“What do you want? What do you really really want?”
I first faced this question when reading Astrology of Self-Discovery by Tracy Marks in a chapter about Neptune. As someone who has spent a lot of my life shaping and transforming myself to the needs of others, especially as a child in my family, I really had to wrestle with this question. I was panicked by how challenging it could be to answer and how I would feel the desire to clamor for permission from someone else to want what I wanted.
Now, I see it more as a puzzle to decipher: Where am I limiting myself? What have I preemptively decided is out of reach or that I’m undeserving of? As I journal, I slowly peel back these layers until I finally feel that spark of joy as I am able answer the question directly, honestly, and unashamedly.
Tonight, I decided to dive deep and make a small altar devoted to temporal and financial abundance. As I sat with my journal, I honestly felt joyful as I sat in dialogue with my preexisting beliefs and carefully crafted my intention. After finalizing my altar, I sat in this joy as I watched the flame dance. 🕯🖋
Friday evening sewing, I love the peaceful serenity and quiet of my sewing room in the evening, with radio 4 and cups of organic soy cocoa to keep me going ☕️ I’m working in a few garments at the same time, my favourites being the hemp corduroy Tulip skirts, I’m obsessed with the beauty of hemp fabric 😍
Why is my Christmas tree waaaay too big for my small living room ONCE AGAIN ? I should’ve remember this exact same mistake from last Christmas 🎄 🙄.
Now, time to feel a bit like I’m in Corsica/on holidays with @marionmiam and the @callysthe_fr she brought me few weeks ago... Sweetest friend ever 💛☕️.
Have a good Thursday evening you all ! Almost the weekend :).
Worked late last night on producing content. Doesn’t it seem like this month of December has too many things going at once? This little guy stayed up with me and watched his cartoons while I worked. I’m so thankful that I have the ability to stay home and be with my kids! Very grateful mama today!
Is there anything better than knitting and cat cuddles?
Soft blanket, jazzy Christmas music, an almost finished project and a content kitty taking advantage of the situation. Oh, and naturally there was tea.
It was time to shut off for a bit tonight. Busy days call for relaxing evenings. It’s important to pace yourself and recharge, yes? -