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Ended up having a longish nap because I was cold and tired, so haven't done any uni work yet. May do some after dinner. Feel a bit better for my nap, more able to concentrate and focus. Still need to email my tutor.

#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
Posso veramente dire che ci ho provato? Ho solo fatto finta perché avevo paura, di tutto. Mi manchi tanto, davvero. Non sapere cosa fai e come stai mi sta mangiando dall'interno, voglio tornare con te, ne ho bisogno.

#me #myself #miodio #vorreimorire #selfhatred #suicidalthoughts #blog #tristezza #solitudine #mimanchi #tornadame #hosbagliato #faccioschifo #possorimediare #hangon #sadness #loneliness #suicide #suicidio #fine #rottura #breakup #breakupquotes #breakups #scusa #midispiace #sorry #imsorry
Posso veramente dire che ci ho provato? Ho solo fatto finta perché avevo paura, di tutto. Mi manchi tanto, davvero. Non sapere cosa fai e come stai mi sta mangiando dall'interno, voglio tornare con te, ne ho bisogno. #me  #myself  #miodio  #vorreimorire  #selfhatred  #suicidalthoughts  #blog  #tristezza  #solitudine  #mimanchi  #tornadame  #hosbagliato  #faccioschifo  #possorimediare  #hangon  #sadness  #loneliness  #suicide  #suicidio  #fine  #rottura  #breakup  #breakupquotes  #breakups  #scusa  #midispiace  #sorry  #imsorry 
Today I was locked in my room because I couldn't open my door lmao
Today I was locked in my room because I couldn't open my door lmao
[14.11.18]
Yesterday I wrote my last exam for the next few weeks
It was a English exam and I completely failed this time
In the part we had to listen to something I didn't understand a thing and in the writing part I wrote some shit what wasn't even really the exercise
But I guess I already failed that much i won't get it anyways

