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What do you do when you procrastinate and festival GA tickets sell out?? You say "I'm not paying for VIP, I'll get it cheaper 3rd party..." then StubHub charges $80 in service fees and bullshit... so you buy the fuckin' VIP tickets.. ๐Ÿ˜– Doh!! #IDoThisAllTheTime #WhyDoIHateMyself #ItsOnlyMoney #NoReallyItsOnlyMoney #ImFuckingCryingRightNow
Dumb bitch with balloons
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#fatgirl #gross #helpme #whydoihatemyself #uhh
1st day of attempting a โ€œkindness to selfโ€ meditation has me like... ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ Why canโ€™t I spend 9 minutes being nice to myself?!? #meditationfail , #garbageperson , #kindness , #whydoihatemyself , #curlyhair ,#awesomecurls ,#crazyhair ,#atleastitried ,#atleastiputonmakeup
Experimenting with a series of exclusion diets to see how my body reacts and what may be the best during training. First up, Gluten Free. #gross #diet #gluten #free #gains #gym #life #fit #fitness #fitnessmotivation #glutenfreetacos #taco #why #exclusion #train #training #lean #whydoihatemyself #hardwork
Hi. My name is Jessa. Clearly I hate myself because I put things off to the last minute and try really hard to give myself a heart attack. 
The one time I need copious amounts of interfacing, and thought I had an ample supply, I have none. 
This costume needs to be entirely interfaced for support and right now my stress level is so high I can't even begin to approach the idea of asking my daughter if we can leave the house to get more. I don't blame her, it's Saturday and she's had a rough week. 
I have things I can do (hand sewing cuffs and collars, buttons) until I'm able to leave but, right now I'm in full panic mode. Always check your stock before you say "Oh, I'll be fine". Especially when your project is due next weekend. 
#cosplay #whydoihatemyself #interfacing #alwayslook
Hi. My name is Jessa. Clearly I hate myself because I put things off to the last minute and try really hard to give myself a heart attack. The one time I need copious amounts of interfacing, and thought I had an ample supply, I have none. This costume needs to be entirely interfaced for support and right now my stress level is so high I can't even begin to approach the idea of asking my daughter if we can leave the house to get more. I don't blame her, it's Saturday and she's had a rough week. I have things I can do (hand sewing cuffs and collars, buttons) until I'm able to leave but, right now I'm in full panic mode. Always check your stock before you say "Oh, I'll be fine". Especially when your project is due next weekend. #cosplay  #whydoihatemyself  #interfacing  #alwayslook 
When your distribution site makes you have specific cover art for your single.... this time, the earth is on fire for the art because that is totally how I'm feeling about this process..... ugh. It should NOT be this difficult to release ONE SONG.... but ya know, whatever. I want it in stores. I wanna get the ball rolling on this production thing. 
Side note, remember, THERES A RAFFLE. Tag friends. The more times you tag a friend, the more entries you get. Each entry puts you in the running to get an online video meet-and-greet from me before I make my identity known to the general public. So, if you think its cool to meet a rising musician for the simple price of tapping a few letters/symbols, then this is a competition for YOU! lmao this is so lame. I know. Added bonus: if the person you tag follows, that counts as 2 entries to the raffle. Theres another bonus on the previous post. Go check that shit out!

