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It’s my mom’s birthday!!!! Recently she’s both fallen off her stairs, and then fell off of her horse, and has suffered enough I thought I was going to loose her in the next year. Yesterday she sent me some awesome news and that’s not the case! Holy hell did she scare the crap out of me! All the things we want as women, to feel remembered and appreciated, show those things to your mom first, time is limited on how long we have to do those things! #loveyoumom
It’s my mom’s birthday!!!! Recently she’s both fallen off her stairs, and then fell off of her horse, and has suffered enough I thought I was going to loose her in the next year. Yesterday she sent me some awesome news and that’s not the case! Holy hell did she scare the crap out of me! All the things we want as women, to feel remembered and appreciated, show those things to your mom first, time is limited on how long we have to do those things! #loveyoumom 
Shots from tomorrow's marathon course!  Race starts at 6:30 AM. I gotta catch a 4AM bus that takes us to the start line at the top of the hill.  6,600 feet above sea level and down CA 38 into Redlands.

16 weeks of training should get me over the finishline!

#running #fitover50 #workout #unbreakable #run #earnthetape #teamtoucan #marathontraining #remembermom #marathon #fitafter50 #ferocious
Some memories are worth wearing on your skin. #remembermom #familytattoo #loveandloss #tbt
Memorial plaque to honor my mom who passed away in August 2018. This will be hung in Tyrone School where she worked for many years, and up until she retired at 83 years young. The sadness never goes away, and the pain of missing her is ever present. #memorialplaque #mom #nevertakeforgranted #remembermom #remembermomentsnotdays #missyoumom
Just a snippet of the Tchaikovsky at 11 with the Orquesta Sinfonica National de Costa Rica with Gerald Brown...can’t believe time has passed and he is no longer...but he still is in my 💜 My mother was invited to sit with the President of Costa Rica in the Presidential box...my little brother Ivan kept coming in to the box and asking mom where he should sit..she was mortified!! Yes, same brother who fell in the pond before the concert! box#tchaikovskyviolinconcerto #violinprodigy #costaricaforeverinmyheart #missmyfamilia #beyourselfalways #freedomofexoression #nomannerisms #truetoself #wanttoplay #lovemakingmusic #remembermom #littlebrother❤️
Just a snippet of the Tchaikovsky at 11 with the Orquesta Sinfonica National de Costa Rica with Gerald Brown...can’t believe time has passed and he is no longer...but he still is in my 💜 My mother was invited to sit with the President of Costa Rica in the Presidential box...my little brother Ivan kept coming in to the box and asking mom where he should sit..she was mortified!! Yes, same brother who fell in the pond before the concert! box#tchaikovskyviolinconcerto  #violinprodigy  #costaricaforeverinmyheart  #missmyfamilia  #beyourselfalways  #freedomofexoression  #nomannerisms  #truetoself  #wanttoplay  #lovemakingmusic  #remembermom  #littlebrother ❤️
Got in 14 bike Mike's tonight! 2 weeks before the marathon. Lower back still in pain but I'll work through it. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #unbreakable #fit #runner #fitafter50 #determined #MindBody #ferocious #teamtoucan #marathontraining #remembermom
A tribute to our beloved Mom, #Kusum, who left us for her heavenly abode this year. She loved #Heritage & Local artisans’ work to the core of her heart. So, here we are, trying to #remembermom while we strive to make a unique heritage collection in her name for true lovers of quality garments.

See the collection now – www.kessawear.com/kusum/

#collectionlaunch #kessa #kessawear #newcollection #kusum #fashioncollection #indiantraditionalwear #traditionalattire #classy
A tribute to our beloved Mom, #Kusum , who left us for her heavenly abode this year. She loved #Heritage  & Local artisans’ work to the core of her heart. So, here we are, trying to #remembermom  while we strive to make a unique heritage collection in her name for true lovers of quality garments. See the collection now – www.kessawear.com/kusum/ #collectionlaunch  #kessa  #kessawear  #newcollection  #kusum  #fashioncollection  #indiantraditionalwear  #traditionalattire  #classy 
Ran 15 to 30 seconds faster than marathon pace for 2 hours.

I hurt my lower back performing walking lunges this week.  I believe that's why my left Hip flexor hurt during this run. Was very sore for the last 30 minutes. It took a lot of focus to push through and finish.

