Hotel Room 001, On the Couch
'Hotel Room Mix' 는 시각화된 이미지와
믹스셋이 결합된 프로젝트 입니다. 하나의 주제를 두가지 다른 분야의 작업물로 표현합니다. 2주에 한번씩 업로드 될 예정입니다. 이번에는 HotelJuliet 의 힙합, 알앤비 믹스셋과 Doyo의 따뜻한 콜라주를 통해 우리는 어떤 아늑함으로 뛰어들 것입니다.
여름의 미풍이 간지러운 On the Couch를 만끽하세요.
Link also in bio 😚
콜라보를 원하시는 아티스트분들을 기다립니다! 😍
'Hotel Room Mix' is a project with visualized image and a mix set. Two another art pieces are gathered for 1 THEME. It will be uploaded about 2 weeks term.
This time, we will dive into some kind of coziness. With summer breeze tickled. You can even enjoy it without a couch. Link also in bio!
Hey gang, it's me Klover again. Anyways, I was thinking while watching this dope af show on Netflix called Atypical, can I sustain a long lasting relationship? Mainly because it is brought up for the main character, whom does not share the same difficulties i do nor I him, but I found a basis for parallel: I've thought about it for a long while, talked about it with friends, family, my therapist -- can I give my heart to someone, and will I be strong enough to reciprocate that sentiment. I hope so. I really only have thought about love in the last two years, I mean I've held a relationship before I was the way I am now, it lasted seven years which is great and the only reason it ended is because of the way i am now and neither of us understood how to deal with that. But love as a whole seems like something I don't really need, I just want, and I want to just love someone and I don't even expect them to love me back. Of course love has its inherent strings attached, one assumes their partner would hold ambitions, frankly a way to provide, and I can't necessarily say I will be able to offer that in the short term and it gives me too much anxiety to consider the long term of my life and the outcome of it. I do know that I have ambitions, and I work on myself to provide those with fulfillment, i just wonder how much rope will I be given before it hangs me out to dry, to run out of time and then my partner realizes I'm more than they would've wanted to sign up for... I mentioned before, I'm overly honest, real straight forward and I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't try to hide my shadows, I don't live in them, I just lead and they follow and if someone notices them I answer as an open book. I do hope there's a second part to this thought, but until then I guess we'll just have to wait and see what life is like as I finally try swimming again. I know some of you read this, so thanks.
"You only have to hate me as much as I hate me." How does one confuse one thing for another so easily? Does one purposefully misinterpret someone, or, does one innocently misinterpret someone all the time? I read a meme the other day about introverts, how it is essentially the feeling that everyone is gossiping about you to yourself, or something like that. Anyways. I don't find myself doing that unless I am in large groups of people lately, I have been calmer, I think it is because of my friend, he's setting a give no shits policy that I'm adopting more and more. However, I still catch myself in a loop overthinking, analysing every little thing I say or don't say, of course I stand by "You do you" what if I can't do me? What if me is too terrifying to accept that someone else might like all of myself...? What if, maybe I should be someone else, I mean I am overly honest and it can rub off on people the wrong way in the wrong situations, I do go for the joke above all else because laughter is the key to tranquility, and I do lack confidence to follow through on my ambitions in fear that I will be rejected... I've lost my train if thought... I'm an introvert with ambitions to be an extrovert, to go out and enjoy life without feeling like the walls are closing in or i have to hide who I am inside. Are you who you are, or who you need to be?