Yours, 
Mechanized

#music #musician #electronic #techno #dubstep #EP #Entropy #FallofMan #RiseUp #MechanizedOfficial #BecomingTheMachine #Soundcloud #NewMusic #NewAge #artist #VideoGames #GameOver #Mechanized #ManBehindtheMachine #Follow #NameSuggestions #Band #ReadyPlayerOne #coverart #releasingmusicisharddddd #whydoihatemyself #tagafriend
When your distribution site makes you have specific cover art for your single.... this time, the earth is on fire for the art because that is totally how I'm feeling about this process..... ugh. It should NOT be this difficult to release ONE SONG.... but ya know, whatever. I want it in stores. I wanna get the ball rolling on this production thing. Side note, remember, THERES A RAFFLE. Tag friends. The more times you tag a friend, the more entries you get. Each entry puts you in the running to get an online video meet-and-greet from me before I make my identity known to the general public. So, if you think its cool to meet a rising musician for the simple price of tapping a few letters/symbols, then this is a competition for YOU! lmao this is so lame. I know. Added bonus: if the person you tag follows, that counts as 2 entries to the raffle. Theres another bonus on the previous post. Go check that shit out! Yours, Mechanized #music  #musician  #electronic  #techno  #dubstep  #EP  #Entropy  #FallofMan  #RiseUp  #MechanizedOfficial  #BecomingTheMachine  #Soundcloud  #NewMusic  #NewAge  #artist  #VideoGames  #GameOver  #Mechanized  #ManBehindtheMachine  #Follow  #NameSuggestions  #Band  #ReadyPlayerOne  #coverart  #releasingmusicisharddddd  #whydoihatemyself  #tagafriend 
And day 2 of inktober done! Started my pokemon a through z today woo!!! Omg im gonna hate life after this month but soo worth it. Enjoy my drawings this month and hope you get a kick out of me torture my hand all month. ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
#toastlivesmatter #toastlivesart #inktober #inktober2018 #traditionaldrawing #pen #pokemon #nintendo #whydoihatemyself
Or when you realize that you didnโ€™t buy coffee yesterday and itโ€™s Saturday morning and youโ€™re out ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ #whatislife #whydoihatemyself #coffeeislife
#Screamtober is nearly upon us! Playing #VR #horror games over at twitch.tv/vaesive starting on the 1st but I need to know which game to start of with! 
Vote here: http://www.easypolls.net/poll.html?p=5bae80c9e4b08531d2423801

#scary #scream #screamer #whydoihatemyself #twitch #twitchtv #TwitchAffiliate #pathtopartner #gaming #streamer #emilywantstoplay #infernium #spookysjumpscaremansion #doomvfr #innervoices #dreadhalls #fnaf #fivenightsatfreddys #alienisolation #subnautica
#Screamtober  is nearly upon us! Playing #VR  #horror  games over at twitch.tv/vaesive starting on the 1st but I need to know which game to start of with! Vote here: http://www.easypolls.net/poll.html?p=5bae80c9e4b08531d2423801 #scary  #scream  #screamer  #whydoihatemyself  #twitch  #twitchtv  #TwitchAffiliate  #pathtopartner  #gaming  #streamer  #emilywantstoplay  #infernium  #spookysjumpscaremansion  #doomvfr  #innervoices  #dreadhalls  #fnaf  #fivenightsatfreddys  #alienisolation  #subnautica 
fall times.. finally I can go outside without melting...
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a lot on my mind.
so I'm in hiding 
behind these @vpfashion  clip ins until I get meself a banging wig ^.^
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#creepy #morbid #needtofilm #artsy #whydoihatemyself #justneedarttosurvive #cutcrease #sephora #lashes #autummakeup #makeupselfie #anxietysucks #depressionsucks #ptsd #whydoes #depression #come #in #waves
Still have a lot to do, but making progress on this damn cropped jacket (I couldnโ€™t take calling it a shrug anymore). #lastminuteproojects #seamstresslife #plussizefashion #plussizeseamstress #plussizecostumer #fishnets #skulls #leopardprint #croppedjacket #weddingwear #whydoihatemyself #willigetthisdone #spookybabe #halloweenwedding #teambrekkehouse2018
Still cant shake the little voice from earlier but I'm trying. Surrounding myself with positive vibes and hopefully I can start working out how to fix the problem tomorrow. 