Sunday was okay
I currently try to work on my time management
So I try to do my homework quicker or plan when to o them to have more time for something else
So I didn't had to do any homework on Sunday anymore
And I started to clean the house and do some other homework
I was kind of productive
Monday I was scared of the English exam on the next day
Tuesday the exam
Yeah... a little breakdown after it
Today was okay
But then I got an letter about my internship
The company I wanted to do it doesn't have any place left
But I think this was just an excuse because they don't want me
So I have to make a new application
Pressure, stress ⚠️TW ED⚠️
Last week I had an appointment in psychiatry and now I have to gain weight otherwise I have to go inpatient again
Today I weighted myself
And I lost weight
Even though I added another 400kcal to my plan
So I think I'm eating about 2800kcal again (maybe even about 2900 till 3000)
How is this even possible
I'm so scared because on Friday I get weight again...
The voices are so fucking loud
(Sorry for my terrible English)
Ignore:
#lost #recovery #anxiety #anorexic #socialphobia #bulimia #eatingdisorder #borderline #suicid #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #selfhate #worthless #broken #breakdown #depression #depressiv #depressed #fear #fight #lose #verloren #mädchenmitnarben
[14.11.18] Yesterday I wrote my last exam for the next few weeks It was a English exam and I completely failed this time In the part we had to listen to something I didn't understand a thing and in the writing part I wrote some shit what wasn't even really the exercise But I guess I already failed that much i won't get it anyways Sunday was okay I currently try to work on my time management So I try to do my homework quicker or plan when to o them to have more time for something else So I didn't had to do any homework on Sunday anymore And I started to clean the house and do some other homework I was kind of productive Monday I was scared of the English exam on the next day Tuesday the exam Yeah... a little breakdown after it Today was okay But then I got an letter about my internship The company I wanted to do it doesn't have any place left But I think this was just an excuse because they don't want me So I have to make a new application Pressure, stress ⚠️TW ED⚠️ Last week I had an appointment in psychiatry and now I have to gain weight otherwise I have to go inpatient again Today I weighted myself And I lost weight Even though I added another 400kcal to my plan So I think I'm eating about 2800kcal again (maybe even about 2900 till 3000) How is this even possible I'm so scared because on Friday I get weight again... The voices are so fucking loud (Sorry for my terrible English) Ignore: #lost  #recovery  #anxiety  #anorexic  #socialphobia  #bulimia  #eatingdisorder  #borderline  #suicid  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #selfhate  #worthless  #broken  #breakdown  #depression  #depressiv  #depressed  #fear  #fight  #lose  #verloren  #mädchenmitnarben 
I have not been doing so good. I am falling apart. Kinda thinking about putting myself in the hospital, but I've never been and I'm scared. God I sound like a cry baby. I dont know what to do. Any suggestion?
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I have not been doing so good. I am falling apart. Kinda thinking about putting myself in the hospital, but I've never been and I'm scared. God I sound like a cry baby. I dont know what to do. Any suggestion? .. .. {Tags: #pain  #sick  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicfatiguesyndrome  #chronicpainwarrior  #chronicpainsyndrome  #depressed  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #angry  #sad  #bpd  #mentalhospital  #scared  #worried  #selfharm  #suicidalthoughts  #suicidal  #ineedhelp  #anxiety  #gettingbadagain  #vent  #venting  #cry  #crying  }
If you’re stuck in the darkness, I will be right there to hold your hand and comfort you while reminding you that this storm will pass 🖤⚡️⛈ #mentalillness #bipolardepression #depression #suicide #ptsd #paranoia #anxiety #guilt #shame #schizophrenia #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anorexic #feelingalone #love #helpothers #fightthestigma #dfwmentalhealth #therapy #grouptherapy #socialanxiety #introvert #suicide #suicidalthoughts #darktthoughgs #darkness #sadness #tired #mentallydrained #abandonment #alone
If you’re stuck in the darkness, I will be right there to hold your hand and comfort you while reminding you that this storm will pass 🖤⚡️⛈ #mentalillness  #bipolardepression  #depression  #suicide  #ptsd  #paranoia  #anxiety  #guilt  #shame  #schizophrenia  #bpd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #anorexic  #feelingalone  #love  #helpothers  #fightthestigma  #dfwmentalhealth  #therapy  #grouptherapy  #socialanxiety  #introvert  #suicide  #suicidalthoughts  #darktthoughgs  #darkness  #sadness  #tired  #mentallydrained  #abandonment  #alone 
Viola 12.3.99
“Love is so short, forgetting is so long.”
#survivorday #mother #afsp

Join us for Int’l Survivors of Suicide Loss Day on Nov 17th in Franklin, TN
Link in bio
Viola 12.3.99 “Love is so short, forgetting is so long.” #survivorday  #mother  #afsp  Join us for Int’l Survivors of Suicide Loss Day on Nov 17th in Franklin, TN Link in bio
Walking group was actually really good. Couple of new people, nearer my age so I was actually fairly talkative. The support worker who was with us basically let me lead the group, it was quite fun tbh. So now I'm in a good mood and feeling motivated to do some uni work. Still feel tired though, but that's probably not helped by the fact I've not eaten yet. Only had chocolate soya milk and Pepsi max so far. About to have some krave. 
#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
Walking group was actually really good. Couple of new people, nearer my age so I was actually fairly talkative. The support worker who was with us basically let me lead the group, it was quite fun tbh. So now I'm in a good mood and feeling motivated to do some uni work. Still feel tired though, but that's probably not helped by the fact I've not eaten yet. Only had chocolate soya milk and Pepsi max so far. About to have some krave. #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #bipolardisordertype2  #ednos  #bpd  #bpdproblems  #eupd  #relapse  #recovery  #anxiety  #selfharm  #urges  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #ptsd 
Final Day - the final track (Production - @dlowbeats) on the Stay the Night EP from Bradster X and Coop available everywhere you stream your streams 🗣💨smarturl.it/staythenightep 🗣💨 We do not take suicide lightly and have both lost friends from the decisions made. We have had the same thoughts ourselves but kept fighting and we hope you do the same and reach out when you have these thoughts. ----------------------- Also check the links in the bio and listen to the new single with @coop1official on the hook and @prodacey on the #beat 
Plenty of #newmusic on the way - always working unless I'm not

