I am scared to love.
I am scared to love anyone again.
I am scared of myself.
I am scared that I will be true.
I am scared that I feel like I am not nothing.
I am scared of how heart break feels like. - Sho.l
It is love, it is love even if you were in love with a Narcissist and the doesn’t give shit about you. But here you are you fell in love with him for all the things he made you feel. He fell day by day more in love with him with all the lies and broken promises which brought you to this damaged shattered into pieces of a person. But it is love. You feel so deep. You feel so deep! You cry alone in this pain trying pretend yes I am okay. I am brave. You fight everyday. It is love for you but not for him. Maybe he is not the person who you feel so deeply for but you are still crying for the person who he pretended to be to keep you lost.
Not quite sure where to start with this.
My reward for this is having my details passed to British Cycling and potentially the police?! @4xeuan I suggest you stop deceiving the mtb industry with your artificially enhanced following. Do the right thing and shut down your account (before Instagram does so). Then start over and build an organic following for real engagement.