It says it all on how stupid I am, really. In a way, I’m really glad you decided to cut it off, as I genuinely believe that you deserve so much. You did absolutely nothing other than care. You asked how I was, you checked in on me. You tried to help me with a lot of things, you even said: not only you were coming down in my area, but you were coming down because you actually wanted to see me. You made me out to be this wonderful and amazing person. You said only lovely things to me, you described in so much detail the things you loved about me... I wasn’t used to that, and I still isn’t.
What I had with my ex was very different, and you hated what had happened. I still don’t fully understand why. I deserve everything bad, I’m not a good person.
Now hopefully you can see that, now hopefully you hate me. I just wish I could tell you how sorry I am for making you think I was anything but worth it. And out of everything; I’m so sorry if I hurt you or made you sad in any way - you’re a good person. You’re so smart, and have so much talents. You love to help people, you’re amazing.
I genuinely hope you’re doing okay. 🖤.
Random tags: #rant#vent#crushing#stupidpost
Now, I've been aware for a while now of the effects that social media can have on people not clued up enough on the ways of the world to pick up that people only generally post the highlights of their lives, or videos of themselves doing sit ups, as though they've invented it and we're all going to be impressed by it. Or banging on about gains , clean eating or how much of a mover and shaker they are in the financial world. So even though I do live in a pretty place I do like to toss a few in that show a bit of the general day to day binness, that fools like myself and young Billy here have to endure to get to be able to get out and about down here in Cape Woolly. I know he's hardly busting an ass in this picture, but prior to smashing down some Maccas on the way home he was hustling. We don't have a lunch break, or morning tea or anything like that. We get to work and work until we're done, that's the way it is. That's the way it's always been. Sometimes it's good, and sometimes it's just a slog. So don't neck yourself if you think your life's piss. We've all gotta get up and go and do the bullshit and give our pound of flesh like young Billy. I'm just glad he's not driving the vehicle. There's no real purpose or message here, it's really just a piss weak pot shot at lifters, squatters and toss bags in general that flood the gram! You've probably wasted a bit of your life reading this crap to be honest, but anyway check this snoozer out snoring his way over the bridge on the way home!.. #lovesmaccas#workshardbutheshardwork#nahhesalright#snoringlikeabeast#mandime#billythekid#concretelife#hescooked#phillipisland#stupidpost#justcrappingonaboutnothing#dontneckyourself#thisaintnoparty#thisaintnodisco#hotdays#workingout#fitinspiration#wankers#lifting#getreal#canwork#concrete