#bradsterx #hiphopmusic #depression #finalday #staythenight #musicartists #music #rapmusicpromo #rapper #wednesdaymydudes #hiphopblogger #pittsburghmusic #pennsylvania #myway #musicislife #musicvideo #newvideo #lyrics #suicidalthoughts #wednesdaythoughts #dontdoit #suicideprevention
Final Day - the final track (Production - @dlowbeats) on the Stay the Night EP from Bradster X and Coop available everywhere you stream your streams 🗣💨smarturl.it/staythenightep 🗣💨 We do not take suicide lightly and have both lost friends from the decisions made. We have had the same thoughts ourselves but kept fighting and we hope you do the same and reach out when you have these thoughts. ----------------------- Also check the links in the bio and listen to the new single with @coop1official on the hook and @prodacey on the #beat  Plenty of #newmusic  on the way - always working unless I'm not #bradsterx  #hiphopmusic  #depression  #finalday  #staythenight  #musicartists  #music  #rapmusicpromo  #rapper  #wednesdaymydudes  #hiphopblogger  #pittsburghmusic  #pennsylvania  #myway  #musicislife  #musicvideo  #newvideo  #lyrics  #suicidalthoughts  #wednesdaythoughts  #dontdoit  #suicideprevention 
Stand tall and realise your worth and don’t let these people belittle or lie about you. It says more about them than it does you, especially when you have months of evidence to prove you’re not a liar! If people want to believe gossip or rumours from someone who doesn’t factor in your life, so be it, they’re pathetic and not worth a place in your world. Surround yourself with people who are kind and will support you no matter what and not believe scandalous bullshit. #depression #depressed #suicide #suicidalthoughts #suicidal #selfharm #selfharming #depressionquotes #depressionmemes #mind #mindcharity #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #quotes #mentalhealthsupport #mentalhealthmatters #talk #bullying #liar #falsetruths #lies #bullies #fakefriends #fake
Stand tall and realise your worth and don’t let these people belittle or lie about you. It says more about them than it does you, especially when you have months of evidence to prove you’re not a liar! If people want to believe gossip or rumours from someone who doesn’t factor in your life, so be it, they’re pathetic and not worth a place in your world. Surround yourself with people who are kind and will support you no matter what and not believe scandalous bullshit. #depression  #depressed  #suicide  #suicidalthoughts  #suicidal  #selfharm  #selfharming  #depressionquotes  #depressionmemes  #mind  #mindcharity  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #quotes  #mentalhealthsupport  #mentalhealthmatters  #talk  #bullying  #liar  #falsetruths  #lies  #bullies  #fakefriends  #fake 
Trigger Warning for second image : Cuts (not me though)
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So my mom is gonna be away from Friday evening to Sunday night... I'm gonna be completely alone... Hopefully the new meds I'm getting today work more than the ones I'm on and I don't relapse again... •
#triggerwarning #depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #sadness #sad #selfharm #selfharmmm #anorexia #anorexic #bingeeating #die #sad #crying #alone #darkness #worthless #pain #scars #helpme
Trigger Warning for second image : Cuts (not me though) • So my mom is gonna be away from Friday evening to Sunday night... I'm gonna be completely alone... Hopefully the new meds I'm getting today work more than the ones I'm on and I don't relapse again... • #triggerwarning  #depression  #depressed  #suicide  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #sadness  #sad  #selfharm  #selfharmmm  #anorexia  #anorexic  #bingeeating  #die  #sad  #crying  #alone  #darkness  #worthless  #pain  #scars  #helpme 
Stay here. Stay alive. Someone needs you to be here. Someone hopes to talk to you everyday. You are important. You are loved. I love you, keep going. //
(follow my backup @_suicide.child)
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 #darkgrunge #selfhate #depression #suicide #worthless #iwannadie #dark #imnotokay #depressionquotes #depressed #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #grunge #grungequotes #aesthetic #aestheticquotes #worthless #suicidegirls #grungegirl #grungeblog #softgrunge #grungeaesthetic #explorepage #sadness #anxiety #anxietyquotes #grungeteens #staystrong #triggered #teenagerposts #explore
Stay here. Stay alive. Someone needs you to be here. Someone hopes to talk to you everyday. You are important. You are loved. I love you, keep going. // (follow my backup @_suicide.child) 🎶 #darkgrunge  #selfhate  #depression  #suicide  #worthless  #iwannadie  #dark  #imnotokay  #depressionquotes  #depressed  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #grunge  #grungequotes  #aesthetic  #aestheticquotes  #worthless  #suicidegirls  #grungegirl  #grungeblog  #softgrunge  #grungeaesthetic  #explorepage  #sadness  #anxiety  #anxietyquotes  #grungeteens  #staystrong  #triggered  #teenagerposts  #explore 
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Appointment went well. Now I'm sat outside having a cigarette and freezing waiting for walking group to start. Currently feeling a little bit better than I was earlier, though the urges and thoughts are still there.

