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When exiting the train, please mind the gap 🚉
Week 29: yep, right after watering these plants it started raining all night because that’s just how things work out.
Week 29: lookit this lil bb bud!
Week 29: I’ve been busy the last few weeks and haven’t been taking weekly pictures but I did water some plants yesterday and we all know how much I love taking photos of raindrops on petals and leaves.
Beautiful accident between a spiderweb and a rainstorm
Wild looking spiderweb after the rain
During the last weeks I felt better, yeah actually quite good again, after a long period of time where I despiced myself. I didn't hate myself anymore and I appreciated everything I had, my own body included. In the last few days I noticed that I feel worse again. I accept myself but not more than that. I feel weak again.
I could cry, although there is no reason for it. I feel lonely, although I now my friends and my boyfriend are there for me. I feel bad, although I haven't done anything wrong.
I mean, it's okay for me, if I feel bad and down sometimes, but I'm afraid of feeling down all the time again. I'm afraid of going back too many steps I walked forward. I'm afraid of falling down again.
I hope that I will get better soon, because I don't want to be a burden for everybody around me anymore.
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