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Do you want a step by step guide to assist you to simplify your life, creating more ease and flow? 👌🏼
This is what I do. I am specifically here to help people prepare for and integrate work around Psychedelics for accelerated transformation and growth.
If this interests you check out my website and drop me a line. It would be an honour to assist you.
Feeling connected to Universal Life Force in a deeper and more embodied way post eclipse season
There has been work, and a rebirth. I feel new and fresh, with wider eyes and deeper roots. Is anyone else feeling this?
Fully accepting my Priestess mantle and acknowledging the Divine as it moves through me in ever more captivating and mysterious ways
Last week I referenced a Syrian Goddess who came through during a drumming practice. Today I spent some time researching her a bit more...
Atargatis, Darceto or Dae Syriae as she was known by the Syrians, Grecians & Romans respectively, was worshipped at Hieropolis and had multiple temples dedicated to her. 🧜🏽♀️
She was considered a Great Mother (much like the beloved Nigerian Yoruba deity Yamanjá), and was said to offer protection, wellbeing and fertility to all who worshipped her. She is said to work with the feminine elements of Earth and Water
Feeling strongly the blessing of Mother Earth and my Mermaid Avatar to continue walking my path. To share all of it and hide nothing. 🙏🏻
Feeling connected to my guides, the Elements, and to Spirit.
Throat chakra had the chance to be in full alignment, connection to the heart and concise resonance tonight .
This is the real work. Not another peak experience or distracting pastime to avoid the raw emotions demanding my attention 💙
Tonight was a work night. I put on my work clothes. Wore my heart on my sleeve, took a stand for love and put all my cards on the table.
Tonight I shared my deepest triggers. My core wounds... and asked to be held in a space of love by that which I seek love from. This is a catch 22... wanting to be perceived in an attractive way while revealing my least admirable parts. I was squirming but also resolute. 💕
This is the work loves. Real. Authentic. Truth. Communicated with no knowledge of the outcome...
This is the stuff courage and bravery are needed for, where all the Ceremonies have been guiding me towards, where I stand as I am. Just me, and my shit. No hiding anything.
And it was beautiful. I am beautiful.
Just as I am
Today I am delving deep into the realms of Emasculation... Feeling the depths of how I have emasculated the masculine, taking deeper responsbility for my part in their withdrawal from me.
How many times I have tried to fix... How many times I have presumed a lack of understanding... How many times I have, through tone, look or unsaid energetic darts, encouraged the feelings of NOT ENOUGHNESS... Spread the seeds of doubt. Doubt that a Man would know how to do "the right" thing... The irony being that is is this doubt that actually leads to the perpetuation of the cycle of being unsupported, of feeling like I cannot rely on the masculine. A man can feel this doubt keenly in his essence and he cannot help but respond, if not consciously, on a subconscious level.
As a strong Woman, it is my responsibility to take even greater care how I interact with my Brothers, beloveds and acquaintances. It is such a delicate dance... All of us Women have an innate power to lead through inspiration and motivation... To foster deep mutual respect between the sexes by vowing to see the other in their best light, even when we do not understand their actions
This is the Warrior Path. The Warrior of the Heart.
My prayer for the past decade has been to stay in the place of the heart. This is still my strongest prayer and hardest lesson to embody. It is in my nature to shut down when I am hurt or focused on something that requires my urgent attention. This is what I learnt as a child to be normal.. What I learnt in my profession was needed to outshine the competition.. This behaviour is disturbing to anyone who has not had to harden themselves either at home or at work. This behaviour does not foster deeper connection. It does not allow for the soul of the other to stay open... It breeds guardedness and confusion... Today I am deeply considering my part in emasculating all those Men I wish would show up in a different way, in a way that suits me better... All the ways I have tried to tame the Wild Stallion into a docile pony only to wonder where the Stallion went.. Today is a day to reflect, to take responsbility and to take new action.
Today is a beautiful day.
Tbt 3years ago in Portugal after I’d just finished my Kambo Practitoner Training...
Reflecting on my practice. Wow, this wee froggy has taken me on such an incredible ride... He’s opened up so much for me, within myself and in my life
Giving thanks to you Kambo. Time I painted you again.... 🙏🏻
Watch this space 💚
Me talking to a packed out tent about all things magic Mushroom related, yesterday afternoon at @houghtonfestival 🍄
Great crowd, beautiful setting, gracious hosts, smiling faces. What’s not love?
Setting off across the Country for my talk on magical mushrooms and their healing qualities @houghtonfestival this evening
What an honour to have been invited to talk! I have learnt so much this week preparing for this talk. They say “if you want to learn something teach it”! 🍄
I will be covering a bit about the history of mushroom use, the benefits/risk factors of large dose Vs microdosing, as well as the cutting edge science behind what mushrooms are doing to the brain...
Excited is an understatement ☺️
Come find me at 5.30pm in the Orchard tonight.
At a time when the veils are thin and we have the chance to heal old patterns and behaviours at an accelerated rate it is important to remember what attitude will assist this process
As an evolving species imbued with the gift of consciousness let’s have a look at how consciousness exists in these different dimensional strata
3rd dimension - Follows rules, obligation and tradition. Avoids change, personal responsibility. Always physically doing. Prioritises physical desires to satiate feelings, needs endless material possessions, lives in fear of losing things, holds onto anger and grudges, makes obligatory promises. Reacts to what happens, tolerated pain in the body. Everything takes time and effort.