The psychological behind pushing past your mental capabilities astounds and fascinates me. 
Sat in the spa for 30 minutes and ate. I'll foam roll later this evening and drink more whiskey. 😘

I still can't conceive running 26.2, on pace, and it's 2 weeks away. But, I'll either complete my time goal or fail miserably. Regardless, I'll cross the finish line a better man who has learned a tremendous amount about himself. I'm blessed to have this gift of mobility. I will never take my breath for granted. Never. 
Get off the couch and do great things!  Left, right, then repeat. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #unbreakable #running #marathontraining #teamtoucan #remembermom #stayfocused #fitafter50 #determined #MindBody
Ran 15 to 30 seconds faster than marathon pace for 2 hours. I hurt my lower back performing walking lunges this week. I believe that's why my left Hip flexor hurt during this run. Was very sore for the last 30 minutes. It took a lot of focus to push through and finish. The psychological behind pushing past your mental capabilities astounds and fascinates me. Sat in the spa for 30 minutes and ate. I'll foam roll later this evening and drink more whiskey. 😘 I still can't conceive running 26.2, on pace, and it's 2 weeks away. But, I'll either complete my time goal or fail miserably. Regardless, I'll cross the finish line a better man who has learned a tremendous amount about himself. I'm blessed to have this gift of mobility. I will never take my breath for granted. Never. Get off the couch and do great things! Left, right, then repeat. #garmin  #beatyesterday  #fitover50  #workout  #unbreakable  #running  #marathontraining  #teamtoucan  #remembermom  #stayfocused  #fitafter50  #determined  #MindBody 
16.5 miles, average pace 9:14.  Felt strong the whole run.  No cautionary pains crept in beyond normal muscle soreness.

Dropped my phone on gravel just before starting and it cracked the back.  I didn't know until I finished the run.  At mile 5 the back of my shorts were drenched, in what I thought was morning dew since it was a little foggy.  Nope.  My Camelback has a pinhole at the bottom of the bladder.

While keeping pace, I unstrapped the Camelback and turned the bladder upside down so it wouldn't leak. So, for the next 10 miles, on the mile, I had to take the pack off, pull out the bladder and take 3 sips before shoving it back in the pack.  Running is fun!

I keep my phone in a pocket that's sewn into the back of my running shorts, right near the waistline.  So, water continually leaked from my pack, down my ass and into the crack of my Galaxy S8 . . . not a cheap phone . . . because I deserve the best. 😎

Ended the run feeling physically strong but mentally fatigued.  I was doubting my performance and my goal pace of 9:00 for the marathon.  I was so frustrated trying to get my damaged phone to turn on so that I could text my wife . . .  and the texting app wasn't cooperating.  I closed it, turned it back on, and oddly, the first text that opened was the last text I sent to my mom before she passed.  She is confident in me and I find hope in her "message". Something similar happened on last Sundays run too but I didn't share.

