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As a kid, i hated these two things i have in my hands, coffee and nicotine. But as I’ve learned from being an adult and having a job and dealing with life struggles. These are two things i depend on to get me moving and relive stress. I’m over a year quitting cigarettes, which i couldn’t be prouder of myself for. That was a huge deal for me. 🚭 I do have my juul now which isnt as bad to me, but i could be wrong. I do know i smell nicer and my smell better. I dont drink my coffee like normal folks, and that’s okay. 😂 i drink my coffee prolly like a child would , with lots of milk and sugar. ☕️ Being am adult is tough sometimes and i didn’t realize how hard and stressful life can be at times. But I’m thankful and blessed to be where i am. Keeping my head up bc if i don’t i wont be able to count the blessing. I’ll be too busy counting my downs, and troubles. Everyone have a beautiful Monday. How do you guys drink your coffee? 🙄😅 #coffee #monday #nicotine #juul #juulnation #ftm #ftmtransgender #ftmtopsurgery #ftmtransition #transman #transmen #transgender #transition #testosterone #hrt #positivevibes #2blessed2bestressed #blessings #thankful
As a kid, i hated these two things i have in my hands, coffee and nicotine. But as I’ve learned from being an adult and having a job and dealing with life struggles. These are two things i depend on to get me moving and relive stress. I’m over a year quitting cigarettes, which i couldn’t be prouder of myself for. That was a huge deal for me. 🚭 I do have my juul now which isnt as bad to me, but i could be wrong. I do know i smell nicer and my smell better. I dont drink my coffee like normal folks, and that’s okay. 😂 i drink my coffee prolly like a child would , with lots of milk and sugar. ☕️ Being am adult is tough sometimes and i didn’t realize how hard and stressful life can be at times. But I’m thankful and blessed to be where i am. Keeping my head up bc if i don’t i wont be able to count the blessing. I’ll be too busy counting my downs, and troubles. Everyone have a beautiful Monday. How do you guys drink your coffee? 🙄😅 #coffee  #monday  #nicotine  #juul  #juulnation  #ftm  #ftmtransgender  #ftmtopsurgery  #ftmtransition  #transman  #transmen  #transgender  #transition  #testosterone  #hrt  #positivevibes  #2blessed2bestressed  #blessings  #thankful 
Its been a hard month and its gonna be a hard week but this friday Im going to see my boy David Byrne in concert and I can already tell Im going to cry the whole time and I havent been able to really cry in a good while so its going to be amazing. Davids music means so much to me its ridiculous Im not even going to try to explain it because its so personal. Im just so excited to finally have this one night in the chaos of everything to just enjoy myself and be around the person that has inspired me so much.
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Its been a hard month and its gonna be a hard week but this friday Im going to see my boy David Byrne in concert and I can already tell Im going to cry the whole time and I havent been able to really cry in a good while so its going to be amazing. Davids music means so much to me its ridiculous Im not even going to try to explain it because its so personal. Im just so excited to finally have this one night in the chaos of everything to just enjoy myself and be around the person that has inspired me so much. . . . . #hehim  #ftm  #transman  #transgender  #transmale  #lgbtq  #gay  #queer 
It's Mid-Autumn Festival ( Also named Moon Festival) in Taiwan!
What do we do today? We BBQ!! 🤤🤤
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If you come to Taiwan during this holiday, you would smell the BBQ from every house
Some friendly neighbours might even invite you to join them and eat!
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What is your favorite food that you Must eat in BBQ?
