<< Patrons will see the making of this photo Monday @ 12pm CDT >> Had an awesome photoshoot with @deathtripdolly so expect more to come! The past couple of months has been crazy for me but I'm figuring myself out and where I want to take my career out of all of the possibilities. Thank you to everyone who has worked with me and supported me, if not for you then I would be lost (I mean how else would I take portraits of others 😅).
August still tastes of betrayal stuck between my teeth and lungs. With each exhale, I have let go but heartbreak changes everything; it changed the way I breathe and when the air begins to shift, I revert back to what I knew of survival. It's strange to walk through words that no longer belong. Revisit the way they coursed threw my body, my soul and how they left their mark underneath reality. With years removed, I still find myself collecting memories of broken things and setting them out around my heart to welcome fall. I surround myself with the skeletons you had left lying around, the ones I still keep and I can't help but compare my flesh to their bones, wondering if life is subjective when the secrets you keep run this deep. Still, deception demands perspective when the winds come knocking at the walls. I understand we are not the ghosts of Augusts' past.
. [Kaz] .
📷: From last august and my friend, William.