#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #unbreakable #running #marathontraining #teamtoucan #remembermom #stayfocused
16.5 miles, average pace 9:14. Felt strong the whole run. No cautionary pains crept in beyond normal muscle soreness. Dropped my phone on gravel just before starting and it cracked the back. I didn't know until I finished the run. At mile 5 the back of my shorts were drenched, in what I thought was morning dew since it was a little foggy. Nope. My Camelback has a pinhole at the bottom of the bladder. While keeping pace, I unstrapped the Camelback and turned the bladder upside down so it wouldn't leak. So, for the next 10 miles, on the mile, I had to take the pack off, pull out the bladder and take 3 sips before shoving it back in the pack. Running is fun! I keep my phone in a pocket that's sewn into the back of my running shorts, right near the waistline. So, water continually leaked from my pack, down my ass and into the crack of my Galaxy S8 . . . not a cheap phone . . . because I deserve the best. 😎 Ended the run feeling physically strong but mentally fatigued. I was doubting my performance and my goal pace of 9:00 for the marathon. I was so frustrated trying to get my damaged phone to turn on so that I could text my wife . . . and the texting app wasn't cooperating. I closed it, turned it back on, and oddly, the first text that opened was the last text I sent to my mom before she passed. She is confident in me and I find hope in her "message". Something similar happened on last Sundays run too but I didn't share. #garmin  #beatyesterday  #fitover50  #workout  #unbreakable  #running  #marathontraining  #teamtoucan  #remembermom  #stayfocused 
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Zu früh für DICH...
Zu früh für MICH...
Zu früh für alle die DICH lieben...
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First phase.. color in 2 weeks #remembermom
Nel tempo ho perso anche quell’ idea confusa di normalità e oggi davvero ignoro che luogo sia una madre. Mi manca come può mancare la salute, un riparo, una certezza. È un vuoto persistente, che conosco ma non supero. Gira la testa a guardarci dentro. Un paesaggio desolato che di notte toglie il sonno e fabbrica incubi nel poco che lascia. La sola madre che non ho mai perduto è quella delle mie paure ..[..] Donatella Di Pietrantonio L’ ARMINUTA #lettureestive#autori#likeforlikes#likeforfollow#bestseller#my#love#remembermom#eyesgreen#look#likeme#donatelladipietrantonio💜
Nel tempo ho perso anche quell’ idea confusa di normalità e oggi davvero ignoro che luogo sia una madre. Mi manca come può mancare la salute, un riparo, una certezza. È un vuoto persistente, che conosco ma non supero. Gira la testa a guardarci dentro. Un paesaggio desolato che di notte toglie il sonno e fabbrica incubi nel poco che lascia. La sola madre che non ho mai perduto è quella delle mie paure ..[..] Donatella Di Pietrantonio L’ ARMINUTA #lettureestive #autori #likeforlikes #likeforfollow #bestseller #my #love #remembermom #eyesgreen #look #likeme #donatelladipietrantonio 💜
Hãy ở bên mẹ khi còn có thể... Hay đơn giản hơn nữa: nếu không thể gọi điện cho mẹ vì quá bận rộn, chí ít hãy nghe thật nhiều, thật kỹ khi mẹ gọi đến. 4 năm, thời gian cứ trôi đi tàn nhẫn, tôi sợ rằng mình đã quên giọng nói của mẹ mất rồi...! (đừng khóc)
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#haychamsocme #pleaselookaftermom #pleaselookaftermom신경숙 #shinkyungsook #nhanambooks #vulan #ramthangbay #festival #buddhism #remembermom #buddhismformothers #bookphotography #bookphoto #sách #docsach #book #books #read #reading #reader #quotes #bookquotes #bookstagram #trichdan #trichdanhay #kesachcuatui #mybookshelf
Hãy ở bên mẹ khi còn có thể... Hay đơn giản hơn nữa: nếu không thể gọi điện cho mẹ vì quá bận rộn, chí ít hãy nghe thật nhiều, thật kỹ khi mẹ gọi đến. 4 năm, thời gian cứ trôi đi tàn nhẫn, tôi sợ rằng mình đã quên giọng nói của mẹ mất rồi...! (đừng khóc) . . . #haychamsocme  #pleaselookaftermom  #pleaselookaftermom신경숙  #shinkyungsook  #nhanambooks  #vulan  #ramthangbay  #festival  #buddhism  #remembermom  #buddhismformothers  #bookphotography  #bookphoto  #sách  #docsach  #book  #books  #read  #reading  #reader  #quotes  #bookquotes  #bookstagram  #trichdan  #trichdanhay  #kesachcuatui  #mybookshelf 
I never ran 17 miles before. It was fine until the last 15 minutes when my legs started feeling sore. I don't think they would've been as sore if I didn't have to pause twice for a traffic light as I ran  back into town. My body said, oh, you're stopping? I'll shut down then! 
I ran terrible slow but apparently it's speed training in disguise. It's definitely working!

I ran in the dark of the cool morning on an open highway . . . Wearing dark clothes . . . Yes, I was that stupid guy until the sun saved me. I'm traveling and didn't prepare for that. 
Legs are a little sore, just before walking around Napa.  I'm sure the wine tasting will alleviate some of the pain!

#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #marathontraining #running #unbreakable #winetasting #remembermom
I never ran 17 miles before. It was fine until the last 15 minutes when my legs started feeling sore. I don't think they would've been as sore if I didn't have to pause twice for a traffic light as I ran back into town. My body said, oh, you're stopping? I'll shut down then! I ran terrible slow but apparently it's speed training in disguise. It's definitely working! I ran in the dark of the cool morning on an open highway . . . Wearing dark clothes . . . Yes, I was that stupid guy until the sun saved me. I'm traveling and didn't prepare for that. Legs are a little sore, just before walking around Napa. I'm sure the wine tasting will alleviate some of the pain! #garmin  #beatyesterday  #fitover50  #workout  #teamtoucan  #marathontraining  #running  #unbreakable  #winetasting  #remembermom 
Ran barefoot this morning for 40 minutes  after working out at the gym. New achievements:  Lactate threshold, 5K time, V02 Max. Felt really strong except for my calves feeling sore from Sunday's 14 mile. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #running #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #triathlon #train #marathontraining #remembermom #barefoot #unbreakable #fitness #runner
A cooler,14 mile run this morning. Average BPM 139 in Z2. Consumed 300 calories during the run and had some oats and a banana pre run. Felt great before my calves and knees felt a bit strained at the 2hr mark but tolerable. Comfortable elevation gains/descents. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #marathontraining #remembermom #unbreakable #running #longrun
Family time at the park!!
#familytime👪 #remembermom
Mi mancano i tuoi caziatoni ❤️#mom #mother #lost #remember #remembermom #souvenirmaman #maman
Linda reunión familiar en recuerdo de mi mamá!!!
Y por el cumple de la Tía Olivia !!!
#happy #smile #familia #remembermom
Been training my ass off. Did another 5 miles of sprints on the treadmill in Z4, just shy of 150 BPM. Ran my fastest 5K at around 23 minutes. 
I hit those  moments when I had to concentrate a lot more on my breathing because I'm exerting so much energy. I always think of my mom 6 months before she passed. She struggled and literally fought for each breath. It was as if she had a plastic bag around her nose and mouth, with only a few small holes in the bag. 
She passed from Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis. 
When I run, I know every star is you looking down on me. Each breeze is your hand across my soul.  And if I had a chance to say one more prayer, I would never cease.  Wish I could have breathed less so you could have breathed more. 
I prayed for you on every run. Cried so many tears as I pushed myself, feeling my lungs fill with oxygen while knowing you struggled for each breath. I stopped running for a year after you passed. Those long runs would break me down as I remembered you and it was too painful for me. 
I stopped doing a lot of things.