I guess while trying to get healthy I also need to learn how to not hate myself. I didnt think I still did but I guess I was wrong
#tryingtobehealthy #goodvibes #positivity #iamenough #whydoihatemyself
Still cant shake the little voice from earlier but I'm trying. Surrounding myself with positive vibes and hopefully I can start working out how to fix the problem tomorrow. I guess while trying to get healthy I also need to learn how to not hate myself. I didnt think I still did but I guess I was wrong #tryingtobehealthy  #goodvibes  #positivity  #iamenough  #whydoihatemyself 
Guess what folks! I'm fighting with the internet again! #commentsection #why #whydoihatemyself #crazyrichasians
Honestly I feel so ugly today ๐Ÿ˜ญ I donโ€™t know why but I do and itโ€™s making me so depressed. Honestly I havenโ€™t left bed pretty much all day, I feel awful. No Iโ€™m not asking for you to comment all nice things at all, Iโ€™m not seeking your approval but I just feel shit thatโ€™s all. I can see why Iโ€™m alone and a wreck #selfconscious #bodyconcious #selfhate #selfhatred #ugh #ifeelugly #iwannafeelhappy #whydoihatemyself #ihatemybody #ihatemyface #imugly #imfat #imcrazy #ifeeluseless
Honestly I feel so ugly today ๐Ÿ˜ญ I donโ€™t know why but I do and itโ€™s making me so depressed. Honestly I havenโ€™t left bed pretty much all day, I feel awful. No Iโ€™m not asking for you to comment all nice things at all, Iโ€™m not seeking your approval but I just feel shit thatโ€™s all. I can see why Iโ€™m alone and a wreck #selfconscious  #bodyconcious  #selfhate  #selfhatred  #ugh  #ifeelugly  #iwannafeelhappy  #whydoihatemyself  #ihatemybody  #ihatemyface  #imugly  #imfat  #imcrazy  #ifeeluseless 
In case you were wondering how much of a fat f๐Ÿ’”k I really am. Iโ€™m 328 pounds....pretty much represents literally everything I hate about myself. Even when I feel like Iโ€™m doing better, I just realize that Iโ€™m oh so far away. ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’€ #fatfuck #fatass #whydoihatemyself
In case you were wondering how much of a fat f๐Ÿ’”k I really am. Iโ€™m 328 pounds....pretty much represents literally everything I hate about myself. Even when I feel like Iโ€™m doing better, I just realize that Iโ€™m oh so far away. ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’€ #fatfuck  #fatass  #whydoihatemyself 
God bless us everyone, we're broken people living off a loaded gun. We can't be out fought, we can't be out done, we can't be out matched, we can't be out runned.
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#berealandco #emogirl #emohair #emotional #electriclizard #scenegirl #scene #articfox #articfoxhaircolor #hairdye #blackhairdye #tattoossoon #heartbroken #heartbreak #ididthistomyself #Ibrakemyownheart #jacksepticeye #markiplier #lunartideshair #lunartides #followme #follow #numb #glasses #whydopeoplehateme #whydoihatemyself #unicorns #unicorn #unicornsforever #unicornsforlife
God bless us everyone, we're broken people living off a loaded gun. We can't be out fought, we can't be out done, we can't be out matched, we can't be out runned. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #berealandco  #emogirl  #emohair  #emotional  #electriclizard  #scenegirl  #scene  #articfox  #articfoxhaircolor  #hairdye  #blackhairdye  #tattoossoon  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #ididthistomyself  #Ibrakemyownheart  #jacksepticeye  #markiplier  #lunartideshair  #lunartides  #followme  #follow  #numb  #glasses  #whydopeoplehateme  #whydoihatemyself  #unicorns  #unicorn  #unicornsforever  #unicornsforlife 
A little Friday night softball after Thursday night playoffs. #toomuchsoftball #mensleague #coedsoftball #whydoihatemyself
Deadlift 3x3 at 370 felt good and smooth. Feeling really strong and ready for comp. I did the first two sets without straps nust to get used to the weight and the way it feels. 
Wheels 2x2 at 405, first set without grips, again to get used to the weight. 
I'm feeling really good on for deadlift. The #gruntstyle shirt may be part of that. Time to wear it for squats. 
4 more weeks to go. 
#powerlifting #desertrampage2018 #platformready #meetprep #clangingandbanging #dayofthedeadlifts #whydoihatemyself #everydayislegday #neverskiplegday #deadlifts4life
Deadlift 3x3 at 370 felt good and smooth. Feeling really strong and ready for comp. I did the first two sets without straps nust to get used to the weight and the way it feels. Wheels 2x2 at 405, first set without grips, again to get used to the weight. I'm feeling really good on for deadlift. The #gruntstyle  shirt may be part of that. Time to wear it for squats. 4 more weeks to go. #powerlifting  #desertrampage2018  #platformready  #meetprep  #clangingandbanging  #dayofthedeadlifts  #whydoihatemyself  #everydayislegday  #neverskiplegday  #deadlifts4life 
I tripped on a mushroom once โ€ข
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#art #doodle #killme #quickdrawing #sketch #whydoihatemyself #anxietyisfun #ink #anime #undies ๐Ÿ˜œ
I'm afraid.