For me it would be Meat, meat, and meat! 😂
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#lesbian #bisexual #queer #genderfluid#transgender 
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It's Mid-Autumn Festival ( Also named Moon Festival) in Taiwan! What do we do today? We BBQ!! 🤤🤤 - If you come to Taiwan during this holiday, you would smell the BBQ from every house Some friendly neighbours might even invite you to join them and eat! - What is your favorite food that you Must eat in BBQ? For me it would be Meat, meat, and meat! 😂 —————————————————————————— 🚛💨Free Shipping Worldwide🌎 Official Website|🛒www.heroinetw.com ____Amazon____|🛍www.amazon.com/shops/heroine ___Messenger__|Ⓜ️m.me/heroineco ___WhatsApp___|📞+886953740085 —————————————————————————— #pride  #lovewins   #lesbian  #bisexual  #queer  #genderfluid #transgender   #tomboy  #girlswholikegirls  #genderqueer #tagforlikes   #pansexual  #transpride  #demiboy #tomboystyle  #lgbt   #transman  #androgynous  #queer #genderqueer  #ftm   #tomboygirl  #tomboymodel  #nonbinary #trans  #lgbtq 
速寫阿汪,好好笑哈哈哈哈哈😂
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Hope you love it ❤
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#transman #androgynous #queer#genderqueer #ftm 
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hey guys I’m really sorry if the last post offended you. I just thought it was cute. I liked the message. {corn warning 🌽🌽} no matter how it’s said you ARE loved and accepted here. -Av
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#LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQI #LGBTQIA #queer #lesbian #gay #bi #pan #pansexual #trans #transman #FTM #transwoman #MTF #LGBT #LBGTQ #LGBTQIA#gayrights #equality #unite #lgbtyouth #queeryouth #bisexual #lgbtmemes #genderfluid #gaymemes #panwithaplan #acecase #namegame #transnames
hey guys I’m really sorry if the last post offended you. I just thought it was cute. I liked the message. {corn warning 🌽🌽} no matter how it’s said you ARE loved and accepted here. -Av - - - - - - - - - - - - Tags because I can #LGBT  #LGBTQ  #LGBTQI  #LGBTQIA  #queer  #lesbian  #gay  #bi  #pan  #pansexual  #trans  #transman  #FTM  #transwoman  #MTF  #LGBT  #LBGTQ  #LGBTQIA #gayrights  #equality  #unite  #lgbtyouth  #queeryouth  #bisexual  #lgbtmemes  #genderfluid  #gaymemes  #panwithaplan  #acecase  #namegame  #transnames 
Endo appointment today. Hoping for good news! 🤞🏻
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#preT #trans #transgender #transboy #transguy #transman #ftm #ftmtransgender #transmasc #transmasculine #lgbt #lgbtq #pansexual #bisexual #queer
This is the most perfect filter ever. #me #transman #selfie #transguy #lgbt #perf #imasolid10
Maybe the journey isn’t really about becoming anything. Maybe it’s about unbecoming everything that isn’t really you so you can be who you were meant to be all along.
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Hi guys! My post reached to 200+ people yesterday and I’m so happy! Thank you all for the support!! My DM’s are always open!
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Workout day
这件T恤都穿了四年,裤子穿了三年,包也背了快四年了😂
穷成啥样了买件衣服考虑那么久😷

#boy #transgender #transman #transmanofinstagram #gay #gayguy #gayofinstagram #instagay #instaftm
For #MotivationMonday I'm trying to make myself feel better while feeling sorry for myself wrapped up in a blanket on the sofa with a cold. These are a few pics that make me happy. The first one is motivating me, it's from around this time last year when I was in the best shape I'd been for years in the run up to my gymnastics competition. I'm now working on getting my body back to this and then better.
Second pic is recent, from a day out with Zoë, the first lot of pictures someone else took that made me feel decent about myself.
Third picture was taken by my friend Claire somewhat recently. But just a little boost thinking that @zoemariegillard and I are off on holiday to Devon tomorrow. A celebration for her birthday and also to see my Mum and Step Dad so I'm very excited for that!
