This sucks hhhh
Ily you all and felt like making this
Your amazing and I just hhhh
Please cheer up everyone!
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And yes that's my gay voice at that start
Its strange how in life we have so many people who think they know who we are. Ignorant to the truth. Yet The ones under the microscope are the ones who are unhappy. Maybe this is because the fabricated truth is good enough to satisfy. I never understood how someone could just judge somebody without knowing anything about them. I can’t understand how somebody can talk of somebody else as if they’ve seen everything they have been through. The truth is far more than meets the eye.
Song: Careless Whisper
I joined art amino again after like two years, and I was so confident and talkative??? Now I can't even say hi to anyone,, wtf
#anxiety#vent ?? I'm an EXTROVERT (surprisingly) and I can't even talk to people FXCK
ok i need to rant. so today i realized how ugly i am. like i am actually so ugly. like people always say that people should just think your pretty but i am actually so ugly. and my siblings are all so good looking. my sisters are so pretty and my brother is so good looking. everyone always complments them and i literally never get called pretty. i am also so untalented and dumb and i am not good at anything. and im just so ugly. like how did my siblingd get all the good genes? i rlly want to cry. ughh ik so annoyed :)
god fuck stop making me miss you.
it's been like, a month? why can't i get over you? i miss your hugs and your jokes and everything you do, i've honestly fallen and i can't help myself out of this. if i could talk to you, i would. i'd ask if you missed me, but my pride is on the line. can't crawl back now...but even if you do miss me, even if, you'd probably miss a complete stranger you just saw at a mall or something.
it's almost too late, though. school's going to start in a few weeks and then i'm focusing on school, if i can. if i can try and just put all my efforts into school and get the credits i need to graduate, then i'll stop missing you. your dark hair and teardrop shaped eyes and your freckles and your soft hands and your voice, i miss you but i won't. i'll stop, i'm just having a tough time now. but everything reminds me of you. it's goddamn fucked. i was never that important to you so why do i care so much? i, i liked to think i didn't care. but. i do. and i showed you a side of me i don't like people seeing, and i fucked it up. i did.
i’m losing my shit, my mental illnesses are not getting better and i can’t stop stressing about school. my whole summer has been so depressing, i haven’t done anything fun or productive. i can’t think straight, i’m going insane. i want to die and nothing is okay.
vc; not my edit
Sometimes you just gotta wonder whats going through peoples heads, what their intentions tword you are, what they think they can do. What theyre planning to gain from intereacting with you. I just wsnt to be the person that I never had.