Today was quite unbelievable..
It began early, walking my pup on a day that holds a lot of weight for me. It was peaceful and quiet and at times it felt like we were the only two in the World.
With a heavy heart, I made my way to work, picking up more pups, when this first photo happened. This pup’s name is Gizmo, and he’s not exactly the friendliest of dogs. Yesterday he finally landed a bite on me and today, when I loaded him up, he made his way right over to me and rested his little body on my lap the entire commute.
Once I slowed down from the hustle I have been allowing to overtake me, it finally hit. Waves of tears flooded my eyes as my heart ached and I gave myself permission to finally let go of the pain I was carrying.
In this moment, all the dogs I’m watching surrounded me and Velvet crawled onto my belly. Moments later, she began to literally wipe away my tears.
This post is two-fold...one, sometimes healing is so painful that you have to grab onto your chest to hold your beating heart, and it’s not always pretty. But if you surround yourself with love, you can do anything...and two...Animals are magic. Just. Pure. Magic✨
it’s going to be 30° tonight. time to bust out the space heater in our little house that doesn’t have heat... 😅
& yes, this is another photo from my favorite spot. I can’t help it, I want to come here for every sunset... can you blame me?! also, peep that happy mountain dog. my entire heart! 🖤
A long sought glimmer. The shimmer of scales. Whirling and swirling she ascends, following the ocean’s sway, the roll of the tide, trading the song of solitude for the brilliant flurry of the world above. Climbing higher and higher, her smile breaks the surface. Arms outstretched, she greets the moon, beaming goodness and light. She is the sea, illuminated, radiant with unspoken secrets and legends of enchantment yet to be discovered.
I’m exhausted. And it’s plausible I’ve burned through my brain piece. I haven’t stopped moving since six A.M. Mental health work and drawing/painting like superwoman. Power pose and all. I am excited for this weekend. For creating. And evolving. As a human. To keep spilling my guts on paper and sharing it. Even with intermittent spouts of disliking everything I do. Feeling uncomfortable is an opportunity to grow (and other equally relevant cliches). Goodnight lovely beings. Be well! 🖤
#words#thoughts#noseholes#smirk#greyhair#nature#wildflowers#tattoo#green#buddha#goodnight#rambling#purpose#staywild and #smile
Thank you guys so much for all the positive feedback on my first YouTube video! It means so much to me and really motivates me to work hard on improving. I’ve never really had a “thing” but I have a feeling this just might be it🖤✨ Ps: link in my bio in case you missed it!
Happy to be on a beach somewhere🇲🇽
Currently in Cancun on the Isle Mujeres, a nice spot to rent a golf cart and lay on la playa Norte where the water is the clearest and the hospitality plenty #Cancun#Mexico