me with my face, standing taking a picture of myself like a privileged narcissistic white slut, in a rectangular prism made out of all the ungodly things houses are made of, with a pretentious, nauseatingly stereotypical mandala drape, an astrological calendar inaccurately predicting my life and a cork board of pictures of “inspiring” women that ominously shrivelled up a long time ago to make the bedroom walls not look as bare and naked as my soul feels when I can no longer find reasons to give a fuck. bittersweet moments of freedom that come and go too fast. — when I don’t care how I’m perceived or how I’m perceiving anything, like now, like in this picture, comfortably wearing a secondhand oversized mans t shirt advertising a drink that tastes like battery acid, with powder on my shoulder and fake eyelashes everyone can see are fake but I still pretend they make me pretty because natural eyelashes just aren’t dark and flappy enough these days — if they don’t look like bird wings or spiders lare they even eyelashes “tho”??? suppose it’s a better look than when they fell out from perpetual self destruction and I looked like yoda. 👽 my expression suggests I’m cool with myselfie but really I’m using complex photographic technology to capture the image of my outward existence to judge it harshly and project onto it all conditions of worth I’ve internalised, in an attempt to resolve conflicts within myself by weighing up whether I deserve love and kindness or not based on my aesthetic proportion: if I look good I am valuable, if I don’t it consolidates why my value has been made so questionable to me. but then there’s also a subtle seething resentment, boredom and contempt right in my pupils that screams: why am I even thinking and doing such a fucking ridiculous thing when I know my physical body is nothing but a place for my consciousness to live and appearance should have no bearing on how life forms are treated by others?!? and that I’d much rather be somewhere in the wilderness getting absolutely out of my head on a temporary and blissful liberation from my own humanity. TOP TIP: they don’t tell you that when you lose your mind you find something better 👁
@Regran_ed from @lex_j_432hz - @Regrann from @lex_j_432hz - Planes used these to create the wildfires in California.
Attached to planes high above were lazer weapons.
This is how the USA would defend itself from a missile if North Korea shot one at us for example. The attack would be terminated instanltly. That's one reason chemtrails are in the sky. The nano dust can track flying objects in the sky very easily. The technology we actually have is hundreds if not thousands of years more advanced than we think.
The media would rather tell us that we are in danger. It's only to put fear in our minds because we are easily controlled that way.
They want us asleep, not thinking independently and attached to the mainstream news (fake news) 24 hours a day just to show us a bunch of lies that distract us from what we should be doing, which is spreading information and waking others up to what the elite are doing.
A great example of Directed Energy Weapons in action. A pinpoint lazer that can accurately shoot down targets from miles away.
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Runs up to the screen pressing cheek to the glass along with hands* "Hiiii!" ________________________
Yes, I'm still alive OwO
Thinking of what may be a good theme place for a Role play. I'm thinking of another forest one but at the same time most people don't mind? Not sure.
THOUGHT SPLURGE: It’s crazy how we all have a superpower, yet SO many of us don’t realise / don’t utilise it. EMPATHY. Holy fucking shit, the ability to understand shit from someone else’s perspective.. it literally will completely stop arguments from happening. It doesn’t work bc people don’t utilise it, or aren’t strong enough to drop their frustrated / angry mood to try and understand the other side.. I’m not there yet. There are still times I want to punch people in the mouth.. but still.. it’s not just for arguments though.. it can and should and needs to be used in every day life.. those negative subconscious thoughts you have about random people.. gone if you’re fully empathetic.. such a powerful fucking tool. Implement it.
An amazing night seeing new faces with familiar spirits! Enjoyed every bit of @mental_dialogue tonight!
Great spot, great people, great #dialogue
When like minds come together for a positive purpose.... magic happens!