C'est le grand rassemblement
C'est la fête ou la teuf des Grands
Aux yeux écarquillés
Aux pupilles dilatées
Et aux coeurs dressés.
Par le batt'ment de coeur
Qu'elle te prend sans savoir
Ton pauvre coeur qui n'en peut plus
De ne plus pouvoir respirer
Eh! Toi p'tit con
Qu'est-ce que tu fais là?
Dis-moi p'tit con
Tu viens franchir le pas?
Mais t'ignores le parfum enivrant
Qui te couvre d'ivresse
Te transforme en détresse
Et peut faire de ta soirée
Comme une éternité à crier
Apporte-moi mes cachets.🤞
I wanted to write a caption where I talk about those things that go on about a lot, the things that are important to me, the things I like to share with you, like self expression, self love, finding our worth, loving healthily and living well. But honestly, nothing was coming out right. Nothing felt authentic. Everything felt like one those “inspirational” posters you see at craft stores— you know, the ones the Wholefoods yoga moms love—, or those motivational ones our teachers would put up in their classrooms as small attempts to get us through the 45 minutes of whatever the fuck we were supposed to be learning that day.
That’s all fine and dandy, but honestly though, I think some days all we have is the truth and nothing more. No deeper meaning, no big fat lesson.
So I just want to say I’m thankful for all of you, for those who are interested in my words and following my journey, for my close friends who check in on me even when I become a hermit due to anxiety and just hide away, for my love Veronica for waking me up to cuddles every morning.
Today all I have is me, goin and flowin, feeling the love, working on patience, and that is enough. —
Listening to: Navajo - Masego
"Да не о том думай, что спросили, а о том — для чего? Догадаешься — для чего, тогда и поймёшь, как надо ответить."
🙂 Анализируете собеседника?
1 - мне не до этого, своих мыслей полно
2 - всегда думаю, зачем кто что делает, причину их поступков и слов
3 - Зачем мне рассуждать о том, что они думают? Если мне интересен вопрос - отвечу, нет - пропущу
4 - свой вариант
My favorite part of this trip is truly the self-growth I have accomplished while being here.
I came to Spain because I felt very lost with who I was as an individual, and where I was at in my life. Even though I had an amazing life, with a great job that taught me so much, and amazing friends and loved ones around me, I knew there was something missing. Something I was truly searching for but could not grasp.
One day one of my close friends told me “You have to go to Spain.” After that, Spain kept making its way into my life, through signs the Universe kept throwing at me. I had to make a choice. Did I want to continue living my comfortable life that I was creating for myself and felt very unhappy and lonely in? Or did I want to risk everything and quit my job, leave everyone I cared about to search for whatever it was that was guiding me?
Every single part of my body was screaming at me to go. So, I did.
On this journey I have fallen in love with who I am. I had to be there for myself 200%, in the amazing moments that I felt high on life, and in the moments that I cried to myself. I had to learn to accept that it’s okay to have no idea what I want to do or truly what is next. I had to learn to forgive myself for all the things that I’ve been holding onto for years.
These past couple of years I have been on a self-growth, I need to be alone kick. I need to learn to be alone and do things alone, and I got comfortable being and doing things alone but still felt like it wasn’t enough. So, I took it to the next level of completely separating myself from everyone and everything that I knew. To only come to realize, I was creating my own loneliness. It’s not that I needed to be more alone or needed to take this to the next level. I needed to learn to open myself up again to receiving and giving love.
I truly believe I needed this, to have these realizations. I forced myself out of my comfort zone, and forced myself to truly sit, feel and contemplate everything that was happening internally. I can already feel that accepting and forgiving has opened a new door.
This has been my favorite part of this journey.