My healing journey from Domestic violence with
I have been asked to write about some of the things I have done to help me heal from being in an abusive relationship. It's quite a lot so I'm going to do a series of 6 posts.
I started off by educating myself, because when I was still with him I knew our relationship was wrong but I didn't know what or why and I definitely didn't think I was in a domestic abusive relationship. I'd never had a black eye so how could it be abusuve?!?
I started reading books, and following people on social media. I then spoke to my friend about it. After we seperated I still continued to educate myself as the guilt you feel really eats away at you, and when this is combined with them love bombing and hoovering it's really hard to know that you have made the right choice and stay strong.
By reading books I was able to learn his tactics so I then knew what he was trying to do. I also attended the Freedom Programme (this is AMAZING). .
By reporting him and being believed by the police, CPS and social services it helped validate my experience and helped me know what was real. And although going through a court trial is hard, being believed by a jury also helped. Not everything I reported resulted in him being charged, but the police did say that this was due to lack of evidence, enough needed for trial. They told me they believed me and that it would go on his permanent police record. .
In my experience I would say that the first steps to healing are educating yourself, following people on social media and talking about your experiences, whether that be with friends, on an account like mine, or to the police.
We are all a mess of programmed beliefs, learned behaviors, and neural networks taking the path of least resistance. Rising up is just about freeing yourself from the web of untruths society and your tramaus have taught you. Deprogram your mind. Think in questions instead of facts. In the space created by that, possibility is born. To admit that you were wrong is to proclaim that you are wiser than you were before. Be willing to play the fool. 💙 #unlearning#emptyvessel#divineintelligence#growing
A lil bit of Tupac is in my blood🔴 ...truth to be told! This is what we all need in this world to survive ..open your eyes an see the big picture knowledge is power an I feed🤨 on power⚡⚡ #speakingfacts#woke#suckerfree #🖕🏽
Metaphysical and psychic phenomena have long existed on the fringes of conventional science and academia. ESP, Clairvoyance, Telekinesis and Astral traveling have all been relegated to the back seat of mainstream, accepted belief systems in spite of an extensive mention of these practices down the ages, across myriad cultures. It has always been challenging for practitioners of the science to be validated by the prevailing status quo.
That however changed in 1995 when the CIA declassified a top secret program that had been training individuals in the esoteric science of 'Remote Viewing' in which, it was claimed, people were able to envision ongoing activities in distant places and future events.
Although reminiscent of a Sci-Fi yarn, Remote viewing was tested and deployed under rigorous scientific conditions to obtain data about foreign espionage activities, counter terrorism efforts, secret military bases abroad and hidden missiles. It recognized the inherent psychic potential in humans and attempted to harness these special faculties or 'powers' for the purposes of intelligence gathering, often of a vital nature.
The initial testing was done at the Stanford Research Institute (SRI) where extensive investigations were carried out into the human mind's capacity to transcend all bounds of time and space. SRI's research was supported by the CIA and other government agencies for over two decades.
Synchronicity: Matter & Psyche Symposium in Joshua Tree with Dr. Rupert Sheldrake and Graham Hancock.
September 12-14, 2014.
Director: Chad Deal
Sound design: Bobby Bray
Music: 33 Bowls
Most evolved #ABCMandala I've created. First thing to notice is the equal spacing of the five vowels dividing consonants into balanced groups of 3 & 5, and the spacing of the letters shaped like the number 3 being WEM. The interplay of 3 and 5 is a recurring theme throughout... Besides using RGB & CMY color to show symbolism and balance within the alphabet it also is used to show patterns within the Fibonacci sequence and John Coltrane's Extended circle of fifths.
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