Being a boy ,
More of a girls toy,
The way my reputation gets destroyed,
Its hard to be so soft with the world,
A world our voiced against sexual violence can't even be heard,
I'm not supposed to cry but to plaster a smile,
I'm not supposed to share ,
That shows how much i care,
But still this wordly world is a prison where a gentleman gets caged and judged!
And evil girls are given rights to violate my life and my aims are crushed! ,
I'm the same guy who will no more be mommy 's boy as considered by the society,
How am i supposed to live with bearing all societal pressure! That too, with this vicious anxiety,
I'm the same boy who is supposed to learn and earn money,
But still to you i'll sound phoney!
I should control domestic violence!,
But when it comes to me, answer is silence!
I should respect every women,
But is every women worth respect?
Even the one who harassed me?
Even the one who molested me?
I'm supposed to take care of expenses,
But at the cost of my life! Should i remain calm?
Should i still remain warm?
Should i keep bearing ?
How am i supposed to live with this gender discrimination?,
How am i supposed to live with this despairing?
This list of questionnaire are briefs of my hiddem griefs,
I'm old age peoples inheritance preference,
Again this will be another boy's resonance,
And still everyone will get offended by my voice,
But this time !
I won't follow,
I won't offer myself to swallow,
As this is now my choice,
I'll be rock hard as i seem,
But deep inside i hope you people to realise i'm also a human being. -by Noorleen Kaur Bhatia
This one is specially for my brother @akshat_lakhe ❤. Love you my Brother❤❤❤ I miss us ,
Pranking and mimicking each other ,
I miss our games,
Our version of songs and our beautiful moments,
I miss those late night chit chats,
They were far away from world's crap.
Staying awake just to talk to each other,
Ensuring we care and love each other.
A single day without talking to each other became our worst nightmare.
Everyday started with greetings,
With radiant rays of sunshine falling upon us ,
And with the sunset a bright smile spread across cheeks after seeing each other portrayed us ,
Slowly caring grew and sharing increased,
And for the first time she didn't feel ceased,
Trust built and heartbreaks never mattered,
Broken pieces they managed to stitch for each other together ,
Soon their bond blossomed,
They stood by each other in rains,
Supported each other to survive during trembling pains,
Heads held high and fingers intervening tight,
They stood by each others side.
There were ups and downs,
No one but they could hear each others silence and sobbing,
They could sense and understand each others bleeding wounds and ravelled feelings,
They knew their bond was their cure,
They knew everything their bond could mend,
Standing shoulder to shoulder, they knew there was nothing which they couldn't face together,
And all the strength and positivity continues for infinity ,
All the guidance he still gives she'll cherish them till her grave,
And this is how their precious bond continues to grow forever.
Thankyou for everything you give to me, for being who you really are to me,
I love alot you my brother :) .
Her story starts with raveling unraveled emotions,
Which lead to the outburst of hidden melancholies,
Ruins of past still destructing her present resulting in reminiscence of nostalgia,
Those dreadful moments still terrorise her,
Every single tear drop defined her distress,
Her trembling hands still shiver in pain !
His words still send a chill down her spine!
He still dominates and mistreats the one whom he called "she's mine",
She thought he would love her forever,
Assuming it was love, gave her hope to survive,
He was manipulative,
Which made it hard for her to strive and costed her life!
Tired of begging for attention,
She tried to isolate herself from world's affection,
Being depressed ,she lost her mind!
She kept waiting for him to notice her,
But felt broken when she saw he was cheating on her,
She became loner and started consuming pills,
She was becoming a dead body dad by day,
He left her by saying "you're not good enough for me to stay ",
She knew it already but her broken heart was betrayed,
Standing on the terrace, ready to commit suicide,
realising what she had done to herself,
Looking at all the bruises and cuts ,
Tears were streaming down her red cheeks ,
Silence in her tears finally broke!
She jumped off her terrace by saying " i'll love you forever in numerous ways.
You were my sunshine ,i kept waiting for you to come back every single day. "
But dear friends life is not meant for chasing people who don't love you back
but all about loving yourself.
Everyone seems good until they reveal cunning faces of theirselves,
Till then,wont display their double faced elves,
Darkness fills up the room ,
Even everyone has to face their doom of gloom,
Its illuminated but still so dark,
People prefer giving critique remark,
Here brains are measured by spoken english, where external beauty will never deform,
Social sites create havoc and so do societal norms,
But still your crave to be the one societal bench mark and still not enough !,
How much enough does it takes to be enough?,
You lack something ,
They say your imperfection speaks,
Somewhere amidst of all you're tired and now it all sounds so cheap,
How much perfection is needed to be perfect ?,
Am i the only one born with perfectly imperfect defects!,
"You are doing wrong" thats what you are told ,
You're not enough you still need to be bold,
We are shown money is all material,
The have nots are inferior,
And haves are imperial ,
You gotta maintain some balance to be congenial,
For the sake of your survival !, But then how much practical and emotional balance is required to be rational?
Do we really need to feel so much by being so emotional?
These nuisances are cul-de-sacs don't take it otherwise,
Hey my friend!, wake up this is your life,
We always do not need to get along, be you and walk with pride.
Give me strength,oh lord!
Because i've been merely into pieces so far,
All the wrath within declared the war,
Earlier it felt lyk that knight in shining armour,
The bright shining star ,
In the night sky dark ,
As the winter landscape seems incomplete without snowfall,
Everything stood against her like she and her world was apart a wall ,
She forgot about ephemeralism of the life ! When trying to get over them ,faced a fall!
It was smoke of her painful memories she which wished to disappear,
And to go through thicks and thins was the thing she had never ever feared,
Never giving a heed to critcism she faced ,
But it was all the negative's grace,
Instead of healing had more of wounds,
The echo was felt ,but never the voice ,never its sound,
The heart beats were intensified and the vibrations were felt !
May be she was left loner wid a rock heart that still melts,
Her feelings were the gems of the precious treasure she treasured,
All that past brought her a bright vibgyor tremor,
Its a rush that flashes to capture the gone ,
Her world where she felt ground was shaken ,
It was her earth who was warned ,
the sky grew dark blue,
All combination of mixed hues,
Now she feels blue
Left blank with no clue,
But still she feels so merely hurt!
Because she wore her heart on sleeves and now needed a drug !
While recalling felt so dumbstruck!,
A need to reconcile the gone and the forth coming time,
Her life sounded like a sour lime,
She was tired of fighting for ,
For once she wished to be someone fought for .