“i climbed out of my head
and watched myself implode
a thought without a body,
ought to be a shot to take a load off, my brain is poisoned and im searching for the antidote, but every time i find it my defenses scream “oh, no you don’t!”-Allison
(Quote from Gabbie Hanna’s video “Roast Yourself Harder Challenge”)
my angel, my peter pan... i know you never wanted me to hurt. but you hurt too much and left, you had to know it would make me lose sleep; knowing you lost it all. exactly 10 months after, i still feel you, i still see you, and now what am i supposed to do on october 17th every year of my life? how to grieve over a boy who gave me everything and left me with nothing? no one knew and no one knows, because if i brought you up it would cause a disaster. no one knew how you saved me, you knew every single thing about me yet you loved me regardless. you painted me beauty so i'm writing you justice. i know you found neverland... but is there a wendy in heaven... because here tinkerbell will always wait. so brad, my peter pan, thank you for being the greatest thing in my life and the most magical thing in existence. thank you for loving me with every breath you took until your last.
“Do you ever want to love someone, or be
loved, in the most innocent way?
Like, you want to feel their hand around
your waist when you dance together.
Or want to look in their eyes when you talk
about something important or intense.
You want to cuddle in bed with them and
stay there all day, stealing kisses between
Maybe you decide to take a spontaneous
trip together and maybe it’s just to your
local supermarket to mess around.
Or you just sit and watch tv all day, leaning
against each other on the couch.
Sometimes you just crave it for different
Maybe you’re sad and want some cheering
up, maybe you just feel really deeply in love
with them but whatever the reason, it’s an
If it’s because you’re sad, it kind of feels like
a deep hole in your chest, like something is
If it’s because you’re in love with someone,
your heart gives a little flutter and you
smile thinking about it.
Sometimes, you just need a little love.
- via iwritekisses on tumblr