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together. Yes, it is
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in my heart i hoped for a moment of complete liberation.
when you left me, i had expected it to be an event that would cripple me.

inside, i wondered if i would find the silver lining in our ruins. the one thing that made us toxic- something that justified your absence.

instead a numbness rushed to greet the probe i set out to dig up our relics. you left me completely unbroken and i think i hated you most for that. 
you allowed my heart to still love you in the end. i'm unsure of how to love anyone else. all i've ever known is to rebuild what I always had, yet today as you so calmly told me that you didn't love me anymore, i couldn't figure out how to remove the foundation you built. it was there, unmoving in a way that mountains are. and i became bitter because i was perfectly fine with that.
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in my heart i hoped for a moment of complete liberation. when you left me, i had expected it to be an event that would cripple me. inside, i wondered if i would find the silver lining in our ruins. the one thing that made us toxic- something that justified your absence. instead a numbness rushed to greet the probe i set out to dig up our relics. you left me completely unbroken and i think i hated you most for that. you allowed my heart to still love you in the end. i'm unsure of how to love anyone else. all i've ever known is to rebuild what I always had, yet today as you so calmly told me that you didn't love me anymore, i couldn't figure out how to remove the foundation you built. it was there, unmoving in a way that mountains are. and i became bitter because i was perfectly fine with that. . . . . #poetryofig  #poetryinmotion  #poet  #prose  #poetryofinstagram  #wordswithqueens  #wordsmith  #wordporn  #wordswithkings  #poetryporn  #poetry  #spilledthoughts  #spilledink  #writingcommunity  #writtenword  #writersofinstagram  #poetrycommunity 
New beginnings
New beginnings
that vulnerable state of mind.
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consistent desires to change who I am endlessly swarm my mind. I'm numb to the old & only welcome n' a fresh face. 
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There are countless moments in life you want to relive, rename, pull down and put it in reverse, call them home to tug you in after a horrible dream you cannot wrap your brain around.
 Life, if all jumbled up would give us countless moments that will die down for not being perfect, for being sidelined in the 'what-if's' and 'maybe's' but I swear upon the stars, if we give life a chance to surprise it with the colors it wants to color our life with, I believe we would look more than picture perfect. .
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There are countless moments in life you want to relive, rename, pull down and put it in reverse, call them home to tug you in after a horrible dream you cannot wrap your brain around. Life, if all jumbled up would give us countless moments that will die down for not being perfect, for being sidelined in the 'what-if's' and 'maybe's' but I swear upon the stars, if we give life a chance to surprise it with the colors it wants to color our life with, I believe we would look more than picture perfect. . #pictures  #pics  #photography  #photoalbum  #wordgasm  #insta  #writersofinstagram  #writerscommunity  #write  #writersofig  #spilledthoughts  #spilledink  #poems  #poemas  #wordstoliveby  #wordsmith  #life  #lifeline  #madewords  #portraitphotography  #photos  #pic  #instapic  #like4likes  #likeforlikes  #instawriter  #spilledwords  #feelings  #memories  #lifetime 
Read below 😁
The waves kept closing in on him
He sat at the beach
Gazing at the stars that lit up the water
He thought of her
She was brighter than all of these stars.
She should have been there.
But she wasn't.

The sea breeze touched him.
Cool against his warm face.
And he thought of her again.

If she was here... It wouldn't be so quiet.
She would be laughing about something.
She would have ruined the calm and serenity.
She would make him laugh too. 
And he would be glad she was there to ruin the peace.

The night doesn't have game. He didn't.
You can't always make a future with ideas. She was an idea.
Flitting in and out of his head creating moments that never happened in the past or in future would ever stand a chance.

