I always cared what people thought about me, and when I was going to the gym (pre & post #eatingdisorder ) I legit spent the entire time having a panic attack & constantly over thinking every move I made — is my form right? Are my leggings too tight? Is that dude creepin?? 😏 Do I know anyone here?! How many should I do of this move?
I wanted to be cool & look like I had it all figured out...but I didn’t, and I shouldn’t have felt ashamed for not!! Especially at the expense of MY fun & health??
Idk, just LOVE that I found something that challenges me in every way my in-gym routine did, but without the fear of being judged or wasting time worrying about everyone else around me. I get to blast my music 🎶, have a freakin dance party in my living room 💃🏻 everyday & the ONLY thoughts going through my head?? What am I eating after this and HOLY EFF, there’s so much sweat 😅 Fitness fits everyone differently babe, if you’re not having fun, then love yourself enough to find what makes you happy & feel amazing, just like I did! #yourealwaysworthit
I've never been so happy at the same time so sad in one year. 2017 has taught me so many things in life most specially learning more about myself. Its the first day of 2018, and i will always be thankful for everyone who walked with me thru tough times. As i looked back now, i cant say anything but thank you to all the people who made me happy and made me feel the pain, it molded me as the person i am now. God has given me so much strenght to face this year and i know he will be granting me happiness. Everything thats happening in our life has purpose. Never give up your dreams. Never stop believing in love. Never stop having faith. And never stop praying. Happy new year to all of us #me#mylife#mythoughts#myadventure#happy2018#smile#chooseyourself#yourebeautiful#yourealwaysworthit