2/3 jaiden edits
(1 without voiceovers
2 with voiceovers)
i honestly hate my body, i hate everything about me in general. i just wanna act normal. i really do. i hate hate HATE being anorexic, i just wanna be a normal person, i don’t want my bones to show as much, i hate being so underweight, i absolutely hate it, i wanna be a normal person, weighting the right weight, bones not showing, i just want to be normal and i hate myself so much :)
ᴅᴛ: no one
sᴏɴɢ: i’m sorry i don’t know
ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ?: no. not at all.
The heart wants what it wants..
This comic is making me emo right now. .
Ac: Julichxn... I think
Song: the heart wants what it wants by Selena Gomez
Dt: no one
Time taken: 2 1/2 hours
Apps used: Alight Motion and CCP
for one of my most favorite people.
i know you haven’t been feeling the best lately, and i’m sorry about that. but like you told me, this feeling isn’t permanent, it’ll get better soon, i promise. i hope you find your happiness really soon because you truly are an angel who deserves everything good in this world. i can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me. you’ve always been there for me and managed to help me during my lowest moments. and i’m so grateful to know you. i love you endless amounts. always will. thank you for everything. i hope you feel better soon. because you deserve to be happy. you deserve everything good in this world. thank you for existing. you’re so important, so valid and you hold so much worth. please never forget your significance. you’re wanted in this world. again, i love you <3
jimin loves you lots.
I lost a close friend yesterday.
She was honestly the only thing that made me feel happy when I was sad.
I’m going to miss her so much I don’t even know how to explain it. I know she’s in a better place now, and I hope she knew how much I love her.
Nothing will ever replace her.
If you’ve lost a pet, I know how you feel and if you ever feel like talking, I’m always here for you if you need to talk.
Hey so when exporting this for some reason a clip shifted a frame pls ignore and consider it a "creative" choice ahahha. Might reupload later but for now I have to sleep 😴 may tomorrow be kinder :) Song: Tomorrow Will Be Kinder by The Secret Sisters
Anime: Violet Evergarden
Why do people come to me for advice I'm like the worst person to ask for advice. I don't know how to empathize with people and if I am it's usually just me pretending. I honestly gave up on caring about things and people. I feel pretty passive aggressive now since my new grade started. I've just lost so much and I'm so confused. Therefore, I'm not going to care anymore. I don't want to use people but I'm slowly recognizing that I'm able to use people without me even knowing. I lied to someone telling them i "liked" them and then used them for my advantage. I was reminded of that today and honestly I felt like a curtain have been lifted and I saw who I really was. I'm honestly starting to want to push people away before I use them. I don't want to use people or lie to them but I can't control it anymore. I cant empathize or feel sympathy for anyone, and it's making me really scared of myself. Aswell as me starting to question my sanity. I feel like I lost a screw to my head or something. Honestly if I'm being honest I feel like I'm going insane. I'm scared of myself and I'm losing control. I'm impulsive and un-controlled. My friends are even concerned for me. I don't know what to do. My online life is worse. I really care about someone and I don't know how to help them. I want them to be happy but I'm incapable of sympathizing. I love to much and that's another reason I should just stop caring. I love people I can't have, it's that simple.