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#emogirl #emohair #emotional #electriclizard #scenegirl #scene #articfox #articfoxhaircolor #hairdye #blackhairdye #byebyeredhairhelloblack #tattoossoon #heartbroken #heartbreak #ididthistomyself #Ibrakemyownheart #jacksepticeye #markiplier
#lunartideshair #lunartides #followme #follow #numb #glasses #whydopeoplehateme #whydoihatemyself #unicorns #unicorn #unicornsforever #unicornsforlife
I'm afraid. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #emogirl  #emohair  #emotional  #electriclizard  #scenegirl  #scene  #articfox  #articfoxhaircolor  #hairdye  #blackhairdye  #byebyeredhairhelloblack  #tattoossoon  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #ididthistomyself  #Ibrakemyownheart  #jacksepticeye  #markiplier  #lunartideshair  #lunartides  #followme  #follow  #numb  #glasses  #whydopeoplehateme  #whydoihatemyself  #unicorns  #unicorn  #unicornsforever  #unicornsforlife 
Try'in to go blonde again.
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#emogirl #emohair #emotional #electriclizard #scenegirl #scene #articfox #articfoxhaircolor #hairdye #blackhairdye #byebyeredhairhelloblack #tattoossoon #heartbroken #heartbreak #ididthistomyself #Ibrakemyownheart #jacksepticeye #markiplier
#lunartideshair #lunartides #followme #follow #numb #glasses #whydopeoplehateme #whydoihatemyself #unicorns #unicorn #unicornsforever #unicornsforlife
Try'in to go blonde again. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #emogirl  #emohair  #emotional  #electriclizard  #scenegirl  #scene  #articfox  #articfoxhaircolor  #hairdye  #blackhairdye  #byebyeredhairhelloblack  #tattoossoon  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #ididthistomyself  #Ibrakemyownheart  #jacksepticeye  #markiplier  #lunartideshair  #lunartides  #followme  #follow  #numb  #glasses  #whydopeoplehateme  #whydoihatemyself  #unicorns  #unicorn  #unicornsforever  #unicornsforlife 
Because Halloween is in 76 days I'm going to start using the spooky filters on the snow app.
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#emogirl #emohair #emotional #electriclizard #scenegirl #scene #articfox #articfoxhaircolor #hairdye #blackhairdye #byebyeredhairhelloblack #tattoossoon #heartbroken #heartbreak #ididthistomyself #Ibrakemyownheart #jacksepticeye #markiplier
#lunartideshair #lunartides #followme #follow #numb #glasses #whydopeoplehateme #whydoihatemyself #unicorns #unicorn #unicornsforever #unicornsforlife
Because Halloween is in 76 days I'm going to start using the spooky filters on the snow app. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #emogirl  #emohair  #emotional  #electriclizard  #scenegirl  #scene  #articfox  #articfoxhaircolor  #hairdye  #blackhairdye  #byebyeredhairhelloblack  #tattoossoon  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #ididthistomyself  #Ibrakemyownheart  #jacksepticeye  #markiplier  #lunartideshair  #lunartides  #followme  #follow  #numb  #glasses  #whydopeoplehateme  #whydoihatemyself  #unicorns  #unicorn  #unicornsforever  #unicornsforlife 
Longest race of my life โœ”
Highest race of my life โœ”
I realize I probably shouldn't have checked those off at the same time. But it was a pretty awesome day with some beautiful views and I took home the win in my first ultramarathon. Also broke the women's course record by 2 hours and the men's record by 15 minutes. Thanks to Silverton Ultra Marathon for putting on a great race and special thanks to the best crew and race buddy any one could ask for @terry.1 @stahl.tom and Mimi. ๐Ÿ“ธ@terry.1 .
