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Ja i tak chciałbym zrobić z Tobą jeszcze jeden błąd.
#last #friday #psychocouple #tattooist #warsaw #ftw #zjeby #lacosanostra #night #psycho #tattoogirl #elo
♡I'm so sorry but it's fake love♡
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[#emohair #Tokyo #otaku #pastelgoth 
#scemopuddin2 #emo #emogirl #emoboy #emokids #emohair #scenekids #scenehair #kpop #kpopkid #gauges #piercings #plugsnotdrugs #stayhappynotcrappy #thugpugs #crazy #bands #emobands #altrocktime #altworld92 #grungesource #grung #grungeki d #anime #kitten #bloodygrunge #psycho #crazy
to all the boys and girls I loved before 
By: @wordsbymarilyn 
Forgive me 
For giving you
So much power
Over me

You were never worthy 
#poetry #poet #poem #poets #poems #depression #quotes #insomnia #psychosis #psycho #insomniac #anxiety #sad #meaningful #love #wired #homo #gaypoetry #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtq #bi #bisexual #lgbtart #lgbtdrawings #pan #love #romance #wow
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Lesbian Yandere bishu.
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Song: Emoji- Au/Ra (@heyitsau_ra :3)
Anime: Happy Sugar Life
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Fucking dying! I forgot I didn’t delete the number. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 #ex #psycho #damniPhone #iPhone #notwishingyoushit
he was the sweetest boy i've ever met and i feel so shitty for doing what i did, i ruined everything because i was scared of him hurting me in the future. i didn't want to get hurt again and i know that doesn't excuse my actions and i'm just really sorry but atleast i can continue my self destructive behaviors without worrying about how it'll affect him. the more i think about it the more i realize that the only person who was going to hurt me was myself (( #sociopath #psycho #psychopath #empathy #crazy #mentalhealth #loner #reject #lilpeep #psychward #psychiatry #dead #blood #gore #noemotions #help #depression #anxiety #edgy #alcohol #sad #manic #depressed #modernbaseball #hotelbooks #selfharm #rant #vent #angst #angry ))
he was the sweetest boy i've ever met and i feel so shitty for doing what i did, i ruined everything because i was scared of him hurting me in the future. i didn't want to get hurt again and i know that doesn't excuse my actions and i'm just really sorry but atleast i can continue my self destructive behaviors without worrying about how it'll affect him. the more i think about it the more i realize that the only person who was going to hurt me was myself (( #sociopath  #psycho  #psychopath  #empathy  #crazy  #mentalhealth  #loner  #reject  #lilpeep  #psychward  #psychiatry  #dead  #blood  #gore  #noemotions  #help  #depression  #anxiety  #edgy  #alcohol  #sad  #manic  #depressed  #modernbaseball  #hotelbooks  #selfharm  #rant  #vent  #angst  #angry  ))
للحين م تخطيتها ❤️😔
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#edit #edits #russ #psycho
Opuszczony ośrodek kolonijny w Kulach.  #dangerous #psycho #old
Have a fun😅😅😅 #memes #funnymemes #inspohome #show #world #laugh #joke 
#facemask #psycho 
#wtfmemes @zambooq @zambooq @zambooq follow for more f
#fun 🙏🙏🙏💢💢😎😎👊👊❤
TWARZ I USZY TO SHIT WIEC NO ///Wiem że trochę słabe ale dawno nic nie wystawiałam więc nowa szybka praca wlatuje lols

#harleyquinn#arkhamasylum#art#dc#comic#digitalart#paint#digitaly#crazy#black#psycho#joker#batman#poland#myart#newart#harleenquinzel#dcuniverse#drawing
PROMO‼️‼️Z okazji przeprowadzki do Poznania mam dla Was grzybki w super cenach 💜🍄 Kto chce? Szybko się rozchodzą więc kto pierwszy ten lepszy 🏃‍♀️! #tattoo #dotwork #blackink #getinked #ink #vegantattoo #tatuaje #tatuaz #poznań #inked #blackwork #tattooart #tattoos #vegantattoo #mashroom #shrooms #psycho #psychodelic #grzyby #acid
The world has given us the insane because we remember living with the eyes of the children.
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Il mondo ci ha donato i pazzi perché ci ricordassimo di vivere con gli occhi dei bambini.