For now I'm going to drink lots of tea and play WWE on Xbox and relive my childhood until Zoë comes home from work (early because she's also not feeling well) then we'll feel sorry for ourselves together and hopefully recover for holiday times! *
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#motivation #monday #feelingsorryformyself #throwback #fitness #ftm #ftmfitness #bodypositive #bodypositivity #chesttattoo #topsurgery #chestsurgery #tattoos #girlfriend #sofaday #transman #transandshirtless #transguy #lgbtq
For #MotivationMonday  I'm trying to make myself feel better while feeling sorry for myself wrapped up in a blanket on the sofa with a cold. These are a few pics that make me happy. The first one is motivating me, it's from around this time last year when I was in the best shape I'd been for years in the run up to my gymnastics competition. I'm now working on getting my body back to this and then better. Second pic is recent, from a day out with Zoë, the first lot of pictures someone else took that made me feel decent about myself. Third picture was taken by my friend Claire somewhat recently. But just a little boost thinking that @zoemariegillard and I are off on holiday to Devon tomorrow. A celebration for her birthday and also to see my Mum and Step Dad so I'm very excited for that! For now I'm going to drink lots of tea and play WWE on Xbox and relive my childhood until Zoë comes home from work (early because she's also not feeling well) then we'll feel sorry for ourselves together and hopefully recover for holiday times! * * * * * * * * * * #motivation  #monday  #feelingsorryformyself  #throwback  #fitness  #ftm  #ftmfitness  #bodypositive  #bodypositivity  #chesttattoo  #topsurgery  #chestsurgery  #tattoos  #girlfriend  #sofaday  #transman  #transandshirtless  #transguy  #lgbtq 
💉Day 18 back on T💉

Early mornings and a nice cool breeze ❤️🍂 #testosterone #selfie #cute #boy #ftm #f2m #trans #transgender #transguy #transman #transdude #lgbt #selfmade #youtuber #actor #positiveenergy #wicca #wiccan #witchcraft #malewitch #whitewitch
Hay guys I have a YouTube channel now YAAAY hears the link  to my first vid
https://youtu.be/pw1jpjqAGUI

#trans #lgbt #transgender #lgbtq #bisexual #pride #pansexual  #asexual  #transman #bi #genderfluid #mtf #transboy #follow #lgbtqia #lgbtpride #transguy #transgirl #transpride #gender #transexual #cute #me #transgenderpride  #beautiful #transsexual #makeup  #self #tgirl #kiss
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I drink coffee like average human being. No difference like you, if you ever think about what trans people do in daily life...
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#ftm #transman #transguy #lgbtq #transgender #asianguy #asianhunk #transathlete #ftmfitness #ftmtransgender #femaletomale #fitness #fitnessmotivation #gym #muscle #loveyourself #love #ftmtransition #ftmmagazine
I have almost no content cause I didn't like how my Callum pictures turned out, and I don't feel masculine enough hhhh but have this from before I cut my hair cause it's one of the only pictures I've felt super masculine in?? (#transboy #transguy #lgbt #transteen #transmale #lgbtq  #transgenderboy #transmale #transman #trans #transmasculine #transgender #transpride  #ftm #hehim )
Better be happy than sad. My life and my style. You can love me, or hate me, but nothing in middle.  #Mestyle #army #lifestyle #monday #fashion #cool #ftm #transboy #transman #trans #czechtrans #boy #new #happy
3am, day 5/8 at work, exhausted, but at least the minoxidil is working! #ftm #transgender #transman #beard #trans #queer #tired #nofilter
Do you think one isn't trans (FTM) if they don't wanna be hairy? I am scared of that shit because I am already hairy and going on T would turn me into a BEAST lmao. Body hair is fine, but a lot of it on my back and shoulders...
I have some other fears about T and idk what the right thing to do is. Ofc I'm gonna see a therapist, I take this shit seriously, but I'm still worried and confused af 🙃. Guess I am afraid of not liking myself or looking like shit and people telling me I did this to myself so even if I'm uncomfortable rn, at least I haven't done anything?