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#FirstAndLastUltra #OneAndDone #Jk #WhatsNext #MaybeA50miler #WhyDoIHateMyself #ThesePeopleAreNuts #IJustDoItForTheAidStationCandy #SilvertonUltraMarathon #mountainrunning #trailrunning #hokaoneone #bosquerunshop #elevatephw #nmsportsystems
Longest race of my life โœ” Highest race of my life โœ” I realize I probably shouldn't have checked those off at the same time. But it was a pretty awesome day with some beautiful views and I took home the win in my first ultramarathon. Also broke the women's course record by 2 hours and the men's record by 15 minutes. Thanks to Silverton Ultra Marathon for putting on a great race and special thanks to the best crew and race buddy any one could ask for @terry.1 @stahl.tom and Mimi. ๐Ÿ“ธ@terry.1 . . . #FirstAndLastUltra  #OneAndDone  #Jk  #WhatsNext  #MaybeA50miler  #WhyDoIHateMyself  #ThesePeopleAreNuts  #IJustDoItForTheAidStationCandy  #SilvertonUltraMarathon  #mountainrunning  #trailrunning  #hokaoneone  #bosquerunshop  #elevatephw  #nmsportsystems 
Day 2- deadlifts @ 350, rack pulls @ 405 and paused bench @ 155.

Working on making sure my hips come to the bar sooner and working on a more efficient lockout. 
Oh and a bunch of other acessories. 
Everything felt good and smooth for how tired and sore I am. 
Also I love my Grunt Style shirts, so comfy. 
#powerlifting #deadlifts4life #desertrampage2018 #meetprep #nopecsnosex #everydayislegday #gruntstyle #whydoihatemyself
#canijusteat
Here we go again. 
Uggggghhhhhhhh......
For dragoncon!!!! Uuugggghhhhhhh!!!!! #newtop#fixskirt #wonderwoman #mustbeperfect #igrewoutoftheoldone #toomanygains #worthit #leather #silicone #neoprene #sewing #ugh #whydoihatemyself #lol #costumeconstruction #justiceleague #dragoncon #dragoncon2018 
@gal_gadot @benaffleck
@henrycavill @prideofgypsies
I felt like I had too much of a good time in Korea so I decided to go straight to work the day after my 16 hour journey home, in work tomorrow at half 8, helping my bestie set up her 21st before doing an 8 hour day on Friday before going to said party and then working 12 till 3 on the Saturday before driving up to hull for a christening I'm going to on Sunday before probably a close shift at work on Monday because as I said I felt like I was a bit too happy. Looking forward to this weekend tho if I can stay awake๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ
I felt like I had too much of a good time in Korea so I decided to go straight to work the day after my 16 hour journey home, in work tomorrow at half 8, helping my bestie set up her 21st before doing an 8 hour day on Friday before going to said party and then working 12 till 3 on the Saturday before driving up to hull for a christening I'm going to on Sunday before probably a close shift at work on Monday because as I said I felt like I was a bit too happy. Looking forward to this weekend tho if I can stay awake๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ
.....guys. Guys. GUYS. THIS FREAKIN DESIGN IS DONE OMG. The last ten hours or so were done on stream; thank you to everyone who kept me company! The entire design was between 60 and 70 hours of work over the course of two weeks. Now to actually put this whole outfit together omg. But first...sleep. Yes, sleep is good. Zzzz....
.....guys. Guys. GUYS. THIS FREAKIN DESIGN IS DONE OMG. The last ten hours or so were done on stream; thank you to everyone who kept me company! The entire design was between 60 and 70 hours of work over the course of two weeks. Now to actually put this whole outfit together omg. But first...sleep. Yes, sleep is good. Zzzz....
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#hamilton #alexanderhamilton #DONTCALLMESON #itfromtumblr #washingdad #washington #whoregaywashingmachine #honestlythisishowifeelwhenpeopletrytotalktome #icantevendrawthisgood #whydoihatemyself #gonnagocrynow
I was curious if I had gotten past my contempt towards cel animating. I havent.
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#motiongraphic #motiondesigner #motiondesigners #motiongraphics #dailygif #gifoftheday #cat #catsofinstagram #kitty #chkitty #catsoninstagram #cel #celanimating #framebyframe #whydoihatemyself #animation #rotoscope #animate #mgcollective #aeguru
Iโ€™m kind of sad. Hereโ€™s a picture from the other day that makes me feel pretty.
Iโ€™m kind of sad. Hereโ€™s a picture from the other day that makes me feel pretty.
Omg ;_; 8 hours of work and I'm officially 1/8 of the way done with this skirt. So many glaring flaws but I'm trying to remind myself that when it's on me, noone will notice which lines are a few millimeters off except for me haha.
My back hurts.
