It was the last time,
She was leaving.
Fate had it move,
We got nothing to do.
I was moving
to the States,
And she was
moving back to town.
We had it all
beautiful and green,
but she had
I had my goals.
Although it was
mutual, but it
hurt me more.
Regretting the time
been more close,
places we could've
Regretting the chances, regretting those
Regretted it many times,
but we had to
part our ways.
This is how love ends
by separating away.
She came home
for the last time,
took her belongings.
and left me
with all the
regrets in return 🍃
Words: @randomscribbler 🌹
THE THING WITH BEING WHERE YOU WANT TO BE
If you're trying to flip into superflow, desperately waiting and hoping to get to that place where things just WORK, creativity and magic are yours and the WHOLE world seems to be helping you out, the VERY first thing you need to do is be honest with yourself about what's not working.
I don't mean making a list of all the stuff you wish was different! Well, you can, for sure. But no, what I'm talking about is being honest around the stuff you're PRETENDING is a fit when actually -
Look, I know what it's like to not want to let go of something because of the time you've already invested ... the effort and emotion and attachment which has built up around it ... the stubborn refusal to admit that what you thought was SO aligned, and would DEFINITELY get you to where you want to go just ... isn't.
It's easier to pretend, or at least it can seem that way on the surface of it. It's easier to keep insisting that you 'just have to tweak it', 'just give it a few more days, or weeks', 'it's only not flowing because of this other thing over here, and that's the ACTUAL problem!'
When really what's going on is that you're scared to let go, scared to be back in the void not having an answer or a solution even if it's the wrong one! Scared perhaps to deal with the fallout, of walking away from something not aligned. Or just that you're scared your INSTINCTS are wrong, and that maybe this IS the thing and the problem is just YOU!
Am I talking about business, about money, about life, who knows?! Could be relationships, love, heck, maybe it's whether or not you should hire that mentor, book that trip, buy that car!
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I saw this quote and instantly fell in love with it!! ✨
Up until a few months ago I would never have publicly announced this, but I believe so strongly about it, that I feel it’s now time for me to open up about it: I am a mental abuse survivor. 👩🏼💻 I finally woke up to the control and manipulation my ex-husband had over me and said NO for the first time after 6 years of being married. Enough was enough and I couldn’t take it any more. It was time for my happiness to come first and that meant getting a divorce as quickly as I could and starting my life from scratch again. ♥️ I consciously took a year to find myself again, as I had lost a part of myself. With mental abuse, you take so many mental attacks on a daily basis and they mould you into how they want you to be so much, that at times you lose your sense of being and who you truly are. So within that year I found myself again. I went to a fitness bootcamp and made new friends, I socialised more than I ever had and I had a smile back on my face again. I rediscovered true happiness within myself and who I was. 😊
I am a completely different person to who I was back then; stronger, more determined, way more resilient and a lot more confident. 🎄
If I hadn’t have gone through this experience, I wouldn’t be where am now with a loving, kind-hearted boyfriend, a graphic design business I am extremely proud of and a life I love. Most importantly I have my freedom back, which means the world to me. I have the freedom to be myself and to say and think what I genuinely want to think. 📱
I’ve opened my diary up on Monday for some exclusive brand assessment calls and would love to speak to you if you’d like to make a change within your visual branding. #linkinbio to book!
end of year vibes: letting go more and more of my control freak tendencies & allowing the universe to let the good sh*t flow into my life. relaxing into the new year 🖤🖤 what are you all doing the next few weeks?!
Let me make something perfectly clear.
I have years of practice determining when someone is trying to use a manipulation tactic on me. .
You see, when I was quite young I was also easily manipulated. .
I’ve always been sensitive and loving, but sadly that also used to lead to me trusting too much and too easily.
Because of this crazy, stupid, evil fucking world, I had to learn how to guard my heart and protect myself from those who didn’t have my best interest in mind (spoiler alert: that’s *almost* everyone).
I spent a lot of time and energy learning to show a false happiness and cheer to the world, while also not self destructing on the extra hard days.
Now I choose to be more genuine and open. .
I’ve found living out loud to be difficult, frustrating, and embarrassing at times. The thing is, I’m not doing it for me. I’m doing it because *I* have the best interest of millions of people in my heart and on my mind.
If you try to manipulate me, I can almost guarantee you I won’t stand for it. .
You know what else, though? You’ll never know. I’m not going to call you out on it unless you blatantly push too hard. But please know, I see what you’re doing. I understand you’re trying to get what you want from me.
And if you know you’re a manipulative person in the pursuit of what you want, don’t be surprised when you push too hard and one day I tell you to fuck right off 🖕🏻
isn’t this comfortable, miraculous thing.
It can get ugly,
it can get confusing.
It’s gritty, it’s hard.
It’s difficult to confront yourself sometimes,
it’s difficult to be the person who does things differently,
who doesn’t settle.
But it’s the greatest gift you will ever give yourself.
It will push you towards figuring out what your own personal version of happiness looks like;
and when you grow on your own terms,
when you figure out what actually matters to you,
and when you carve out your own path,
you live on your own terms.
You love on your own terms.
You become the person you have always wanted to be,
rather than the person you were always told to be,
and that is beautiful.
Because when it comes down to it —life is about making yourself proud on your own terms.
It’s about finding a happiness that works for you."
Be like yourself, that will be amazing ✨
I wish you a great day 💚💛
🇺🇸HAPPY DECEMBER EVERYONE 🌲🎅🏻🎁🎈
I'm SO HAPPY!!! Christmas is comiiiiiing 😍
The Christmas tree is ready, and it's the most beautiful one I have made ( imo of course 🙈)
Everytime I look at it it warms my heart ♥️
'Christmas is the spirit of giving without a thought of getting.'
'Christmas magic is silent.
You don't hear it.
You feel it.
You know it.
You believe it.'
Are you ready for Christmas? Your tree is up? Gifts ready yet or not? Let me know in the comments 🤗
I LOVE Christmas time so so much. Full of magic and heart ♥️ So I would love to share a lot with you about it 🤗
🇫🇷Mon beau sapin roi des forêts 🌲🌲🌲🌲
Aaaaaa Noël est là 😍😍😍
Ma période préférée de l'année. Pour moi Noël = famille.
Votre sapin est prêt ? Et vos cadeaux, vous avez des idées moi ça a été dur cette année niveau idée cadeau 🤦🏻♀️
Dites-moi en commentaire, j'adorerais qu'on partage sur cette belle période ♥️