her drawings, paintings mean so much to me. I will miss her so much
so over the past year or so my dirty secret has been my interest in #wwe and pro wrestling. it has been an escape from all the emotional crap that comes with dealing with my mom dieing of cancer. wwe gives me a chance to just shut my brain off for a few hours and enjoy some sort of peace. Tonight my amazing gf @kalyn_schneider took me to wwe Smackdown live. ithis was my first WWE event and it was so much fun. the show was fun and answering @kalyn_schneider questions about what was going on was so much fun. she doesnt care about wrestling but she was very supportivie. thank you babe for making this night Phenominal!! Thank you all for having such dedication to ur craft. I applaud your hard work and thank you for doing what u do.i really appreciate it. @xavierwoodsphd @johncena @mandysacs @swaftnation @upupdwndwn @niajaxwwe @niajaxwwe_1 #205live#smackdownlive#raw#nxt#roh#njpw
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So today I went bald with my momma. She was so excited that I shaved my head with her. I love her so much. She is so precious too me.
I don't how much time we have left but ever second with her is amazing.
Easter Sunday was a very good day. No matter if you celebrate Christ's resurrection or not Easter should be a day to just show love. One thing I have learned from my amazing mom is if u love someone tell them. Never stop telling them because u never know how long you will have them. #barbstrong#happyEaster#hehasrisen#fuckcancer
Everyday momma is getting weaker and weaker. But moments like these pictures really show how amazing my mom's attitude is. She doesn't get down, complain, or whin. I love her so much. My mom is my hero.
This past week has really sucked. Tuesday of last week my mom's stomach g tube came out. We rushed her to the ER,they fixed it we came home. Wednesday her stomach g tube fell out again. I called the paramedics to have them transport my mom back to the ER. Not 2 minutes after getting off the phone my mom slumped over unresponsive and not breathing. I was shaking her and screaming at the top of my lungs "momma, no,no,no, momma." I thank God we had a hospice aid at the house at this time checking her pulse because I was terrified, panicking, and emotional. The paramedics got there and said we had to lay her out on the floor so I dead lifted my mom out of her wheel chair, kicked the chair out of the way and put her flat on the floor. They put oxygen around her stoma and started breathing for her and she slowly came back around. They took her to the ER where they fixed the g tube. At this point I wasn't sure if my mom would make it through the night. She was so weak and out of it. So her doctor and I made the decision to put her in a hospice respite facility. It's a 5 day stay facility that has been wonderful. My mom is doing much better, a lot of her strength as returned. Today her stomach tube came out again. We are going back to the ER. Then back to the hospice facility and if all goes well home tomorrow. It's been a long week and it's still not over. But I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST! Philippians 4:13
Today my amazing mother decided to stop treatment for cancer. After radiation and chemo not working, and the short time she has left contributed to this decision. Johns Hopkins hospital was amazing to my mom. To all her nurses and doctors thank you for taking such amazing care of my mom. To all the family and friends that helped get my mom to and from the treatments thank u, I can never re pay the effort for feel like I could thank you guys enough. My mom just wants to be comfortable and I can not blame her. She fought as hard as she could with a tenacity that was unbelievable. My mom is the t toughest person I know and I love her dearly. #fuckcancer#barbstrong
Today has been one of the hardest days of my life. Doctors told us my amazing mom only has 3 to 6 months and no more than a year to live. I truly believe she is going nowhere until the Lord calls her home. God's plan for her life has kept her so strong. She has never said why me or this isn't fair, only that this is God's plan. My mom is my hero.
I need to thank @kalyn_schneider for the most wonderful Christmas Eve ever. For the past 10 yrs we go from her church to my church (stop at McDonald's for dinner in between) And then back to her godparents house for a Christmas party. It's a lot of travel and I hate it. But this year this amazing gf of mine made sure I calmed down and appreciate the moment because I'm not sure how many more as a family we will get.