Honestly feeling like such shit for so many reasons right now.....My weight is staying the same, I’ve been b/p everyday literally, I keep skipping school to the point where I can’t miss anymore days and I feel like I just keep letting myself and everyone in my life down......I don’t even see a fucking point anymore and there really isn’t one. Although I have no fucking hope for things getting better I am still too scared to kms for some reason soooooo guess I’m just gonna stay miserable forever....I need help and I need to fix myself but I don’t even know how to begin doing so and I feel like I’m too scared to let myself be happy? Mainly because in the past it has always been so temporary....Also if you read this far I love you thx for reading my rant lol #sad#depression#anorexia#bulimia#suicide#selfharm#thin#skinny#fat
|EVERYONE SEEMS HAPPY, BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU| .
. “I know that #mentalhealthday can be a hard day. Seeing everyone post about mental health and how they beat their illnesses. Yes, it’s amazing that they’ve managed to move past their hardships, but what about you? The one who continues to struggle day in and day out to get out of bed in the morning and not wish you could just go back to sleep? What about the one who believes the lies constantly pouring into their thoughts? The ones who stay awake at night, feeling as if they failed that day? What about those who feel as if they are drowning and can’t find the surface? What about you? You see, I could write an entire post about how you aren’t alone and that everything is going to be better in the future. But that won’t make you any better, will it? I can attempt to compliment you until you begin to eat again. I can try to encourage you to keep going until you believe you’re capable. I can try to prove to you that you’re not alone by telling you that I’ve struggled with every little thing mentioned in this post. I could try and try and try to bring you back to full mental health, but there’s a problem. I can’t do that for you. I can’t save you from your demons. I can’t save your life and make everything like it was before it felt like hell. I can’t save you. As a matter of fact, the only person that can save you is you.” - @yoursalways.nat .
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