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Do you think one isn't trans (FTM) if they don't wanna be hairy? I am scared of that shit because I am already hairy and going on T would turn me into a BEAST lmao. Body hair is fine, but a lot of it on my back and shoulders... I have some other fears about T and idk what the right thing to do is. Ofc I'm gonna see a therapist, I take this shit seriously, but I'm still worried and confused af 🙃. Guess I am afraid of not liking myself or looking like shit and people telling me I did this to myself so even if I'm uncomfortable rn, at least I haven't done anything? × × × #truscum  #trans  #ftm  #transman  #transmasculine  #confession  #opinion  #needadvice  #lgbt 
Hey y'all! So.. Basically my gf's finally here and uhm.. I'll be out of IG for a few days.. And yeah, I know we look very cute on this picture 😂
Hey y'all! So.. Basically my gf's finally here and uhm.. I'll be out of IG for a few days.. And yeah, I know we look very cute on this picture 😂
This week is gonna be great, so prepare for me to actually put shit up on here lol #celebrationcomingup #transman #feelingood #happytobeme
Pre-T vs. almost half a year on T 
Ya boi in this shit for a glow up
Pre-T vs. almost half a year on T Ya boi in this shit for a glow up
I tried a permanent blue dye by Ion called Azure. It's a little seafoam meets denim and shifts a bit in the light. Gonna layer a semi permanent and see if I can brighten it up to my more electric blue. :) °
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Hey Insta, happy Monday 🤟🏼
Still alive, just taking some time out... life’s been pretty crazy the past few weeks. Came to the decision to continue my University studies recently, so have just relocated back to Brighton again 🌈. Just shy of my 4th T shot this week as well 💉.
Completely blessed to have found such a patient and loving human being who is standing by me through all of this @nothingvanillaboutme ❤️🙌🏼
Life’s hectic, but it’s good 😊. Roll on the future ✌🏼
#monday #mondaymorning #morning #newweek #alive #living #life #journey #path #selfie #mondayselfie #brighton #relocation
Hey Insta, happy Monday 🤟🏼 Still alive, just taking some time out... life’s been pretty crazy the past few weeks. Came to the decision to continue my University studies recently, so have just relocated back to Brighton again 🌈. Just shy of my 4th T shot this week as well 💉. Completely blessed to have found such a patient and loving human being who is standing by me through all of this @nothingvanillaboutme ❤️🙌🏼 Life’s hectic, but it’s good 😊. Roll on the future ✌🏼 #monday  #mondaymorning  #morning  #newweek  #alive  #living  #life  #journey  #path  #selfie  #mondayselfie  #brighton  #relocation 
Feel like you are just hanging in there?
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Like worry and anxiety and fear are getting the best of your days?
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Check out my Highlight Peace and Joy for 8 Meditations on how to Cultivate a more Peaceful and Joyful mindset.
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Feel like you are just hanging in there? . Like worry and anxiety and fear are getting the best of your days? . Check out my Highlight Peace and Joy for 8 Meditations on how to Cultivate a more Peaceful and Joyful mindset. . . . . . . . #selfmademan  #transgendercoach  #transgender  #transgenderpride  #trans  #equality  #transguy  #transman  #transwoman  #tgirl  #tgirls  #transgenderwoman  #transitioning  #transisbeautiful  #ftm  #mtf  #nonbinary  #selfawareness  #mindfulness  #life  #selflove 
I’ve set some goals. Life, fitness, wellness. My transition has been an epic journey of “just until I pass” and then “just until I’m settled in Melbourne” and “just until top surgery is completed” etc. etc. This morning I realised “this is it!” You gotta live now, boy. Need to look at the emotional and physical scars as part of life and move forward. So I guess I’m making more time for the man I am now, right now. That may also bring a different tone to my IG account 😉... it’s a place of cathartic release for me however, I need to feel more present in it. I’ve been restless and I don’t want to reflect an image of myself that’s not true to who I am or where I’m at. So I guess it’s the start of many new and positive things. I’m definitely shedding skin • 
#transman #transmen #transguy #transmale #transmenofig #transmenofinstagram #lgbt #lgbtq #transgender #ftm #ftmtransgender #live #life
I’ve set some goals. Life, fitness, wellness. My transition has been an epic journey of “just until I pass” and then “just until I’m settled in Melbourne” and “just until top surgery is completed” etc. etc. This morning I realised “this is it!” You gotta live now, boy. Need to look at the emotional and physical scars as part of life and move forward. So I guess I’m making more time for the man I am now, right now. That may also bring a different tone to my IG account 😉... it’s a place of cathartic release for me however, I need to feel more present in it. I’ve been restless and I don’t want to reflect an image of myself that’s not true to who I am or where I’m at. So I guess it’s the start of many new and positive things. I’m definitely shedding skin • #transman  #transmen  #transguy  #transmale  #transmenofig  #transmenofinstagram  #lgbt  #lgbtq  #transgender  #ftm  #ftmtransgender  #live  #life 
Floored, playing for @turbulenthearts this was in Munich. I dont remember why i was on the floor. 🤔 . 📸 @edlittley 👕  @minatore_uk 🎩  @thebloodstrings 
#punkrock #Ibanez #bass #transman #ftm 
#lgbtq #stage #tour #turbulenthearts #nottslad #fun #joy #floored #letsrock
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START WITH YOU • when reflecting on where to start in order to better your situation, whether you’re in control with your environment or not, start with you. Nothing will save you more then the success in working on yourself first. • • • Starting at $16 • www.lostboi.com - - - - - #lostboiapparel  #trans  #transman  #transwoman  #transgender  #ftm  #femaletomale  #f2m  #mtf  #female2male  #transisbeautiful  #pronounsmatter  #lgbt  #lgbtq  #pansexual  #lba  #apparel  #shirt  #graphictees  #gay  #lesbian  #bisexual  #genderfluid  #genderqueer  #nonbinary  #nonconformist  #asexual 
It’s the 24th for me but happy bisexuality day!!! I’m so glad that we have a day to recognise the raging bisexuals in our community!!