Yet she was always there.
He found her.. In the sand beneath his feet
In the stars that lit up the sky
In the cool breeze
In the advancing waves..
He almost had her.
Almost. -Ms. Muse
Read below 😁 The waves kept closing in on him He sat at the beach Gazing at the stars that lit up the water He thought of her She was brighter than all of these stars. She should have been there. But she wasn't. The sea breeze touched him. Cool against his warm face. And he thought of her again. If she was here... It wouldn't be so quiet. She would be laughing about something. She would have ruined the calm and serenity. She would make him laugh too. And he would be glad she was there to ruin the peace. The night doesn't have game. He didn't. You can't always make a future with ideas. She was an idea. Flitting in and out of his head creating moments that never happened in the past or in future would ever stand a chance. Yet she was always there. He found her.. In the sand beneath his feet In the stars that lit up the sky In the cool breeze In the advancing waves.. He almost had her. Almost. -Ms. Muse
When you reach a point in your life, where you're just tired and worn, and you're at the point of giving up, don't forget what a mighty God we serve. He's there for situations just like these. It may be difficult to give it all up to God, but it isn't impossible. In His arms we can find peace in the midst of the storm. Some times it may take just opening up His Word and recieving His message. Encourage yourselves in the scriptures daily, and keep up a daily relationship with Jesus and your life will change. It may not always be better, but how we handle situations will be different. Our strength and faith will increase ... "We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength" #neverforgetgodslove #scripture #dailyhope #bible #jesus #hisword #writinginspiration #dontgiveup #faith #love #true #spilledthoughts #letyourheartout #castyourcares #delightyourselfinthelord #poetry #shtruearrow #loveneverfails #blessed #trialsandtribulations #nomatterwhat #lookupchild #strength #hope #dailybread
When you reach a point in your life, where you're just tired and worn, and you're at the point of giving up, don't forget what a mighty God we serve. He's there for situations just like these. It may be difficult to give it all up to God, but it isn't impossible. In His arms we can find peace in the midst of the storm. Some times it may take just opening up His Word and recieving His message. Encourage yourselves in the scriptures daily, and keep up a daily relationship with Jesus and your life will change. It may not always be better, but how we handle situations will be different. Our strength and faith will increase ... "We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength" #neverforgetgodslove  #scripture  #dailyhope  #bible  #jesus  #hisword  #writinginspiration  #dontgiveup  #faith  #love  #true  #spilledthoughts  #letyourheartout  #castyourcares  #delightyourselfinthelord  #poetry  #shtruearrow  #loveneverfails  #blessed  #trialsandtribulations  #nomatterwhat  #lookupchild  #strength  #hope  #dailybread 
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In the wake of day, I see your smile, your glow, and you just know. My soul is sings for you. Your warm hands lead me to your oasis. The oasis of your heart. Where you slowly caress my inner spirit, we rejoice, we laugh, we play, there’s no dismay, no denial. Just a midnight kiss under a trillion stars, a I love you to every inch that makes you uniquely you. Can we stay? Stay warm and cozy in this dream?  L.Nelsen
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In the wake of day, I see your smile, your glow, and you just know. My soul is sings for you. Your warm hands lead me to your oasis. The oasis of your heart. Where you slowly caress my inner spirit, we rejoice, we laugh, we play, there’s no dismay, no denial. Just a midnight kiss under a trillion stars, a I love you to every inch that makes you uniquely you. Can we stay? Stay warm and cozy in this dream? L.Nelsen #dream  #isitadream  #deeplovequotes  #deeplove  #poetry  #poems  #poetsofinstagram  #poetrycommunity  #wordsbyme  #words  #spilledink  #spilledthoughts  #spilledpoetry  #oasis  #dreamland  #indeep  #loveislove  #love  #passion  #writersofinstagram  #womenwriters  #ilovewords  #bleedingheart  #bleedingwords 
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“Your selfies on my cracked screen”
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something I wrote while reminiscing about love and love lost

I made this page originally as a private insta to have an outlet for issues and anxieties I could only trust a few to share with because at the time, I was in a semi-toxic relationship, dealing with suicidal thoughts, transitioning from high school to college, and just feeling lost in life.
That was about 2 years ago. As of yesterday, I turned 21 but I still feel lost. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to have anything figured out yet or not but I still feel the same anxieties and issues from before except this time, my friends are spread out all over, I’m in between relationships, and dealing with finding myself still so I’m feeling lonelier than ever. 
I often write small little poems and songs with no music just to let some of it out to not keep it all bottled inside so I decided to revisit this page and use it as a platform to share my writing while maintaining some anonymity as I’m not comfortable sharing with just anyone if they knew who I was. These are my personal thoughts and feelings put into words and stories so that others may view. This is the negative side of me.

