❤️Be fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul on fire❤️ At some point you have to become unapologetic about who you are. What you do and why you do it. This has been a slow and gradual process for me, but it all came to a head when I was in a position that could change everything.
Would I leave or would I stay?
The boundaries had been lax and communication nill, and when it came down to it, I was ready. Not in a way I thought I would be. I wasn’t prepared with a speech or a plan, more like I knew it was coming and I love myself enough to not participate, not react, not be dramatic.
I loved myself enough to understand that I deserved better and that I would no longer stand for the lack of love and respect and boundaries.
When we know what we don't want, we know what we do want. I know what i want. I want to be fiercely independent while being in a loving relationship. I want to be an amazing mom while creating my dream lifestyle business. I want to be in a constant state of overflow in all the areas: love, sex, fun, freedom, money, ease…
For so long I told myself I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready yet, my story wasn't shitty enough yet. I manifested chaos and heartbreak in so many places in my life that I began to feel overwhelmed. I was giving up, I was done. I wanted to walk away. I wanted to just. Let. it. Be. Fucking. Easy.
I never knew easy, tho. I grew up in a home where everything was hard, nothing just came without a big deal attached. Lazy days didn’t exist, ease - nope. Flow - nah… Struggle and worry, and fighting and doubt were how we rolled.
We treated each other so poorly that I felt bad about myself for years, I didn’t speak to my family for years, I didn’t want to be like them or spend time with them or people like them. I became judgmental and distant but worst of all, I never took responsibility.
I never took the time to realize that I was in control. I got to choose how I felt, it didn’t matter what they said or did, I could still be happy, healthy, prosperous… 🤦♀️
when one door closes,
but we often look so long
and so regretfully upon
the closed door that we
do not see the one which
has opened for us.
go into the weekend with eyes wide open, and don’t be afraid to walk through that opened door.
you never know what’s waiting on the other side.
We've all been there.... Init 🤷🏼♂️I'm there like it's all or nothing with me.....🤔🤔 I give too many fucks and you can just Fuck off!
I couldn't give a fuck so you can just Fuck off! #ZeroFucksGiven#FFS#FuckOff#FuckIt
Ending Week 1 of Johnny Canditos 9 Weeks Squat Program hit my 325lbs Goal Paused 3RM. It was fucking hard and it needed to be Hard according to plan, now I get to rest for two days and start week 2 next week 😤🦁♌️
If you think you are too small to make a difference try sleeping with a mosquito. All you want to do is kill it just to mute the sound but you just can't catch it when your ventilation net is broken and sun is shining between the logs and the roof, that spruce on your yard and water well pond to your flowers keeps them whining. You just can't change how you made it. Ice is melting, floods and storms are coming, wildfires with all the drought just because you wanted to close your eyes from the fact that we need clean air to breath, fresh water to drink, nutritious soil to bloom and foremost big trees to give shadow and protection to keep whole life cycle going on. Then comes the wave destroying everything you ever built in your life polluting all the sea with your fake plastic trash. Killing squirrels and whales, dolphins, orcas...You write a letter about #daretocarenot#tsunami#timeless #⌛#⏳
Until there comes someone who translates it to #🌍 #sunset#sunrise #🎭
#thencomesthesilence#ornot#whatisleft #❤#🌱 #🗽#🚀#marsisnotanoption#zerofucksgiven#equalsto#journeytozero#respect#resistance#arethaquotes