I'm going to keep crossing finish lines. I will keep succeeding in reaching my goals. And like the sign above me in this picture, I'll act now, and feel good later. Knowing I didn't quite. 
You endured and crossed the greatest finish line ever!

Earn that tape. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #marathontraining #running #unbreakable #finisher #remembermom
Been training my ass off. Did another 5 miles of sprints on the treadmill in Z4, just shy of 150 BPM. Ran my fastest 5K at around 23 minutes. I hit those moments when I had to concentrate a lot more on my breathing because I'm exerting so much energy. I always think of my mom 6 months before she passed. She struggled and literally fought for each breath. It was as if she had a plastic bag around her nose and mouth, with only a few small holes in the bag. She passed from Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis. When I run, I know every star is you looking down on me. Each breeze is your hand across my soul. And if I had a chance to say one more prayer, I would never cease. Wish I could have breathed less so you could have breathed more. I prayed for you on every run. Cried so many tears as I pushed myself, feeling my lungs fill with oxygen while knowing you struggled for each breath. I stopped running for a year after you passed. Those long runs would break me down as I remembered you and it was too painful for me. I stopped doing a lot of things. I'm going to keep crossing finish lines. I will keep succeeding in reaching my goals. And like the sign above me in this picture, I'll act now, and feel good later. Knowing I didn't quite. You endured and crossed the greatest finish line ever! Earn that tape. #garmin  #beatyesterday  #fitover50  #workout  #teamtoucan  #marathontraining  #running  #unbreakable  #finisher  #remembermom 
Terrible and frustrating 11.5 mile run. Respiratory felt great in Z2 as I maintained avg. of 136 bpm Heart rate. But I was running to a metronome to maintain 180 cadence and with that cadence I couldn't maintain Z2. I kept hitting Z3, about 140 bpm. Had to stop after becoming frustrated and changed it a couple times until I found 160 cadence worked perfectly.