#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
•Day Seventeen
•Life Is Just Really Confusing
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•#depression #dyinginside #die #depressed #depressing #dead #deadinside #depressingquotes #anxious #anxiety #sadness #selfhate #suicidalthoughts #sadedits #suicide #selfharm #sad #sadquotes #paranoid #kms #killmyself
Waiting to see my care coordinator. I'm tired and not in the mood for anything at all. All I can think about is self harm and suicide. I'm the only one in the waiting room and self harm urges are really strong. After this appointment I've got walking group. Need to get on with uni work when I get home. Hoping the walk may lift my mood as, although it's windy, its fairly sunny. 
#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
Waiting to see my care coordinator. I'm tired and not in the mood for anything at all. All I can think about is self harm and suicide. I'm the only one in the waiting room and self harm urges are really strong. After this appointment I've got walking group. Need to get on with uni work when I get home. Hoping the walk may lift my mood as, although it's windy, its fairly sunny. #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #bipolardisordertype2  #ednos  #bpd  #bpdproblems  #eupd  #relapse  #recovery  #anxiety  #selfharm  #urges  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #ptsd 
i think i lost myself somewhere in the violence
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#depressed #sad #anxiety #numb #empty #ugly #suicidalthoughts #broken #fml #iwannadie #alone
// running from the life; running from the sound; running from the face; life is nothing without changes, when there’s no fear
#grunge #aesthetic #worthless #useless #hopeless #depressed #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #anxiety #pale #pastel #palegrunge #pastelgrunge #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrgirl #indie #indiegrunge #instagram #vogue #voguemind #sadgrunge #sadteens #teengrunge #alternative #teenagewasteland #grungetumblr #grungeaccount.
// running from the life; running from the sound; running from the face; life is nothing without changes, when there’s no fear #grunge  #aesthetic  #worthless  #useless  #hopeless  #depressed  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #anxiety  #pale  #pastel  #palegrunge  #pastelgrunge  #tumblr  #tumblraesthetic  #tumblrgirl  #indie  #indiegrunge  #instagram  #vogue  #voguemind  #sadgrunge  #sadteens  #teengrunge  #alternative  #teenagewasteland  #grungetumblr  #grungeaccount .
Adoro troppo questa Song😍
(Presa da YouTube)
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#suicidal #suicidalthoughts #help #hug #missyou