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“Your selfies on my cracked screen” - something I wrote while reminiscing about love and love lost I made this page originally as a private insta to have an outlet for issues and anxieties I could only trust a few to share with because at the time, I was in a semi-toxic relationship, dealing with suicidal thoughts, transitioning from high school to college, and just feeling lost in life. That was about 2 years ago. As of yesterday, I turned 21 but I still feel lost. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to have anything figured out yet or not but I still feel the same anxieties and issues from before except this time, my friends are spread out all over, I’m in between relationships, and dealing with finding myself still so I’m feeling lonelier than ever. I often write small little poems and songs with no music just to let some of it out to not keep it all bottled inside so I decided to revisit this page and use it as a platform to share my writing while maintaining some anonymity as I’m not comfortable sharing with just anyone if they knew who I was. These are my personal thoughts and feelings put into words and stories so that others may view. This is the negative side of me. #poetry  #poems  #poet  #writing  #writer  #creativewriting  #spilledthoughts  #emotions  #emotional  #writingcommunity  #poemporn  #wordporn  #poetsofinstagram  #poetsofinsta  #igpoet 
~ "In seeing we are broken, we become whole." ~ 
by @r.j.hendrickson
~ "In seeing we are broken, we become whole." ~  by @r.j.hendrickson
Double Tap ❤ 
We are never lonely, our demons keep us company. 😈

12-10-18 Monday at 12:25am
Double Tap ❤ We are never lonely, our demons keep us company. 😈 12-10-18 Monday at 12:25am
“It was the last day of our article ship. We were waiting for the lift. She had ignored me all day and it really pissed me off. The lift came, we went down and walked towards the front parking. Her cab was waiting there already, so I literally demanded for my gift. She grinned at me and took a step closer. She untied her muffler and put it around my neck. " Why this? It's your favourite." “It's the only thing you won't throw away if we stop talking. You love wearing mufflers, I know that.
This is your gift from me, keep it. And whenever you will wear it, I will feel like I am there with you. It will keep you warm. And wear it often." She turned and started walking towards her cab but stopped and turned again. “If you don't text or call, I'll understand. If you don't contact me, I'll understand. And if I forget you, you'll understand. Bye Harry.” ~Story by- HSM

