A glass of wine would be enough to enjoy the rest of the night. My dearest friend uttered her tricky smile plastered on her lips and her expressive eyes darted right through me, it was one of those night where we talked so intimately about how we got honed to be the not-so-strongest-person that we are today. With all the circumstances, pain and the risks we took that our younger self had to go through; we still chose to continue what we have started 'cause that's what growing up is all about isn't it?
We were sitting happily with glass of fruit-flavored wine in our hands. It was my second time around to visit my favorite spot on the top of Central Tower building. We were catching up like how we used to do it during the good and fun old days of our lives. "Funny how these people changed our lives." she said and I replied smiling enigmatically and hilariously all at once.
She was absolutely right, people around you can break your soul in an instant. They came in the most unexpected time, and some will just leave in times where you need them the most. They will paint you with colors and when you're starting to fade, they will fade too. You will see them in one of your darkest days, it's either they are having the time of their lives or they have already painted someone else's life. And I know that's not okay. It's awful, heart-wrenching and painful but i'll say these words again: pain is necessary, it makes you more human. -
Finally, I got the chance to write. I'm slacking off to find my writing muse the past few days. I thought the writing part of me was over but thank heavens I was able to write tonight. Sharing this to everyone 'cause why not? 😄😉
my favorite section in venom. 🌸 .
womanhood is, hard, fun, cold, warm, unkind, trusting. but I would not have it any other way. .
I have learnt so much and through it all, I am grateful to love and to be loved. .
I sense as I know
That you are still afraid of standing alone at the platform waiting for your train.
You can sure kick off the certainty in my 'not so sweet' words.
Make sure you do,
otherwise I will laugh my heart out
when your new girlfriend will give me her piece of mind
and call me 'A bitch' and 'a destroyer of her lover' s peace of mind'. 'bitch' is a cool word for hot temperaments.
And she is a sagittarius too. Like me.
Zodiac are excuses,I know. But sometimes they explain the 'fire', unlike here.
Well, I don't cuss even though your new girlfriend and I have the same zodiacs.
I will just laugh my heart out.
And let my anxiety break the shackles of my body through my 'not so happy' laughter.
Raavan's laugh, they call it.
I won't mind anything she would say or you think.
Because I really don't mind anything now.
Except the thing that I don't mind anything.
And though it's bad, the worst
It's better than my regrets for not saying you 'goodbye' a little earlier.
They say, don't keep regrets as they don't do anything good.
And I think, what they say about regrets is truer than what they say about love.
So I have decided to stand alone at the platform waiting for my train
Minus the regrets.
Though It feels lighter now,
I can just hope that it feels better too.
Not necessarily today, maybe tomorrow.
Image courtesy - Pinterest
Where is your heart?
Had it been fallen apart?
You know what I'm talking about right?
Even you've been kicked by someone mid-flight?
Broken by many but loved by none,
Even your love had been taken for fun?
Then yeah you're at the right place,
Cos I'm myself stuck up in the same rat race.
Lost in loneliness, I know how it feels,
When you fall so hard for someone that it feels unreal.
But why do you think I'd be writing this rhyme?
Maybe cos someone might be running out of time.
Another survivor willing to give up,
Cos after all the agony, we've had enough.
This one's for them, the brave souls,
Even after so much who hadn't lost their goals.
So don't give up now, there's so much to seee.
Fight harder for the angel you've been!
I know this despair might seem neverending,
But believe in yourself, it'll not be worth resenting.
You'll never know how pleasant a world you can make if you live out of your shell,
Let go of all your insecurities and the demons within you who dwell.
For one day this will be all worth it,
Since despair isn't the end,
Its rather an Impetus to,
Something greatly magnificent. .
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No matter where you live, no matter where you go, you will always be mine. To the one who holds the key of my heart, to the one who recites in my verses, to the one who loves me like none other, I will go on keeping you my biggest secret from the demons of the world & I wish I could have said this much earlier.
Kya Khoob Banaya Hai tumhe khuda ne
Kya Khoob Tarasha hai tumhe khuda ne
Ki dha rahe ho sitam, kuch yu iss haare hue dil par tum,
Har sham, har subah, har jagah..
bas tum hi tum ho!
Lafzo ka karvaah yu iss tarah hua,
Tum mile toh isse, jeene ka sahara mila.
Shabdo mein bayaa kar de tumhe agar,
Ye afsos jaraa fir gehra hua.
Ye shabdo ka fareeb kuch fika hua.
Inn ankho ko jara sambhal ke rakhna sanam,
Inn hotho ko jara thehra kar bolna sanam,
Ishq kiya hai toh sacha karenge tumse,
Jiyenge toh aaj yhi varna fir kabhi aur sahi 🎑