I like the video too much😍 (@strangerxboy)
// the heart is broken; but the soul is shattered and the sounds are no more; there is silence; and nothing more
#grunge #aesthetic #worthless #useless #hopeless #depressed #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #anxiety #pale #pastel #palegrunge #pastelgrunge #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrgirl #indie #indiegrunge #instagram #vogue #voguemind #sadgrunge #sadteens #teengrunge #alternative #teenagewasteland #grungetumblr #grungeaccount.
// when the feet understands the rhythm; the music can blast loud but never felt, but only felt by the actions 
#grunge #aesthetic #worthless #useless #hopeless #depressed #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #anxiety #pale #pastel #palegrunge #pastelgrunge #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrgirl #indie #indiegrunge #instagram #vogue #voguemind #sadgrunge #sadteens #teengrunge #alternative #teenagewasteland #grungetumblr #grungeaccount.
// slowly drifting away; when everything has been taken away, even the tiniest parts of you; the pieces which were broken are lost beneath the sea; unable to find cause it’s an ocean with no shores; the depth is unexplainable; like a freak i begged, but the ocean denied and cried away the stains left, now there’s nothing to cry about; neither are there any sorrows, utter numbness.
#grunge #aesthetic #worthless #useless #hopeless #depressed #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #anxiety #pale #pastel #palegrunge #pastelgrunge #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrgirl #indie #indiegrunge #instagram #vogue #voguemind #sadgrunge #sadteens #teengrunge #alternative #teenagewasteland #grungetumblr #grungeaccount.
// slowly drifting away; when everything has been taken away, even the tiniest parts of you; the pieces which were broken are lost beneath the sea; unable to find cause it’s an ocean with no shores; the depth is unexplainable; like a freak i begged, but the ocean denied and cried away the stains left, now there’s nothing to cry about; neither are there any sorrows, utter numbness. #grunge  #aesthetic  #worthless  #useless  #hopeless  #depressed  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #anxiety  #pale  #pastel  #palegrunge  #pastelgrunge  #tumblr  #tumblraesthetic  #tumblrgirl  #indie  #indiegrunge  #instagram  #vogue  #voguemind  #sadgrunge  #sadteens  #teengrunge  #alternative  #teenagewasteland  #grungetumblr  #grungeaccount .
Vorrei poter dire sia colpa di tutti e due, che siamo innocenti in tutto questo, ma non posso. Sono stato io, io ho rovinato tutto, e solo io posso sistemarlo. Ma so che non mi darai questa possibilità, perché ti ho consumata con i miei problemi e stancata con i miei comportamenti. Io ti amo, vorrei avertelo detto di più, vorrei averti abbracciato quanto meritavi e quanto volevo anche io, vorrei poterti dare un bacio per ogni momento in cui ti ho pensato in questi giorni, vorrei averti qui con me adesso. Vorrei chiederti un appuntamento con me, ma so che devi riprenderti, e so che non sono nella posizione di chiedere più niente. Vorrei solo riconquistarti, dimostrarti che posso darti ancora molto, e che ne saresti felice. Io ti amo. Sempre e per sempre.

#me #myself #miodio #vorreimorire #selfhatred #suicidalthoughts #blog #tristezza #solitudine #mimanchi #tornadame #hosbagliato #faccioschifo #possorimediare #hangon #sadness #loneliness #suicide #suicidio #fine #rottura #breakup #breakupquotes #breakups #scusa #midispiace #sorry #imsorry
Vorrei poter dire sia colpa di tutti e due, che siamo innocenti in tutto questo, ma non posso. Sono stato io, io ho rovinato tutto, e solo io posso sistemarlo. Ma so che non mi darai questa possibilità, perché ti ho consumata con i miei problemi e stancata con i miei comportamenti. Io ti amo, vorrei avertelo detto di più, vorrei averti abbracciato quanto meritavi e quanto volevo anche io, vorrei poterti dare un bacio per ogni momento in cui ti ho pensato in questi giorni, vorrei averti qui con me adesso. Vorrei chiederti un appuntamento con me, ma so che devi riprenderti, e so che non sono nella posizione di chiedere più niente. Vorrei solo riconquistarti, dimostrarti che posso darti ancora molto, e che ne saresti felice. Io ti amo. Sempre e per sempre. #me  #myself  #miodio  #vorreimorire  #selfhatred  #suicidalthoughts  #blog  #tristezza  #solitudine  #mimanchi  #tornadame  #hosbagliato  #faccioschifo  #possorimediare  #hangon  #sadness  #loneliness  #suicide  #suicidio  #fine  #rottura  #breakup  #breakupquotes  #breakups  #scusa  #midispiace  #sorry  #imsorry 
Feel like shit. Got 5 1/2 hours sleep. Had really vivid and triggering dreams. All I want to do is go back to sleep, but I can't as seeing my care coordinator in just over an hour's time. All I can think about is suicide and self harm.