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“It was the last day of our article ship. We were waiting for the lift. She had ignored me all day and it really pissed me off. The lift came, we went down and walked towards the front parking. Her cab was waiting there already, so I literally demanded for my gift. She grinned at me and took a step closer. She untied her muffler and put it around my neck. " Why this? It's your favourite." “It's the only thing you won't throw away if we stop talking. You love wearing mufflers, I know that. This is your gift from me, keep it. And whenever you will wear it, I will feel like I am there with you. It will keep you warm. And wear it often." She turned and started walking towards her cab but stopped and turned again. “If you don't text or call, I'll understand. If you don't contact me, I'll understand. And if I forget you, you'll understand. Bye Harry.” ~Story by- HSM #writerscommunity  #writersofinstagram  #writing  #writerslife  #writingprompts  #writingcommunity  #shortstories  #shorttales  #quotes  #quotestoliveby  #quotesaboutlife  #stories  #storiesuntold  #storiesoflife  #instapost  #instaquote  #instapost  #bts  #quotesdaily  #quoteoftheday  #lifequotes  #littlestoriesofmylife  #happyquotes  #goodbyes  #writing  #lifequotes  #lifequote  #storytime  #scribbledstories  #spilledink  #spilledwords  #spilledthoughts  #instagram 
robbers
robbers
𝑾𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔, 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓’𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆. 𝑰𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅, 𝒄𝒖𝒛𝒛𝒐?
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𝑾𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔, 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓’𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆. 𝑰𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅, 𝒄𝒖𝒛𝒛𝒐? #webtoon  #spilledthoughts  #spilledink  #poetry  #writersnotebook  #poets  #cousins  #life  #quoteslife  #love  #beyourself  #imsorry  #reality  #spilledcoffee  #thoughtsnlife  #beautiful  #universe  #redhead  #envy  #challenges  #coffee  #depression  #surviver  #moods 
Deep inside your mind there is an immense forest, a fathomless black ocean of trees where your darkest thoughts live. Forgotten dreams and broken hopes repressed desires and fantasies unknown, they all go there. Whatever comes here never leaves and makes the forest grow.
Creatures live in this forest; they feed on your sadness and grief, anger and hate makes them stronger, they befriend your lies and your fears, they are in love with vice. The more they eat, the more they grow, extending this underworld realm. Sometimes it gets so big that it will cover your whole mind, and your heart gets sucked in darkness and there is very little that you can do, but to lit the forest on fire. Unfortunately, that wouldn’t be very effective, because the forest always regrows. 
You will never be able to destroy this part of you. Unless you want to destroy yourself. Trust me I feel your pain. I can’t tell you how to get rid of it. I can only tell you, what I saw in that forest, when walking in it myself. I made friends with the creatures in there, and I learned that they just want the same as I; some love and recognition, they want to see the light, even if it destroys them, they just want to feel alive.
It was then, when talking with one of them that had no face. He said something, something special, that made me think a lot:
“Listen you are no angel, nor demon, you are just a man. Keep following the white lady if you want, but you will never be a free man if you keep on living like that.” Thus spoke the faceless creature, and then pointed the way with his giant claw: “Go find the reckless one. Make peace with him once and for all.”
So I did...
#poetryisart #poetry_addicts #poetry #shortstories #shortstory #poetryaddict #poetrysociety  #thecultivatedfool #poetryislife #poetryaddicts #poetryislove  #poetryforthesoul #poetrylover #poetryclub  #instapoems #poesia  #poetscorner #poetscommunity #poetssociety #writing #poemsofig #packpoetry #globalpoetcult #passionofpoetry #spilledthoughts #communityofwriters
Deep inside your mind there is an immense forest, a fathomless black ocean of trees where your darkest thoughts live. Forgotten dreams and broken hopes repressed desires and fantasies unknown, they all go there. Whatever comes here never leaves and makes the forest grow. Creatures live in this forest; they feed on your sadness and grief, anger and hate makes them stronger, they befriend your lies and your fears, they are in love with vice. The more they eat, the more they grow, extending this underworld realm. Sometimes it gets so big that it will cover your whole mind, and your heart gets sucked in darkness and there is very little that you can do, but to lit the forest on fire. Unfortunately, that wouldn’t be very effective, because the forest always regrows. You will never be able to destroy this part of you. Unless you want to destroy yourself. Trust me I feel your pain. I can’t tell you how to get rid of it. I can only tell you, what I saw in that forest, when walking in it myself. I made friends with the creatures in there, and I learned that they just want the same as I; some love and recognition, they want to see the light, even if it destroys them, they just want to feel alive. It was then, when talking with one of them that had no face. He said something, something special, that made me think a lot: “Listen you are no angel, nor demon, you are just a man. Keep following the white lady if you want, but you will never be a free man if you keep on living like that.” Thus spoke the faceless creature, and then pointed the way with his giant claw: “Go find the reckless one. Make peace with him once and for all.” So I did... #poetryisart  #poetry_addicts  #poetry  #shortstories  #shortstory  #poetryaddict  #poetrysociety   #thecultivatedfool  #poetryislife  #poetryaddicts  #poetryislove   #poetryforthesoul  #poetrylover  #poetryclub   #instapoems  #poesia  #poetscorner  #poetscommunity  #poetssociety  #writing  #poemsofig  #packpoetry  #globalpoetcult  #passionofpoetry  #spilledthoughts  #communityofwriters 
•SWIPE• chances are, if you think it's about you- it is. I have no one particular person in mind, honestly. I just think it's so interesting how relationships work. It's so so strange. It's not even necessarily romantic love. It could be to friends too. It's to the boy with the shiny eyes and the crooked smile, to the girl in the scarf with the pointy black shoes, to the boy with big amber eyes and to the girl with the soft brown ones. Its to a whole lot of people. For a whole lot of people. We come to know so many people that make such an impact in our life and I think it's amazing and beautiful- whether the tangible parts of them stay in our lives or not. ••••••
ALSO IM REMEMBERING HOW @benita.writes made a cover of my song and I was listening to it and I was so smiley :))) UGH I LOVE HER SM IM 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ••••••
#poetry #poems #writing #spilledthoughts #spilledinkpoetry  #love #thoughts #darkness #poetsofig #poetsagram #art #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #music #songwriting #lyrics #selflove #selfacceptance #motivation #quoteoftheday✏️ #singing #anxiety
•SWIPE• chances are, if you think it's about you- it is. I have no one particular person in mind, honestly. I just think it's so interesting how relationships work. It's so so strange. It's not even necessarily romantic love. It could be to friends too. It's to the boy with the shiny eyes and the crooked smile, to the girl in the scarf with the pointy black shoes, to the boy with big amber eyes and to the girl with the soft brown ones. Its to a whole lot of people. For a whole lot of people. We come to know so many people that make such an impact in our life and I think it's amazing and beautiful- whether the tangible parts of them stay in our lives or not. •••••• ALSO IM REMEMBERING HOW @benita.writes made a cover of my song and I was listening to it and I was so smiley :))) UGH I LOVE HER SM IM 😭😭😭😭😭😭 •••••• #poetry  #poems  #writing  #spilledthoughts  #spilledinkpoetry  #love  #thoughts  #darkness  #poetsofig  #poetsagram  #art  #poetrycommunity  #poetsofinstagram  #music  #songwriting  #lyrics  #selflove  #selfacceptance  #motivation  #quoteoftheday ✏️ #singing  #anxiety 
JLH | December 9, 2018
JLH | December 9, 2018
#Repost @mercury_writes
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He left her a mess - 
she rose as a goddess. @mercury_writes 
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"Restless Souls" out NOW! Link to my books in bio 🖤
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#Repost  @mercury_writes ・・・ He left her a mess - she rose as a goddess. @mercury_writes ______________________ "Restless Souls" out NOW! Link to my books in bio 🖤 ______________________ #danielmercury  #mercurywrites  #poetryisnotdead  #wordsmith  #wordporn  #wordgasm  #poetryporn  #poemsporn  #poetryofinstagram  #instawords  #instathoughts  #instafeel  #igpoet  #igwriters  #igromantics  #poetsofig  #quotesoftheday  #wordstoliveby  #wordsofencouragement  #LoveHerRight  #RestlessSouls  #inspirationalquotes  #authorsofinstagram  #spilledthoughts  #poetsdaily  #lovepoetry 
"A Different Kind of Depression" Dec. 9, 2018