#thejoker #joker #mad #psycho #crazy #psychopath #sociopath #insane #freak #dccomics #batman #psicologia #psicopatia #sociopatia #follia #love #amore #oltreleapparenze #pazzi #pazzia
Petit outil pour réagir plus en douceur quand un enfant se met en colère.
À préciser tout de même qu’un enfant a le droit d’être colère ! 😉  #psychologue #enfant #psychanalyse #psychotherapie #psycho #parentalite #bienveillance #onlinetherapy #expatlife #expatriation #grossesse #expatriatesmagazine #skype #maman #mamansolo #papa #femmedemilitaire #militarywife
Mental Illness as Shamanic Initiation | Jez Hughes .
This talk will explore whether it is possible, or beneficial, to approach mental illness from such a #psycho #spiritual perspective in a #society that doesn’t value the spiritual conditions that give rise to sickness and is stuck in bio-chemical causation model. .
TICKETS available from uk.funzing.com/
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#funzing #talk #funzinguk #love #understanding #mentalhealth #illness #theory #lecture #whatson #Bristol #visitbristol #thingstodo #thelocoklub
Mental Illness as Shamanic Initiation | Jez Hughes . This talk will explore whether it is possible, or beneficial, to approach mental illness from such a #psycho  #spiritual  perspective in a #society  that doesn’t value the spiritual conditions that give rise to sickness and is stuck in bio-chemical causation model. . TICKETS available from uk.funzing.com/ . #funzing  #talk  #funzinguk  #love  #understanding  #mentalhealth  #illness  #theory  #lecture  #whatson  #Bristol  #visitbristol  #thingstodo  #thelocoklub 
*Werbung*
Lied: „Go Solo“ von Tom Rosenthal
Rechte: RTL II 
Bd: 2h (weil iMovie mein fertiges Video ungeschnitten gemacht hat...😕)
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Da viele danach gefragt haben: ein neuer Spoiler🤫💁🏼‍♀️
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Kommentare gegen die Darsteller/innen werden aus Prinzip gelöscht!😉
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#köln50667 #k50667 #k50 #rtk2 #tv #serie #drama #lea #psycho #jule #carolinanoeding #teamcarolinanoeding❤ #fangirlforlife❤️ @carolinanoeding
Was helping out a friend get some raid gear, and all the memories came back.
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#destiny2 #forsaken #cayde6 #guardians #destiny #gaming #coolmathgames #xbox #playstation #pc #gamers #ghosts #cabal #hive #borderlands #claptrap #zero #salvator #psycho
Link In My Bio .
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#music #musicvideo #artist #forest #creepy #psychotic #psycho #three #art #psychedelic
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Turn off the light pls..🙏😊🗡
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#night #darkness #psycho #darknight #darkheart #evilsmile #jokersmile #stab
❇°feelings come and go like clouds in a windy sky. conscious breathing is my anchor.°❇
Art @arcano.xv 
#vsco #vscocam #art #arte #contemporaryart #psycho #psychodelic #psychodelicartwork #psychodelicart #mindfulness #mhoedt #mindful #trip #trippyartwork #trippyart #trippy #notetoself #thingsthatmakeyougohmm #acid #joint #breathe
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Benjamin Tull affrontera "Psycho" Mike Rollins au Volume 2 de Lutte 07!

Benjamin Tull will face "Psycho" Mike Rollins at Lutte 07's Volume 2!

@benjamintull vs. #PsychoMike

Billets / Tickets : LUTTE07.COM

#lutte07 #wrestling #prowrestling #lutte #fight #gatineau #aylmer #hull #ottawa #qc #outaouias #event #evenements #mma #fight #wwe #show #shows #psycho
Just that day #lush #perledesel #day #love #psycho
#ax
#420 #710 #1130pm #828 #798
#psycho #psy #trippy #Psychedelicart #alien
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ᴘˢʸ ᵏⁱᵈ🎧💚 psychedelic👽world hi power👾
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ᴘˢʸ ᵏⁱᵈ🎧💚 psychedelic👽world hi power👾 .😇🤩👽☠️👻👹👺🤡💩👻👿 . . #psyworld  #psytrance  #psychedelic  #psy  #psychedelictrance  #psychedelicart  #trance  #rave  #trancefamily  #psyart  #trip  #lsd  #psyfamily  #psycho  #goodvibes  #psyworldrecords  #psylife  #psyworld 🗿🗿🗿 #psytribe  #psylove  #psyindia  #psyfestival  #psytrancefestival  #psynation 🔯 #psyboy 👽 #psytranceworld  #psytrancefamily  #psygram_official  #trippy  #__psyco_world_  @__trust__me_im_cute_ @roxta_harish @dinesh_vr_official @psychedelic.acid
Halfway Love
By: @wordsbymarilyn 
There are parts of me 
That parts of you 
Want to love