Then I did something to my watch and it appeared it was time to turn back. (Halfway through 2:15:00) But I was wrong. I still had another 45 minutes to run! I wasn't sure if I was wrong or the watch was wrong. I trusted the watch and glad I did. 
But I forgot to take calories with my gels so I downed 2 right away. My stomach hurt for about 5 minutes then I was fine. 
Then! I was using a new Camelback water thingy and didn't take off a plastic tie holding the water hose and it was challenging to get water the whole run. 
And then! I've been try to not heal strike so I've been practicing the Pose Method and strike using the ball of my feet. Legs feeling fantastic with almost no fatigue but my calves are/were very sore. 
I think that's it. Nice down at the beach though! So much to look at. 😎😍🦈🍺💪 #garmin #beatyesterday #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #triathlon #train #marathontraining #remembermom #unbreakable #running
Terrible and frustrating 11.5 mile run. Respiratory felt great in Z2 as I maintained avg. of 136 bpm Heart rate. But I was running to a metronome to maintain 180 cadence and with that cadence I couldn't maintain Z2. I kept hitting Z3, about 140 bpm. Had to stop after becoming frustrated and changed it a couple times until I found 160 cadence worked perfectly. Then I did something to my watch and it appeared it was time to turn back. (Halfway through 2:15:00) But I was wrong. I still had another 45 minutes to run! I wasn't sure if I was wrong or the watch was wrong. I trusted the watch and glad I did. But I forgot to take calories with my gels so I downed 2 right away. My stomach hurt for about 5 minutes then I was fine. Then! I was using a new Camelback water thingy and didn't take off a plastic tie holding the water hose and it was challenging to get water the whole run. And then! I've been try to not heal strike so I've been practicing the Pose Method and strike using the ball of my feet. Legs feeling fantastic with almost no fatigue but my calves are/were very sore. I think that's it. Nice down at the beach though! So much to look at. 😎😍🦈🍺💪 #garmin  #beatyesterday  #fitover50  #workout  #teamtoucan  #triathlon  #train  #marathontraining  #remembermom  #unbreakable  #running 
My first open water, ocean swim since teaching myself how to properly swim in a pool. I was a little nervous and swam between the lifeguard towers and just past the break. I also used fins. This was a big step for me. I know it's silly to think, what's the big deal about a 500 meter ocean swim? But I've never had the confidence or stamina to do something so simple. I WILL IMPROVE. It is one step closer to a triathlon. 
#Swimming #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #triathlon #train #marathontraining #nevergiveup #ocean #huntingtonbeach #staysafe #remembermom
My first open water, ocean swim since teaching myself how to properly swim in a pool. I was a little nervous and swam between the lifeguard towers and just past the break. I also used fins. This was a big step for me. I know it's silly to think, what's the big deal about a 500 meter ocean swim? But I've never had the confidence or stamina to do something so simple. I WILL IMPROVE. It is one step closer to a triathlon. #Swimming  #fitover50  #workout  #teamtoucan  #triathlon  #train  #marathontraining  #nevergiveup  #ocean  #huntingtonbeach  #staysafe  #remembermom 
5 miles of sprints then straight into the sauna for 10 minutes. 
#garmin #beatyesterday #running #fitover50 #workout #teamtoucan #marathontraining #remembermom #unbreakable
Spring cleaning...using this pic today to offer a slight visual of the chaos that I’m sifting through. And reliving another gorgeous moment in Cali of course. 😊 
Lately I have been cleaning rooms in our house. Not quite minimalistic but much closer than I’ve ever done. In the processes I’ve had to make quite a mess to eradicate the “extra”. But once I push past the crazy of the transition I can breath again! And I realize how much ignoring the build-up and mess causes me stress and anxiety. 🌿
Now during wedding season, plus everything else that’s happening, my house is like a gauge. You can see how thick my schedule is by how neglected my house looks. Can I get a witness? 🙌
With that I’ll share my heart. How messy is our life when we make ourselves too busy to spend time with God? 😳😳😳 On the days I woke up and literally forced focus He led my path and I had more clarity throughout the day. I was like a Jedi master ready to slice anything that came at me with my thoughts. 
Wax-on wax-off...
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No but really it made a difference! I know many reading this will respond with, “well duh, jess” but this girl needs reminders...a lot of them. 👏
So here’s to cleaning out and straightening up your spaces...making time for more God...and for the clarity of mind that comes with it all!!