There's a different kind
Of depression
We don't want to die
But we want it to end
We don't want a doctor
But there's poison in us
We don't want to hurt ourselves
But we're already hurting
And we try to explain
Yet the next day
Everything we said
Is utterly forgotten
This pattern is a broken record
Playing on repeat
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#poem #poet #poetry #poems #poemsofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetryofinstagram #poetrysociety #poetrycommunity #poetrygram  #writer #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersoninstagram  #writingcommunity #writerssociety #poetryporn #spilledinkpoetry #spilledink #spilledthoughts #spilledwords
"A Different Kind of Depression" Dec. 9, 2018 There's a different kind Of depression We don't want to die But we want it to end We don't want a doctor But there's poison in us We don't want to hurt ourselves But we're already hurting And we try to explain Yet the next day Everything we said Is utterly forgotten This pattern is a broken record Playing on repeat . . . . . . . #poem  #poet  #poetry  #poems  #poemsofinstagram  #poetsofinstagram  #poetryofinstagram  #poetrysociety  #poetrycommunity  #poetrygram  #writer  #writersofinstagram  #writerscommunity  #writersoninstagram  #writingcommunity  #writerssociety  #poetryporn  #spilledinkpoetry  #spilledink  #spilledthoughts  #spilledwords 
Lost in a sea of words / Swirling around in my mind / All read by my favorite sound / The sound of you
Lost in a sea of words / Swirling around in my mind / All read by my favorite sound / The sound of you
disney... dis knee... this knee... drop to it... put a ring on it... get it? no? ahh fuck it... just some sunday funday wordplay vibes to spice up the mood 🖤. #thastorytellaz
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#writersofig #poetsofig #micropoetry
#poemoftheday #omypoetry #rmdrake
#poemsporn #instapoem #igwritersclub
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#spilledthoughts #poetsociety #poets
#spilledink #lovequotes #wordsmith
#wordporn #bymepoetry #lovepoems
#poetryisnotdead #herheartpoetry
#writersnetwork #thegoodquote
disney... dis knee... this knee... drop to it... put a ring on it... get it? no? ahh fuck it... just some sunday funday wordplay vibes to spice up the mood 🖤. #thastorytellaz  . . . . . . #poetsofinstagram  #writersofinstagram  #writersofig  #poetsofig  #micropoetry  #poemoftheday  #omypoetry  #rmdrake  #poemsporn  #instapoem  #igwritersclub  #poetryofinstagram  #writerscommunity  #madewords  #writerscorner  #writers  #spilledthoughts  #poetsociety  #poets  #spilledink  #lovequotes  #wordsmith  #wordporn  #bymepoetry  #lovepoems  #poetryisnotdead  #herheartpoetry  #writersnetwork  #thegoodquote 
ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴍ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs ʟɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ. 
#mywriting #personal #spilledink #spilledpoetry #spilledthoughts #thoughts #poetry #poetryofinstagram #poem #poemsofinstagram #writing #streamofconsciousness #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram
“Us”.
“Us”.
JLH | December 9, 2018
JLH | December 9, 2018
December came with a promise of hurt and a promise of leaving too soon.
It brought me dead flowers and everything I lost this time last year. 
It looked skimpy and pale, almost like every boy I've tried to make flowers out of. 
December came reeking of books I've buried and dreams I do not dare dream anymore. 
It came trudging and will probably leave before I ask my questions about where did they hide the sun or drown my hope. 
December brought sadness, 
the kind that stays even after the music stops,
Even after the end credits roll,
Even after the mourning has stopped. 
But this year, December brought along a boy lost in music,
A boy so in the kind of love I only wish I was in.
He tells me it took him 2 years to comprehend what Thom Yorke was trying to say. 
While I tired to feed him Lillies made out of the album 1989, he kept vomiting an autumn of post rock. 
I think I now hear why. 
December brought along a boy who smiles too much and his hands do more talking than his mouth does. 
December came with a promise of hurt and leaving too soon and him.
I hope when all this winter decides to leave, it takes all of him and half of his music along too. -Ayesha //picture from Pinterest//
December came with a promise of hurt and a promise of leaving too soon. It brought me dead flowers and everything I lost this time last year. It looked skimpy and pale, almost like every boy I've tried to make flowers out of. December came reeking of books I've buried and dreams I do not dare dream anymore. It came trudging and will probably leave before I ask my questions about where did they hide the sun or drown my hope. December brought sadness, the kind that stays even after the music stops, Even after the end credits roll, Even after the mourning has stopped. But this year, December brought along a boy lost in music, A boy so in the kind of love I only wish I was in. He tells me it took him 2 years to comprehend what Thom Yorke was trying to say. While I tired to feed him Lillies made out of the album 1989, he kept vomiting an autumn of post rock. I think I now hear why. December brought along a boy who smiles too much and his hands do more talking than his mouth does. December came with a promise of hurt and leaving too soon and him. I hope when all this winter decides to leave, it takes all of him and half of his music along too. -Ayesha //picture from Pinterest//
As awakenings go, self-love and body positivity also begin in their own time. You can't snap out of those patterns of thinking that have been holding you back from being yourself. Self-love is not a linear journey. It's not something you read in a self-help book and perfectly understand or adopt. But, there will be cues in surroundings, in your own life, your body and mind, that will pull you towards this journey.  It's true that any form of bullying and abuse leaves us struggling to find our way back from confusion and agony. And whether it's body shaming, relationship with a narcissist (or narcissist family members), or bullying - all these abuses come with gaslighting:
"Darn, you're being so sensitive! "
"We're saying it for your own good."
"Why are you like this? "