I'll be patient

#poetry #poet #poem #poets #poems #depression #quotes #insomnia #psychosis #psycho #insomniac #anxiety #sad #meaningful #love #wired #homo #gaypoetry #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtq #bi #bisexual #lgbtart #lgbtdrawings #pan #love #romance #wow #porn
@fcbanikostrava 2019/2020 commemorative home kit, in honor of the great Sigmund Freud, one of the most influencial people of the 20th century, born near Ostrava and passed away in 1939 (next season will be the 80th anniversary)

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#football#footballkit #footballdesign #soccer #graphics #graphicdesign #adobe #photoshop #czech #sigmund #freud #psycho #analysis #anniversary #minds #brain #thoughts #picoftheday
#instacool #instagood
#followforfollow #followforfollowback
#likeforlike #likesforlikes
@fcbanikostrava 2019/2020 commemorative home kit, in honor of the great Sigmund Freud, one of the most influencial people of the 20th century, born near Ostrava and passed away in 1939 (next season will be the 80th anniversary) Template by @mockit_net #football #footballkit  #footballdesign  #soccer  #graphics  #graphicdesign  #adobe  #photoshop  #czech  #sigmund  #freud  #psycho  #analysis  #anniversary  #minds  #brain  #thoughts  #picoftheday  #instacool  #instagood  #followforfollow  #followforfollowback  #likeforlike  #likesforlikes 
Mein Gesicht. Wenn eine Sache so funktioniert, wie ich es will. Ähm Psycho? Vielleicht ein wenig. 🤪
#myface #psycho #crazy #crazygirl #myself #instapsycho #fun #🤪 #ichbinich
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#black #moon #feeling #otaku #japan #psycho #random #messy #alone #lonly
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Maid Yuno In Action!!. I hope for you to like it !

Photo By @sigrun_hektorsdottir

Edit By Me

Costume By @christinaparavatou
Wig By @kawaii_demon._
Makeup By @sigrun_hektorsdottir