~Rylee🌻
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I am a firm believer that if you have an opinion that can really really hurt someone, just keep it in. Yes you are entitled to an opinion and you are allowed to express it but I don’t believe that you should be able to debate and have an opinion on things like other people’s identity and what they believe in terms of religion.
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I am a firm believer that if you have an opinion that can really really hurt someone, just keep it in. Yes you are entitled to an opinion and you are allowed to express it but I don’t believe that you should be able to debate and have an opinion on things like other people’s identity and what they believe in terms of religion. ~Rylee🌻 • #lgbtq  #lgbt  #lgbtq + #queer  #gay  #bi  #pan  #pansexual  #demisexual  #bisexual  #nonbinary  # #trans  #transman  #FTM  #transwoman  #MTF  #bornthisway  #bornperfect  #loveislove  #lovewins  #empowerment  #life  #gayrights  #transrights 
Same jeans, 2 years difference 🙌
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Left Pic > A Life where i selfharmed everyday
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Transitioning saved me and my Life, dont regret one day 👌 #transformation #transman #trans #transgender #ftm #beard #beardstyle #changes #mensfashion #menshair #menstyle #shorthair #facial #facialhair #man #instagood #instaboy #happy #strong #mylife #mystory #fighter #loveyourself #life #followforlike #followforfollowback #thankful #topsurgery #jeans #staystrong
Same jeans, 2 years difference 🙌 . . Left Pic > A Life where i selfharmed everyday Right Pic > The Man i always was and wanted to be, a Life with happiness and NO SELFHARMING!! . . Transitioning saved me and my Life, dont regret one day 👌 #transformation  #transman  #trans  #transgender  #ftm  #beard  #beardstyle  #changes  #mensfashion  #menshair  #menstyle  #shorthair  #facial  #facialhair  #man  #instagood  #instaboy  #happy  #strong  #mylife  #mystory  #fighter  #loveyourself  #life  #followforlike  #followforfollowback  #thankful  #topsurgery  #jeans  #staystrong 
I see more progress and although I have breast dysphoria and strechmarks all over I am proud of what I have achieved sofar. #transman #flex #butch #fitnessachivements #fitness #proudofyourself #tomboystyle
This picture is very important. The reason it's important is because this picture shows a subtle hint of the damage binding and wrapping does. I didn't do it for as long as some people have been, and they don't have any issues and I'm proud of them.  But I bound ever day for over 5 years at least, doing the stupid mistakes of sleeping in them, wearing them all day every day, and getting one that should have crushed a small Asian boy. I wore things that hurt me, and I am in chronic pain each day, accompanied by the inability to control some of my muscles in my torso sometimes, having painful muscle spasms in my ribcage (both sides but mainly my left side, shown on the right in the image), the impossible task of finding a comfortable position to sit in that doesn't involve pain, painful muscle cramps that have been creeping up my neck, and sadly much more, INCLUDING NUMBNESS. Now kids the last time I knew, numbness in parts of the body for no reason is usually related to nerve damage.