It's going to be hard starting to listen to your own body and mind. Find your tribe. Ask for help and support when needed. Open up to what what your body and mind are trying to tell you. It's going to be a bumpy ride at some stages, but it would still be YOUR adventure. 
#bodypositivity #bbcbodypositivity #endbodyshaming #selflove #mentalhealth #xera #writingcommunity
#writersofig #bloggersofig #bopoblogger #writersconnection #wordporn #IPledgeToEndBodyShaming #rogueverses #madewords #spilledthoughts
As awakenings go, self-love and body positivity also begin in their own time. You can't snap out of those patterns of thinking that have been holding you back from being yourself. Self-love is not a linear journey. It's not something you read in a self-help book and perfectly understand or adopt. But, there will be cues in surroundings, in your own life, your body and mind, that will pull you towards this journey. It's true that any form of bullying and abuse leaves us struggling to find our way back from confusion and agony. And whether it's body shaming, relationship with a narcissist (or narcissist family members), or bullying - all these abuses come with gaslighting: "Darn, you're being so sensitive! " "We're saying it for your own good." "Why are you like this? " It's going to be hard starting to listen to your own body and mind. Find your tribe. Ask for help and support when needed. Open up to what what your body and mind are trying to tell you. It's going to be a bumpy ride at some stages, but it would still be YOUR adventure. #bodypositivity  #bbcbodypositivity  #endbodyshaming  #selflove  #mentalhealth  #xera  #writingcommunity  #writersofig  #bloggersofig  #bopoblogger  #writersconnection  #wordporn  #IPledgeToEndBodyShaming  #rogueverses  #madewords  #spilledthoughts