okay but once I don’t have reasons to try to make people happy like if they’re having a bad day or something and I try to make it better I get super sad again bc im just using my own sadness to motivate myself to make other people happy bc it gets my mind off of how sad I am. That doesn’t even make sense but it’s fine
Im so stressed because I haven’t finished my college essay but idk what to sayyyyyy my topic isn’t even that good bc my struggle has been coming up w a topic and now I’m struggling w what to write because it’s all I could think of, why is this so hard for me
um I was overthinking so much yesterday and had to keep hiding behind the huge case that’s behind desk bc my eyes kept watering and I let a few tears out on the damn job so that was embarrassing, it’s been over a fucking month and i still get these SADDDD bitch moments all the time
Shishkabob lamb platter from Five Boroughs Restaurant! I LOVE their Mediterranean food. It's not only delicous but healthy! They give you sooo much food. I only ate half a serving of this, and I'm completely satisfied! I used to over eat often and eat even when I wasn't hungry. When I was depressed due to a traumatic experience, I'd eat whatever I could get my hands on. When I lost weight two years ago, the second year I started to just not care about something I loved. What I loved was lifting and being healthy. With counseling, prayer, friends, and lots of self care, I'm back lifting weights and eating healthier. I'm not fully where I want to be, but I'm so glad I'm not where I used to be mentally, emotionally, and physically.
No matter what you struggle with, you can get through this. If you suffer from mental illness, I want you to know you're not alone. You are strong and so brave. You are worth living for. You are worth it.