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#ihaveseenthelight #jesuscalling #momlife #stilllearning #ihavegoals #listening #boymom #beach #stamina #whoami #hecalledme #beexcellent #goalsetter #yesican #abetterme #inhimilive #familyfirst #remembermom #takecareofmom
Spring cleaning...using this pic today to offer a slight visual of the chaos that I’m sifting through. And reliving another gorgeous moment in Cali of course. 😊 Lately I have been cleaning rooms in our house. Not quite minimalistic but much closer than I’ve ever done. In the processes I’ve had to make quite a mess to eradicate the “extra”. But once I push past the crazy of the transition I can breath again! And I realize how much ignoring the build-up and mess causes me stress and anxiety. 🌿 Now during wedding season, plus everything else that’s happening, my house is like a gauge. You can see how thick my schedule is by how neglected my house looks. Can I get a witness? 🙌 With that I’ll share my heart. How messy is our life when we make ourselves too busy to spend time with God? 😳😳😳 On the days I woke up and literally forced focus He led my path and I had more clarity throughout the day. I was like a Jedi master ready to slice anything that came at me with my thoughts. Wax-on wax-off... 😑 No but really it made a difference! I know many reading this will respond with, “well duh, jess” but this girl needs reminders...a lot of them. 👏 So here’s to cleaning out and straightening up your spaces...making time for more God...and for the clarity of mind that comes with it all!! 🌿 • #ihaveseenthelight  #jesuscalling  #momlife  #stilllearning  #ihavegoals  #listening  #boymom  #beach  #stamina  #whoami  #hecalledme  #beexcellent  #goalsetter  #yesican  #abetterme  #inhimilive  #familyfirst  #remembermom  #takecareofmom 
Six years without you💔....miss you mom😔 
#mom #remembermom #missyou 
#loveyoumom
So I’m one of those people that always has a new thing happening. A new a new idea, a new development...a new drama. Raise your hand if you know me or know what I’m talking about. Either I seek it out or it finds me. But I’m truly working on changing that because it gets super messy for everyone.
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Now during this process my current/Old self pulls on me. Much like our cute puppy who pulls on my skirts behind me...but it’s not cute at all. How do I leave these habits behind me and still appreciate who God has called me to be? Not to see everything before in a way that pulls me back in guilt or comfort. But see them only as stepping stones or things that we truly, with God, have strength to run from. 🌿
In this process I’m learning to appreciate the quiet. I’m seeing the void as having room for possibilities. At the same time this is happening the laundry is still coming on strong (I think my family should wear sacks for 1 week so I can catch up 😝), the bills are still due, I still can’t sleep at night and my schedule is still full. So what do I do?...
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Keep pressing in. Im realizing it’s gonna take some time for the other parties to get the message. The message that I’m changing. That I’ve changed. I imagine it’s like all of the workouts that I have yet to begin 😉...at first, there’s nothing (maybe boredom)...then there’s pain (from those muscles that I forgot about 👍🏻)... more pain (time to quit)...then distractions....keep on swimming.
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This is where those distractions haven’t got the message yet that I’m changed...but what counts is...have I received the message? If I don’t believe it they won’t either. When we fall back it’s because we lose faith in ourselves and the process. 🌿 
So here’s to this round of change. That my faith daily will be renewed in Christ to know that I am a new creation and to hear the next steps that I need to take. And to all who need to know...change is happening, be ready daily. •
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#ihaveseenthelight #jesuscalling #momlife #stilllearning #ihavegoals #listening #boymom #beach #stamina #whoami #hecalledme #beexcellent #goalsetter #yesican #abetterme #inhimilive #familyfirst #remembermom #takecareofmom
So I’m one of those people that always has a new thing happening. A new a new idea, a new development...a new drama. Raise your hand if you know me or know what I’m talking about. Either I seek it out or it finds me. But I’m truly working on changing that because it gets super messy for everyone. 🌿 Now during this process my current/Old self pulls on me. Much like our cute puppy who pulls on my skirts behind me...but it’s not cute at all. How do I leave these habits behind me and still appreciate who God has called me to be? Not to see everything before in a way that pulls me back in guilt or comfort. But see them only as stepping stones or things that we truly, with God, have strength to run from. 🌿 In this process I’m learning to appreciate the quiet. I’m seeing the void as having room for possibilities. At the same time this is happening the laundry is still coming on strong (I think my family should wear sacks for 1 week so I can catch up 😝), the bills are still due, I still can’t sleep at night and my schedule is still full. So what do I do?... 