#maid #maidcafe #yuno #maidyuno #maidboy #vampiremaidcafe #crossdress #crossplay #femineboy #femine #girlcosplay #girl #trap #trapcosplay #yunogasai #mirainikki #mirainikkicosplay #pinkhair #pinkhaircosplay #psycho #psychogirl #yandere #yanderecosplay
#resilienza: #resistere... #adattarsi...#rafforzarsi...
Se non l’hai ancora fatto corri a leggere il nostro articolo... link in bio➡️
#lestanzedellapsicologia #citazioni #oscarchapitalcolchado #psy #psycho #psychology #psicologia #individuo #risultato #monday #mondaymood
“What do you really wanna do with your life?” (Good question, Pat.) Seven years ago today ⏳ #nofilter #latergram #sorbet #psycho #jean
Van tackle naar goal!⚽️🙌🏻 #fut #fut19 #fifa #fifa19 #akanji #witsel #bvb #echteliebe #goal #tackle #tdk #psycho #tdkpsycho #nl #nederland #twente
#psycho 
ايش رايكم 🤣
Dramatic pause 💀
Muah: @gretamariagw 
#monday #psycho #lost #makeup
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psychedelic👽world hi power👾
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𝐖𝐢𝐙❤ psychedelic👽world hi power👾 .😇🤩👽☠️👻👹👺🤡💩👻👿 . . #psyworld  #psytrance  #psychedelic  #psy  #psychedelictrance  #psychedelicart  #trance  #rave  #trancefamily  #psyart  #trip  #lsd  #psyfamily  #psycho  #goodvibes  #psyworldrecords  #psylife  #psyworld 🗿🗿🗿 #psytribe  #psylove  #psyindia  #psyfestival  #psytrancefestival  #psynation 🔯 #psyboy 👽 #psytranceworld  #psytrancefamily  #psygram_official  #trippy  #__psyco_world_  @__trust__me_im_cute_ @roxta_harish @dinesh_vr_official @psychedelic.acid
I very kindly offered to walk all the way to the takeaway, order and wait for it to be cooked, all so my darling husband and the poppet didn’t have to brave the cold. 🥡 🥶 I sat all on my own and even worked whilst waiting for the food. I sometimes surprise myself with how very selfless I can be... 💁🏻‍♀️🍷
#wifepoints #selfless #practicallymotherteresa #workinprogress #wip #crossstitch #crossstitchersofinstagram #stitchersgonnastitch #family #creativehappylife #createeveryday #createmakeshare #handmadewithlove #handmade #handmadegifts #etsy #etsyshop #smallbusiness #supportsmallbusiness #supporthandmade #shopsmall #shophandmade #psycho #normanbates
I very kindly offered to walk all the way to the takeaway, order and wait for it to be cooked, all so my darling husband and the poppet didn’t have to brave the cold. 🥡 🥶 I sat all on my own and even worked whilst waiting for the food. I sometimes surprise myself with how very selfless I can be... 💁🏻‍♀️🍷 #wifepoints  #selfless  #practicallymotherteresa  #workinprogress  #wip  #crossstitch  #crossstitchersofinstagram  #stitchersgonnastitch  #family  #creativehappylife  #createeveryday  #createmakeshare  #handmadewithlove  #handmade  #handmadegifts  #etsy  #etsyshop  #smallbusiness  #supportsmallbusiness  #supporthandmade  #shopsmall  #shophandmade  #psycho  #normanbates 
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psychedelic👽world hi power👾
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☮ psychedelic👽world hi power👾 .😇🤩👽☠️👻👹👺🤡💩👻👿 . . #psyworld  #psytrance  #psychedelic  #psy  #psychedelictrance  #psychedelicart  #trance  #rave  #trancefamily  #psyart  #trip  #lsd  #psyfamily  #psycho  #goodvibes  #psyworldrecords  #psylife  #psyworld 🗿🗿🗿 #psytribe  #psylove  #psyindia  #psyfestival  #psytrancefestival  #psynation 🔯 #psyboy 👽 #psytranceworld  #psytrancefamily  #psygram_official  #trippy  #__psyco_world_  @__trust__me_im_cute_ @roxta_harish @dinesh_vr_official @psychedelic.acid
Until we meet again, stay safe my friend, and I will keep you in my thoughts till the very end.
My little baby bunny in the sky with a smile, I will see you in a while.
(Ignore)
#sad #sadthoughts #sadquotes #sadtexts #savemeimfine #btsquotes #blood #depression #depressionquotes #depressed #depressedquotes #suicide #suicidalthoughs #suicidal #selfhatred #selfharm #imgoinginsane #imsorry #imslowlydying #iwanttodie #imissyou #ineedu #ivesinned #forgiveme #psycho #pleasedontleave #helpme
Until we meet again, stay safe my friend, and I will keep you in my thoughts till the very end. My little baby bunny in the sky with a smile, I will see you in a while. (Ignore) #sad  #sadthoughts  #sadquotes  #sadtexts  #savemeimfine  #btsquotes  #blood  #depression  #depressionquotes  #depressed  #depressedquotes  #suicide  #suicidalthoughs  #suicidal  #selfhatred  #selfharm  #imgoinginsane  #imsorry  #imslowlydying  #iwanttodie  #imissyou  #ineedu  #ivesinned  #forgiveme  #psycho  #pleasedontleave  #helpme 
Menace de mort.
Menace de mort.
"Sexy ce col roulé " D. Phung 😂❤️
"Sexy ce col roulé " D. Phung 😂❤️
Bboy 😏
Bboy 😏
Did this Russ- Psycho Remix in my own style. 
Please Tag @russ , #russ #Russ .  if yall dig this. 💞

#Russ #russcover #musician #artist #vocalist #hotvoice #singer #songwriter #musicproducer #coversong #coversongs #voice #goldenvoice #instacover #theresreallyawolf #psycho #russpycho
Bipolar Voices Continued 
By: @wordsbymarilyn 
I don't want to fall in love with your smile.
I just want to be your friend. (Right) 
I risked it,
Now I'm a mess.
But that's okay. 
The love was unrequited,
And that's beautiful in the end.
Maybe one day it'll make us better friends.
The words "I can't" are etched in tho just mind with a knife so sharp I can't forget the bitter line.
I wish that I could fly.

