The Fourth Trimester • the End.
Our little Nadya Mireille is 3 months old today. I don't even know where to begin with how I am feeling: I am overwhelmed with joy, then sadness, then find myself wondering if she will really be "my last baby?".
Mike and I didnt plan on having children... We were together for about a year, then decided to move in together to see "how we would do". It was around this month 7 years ago I find out I was about 4.5 months pregnant with Naty. It was late July in 2015 that I found out I was pregnant with Nasim and it was early August 2017 that I found out I was pregnant with Nadya.
It's surreal to be able to look at my children and realize that as much as I fought it, THIS is the life that was meant for me. These babies were the ones that would heal me and push me even harder to change our family's legacy. They are why I went against the norm, why I work hard to provide for them while being able to care for them.
I'm so glad things didnt go as I planned...
I struggle like most moms with getting in the picture. I take majority of our family pictures which means I’m usually missing from them. When the mister does have his phone out I’m always brushing him off because my hair is frizzy or I have something on my shirt (don’t judge, I have two tiny people. I’ve accepted this is my way of life). Today the mister surprised me with a beautiful birthday gift. And I was surprised and thrilled. He snapped this picture of me and I have to say I even love the filter he put on it. So friends this is 36, I have great hopes for this year and all it brings. And I plan to get in the picture more. #thisis36#getinthepicture#motherhoodunplugged#lifestyleblogger#parentingblogger#mommyblogger#austinblogger#austintexas#texasgirl#crazyhairdontcare