#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
i’d be lying if i said i don’t miss you because i do and it fucking hurts to know you aren’t mine anymore and it’s all my fault it really is i don’t blame you for everything it just hurts to feel like i got replaced and i’m really tired and even though i hope you realise you need me i genuinely don’t want to see you get hurt because i never really stopped loving you and i’m sorry for being so awkward at like everything i just can’t really face someone who i’ve gone through so much with and then you’re now suddenly a complete stranger because i really thought we’d last forever and honestly i still really want to be close friends with you but idk how to tell you that but i still really want to be there for you because even though there’s people here for me there’s really only one person i want but you’re gone now but in spite of all that if i had a choice i wouldn’t go back in time to change my mind because it looks like i can act better when you aren’t around and that’s all that really matters because it’s easy to fake it till you make it
i’d be lying if i said i don’t miss you because i do and it fucking hurts to know you aren’t mine anymore and it’s all my fault it really is i don’t blame you for everything it just hurts to feel like i got replaced and i’m really tired and even though i hope you realise you need me i genuinely don’t want to see you get hurt because i never really stopped loving you and i’m sorry for being so awkward at like everything i just can’t really face someone who i’ve gone through so much with and then you’re now suddenly a complete stranger because i really thought we’d last forever and honestly i still really want to be close friends with you but idk how to tell you that but i still really want to be there for you because even though there’s people here for me there’s really only one person i want but you’re gone now but in spite of all that if i had a choice i wouldn’t go back in time to change my mind because it looks like i can act better when you aren’t around and that’s all that really matters because it’s easy to fake it till you make it
Jesus Christ, what are you doing to me? I'm everywhere. Especially about love. Ugh. Oh god, that word makes me cringe. Love. Agh. But yeah, you are confusing me. At least that is the biggest factor that has been on my mind for the past week. -
I'm not gonna talk to my therapist about this, it makes me uncomfortable and I want to figure that out myself.
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#sad #sadaesthetic #depressed #depression #nostalgic #sadness #sadgirl #rant #aesthetic #darkness #suffering #skinny #ugly #death #rage #demon #90saesthetic #suicide #suicidalthoughts #loneliness #lonely #alone #pain #xxxtentaction #xxx #cartoonmoods #cutting #creepyart #darkaesthetic
Jesus Christ, what are you doing to me? I'm everywhere. Especially about love. Ugh. Oh god, that word makes me cringe. Love. Agh. But yeah, you are confusing me. At least that is the biggest factor that has been on my mind for the past week. - I'm not gonna talk to my therapist about this, it makes me uncomfortable and I want to figure that out myself. - #sad  #sadaesthetic  #depressed  #depression  #nostalgic  #sadness  #sadgirl  #rant  #aesthetic  #darkness  #suffering  #skinny  #ugly  #death  #rage  #demon  #90saesthetic  #suicide  #suicidalthoughts  #loneliness  #lonely  #alone  #pain  #xxxtentaction  #xxx  #cartoonmoods  #cutting  #creepyart  #darkaesthetic 
Little things can mean something to you in life
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Positieve gedachten brengen positieve veranderingen zoals negatieve gedachten negatieve veranderingen brengen.
Daarom is het het beter te denken "ik wil slagen" dan te denken "ik wil niet mislukken" want mislukken trekt negatieve energie aan, terwijl slagen positief geladen is en dus positieve energie aantrekt.

Positive thoughts bring positive changes  such as negative thoughts attract negative changes. 
Therefore it's better to think "I want to succeed" than to think "I don't want to fail" because failure is a negative word, attracting negative energy where succeeding is a possitive one and will attract possitive energy.