Long story short, because of who I struggle to be, because I'm me, because OF me, I may actually have nerve damage. Being trans isn't easy. It isn't a loving story of change. It isn't anything special for the person that is. It's torture and damage and aches and ultimately it's pain in so many forms. 
Be careful of trans boys you guys. We aren't always the strongest or the most put together. Because of who we are, we can easily be hurt, literally. 
I can't be hugged tight by anyone I love anymore- it hurts.
I can't take a hit to the back as congratulations- you'll hurt me.

I'm sitting on my bed as I type this and my whole left ribcage and back/shoulder are going between numbing pain and muscle spasms. I can't even sit.

I can't do allot of things anymore, and I struggle to do menial tasks. Doing the dishes makes my left shoulder blade go numb. 
I'm not weak, I am stronger because of the pain I endure every day.  I am simply broken and I don't want someone to end up like me. So if I can make even one other aware of the dangers and to be safe, than I'll have made this even more worth it.

#lgbt #gay #trans #transman #awareness #ftm #mtf #love #transawareness #besafe #lgbtq #pain
This picture is very important. The reason it's important is because this picture shows a subtle hint of the damage binding and wrapping does. I didn't do it for as long as some people have been, and they don't have any issues and I'm proud of them. But I bound ever day for over 5 years at least, doing the stupid mistakes of sleeping in them, wearing them all day every day, and getting one that should have crushed a small Asian boy. I wore things that hurt me, and I am in chronic pain each day, accompanied by the inability to control some of my muscles in my torso sometimes, having painful muscle spasms in my ribcage (both sides but mainly my left side, shown on the right in the image), the impossible task of finding a comfortable position to sit in that doesn't involve pain, painful muscle cramps that have been creeping up my neck, and sadly much more, INCLUDING NUMBNESS. Now kids the last time I knew, numbness in parts of the body for no reason is usually related to nerve damage. Long story short, because of who I struggle to be, because I'm me, because OF me, I may actually have nerve damage. Being trans isn't easy. It isn't a loving story of change. It isn't anything special for the person that is. It's torture and damage and aches and ultimately it's pain in so many forms. Be careful of trans boys you guys. We aren't always the strongest or the most put together. Because of who we are, we can easily be hurt, literally. I can't be hugged tight by anyone I love anymore- it hurts. I can't take a hit to the back as congratulations- you'll hurt me. I'm sitting on my bed as I type this and my whole left ribcage and back/shoulder are going between numbing pain and muscle spasms. I can't even sit. I can't do allot of things anymore, and I struggle to do menial tasks. Doing the dishes makes my left shoulder blade go numb. I'm not weak, I am stronger because of the pain I endure every day. I am simply broken and I don't want someone to end up like me. So if I can make even one other aware of the dangers and to be safe, than I'll have made this even more worth it. #lgbt  #gay  #trans  #transman  #awareness  #ftm  #mtf  #love  #transawareness  #besafe  #lgbtq  #pain 
Baking and barbells 👨🏻‍🍳🏋🏻‍♂️ I do the things, so I can eats the things 💙DSG
#weights #weightlifting #muffins #pbj #fit4less #fitness #weightloss #journey
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#trans #transgender #transman #lgbt #pride #transvisibility #transguy #transition #transandproud #thisiswhattranslookslike #ftmtransgender #femaletomale #ftm #f2m #ftmofig #hrt #testosterone #transguy #ftmmagazine #vitamint
I accidentally took two months off from working out, but I’m not disappointed in myself and I don’t feel guilty. There was so much going on behind the scenes with work drama/stress/anxiety that I wasn’t sleeping during the week and then ending up in bed for 18+ hours Fridays and Saturdays. I guess my mind knew I just needed to step back and let things play out for a while. 
I managed to get three workouts in this weekend to get back in the game. My muscles are sore again but it feels so good! It may still be a few weeks before I’m settled back into a routine, but I’m glad to pick back up where I left off.
