So I made the decision to go back to Germany as I have a lot of personal problems. I'm emotionally really unstable. I can't trust myself anymore and have no more control. I can't judge situations anymore and tend to make decisions which are bad for me. Furthermore I got the message that my grandma was diagnosed with cancer. So I feel like it is the right time for me to go back. I learned a lot in those 5 months but I also had some very dark experiences which will affect me for a long time. I'm glad to have met so many wonderful people.
I don't know exactly when I'll get a flight but it will be quite soon...
“믿음은 바라는 것들의 실상이요 보지 못하는 것들의 증거니”
이 말씀의 의미를 이제야 안 듯 하다.
믿음으로 살아 온 자들.
세상이 감당치 못하는 사람.
나도 그런 사람이 되고싶다.
“Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see.”