one time i was sobbing uncontrollably at our apartment and she laid on the couch with me until i stopped.. to which she asked if i wanted to eat and never spoke of it again and i think about that day a lot because my friend didn’t need answers or reasons and i really appreciate that. bc sometimes you don’t want to or know how to talk about it but you want a friend through it and she gets that. even if she didn’t mean to. and i think that’s important. caring surpasses our curiosity and asking questions is not necessarily caring.
so shout out to this girl who has seen so many tears and sticks through all the thick and thin with me 💞 literally 6am crying bc God looks out for me in ways i don’t deserve 😢
Thank GOD that He has led me to continue serving these girls!! i’m so in love and in awe of how God has been able to use me even in my lows. He is truly faithful and can use anybody who says yes to do His will! 😍😍 can’t wait to walk with these girls (+many others at @nextccs) for another year, and hopefully many many more!!!.
|| here is all my love, it’s Yours with no conditions.
when You pull me close, no I won’t resist it. 💕
UHMM SO THIS WAS SUPER FUN.
10/10 would recommend!! 🏈
|| It’s a season of low self-efficacy, a lot of doubting, and a lot of questions!!! but this team gave me a chance to take a break from all the thoughts and just PLAY. definitely was difficult to commit since I didn’t know anyone that well and I didn’t really know how to play, but I’m SO glad God showed me that community still exists where I am, and making new friends isn’t as hard and twisted as I have come to believe :, )
i ❤️ football
you are loved!
you are a child of God!
and He is pleased with you!
|| did you know that God tends to wait for His children to come into and acknowledge His presence more than we wait for His presence to come?
In the Savior's love
I find joy beyond compare
Endless peace covers all of me
When You breathe within
You turn winter into spring
Grace dissolves every fear in me
|| spring feels good ☺️😄🌼
edit: a happy time in my life after a season of garbage that I would like to keep in my memories so I remember that God was faithful then and will be again. -oct2018
This is my brother.
He makes me smile and gives me encouragements and affirmations when I don't ask for them.
He is sensitive to my feelings and cares deeply for our family.
He carries peace and joy wherever he goes and brings others happiness.
He loves the Lord and is yielding to the Holy Spirit.
He is servant hearted and loving.
He is a blessing.
He is my brother. 😀
He was also saying "FÜÜÜDD!!" when we took this picture.
This is such a strange feeling.. moving on || 061516 #graduates#classof2016#uwhuskies .
God for teaching me and loving me endlessly, showing me that the hard to love are loved and treasured, and for being the perfect Papa.
Family for raising me and loving me despite seeing all of my flaws daily.
Jenny, Sally, Rebekah, Helen, and Justin for being people who've been with me for all this time and for being people I learn from and love, showing me compassion and understanding in the midst of chaos.
Sara for giving me so much attention, listening and encouraging me, and keeping up with me often when we weren't that close which blossomed into the best friendship I've ever experienced. For pursuing God faithfully and taking me with you, keeping my head clear, and speaking truth into me. For being the best woman I've ever had the privilege to walk with. For laughing with me about the hilarious-to-us but dumb-to-other-people things to the point of pain. LOL
HeeSoo and Sofia for loving me when I didn't love myself and building up my confidence and understanding of self-worth.
Pastor Alex, Pastor Paul, Pastor Sarah, Pastor Jeremiah, Pastor Brian, Susan, Sarah, Bessie, Jaselyn, CK, and Julie for being faithful servants of God and helping me at least once throughout high school.
Hena, Patricia, Alicia, Sarah, Connie, Mary, Liz, Joanna, Kenny, Phillip, Justin, Hannah, and basically all of NEXT and New Life for making me feel so welcomed at Hyungjae and being ever so kind since the beginning, helping me grow in faith and in service.
Lasby, Falki, Tate, Nornor, Hershey, and More for being more than academic teachers but life advisors who gave me life tips and tricks.
New Gen for being like my second family, teaching me so much about leading, patience, maturity, humility, and boldness.
Band for being where I found so many good people.
I just realized there are so many people to thank.
Special thanks to my brother who I owe a lot of my happiness to. There was a time when I thought you were my only person and I will be forever grateful to God for giving me a brother like you. Love you.
Mizuki Buffet & Shopping 😊
edit: if you’re ever wondering what high schoolers do when they go out, it’s usually eat and shop lesbereal -collegeme2017
edit2: ok but ALSO even when I look back rn, I remember feeling so grown up and capable as a high school sophomore (especially after I started driving). but when I see high schoolers now, I think they’re so young and fragile and somewhat without good judgement... which may be true from this perspective, but I think seeing the truth in others’ perspective is just as if not more important...?? and it causes me to want to treat young people like adults in that I respect their minds and their effort behind their thoughts and actions bc their thoughts are deep like mine in their own ways. - oct2018