#mentalegezondheid #studie #eetstoornis #creatievetherapie #therapie #innerpeace #blokkades #mentalhealth #feelings #healthcare #arttherapy #stress #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #invisibleillness #chronicillness #chronicfatigue #psychology #cvs #fibromyalgie #insomnia #psychologie #chronischvermoeid #gevoelig #socialanxiety #selfharmmm #automutilatie #fibromyalgia #suicidalthoughts #eatingdisorder
Positieve gedachten brengen positieve veranderingen zoals negatieve gedachten negatieve veranderingen brengen. Daarom is het het beter te denken "ik wil slagen" dan te denken "ik wil niet mislukken" want mislukken trekt negatieve energie aan, terwijl slagen positief geladen is en dus positieve energie aantrekt. Positive thoughts bring positive changes such as negative thoughts attract negative changes. Therefore it's better to think "I want to succeed" than to think "I don't want to fail" because failure is a negative word, attracting negative energy where succeeding is a possitive one and will attract possitive energy. #mentalegezondheid  #studie  #eetstoornis  #creatievetherapie  #therapie  #innerpeace  #blokkades  #mentalhealth  #feelings  #healthcare  #arttherapy  #stress  #mentalhealthrecovery  #mentalhealthmatters  #invisibleillness  #chronicillness  #chronicfatigue  #psychology  #cvs  #fibromyalgie  #insomnia  #psychologie  #chronischvermoeid  #gevoelig  #socialanxiety  #selfharmmm  #automutilatie  #fibromyalgia  #suicidalthoughts  #eatingdisorder 
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So close to leaving everything behind and just being set free from all this shit,
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I can’t tell whether to go left or right...
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"Who knew our dreams would be the afterlife"

#sadpast #depression #consuming #suicidalthoughts
My bath buddies tea tree, lavender, and rosemary essential oils.

I can't get enough of this combo lately! I've been using them in the bath, in my diffuser, as a wound care roll-on for scrapes I sustained when I was running with my dogs and they tripped me (it hurt but it was hilarious! One dog was lagging behind and when I turned to see why the other stopped dead in his tracks right in front of me when he saw the mail lady and I went flying! I scraped both wrists, my elbow, and knee!), and as part of an apple cider vinegar scalp treatment/hair rinse. These oils are great for skincare (rosemary builds collagen!) and the ACV rinse is a great alternative to conditioner for fine hair.
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Lavender is all my time favorite but it's the rosemary scent that's bringing the holiday cheer out of me! I don't usually get too excited about Thanksgiving, Christmas, Yule, or the new year, not to mention winter in general, but dear Rosemary has really been an herbal allie for me this season, helping smooth the transition from autumn to winter. I live in the North where temps have already gone below freezing!

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My bath buddies tea tree, lavender, and rosemary essential oils. I can't get enough of this combo lately! I've been using them in the bath, in my diffuser, as a wound care roll-on for scrapes I sustained when I was running with my dogs and they tripped me (it hurt but it was hilarious! One dog was lagging behind and when I turned to see why the other stopped dead in his tracks right in front of me when he saw the mail lady and I went flying! I scraped both wrists, my elbow, and knee!), and as part of an apple cider vinegar scalp treatment/hair rinse. These oils are great for skincare (rosemary builds collagen!) and the ACV rinse is a great alternative to conditioner for fine hair. . Lavender is all my time favorite but it's the rosemary scent that's bringing the holiday cheer out of me! I don't usually get too excited about Thanksgiving, Christmas, Yule, or the new year, not to mention winter in general, but dear Rosemary has really been an herbal allie for me this season, helping smooth the transition from autumn to winter. I live in the North where temps have already gone below freezing! #selflove  #selfcare  #chooselove  #recovery  #reclaiming  #chronicpain  #anxiety  #depression  #selfloathing  #suicidalthoughts  #mentalwellness  #mentalhealth  #selfawareness  #selfforgiveness  #selfacceptance  #ichoosetolive  #ichooseme  #breakthestigma  #mentalhealthawareness  #essentialoils  #teatree  #lavender  #rosemary  #herbalallies 
Should i try and talk to people from this acc? Omg AnXiEtY!

#lonley #sad #nofriends #anxiety #suicidalthoughts