She looks so great in this dress💙
— Hello there. I hope you are doing okay!
My day was so... well, I don't know. I had a busy, and horrible day. I told you I was going to have a breakdown, it happened today... This morning, I started school with French, so, it was half okay, until the end of the lesson because I was really tired. Then I had maths and I was so stressed and wanted to cry. Then when it was the morning break, I was in the French classroom to wait for @xx_univer_manga_xx (my best friend) and we talked a bit with the teacher, she asked me if I was okay, etc. I was stressed because we had to read a speech we made, and the theme was "Cheese or dessert?" and I was thinking that I've made a bad work, yesterday I worked for 7 hours straight, not even kidding. I didn't have to read my speech because the teacher noticed I wasn't okay, and at the end of the lesson we had to give it the speech we wrote, when I gave mine to him, I told me "You're gonna be really disappointed" and I started to cry, and cry... we talked a bit, I came back home crying, I forced myself to eat. The afternoon I had French again, when I wasn't okay, my bestie @xx_univer_manga_xx was agitating a cute fluffy unicorn just right in front of myself to make me smile (at one moment I saw that the teacher smiled lol) because I wanted to cry and I was really really low motivated to do anything. I won't write everything in detail, but my day was full of tears, and it's been one of my worst days. The worst, I guess, is that I have to work a lot this weekend, I am not going to relax myself, yay. I'm sorry, but I needed to talk about that. Anyways, I feel my account is dying. Really. So, I don't know what to do with it anymore, I'm sorry if I am not good enough, if you don't like my content, I'm really sorry, but I am done with everything. All I need is calm, and music, and stop working for a while, I am so exhausted. Bye.
Love you all♡
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— This one is definitely one of my fav pictures❤️
— Hey loves! How are you doing? How was your day? You can come in DM and tell me how was school, you can talk about anything you want.
Today that was.. huh, a bit weird because this morning, I had French class for two hours. That was pretty cool and I love my teacher so much ksjsksk. I had to leave a bit the class because I had anxiety, but hey, in the bathroom, there was a girl that saw my sweater and she said "Ohh, Jurassic Park!" And we talked for like 1 min it was cool and she's kind😂 I feel way less alone now, I thought no one love JP or JW in this high school lol. I planned to talk to my headteacher at the morning break but another girl from my class wanted to talk with her, so I had to wait until 6:00 pm to discuss with her, and we talked for 40 min ;-; she's so sweet omg I'm sure you would love to have her as a teacher, I am really happy to have her for a second year, and particularly because I have problems, and she gives good advices. She told me to continue my qualities list and she said that one day I'll have to show it to her😂🤦🏽 anyways, I was crying in maths just after French class, nobody noticed it but I went into the corridor because I didn't want to have a full breakdown in class. And this afternoon. I had two tests. And it was. Half okay, half horrible, between them we had history and I was almost sleeping, I never sleep in class but it's been 5 nights that I fall asleep really late, and I can assure you that really soon I am gonna have a mental breakdown, I am not kidding, it's always like this. Anyways, I don't want to bother you. Don't forget to vote please, Bryce told us to❤️ Love yourself and be patient, you'll be happy, I love you all, believe in you. You're unique and special.
Our intern @a_d_a_m___d_i_x_o_n wrote a nice wee piece for #weareourmedia new publication #theeclipse interviewing local residents about the issues we experience and how #dwellbeing arts based project in collaboration is responding. They’re distributing copies at #gatesheadinterchange today. Grab one while you can!
Today’s Inspiration: The Eclipse, by artist Jacob Hashimoto. In Governors Island’s St. Cornelius Chapel, New York, NY, 2017-2018.
The monumental cloud-like work, created from thousands of delicate rice paper kites, envelops the viewer in a tangible yet ever shifting fog that winds, bends and sometimes consumes the chapel architecture. The installation marks the transition of time between old and new and signals things to come.
The eclipse.. I get down on myself
I feel discouraged when I see my saggy reflection in the mirror
Some days I wonder why I even try
Then this happens a hint, a small reminder of just how far this body has come. And just how much we have been through together
Just how much time and effort I have really put in - to believing in me
This body of mine should not be hated on ... NO WAY!
It should be celebrated.
is it perfect? Nah!
It’s perfectly imperfect 🙃
It has created beautiful things, carried me to beautiful destinations, it’s has been through and seen all the days of my life and never let me down.. We have been through it all; Literally (good and bad)
And today I’m will make the choice to look at my imperfections and choose to be grateful
You have given me amazing gifts body
And for that I am forever grateful
So this is a reminder
Be kind to yourself
Be thankful for every last bump, stretch and flap, scar, for each of them represents your life, your accomplishments, your goals, your struggles
Progress over perfection is the key
Don’t take for granted the body you have been given
You can walk, run, jump, even burpee.. You are healthy, a gift not everyone has been granted
you are able
your body gives you so much so treat it kindly!
— « I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic? »
@brycedhoward always gorgeous♡
— Hey there! I'm sorry, I haven't been posting in three days. I was so active before, I was talking to a lot of people and posting everyday, but now... I'm not saying that I don't like Bryce anymore, nah, I love her even more. But I am going through really bad times since one year now, and it's not getting better. I don't feel appreciated at all and I am so insecure about everything I do, I am doubting about everything, I'm starting to have less good grades than before, I can't control my anxiety at all, neither my feelings. I am not mentally stable, I can be really hyperactive, super confident, and right the second after I am almost crying and feeling worse than ever. But there isn't a right middle between these two. I just can't control it, it's over me. And sometimes, you'll notice that I don't talk at all, I don't talk about how I feel, I'm always smiling and telling I'm fine. But there is always a time where I really need help and advices, so I'll talk about how I feel to the persons I trust. I tried to talk to my principal teacher about what happens there's past 3 weeks, since I haven't talked to her, since I haven't talked to anyone about how I felt, and how I almost attempted suicide, how I am feeling worse than usual because of my father. How I feel because I am not good enough for anyone. Because I don't worth it and don't deserve such amazing persons in my life. But I didn't talk to her about that, because I don't know how to find the words to tell it, and to not to cry. At least, she's here.
I am sorry if you're reading this, but I'm not searching for attention at all. Just wanted to tell you the truth, guys. You can say everything you want in the comments.
Remember that you are loved, and your perfect in the way you are. I love you❤️
My precious angel🌻
— Hello there! I hope you're doing okay.
I am so sorry if I was inactive during almost three days, but something happened in the region where I live, there were floods and caused 13 deaths. Don't worry, I was safe, but it is so horrible... And this is for this reason that I don't have school, all the middle schools and high schools of the region are closed until... tomorrow, maybe? I don't know.
I hope high school will re-open tomorrow because I want to talk to my principal teacher (the literature one) and Friday we have our meeting parents-principal teacher, and my mother know her since 4 years (and me 3 years). I think that it will be looong even if it's during 10 minutes🤦🏽. I am so stressed right now because this afternoon I'm going to see my therapist again. I didn't see her for 3 months because I'm seeing a relaxing therapist, and she didn't want to see me between. But I have to see her because I have a "major" problem with my father. And because I'm doing really bad and these weeks I didn't talk to anyone about how I felt and still feel. That's why I want to talk to my principal teacher, I didn't talk to her since 3 weeks and she thought everything was okay.
Anyways, I hope you have a good day💗💗💗
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