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#gymselfie #fitness #progress  #weightlossjourney #weightloss #fit #fitstagram #fitnessjourney #fitspo #fitspiration #fattofit #fat2fit #getfitdontquit #obesetobeast #o2barmy #fitnessnoob  #queerfitness #transman #ftmfitness  #ftm #femaletomale #queer #transman #transguy #trasmenofinstagram #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #justkeepswimming
I accidentally took two months off from working out, but I’m not disappointed in myself and I don’t feel guilty. There was so much going on behind the scenes with work drama/stress/anxiety that I wasn’t sleeping during the week and then ending up in bed for 18+ hours Fridays and Saturdays. I guess my mind knew I just needed to step back and let things play out for a while. I managed to get three workouts in this weekend to get back in the game. My muscles are sore again but it feels so good! It may still be a few weeks before I’m settled back into a routine, but I’m glad to pick back up where I left off. . #gymselfie  #fitness  #progress  #weightlossjourney  #weightloss  #fit  #fitstagram  #fitnessjourney  #fitspo  #fitspiration  #fattofit  #fat2fit  #getfitdontquit  #obesetobeast  #o2barmy  #fitnessnoob  #queerfitness  #transman  #ftmfitness  #ftm  #femaletomale  #queer  #transman  #transguy  #trasmenofinstagram  #transisbeautiful  #thisiswhattranslookslike  #justkeepswimming 
A workshop for the LGBTQ++ community India! #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQI #LGBTQIA #queer #lesbian #gay #bi #pan #pansexual #trans #transman #transwoman #MTF #Pride #PrideMonth #delhiPride #indiaPride #gayrights #transrights #equality #unite #lgbtyouth #queeryouth  #trevorproject @trevorproject @lgbtq_community_india @lgbtur @lgbteventsindia @lgbtmumbai
A workshop for the LGBTQ++ community India! #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQI #LGBTQIA #queer #lesbian #gay #bi #pan #pansexual #trans #transman #transwoman #MTF #Pride #PrideMonth #delhiPride #indiaPride #gayrights #transrights #equality #unite #lgbtyouth #queeryouth  #trevorproject @trevorproject @lgbtq_community_india @lgbtur @lgbteventsindia @lgbtmumbai
if you die, you die
if you die, you die
I posted a trans short film on my channel go to the link in my bio to check it out id really appreciate it!!! 😊😊• @flavnt_streetwear #ftm #trans #transgender #ftmtransgender #femaletomale #transman #pret #flavnt #flavntstreetwear #transflag
Nearly 7 weeks post op already! Feeling great and loving the results. T-shirts never felt so good. I can sleep on both sides comfortably again. Seeing the surgeon on Tuesday to get some last stitches removed. Can’t wait to find out when I can begin running and lifting again! So ready. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
#transman #transmale #gaybear #gaycub #transmasculine #ftm #topsurgery #topsurgeryftm #topsurgeryresults #designernips #feelingexcited #healingunicorn #sevenweeks #postop #ftmpostop #postoprecovery #losangeles #claremont #thousandoaks #venturacounty #drkryger #krygerinstitute
Nearly 7 weeks post op already! Feeling great and loving the results. T-shirts never felt so good. I can sleep on both sides comfortably again. Seeing the surgeon on Tuesday to get some last stitches removed. Can’t wait to find out when I can begin running and lifting again! So ready. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #transman  #transmale  #gaybear  #gaycub  #transmasculine  #ftm  #topsurgery  #topsurgeryftm  #topsurgeryresults  #designernips  #feelingexcited  #healingunicorn  #sevenweeks  #postop  #ftmpostop  #postoprecovery  #losangeles  #claremont  #thousandoaks  #venturacounty  #drkryger  #krygerinstitute 
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Testosterone Tales #1 almost a month and a half on T. ALWAYS HUNGRY. I’m a growing boy 😂 🤷🏻‍♂️.
Testosterone Tales #1  almost a month and a half on T. ALWAYS HUNGRY. I’m a growing boy 😂 🤷🏻‍♂️.
🍃Live in the moment, ‘cause tomorrow you might be dead.😖
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#LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQI #LGBTQIA #queer #lesbian #gay #bi #pan #pansexual #trans #transman #FTM #transwoman #MTF #bornthisway #bornperfect #loveislove #lovewins #empowerment #life #orlando #pulseweareorlando #prayfororlando #notafraid #Pride