Staying strong doesn’t mean you have to do everything on your own. When you move to the new place, you would ship all your luggage by yourself even It takes couple rounds of traveling to do that. When you want to go out, you would search for someone in your friend list and realize that you can’t have anyone to be with. Then you would consider whether you stay at home, drink some wine, think about your lonely life and have a good sleep or still go out to look at people walking around and feel so lonely in this big city. When you finally have someone to talk to, spend time with, you would feel “eventually, life is not totally shitty, something good comes to me”. However, you would start thinking of being close to, enjoying this moment or keeping a distance, protecting your heart not to get hurt when you know that is gonna end one day. And What’s else? Because of avoiding the disappointment of the “No” answer, you wouldn’t dare to ask someone to be with you when you want to visit somewhere and seems like you’re fine with that (actually you’re not). And you would try to do something crazy and weird and dump, just make you feel the World doesn’t make sense all the times and neither do you. Anyway, you still keep your smile on your face and go ahead. You still believe in the world and people. You are still being kind and helpful. You are sometimes stupid, weak and sensitive. You are a little girl, but just give you a fulcrum, you can raise the whole world #wondering#snowy#alittlegirl#fighting#totheworld
My dad sent this to me last night. One of his favorite pictures of me as a child. So long ago. So much has changed. On the other hand looking at myself here, some of my childish self remains. .
I often wonder if I’ve always had an adventurous, curious heart. A heart that doesn’t just belong to me, but to everyone I encounter. .
This years struggles have brought back some of those feelings that have been hidden deep down for years. A great empathy for those who are hurting or in need. A longing to help others with struggles. Praying for strangers walking down the street. .
The fact is that we have no idea what someone else might be going through. This time of year is especially hard for those feeling the sting of a loss, or change, or bad health. It is, and always has been our job as humans to care for those in need. .
So today when you go about your day, go to your happy church, eat dinner with your happy family, play with your happy children, please don’t forget those who don’t have any of these joys.
I’d like to say take me back to that summer of 1985, when I could sit and ponder about a flower or tree. But truthfully I’m still there, I’ve never left. I’ve just added a bunch of layers to my soul. ❤️ just my thoughts on this December Sunday.
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While everyone is busy enjoying the beautiful Sunday and all the blessings it brought ..... Am just in here #Pondering and #Wondering What's #NEXT ?? .. like God what's the next move and plan in my life 🙏🙏May God help us all🙏🙏🙏.