No.
I wish that I could die.
I'm tired.
I hate feeling so alone.
I'm high.
It's making me paranoid.
I hate loving you.
I need to go I'm just ranting at this point.
 I'm sorry (again) 
I'm not a writer I'm just tired,
But you're the type of girl that people write poems about
Bipolar Voices Continued By: @wordsbymarilyn I don't want to fall in love with your smile. I just want to be your friend. (Right) I risked it, Now I'm a mess. But that's okay. The love was unrequited, And that's beautiful in the end. Maybe one day it'll make us better friends. The words "I can't" are etched in tho just mind with a knife so sharp I can't forget the bitter line. I wish that I could fly. No. I wish that I could die. I'm tired. I hate feeling so alone. I'm high. It's making me paranoid. I hate loving you. I need to go I'm just ranting at this point. I'm sorry (again) I'm not a writer I'm just tired, But you're the type of girl that people write poems about
Bipolar Voices
By: @wordsbymarilyn 
I think I'm loosing my mind,
But I think that it's kind of beautiful.
I think I fall in love too easy,
But there's an upside to that.
I fall in love with being in love with people with good souls,
Then they fall out of love with me and break me in the process.
I think there is something wonderful about that.
I think you would be proud of me.
I'm beginning to see the upside of unrequited love (ha)
Maybe it is better that you left it like this.
Have you heard of photosynthesis? 
A flower absorbs light from the sun to absorb energy.
To grow beautiful the flower must take from the sun. 
In this metaphor, unfortunately, we are both the flower,
We have to grow alone before possibly being beautiful together.
(That's profound)
I'm not a writer.
I just put pen to paper,
Turning my feelings into words that people thing are marvelous. (They aren't) 
They are just what I am thinking. 
God. 
My brain seems to be spinning.
I think I may be going crazy,
Now they're talking,
Indistinctly conversing.
Drowning out my thoughts.
Telling me to miss you. 
Commanding me to sob. 
All my potentially beautiful words turning into sloppy dictionary style cornucopias. 
If I had the chance I'd shut down my constant thinking.
Oh and I'm not sleeping. 
I'm smoking a lot of weed.
Aspirations are dropping out my bedroom window with each smokey exhale.

Breathe.

Put on a pretty smile.
I've always had a fascination with all the multiple constellations, 
Maybe that's why your freckles turn my legs to jello.
Tripping on my words,
I swear I don't get like this around other girls. 
STOP. 
I don't miss her. 
I just want her happy.
Did I mention I'm not sleeping? 
Oh. And I'm not eating. 
I'm loosing hope in tomorrow.
Do you hear this? 
All these bipolar voices fighting for headspace.
I'm annoyed.
I have a headache. 
I'm stoned.
I'm over all the contradictory screaming.

I have a question.
(Nevermind)

Can I kiss you? 
Would it be an issue if I pressed my lips to yours?
I'd let you break my heart.
I wouldn't even cry.
Just a kiss before you turn to say your last goodbye. 
SHUT UP. 
I don't want to kiss her. 
I want to be over with these issues. (Part 1) (tbc)
Bipolar Voices By: @wordsbymarilyn I think I'm loosing my mind, But I think that it's kind of beautiful. I think I fall in love too easy, But there's an upside to that. I fall in love with being in love with people with good souls, Then they fall out of love with me and break me in the process. I think there is something wonderful about that. I think you would be proud of me. I'm beginning to see the upside of unrequited love (ha) Maybe it is better that you left it like this. Have you heard of photosynthesis? A flower absorbs light from the sun to absorb energy. To grow beautiful the flower must take from the sun. In this metaphor, unfortunately, we are both the flower, We have to grow alone before possibly being beautiful together. (That's profound) I'm not a writer. I just put pen to paper, Turning my feelings into words that people thing are marvelous. (They aren't) They are just what I am thinking. God. My brain seems to be spinning. I think I may be going crazy, Now they're talking, Indistinctly conversing. Drowning out my thoughts. Telling me to miss you. Commanding me to sob. All my potentially beautiful words turning into sloppy dictionary style cornucopias. If I had the chance I'd shut down my constant thinking. Oh and I'm not sleeping. I'm smoking a lot of weed. Aspirations are dropping out my bedroom window with each smokey exhale. Breathe. Put on a pretty smile. I've always had a fascination with all the multiple constellations, Maybe that's why your freckles turn my legs to jello. Tripping on my words, I swear I don't get like this around other girls. STOP. I don't miss her. I just want her happy. Did I mention I'm not sleeping? Oh. And I'm not eating. I'm loosing hope in tomorrow. Do you hear this? All these bipolar voices fighting for headspace. I'm annoyed. I have a headache. I'm stoned. I'm over all the contradictory screaming. I have a question. (Nevermind) Can I kiss you? Would it be an issue if I pressed my lips to yours? I'd let you break my heart. I wouldn't even cry. Just a kiss before you turn to say your last goodbye. SHUT UP. I don't want to kiss her. I want to be over with these issues. (Part 1) (tbc)