🌿 Keep pressing in. Im realizing it’s gonna take some time for the other parties to get the message. The message that I’m changing. That I’ve changed. I imagine it’s like all of the workouts that I have yet to begin 😉...at first, there’s nothing (maybe boredom)...then there’s pain (from those muscles that I forgot about 👍🏻)... more pain (time to quit)...then distractions....keep on swimming. 🌿 This is where those distractions haven’t got the message yet that I’m changed...but what counts is...have I received the message? If I don’t believe it they won’t either. When we fall back it’s because we lose faith in ourselves and the process. 🌿 So here’s to this round of change. That my faith daily will be renewed in Christ to know that I am a new creation and to hear the next steps that I need to take. And to all who need to know...change is happening, be ready daily. • • #ihaveseenthelight  #jesuscalling  #momlife  #stilllearning  #ihavegoals  #listening  #boymom  #beach  #stamina  #whoami  #hecalledme  #beexcellent  #goalsetter  #yesican  #abetterme  #inhimilive  #familyfirst  #remembermom  #takecareofmom 
Burn your bra baby!  YArt Gallery ‘The Bra Show’ #retro #remembermom? #artcity
Memory shirt pillowcases are the best! It doesn't need a fancy saying.  You know who it belonged to.  Mine sits quietly in the corner next to the sofa and tv so it's always in my view. It makes me smile. I'd love to make one for you. 💝
Memory shirt pillowcases are the best! It doesn't need a fancy saying. You know who it belonged to. Mine sits quietly in the corner next to the sofa and tv so it's always in my view. It makes me smile. I'd love to make one for you. 💝
Orioles,🐤Brother and sister pair. Sorry the video is not the best but, they're so shy they fly away at any movement.#oriolesfanfest #oriolebird #orioles #birdwatchers_daily #birdfriend #birdfeeder #birdwatcher #birdsofinstagram #birds #wildbirds #summer #thankfultogod #remembermom
We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give - WC
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#selfreminder #permatabankers #charity #bankers #pantiasuhan #cibinong #bogor #indahnyaberbagi #ramadhan2018 #baksospermata2018 #remembermom
Kalau liat bunganya mekar pasti ingat mama karna bunga ini bunga kesukaan mama❤️, #remembermom
Kalau liat bunganya mekar pasti ingat mama karna bunga ini bunga kesukaan mama❤️, #remembermom 
Asemasem buncis daging sapi udah pasti temannya nasi, sengaja masak ini karna kangen masakan mama 😍😍 Love u mom, happy in heaven 💓💓
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@uploadkompakan @sheaindonesia #uploadkompakan #ukchallenge184 #temannyanasi #asemasembuncis #kompakersbekasi #kreasisehati .
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#waroengmadamephoto #ukdhani2018 #masaksendiri #bikinsendiri #happycooking #geonusantara #delicious #lafemmepatisserie #yummy #remembermom #foodshare #foods #foodforfoodies #rsa_vcso #lory_alpha_food #pocket_food #lovers_home4 #indonesiafood #still_life_gallery #9vaga_dailytheme9
Asemasem buncis daging sapi udah pasti temannya nasi, sengaja masak ini karna kangen masakan mama 😍😍 Love u mom, happy in heaven 💓💓 . . @uploadkompakan @sheaindonesia #uploadkompakan  #ukchallenge184  #temannyanasi  #asemasembuncis  #kompakersbekasi  #kreasisehati  . . #waroengmadamephoto  #ukdhani2018  #masaksendiri  #bikinsendiri  #happycooking  #geonusantara  #delicious  #lafemmepatisserie  #yummy  #remembermom  #foodshare  #foods  #foodforfoodies  #rsa_vcso  #lory_alpha_food  #pocket_food  #lovers_home4  #indonesiafood  #still_life_gallery  #9vaga_dailytheme9 
Remember Always
A place to remember, honor and celebrate the life of loved ones, together, always 💝Online memorial / Life Profile 💝Tribute Fundraisers
💝Online support community 💝Funeral planning info
💝Grief Blog 💝
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#onlinememorial #Gonebutnotforgotten #freeonlinememorial #forevermissed #memories #inlovingmemory #takentoosoon #gonetoosoon #restinpeace #rip #tillwemeetagain #funeralplanning #remembering #rememberalways #funeralfundraiser #untilwemeetagain #griefsupport #legacy #restinparadise #remembermom #rememberdad #rememberfallenveterans #veteransmemorial #veterans #grieving
Remember Always A place to remember, honor and celebrate the life of loved ones, together, always 💝Online memorial / Life Profile 💝Tribute Fundraisers 💝Online support community 💝Funeral planning info 💝Grief Blog 💝 💝 #onlinememorial  #Gonebutnotforgotten  #freeonlinememorial  #forevermissed  #memories  #inlovingmemory  #takentoosoon  #gonetoosoon  #restinpeace  #rip  #tillwemeetagain  #funeralplanning  #remembering  #rememberalways  #funeralfundraiser  #untilwemeetagain  #griefsupport  #legacy  #restinparadise  #remembermom  #rememberdad  #rememberfallenveterans  #veteransmemorial  #veterans  #grieving 
#母の日 #mothersday …当日撮ったpicではないのですが;