4th dimension - questions rules and decides their own truth, mentally does, takes control of self, wants change, begins to listen to own inner guidance and intuition, understands we are spiritual as well as human, believes there is free will, understands the need for emotional connection as well as physical, learns forgiveness, values both side of an argument. Thoughts heal pain in the body. Avoids strenuous effort by paying attention to intuition. Is proactive, sets goals.
5th Dimension - follows inner guidance, watches all happening around, surrenders control to a higher power, accepts and watches regular synchronicities occur, there is no separation only continuous oneness, knows the only choice is a choice between love and fear, realises there is no inherent value in owning material possessions, knows there is never anything to forgive, there are no differences, just oneness. Pain is a message from the higher self. Only follows inner guidance. Lives in the present, no obligations. There is no time, only the present moment.
The free will we were given is how we choose to perceive. Choose wisely.
During my free flow drumming tonight words started forming to a Sirian Goddess...
I didn’t know why I was signing to her but it felt strong and compelling, like something was awakening within me...
When I googled Sirian Goddess this image popped up
The White Tigers strike again
Feeling you so strongly
I know it’s meant to be the Lions Gate
But... I guess I always had to be different...
Honouring you Sirian Goddess of the White Tigers.
You look pretty badass and I like that vibe
Today, in the Lions Gate, I rest upended in the bosom of the mushroom
Supported, welcomed, trusting...
Thanking my mycelial teachers for all their healing, all their wisdom all their magic
Resting in your velvety gills I breathe in your spores and melt into your mycelium
I surrender to the flow with you as my guide
Photo courtesy of @digitalnutrition.io
The Gold is in the shadow, my mentor always says...
Often the things we have deepest aversion, phobias to are our greatest teachers. This can be conceptual, emotional... an object. Spiders, rejection, homophobia...
For me....? Well, I used to hate mushrooms, revolted! Horrible slimey things.... Now they are my primary passion. The universe loves a good giggle...!
Same as my beautiful Medicine Sister @voice_yoga she used to hate singing, doing it in front of a group of people made her cry... but when she faced her fears it unlocked her life path! Now she is dedicated to helping people find their authentic powerful voice!
This reminds me of Grandmother Spider.... I used to have a HUGE phobia that would keep me up at night. The Amazon jungle just fixed that, 😉 Now I appreciate her teachings.... .🕸🕷
In much Native American mythology she was the oldest being. Here even before The Universal Mind awakened to itself... The epitome of the receptive feminine, one foot always connected to inter-dimensional threads in the web of all existence. She knows how to work hard when she needs to. She knows patience, relaxed alertness. Everything comes to her.... .
Yes the shadow. Find the thing u hate, the fear, the thing you despise or the character traits you swore you’d never have... this is the shadow. Meditate upon it... how might it think? Why does it act like it does? Why might you feel so horrible towards it? What might be good about it? What gold does it hold for you?
Why do this? Well the shadow is subconsciously running the show. Unexplored and unacknowledged shadow drives our deepest desires and most reflex actions. When we understand our urges, and deal with the root, we can begin the road to self mastery. Fascinating isn’t it?
Interesting piece of research by Medical University of South Carolina.
It shows that BDNF (brain derived neurotrophic factor) a protein made by our bodies that acts as a growth hormone for brain cells, reduces drug seeking behaviour. ✨
It is a “Neurotrophin”
Neuro: neurological system
Trophic: stimulating activity of
Interestingly, low levels of BDNF were found in the brains of cocaine addicted individuals
I have long known that both kambo (from a tree frog) and psilocybin (derived from magic mushrooms), both impact addictive patterning in positive ways. This is how they do that... by stimulating the production of BDNF which leads to nerve cell growth and remodelling (amongst many other yet unknown mechanisms. Epigenetic modulation has been hinted at)
Interestingly, when they injected these poor mices’ brains with BDNF, it was found that it affected the drug seeking behaviour but not their food habits. ✨
They also noted that timing appeared to be important hypothesising that, as it is so intrinsically linked to the reward centre of the brain, it could lead to enhanced addiction if applied at time of drug use/addictive behaviour.... 🍄
This is something I have not personally seen in my Kambo practice and is certainly not reported by mushroom users (almost always the opposite!) but I have always advocated a period of abstinence and positive affirmations/visualisation when using these substances as we know how malleable the brain is when we use them. 🐸
Now which would I rather...
A direct injection to the centre of my brain, throwing up in a bucket or some magical mushrooms...? Hmmmm 💉😅🤔
Asking for grounding, calm and inspiration for the week ahead.
Visualising green energy moving up through the earth, revitalising and charging all of my cells with Chi. A vibrating being of nature’s resonance.
I am your Child. I trust that I am supported by you in every way. Enveloped in your study boughs, I receive all your gifts
Photo by @riyahollings
Always changing the plans....
Just when I thought I knew what was happening, there you were to remind me that control is an illusion
I imagine myself like a boxer, weaving around from one foot to another... ✨
How easy to get on the back foot and take the defensive stance when things don’t go according to plan...
It’s a mental game, all of it. Always more fun when you remember you’re playing it. 🌱
“Nah, the drama isn’t for me” I remind my subconscious mind. There is no wrong or right, just differing points of view. Different positions on the chess board of life.
And i’m gonna keep rolling with the punches. Fluid like water... expanding from the core outwards. Always breathing. Always grateful.