#wip #workinprogress #cosplay #cosplayworkinprogress #otakon #otakon2018 #nier #nierautomata #nierautomatacosplay #2b #2bcosplay #satinstitch #whydoihatemyself #whathaveigottenmyselfinto
3 days of work... The end is so so near. I know I said no more pics... But... It's sooooo pretty #tullemonstrosity #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #labyrinth #cosplay #cosplayer #craftybitch #whatamidoing #whydoihatemyself #howmanydaystildragoncon #builtincorset #sarah
More beading on the top layer of the dress. I might just damn well make it! #cosplay #cosplayer #tullemonstrosity #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #labyrinth #sarah #whydoihatemyself #whatamidoing #howmanydaystildragoncon
A cup before I head back to work.  #whydoihatemyself #gluttonforpunishment
Getting there!! The overskirt is attached to the bodice!!! I'm getting super excited, buuuuut it also means the pictures are going to get *really* scarce on this one until DragonCon and the debut. #tullemonstrosity #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #labyrinth #sarah #80sfantasygirl #80sfantasyprincess #cosplay #cosplayer #howmanydaystildragoncon #whydoihatemyself
I seem to recall telling myself that I would never do a project that had tons of french knots. And yet, here I am, soing a dandelion that is almost all french knots.. #embroidery #frenchknots #whydoidothis #whydoihatemyself
Mmmmm that substrate is looking mighty thicc now #rescaping #whydoihatemyself #becauseilovemyfishmore #plantedtank
This is about where it's start cursing in my head and flipping off my phone ๐Ÿ˜‚ #FitSpiration #Fitspo #WorkoutMotivation #TabataTimer #DyingOverHere #EllipticalIntervals #ConditioningDay #WhyDoIHateMyself #NoILoveMyself #MakeYourselfBetter
One step closer. There's another ~2 hours to go on this. And then the wig is totally checked off. #tullemonstrosity #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #labyrinth #cosplay #cosplayer #howmanydaystildragoncon #whatamidoing #whydoihatemyself #cosplaywigstyling
Starting a @wolverineairsoftofficial #Wraith build, and run into so really weird s#!% with the design of the #KWA #VM4
See the amount of gap between the lower receiver threads and the wraith thread?
 Now I'm trying to come up with some creative way to make this build work. #FML #techproblems #airsoft #hpa #whydoihatemyself
Starting a @wolverineairsoftofficial #Wraith  build, and run into so really weird s#!% with the design of the #KWA  #VM4  See the amount of gap between the lower receiver threads and the wraith thread? Now I'm trying to come up with some creative way to make this build work. #FML  #techproblems  #airsoft  #hpa  #whydoihatemyself 
Thank god full body week is almost over. ๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป #fullbodyworkoutweek #fullbody #deadaf #gains #whydoihatemyself #teamathlean
Finally back at it!! Hoping to get the wig mostly completed today. Last weft is curling, then they get sewn in! Then I have to figure out the wire hairpiece. Base wig is a Stevie from Arda that  I dyed a darker brown (started out Spanish Brown) and the wefts are the long weft also from Arda also dyed (again Spanish Brown base). #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #tullemonstrosity #cosplayer #howmanydaystildragoncon #whydoihatemyself #cosplay #80sfantasygirl #labyrinth
Oops, a super belated shot of the all ages @amine gig i accidentally bought tix to feat. 12vies and White People Rapping Badlyโ„ข
Oops, a super belated shot of the all ages @amine gig i accidentally bought tix to feat. 12vies and White People Rapping Badlyโ„ข
That face you make when youโ€™re hungry. #hungry #fasting #whydoihatemyself #foodobsessed
Proof cosplay isn't a science. The weft - curl experiment did not go as well as planned. No dye on the wefts really. So today, we redye the wefts on the porch and then figure out the curls later.  #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #whydoihatemyself #tullemonstrosity #cosplayer #cosplay #howmanydaystildragoncon #whatamidoing #noreallyihavenoclue #butimabecute
When you've just remodeled your kitchen and need to dye a wig.... #solutions #tullemonstrosity #labyrinthcosplay #labyrinthballgown #whydoihatemyself #howmanydaystildragoncon #whatamidoing
It's Mt Lady! Her hair were really fun to draw, even tho I feel like I have lost 5 years on shading it :p #bnha #bnhafanart #bokunoheroacademia #mha #myheroacademia #myart #artistsoninstagram #art #drawing #digitalart #mtlady #it1am #whydoihatemyself #icantdrawboobs