母が亡くなって初めての母の日。
なんだか不思議な気分です…

わたしには生きてる意味も理由も何もないけど、
少なくとも、今もこうして日々素敵な何かに出会えて感じられていることをうれしく思えるのなら、
きっと産んでもらえて生きていられて良かった、それはしあわせなことなんだと思ってていいんだろうな、とふと今日初めて思えました。
おかあさんありがとうね。

去年の今頃毎日聴いていた @cleanbandit の SymphonyとRockabyeにのせて………先生、わたしは強いこころを持てるようになれてますでしょうか?

#home #family #帰る場所 
#写真 #photo #photos #photograph #photooftheday #rain #rainynight #光 #キラキラ #雫 #逆光部 #玉ボケ #玉ボケ写真部 #flower #green #ザ花部 #キリトリセカイ #写真撮ってる人と繋がりたい #ファインダー越しの私の世界 #植物のある暮らし #igdaily #日々是好日 #cleanbandit * 
#remembermom #withlove
#母の日  #mothersday  …当日撮ったpicではないのですが; 母が亡くなって初めての母の日。 なんだか不思議な気分です… わたしには生きてる意味も理由も何もないけど、 少なくとも、今もこうして日々素敵な何かに出会えて感じられていることをうれしく思えるのなら、 きっと産んでもらえて生きていられて良かった、それはしあわせなことなんだと思ってていいんだろうな、とふと今日初めて思えました。 おかあさんありがとうね。 去年の今頃毎日聴いていた @cleanbandit の SymphonyとRockabyeにのせて………先生、わたしは強いこころを持てるようになれてますでしょうか? #home  #family  #帰る場所  #写真  #photo  #photos  #photograph  #photooftheday  #rain  #rainynight  #光  #キラキラ  #雫  #逆光部  #玉ボケ  #玉ボケ写真部  #flower  #green  #ザ花部  #キリトリセカイ  #写真撮ってる人と繋がりたい  #ファインダー越しの私の世界  #植物のある暮らし  #igdaily  #日々是好日  #cleanbandit  * #remembermom  #withlove 
Happy Mother’s Day from all of us here at Rod Works! 💕☀️🌷We hope you all had an amazing day surrounded by those you love most!
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We have some exciting things going on this week...✨ The Springville, UT store will be closed this week as we move into our new location, just down the road in front of the new Smith’s Marketplace! We will keep you posted for news on our Re-grand opening 🙌🏼🎉 We can’t wait to welcome you to our new space! .
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#makehomeyourhaven #mothersday #mothersdaygift #remembermom #homedecorstore #rodworks #myrodworkshome
Happy Mother’s Day from all of us here at Rod Works! 💕☀️🌷We hope you all had an amazing day surrounded by those you love most! . . . We have some exciting things going on this week...✨ The Springville, UT store will be closed this week as we move into our new location, just down the road in front of the new Smith’s Marketplace! We will keep you posted for news on our Re-grand opening 🙌🏼🎉 We can’t wait to welcome you to our new space! . . . #makehomeyourhaven  #mothersday  #mothersdaygift  #remembermom  #homedecorstore  #rodworks  #myrodworkshome 
My baby brother got my mom’s favorite treat today in her honor- a dip cone from the Dairy Queen near our house in San Antonio. It was her special treat, her secret treat, her indulgence. I love my brother for remembering the details of her life. @groovelinesosa I love you. Happy Mother’s Day. #chicolatedippedicecream #dairyqueen #remembermom #diana
My baby brother got my mom’s favorite treat today in her honor- a dip cone from the Dairy Queen near our house in San Antonio. It was her special treat, her secret treat, her indulgence. I love my brother for remembering the details of her life. @groovelinesosa I love you. Happy Mother’s Day. #chicolatedippedicecream  #dairyqueen  #remembermom  #diana 
Happy Mother's Day mom! I love you forever! #mothersday #remembermom #picoftheday
Visited this beautiful church with an absolutely breathtaking crown on the tower hoisted by angels. And how fitting that it’s Mother’s Day. The church is named for Our Lady of Guadalupe, the Mother of all Mothers in the Hispanic culture. #mothersday #ourladyguadalupe  #culture #puertovallarta #icon #church #travel #guadeloupe #beautiful #remembermom #blog #blackgirlstravel #tnblogger #crown #angel
Quick Mothers Day card I made, the Nauset lighthouse, Eastham, Cape Cod. Inside has a corny line about a day of "lighthouse" keeping. I couldn't help myself.  For all who still have their Moms, hope you enjoyed the day. For those who don't remember she is still with you everyday. #mothersday #capethings #eastham #nausetlight #easthamlight #customcards #capecod #remembermom #nauset #nausetlighthouse #prismacolor
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY B*TCHES
#i❤️mymom #i❤mykids #bestshirtever #batshitcrazymom #momlife #remembermom 
RIP to all the Mom's up in Heaven😘💕❤
Happy Mother’s Day to all the mammas out there.. for kids, dogs, cats, hamsters, snakes - whatever you make take care of with love. 💜💙❤️❤️💜❤️❤️#appreciatemoms #lovemom #lovewithallyourheart #lovewithallmyheart #enjoyfamily #lovefamilytime #tellmomyouloveher #momsworkisneverdone #love #mothersday #celebratemom #remembermom #callyourmom beawesometoday #bethankfuleveryday . .
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#motivationwall #motivationyou
Thank you @hannah.thekraushouse for that awesome shout out yesterday! We know your mom will love that Pink Flamingo Box! We have 2 left in stock! Make sure your orders are in by noon to ensure delivery by Saturday! #islandandivory #islandandivorygiftboxes #mothersday #mothersday2018 #flamingonapkins #katespadehome #beautyoil #dwcandles  #peonies #lollia #familyhistory #mommy #flamingoparty #giftsforher #tellmeastory #storytime #flamingolove #remembermom #nycmom #momsofnewyork #longislandmoms #mom2mom #mamasita #olivewood #cheeseboard #mom #thinkpink #blush #roseallday #momsfavorites
Thank you @hannah.thekraushouse for that awesome shout out yesterday! We know your mom will love that Pink Flamingo Box! We have 2 left in stock! Make sure your orders are in by noon to ensure delivery by Saturday! #islandandivory  #islandandivorygiftboxes  #mothersday  #mothersday2018  #flamingonapkins  #katespadehome  #beautyoil  #dwcandles  #peonies  #lollia  #familyhistory  #mommy  #flamingoparty  #giftsforher  #tellmeastory  #storytime  #flamingolove  #remembermom  #nycmom  #momsofnewyork  #longislandmoms  #mom2mom  #mamasita  #olivewood  #cheeseboard  #mom  #thinkpink  #blush  #roseallday  #momsfavorites 
" I thought of you and where you'd gone... And the world spins madly on..." ⭐☁️🌠 TB #flying #somewhere up there #thinking of #you.
#igersecuador #naturelovers #remembermom #mom