Yea I've thought about killing myself all the fucking time actually but I'll never talk about it because I'm to damn stubborn and I just hate to make a fuss and I hate having people feel bad for me BECASUE I DON'T DESERVE IT AND I DON'T FUCKING NEED IT idgaf if you feel bad for me because at night when I'm alone with my fucking thoughts all I'll think about is how fucking disingenuous you really are nobody cares about anybody
I hate it i hate everything I fucking hate myself because I cant fucking stand to know the kind I person I am I can't fucking wake up in the morning and feel good knowing I'm still me and it's one of the worst goddamn feelings ever I am forever going to be the biggest disappointment the forgoten memory the fucking "hey remember that one guy you were friends with" that's all I see myself as I really project the hate for myself on others and it fucking sucks I act like everybody else is a piece of shit when in reality in the biggest piece of fucking shit ever I can't keep living with this burden that is my existence onto others dude I can't
The anger and hate in me is just worse I'm snapping and screaming at my fucking family when it so un called for and I've had a such a fucking shitty day and it hurts knowing nobody gives a shit nobody wants to hear what you have to say but I HATE TALKING ABOUT IT like I hate conversations about me they make me feel even fucking worse ranting doesn't make me feel better it makes me even more fucking angry and distraught but I fucking I just fuck my hypocrisy is driving me fucking crazy and it's going to end up being the reason I'm alone
It really shows how fucking insignificant I am like oh my fuck I really shouldn't be as mad as I am but like I hate talking about my feelings with someone else and like in that moment it was a fucking cry for help and you disregarded it I didnt blatantly say "hey I'm in pain help" but I hinted cuz I hate being a burden but Idk it's alot of hypocrisy on me but it just idk it's fucked me up
Crimson space invader, rise to the kiss of death. Don’t hurt me further. Put that ray gun to my head and pull the trigger...
Moonage Daydream - A series of unremembered waking dreams. A fleeting look up into the heavens, to behold an otherworldly celestial visitor hovering at the edge of our lucid consciousness. Heavily inspired by the David Bowie song.
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