Quando nos vemos despertados em algo.
Quando a voz nos remete a algo extraordinário...
Dando a impressão do toque,do abraço...da fuga do cansaço nos faz tão bem.
Mas a profundidade do que sentimos ou pensamos deve ser dosado sempre.
Podemos estar navegando solitário naquele vasto oceano chamado sentimentos.
Saiba a hora de parar...entenda que cada um tem sua história,sua carga...olhares.
Cada um tem seu tempo não o seu.
As trajetórias são individuais...uns vêem a vida mas em preto e branco.
E muitos vêem jardins intermináveis mesmo que o dia esteja nevoado.
Meus braços estão entrelaçados em mim...
Somente em mim...
Enquanto durmo,aquele tilintar na mente bate firmemente a hora acabou.
Como um filme que tem a hora de começar e terminar ...
Apenas sigo mais uma vez o que penso?
Não sei já as marcas que ficam em meu coração toda vez que sinto o gosto do engano...
Não o engano proposital...mas aquele que por circunstâncias adversas lhe fogem a mão.
Essas não tem como evitar...elas chegam sem avisar ou você persisti.
Ou apenas segue...
As marcas que levo me incitam a seguir...sem olhar pra trás...
Four Cs I Did Not Foresee
(as lessons in this season of life)
I know that healing is not all about bravery, but courage is something I've been learning, the hard way.
Slowly, and that's okay.
They say that creativity takes courage, and it's true.
It does, but most of the days, I can't find my guts, and when I do, I devour it…
❝I devour my own guts;
I feed my self-doubts,
and wonder why I feel sick,
as if I just threw up.❞
I've been away for some days from this space and it took me an unimaginable amount of courage to share something again.
but that's how it has always been, for me.
I have loved this sharing space from the moment I started my old account until I let go of it, and started a new one. Thinking about it, it still amazes me how it enables us to share and connect, deeply, through art.
But it can't really be denied, that this space, can really be toxic, for us, for our mental health.
That's why a break from here is good.
i. It's good to create and share, but it is also good to create and create, without feeling the need to share.
ii. It's nice to receive feedbacks, but it's good to remember that it's not why you are here, and it's not worth having when it's not freely and sincerely given.
iii. Forget about the empty double taps, and don't feel oblige to engage.
Give yourself a tap instead as you keep everything you do, genuine.
A breakaway from toxic things we got used to, is another way of self caring.
It's good to care about how this space works,
but be careful not to fall into traps, again, and be fooled.
not care, fall;
not care, fool.
Take courage and create.
Take courage and share.
Take courage and be crazy.
Take courage to sincerely care,
about yourself first,
so you could genuinely care about people🌻
🌸 c ai
| Hopeless Hands |
I miss you almost every day
especially when the weather mirrors the morning we spent at High Falls
which means I’m in for a hell of a summer because the weather is perfect and its only April
What’s missing is that morning
and the YouTube videos we watched of those idiots falling off cliffs
I still have the king size bed we shared in another world
I value the energy trapped between the pillowtop and coiled springs
I know that I could make love to your body in a way that no one else can without removing any article of clothing
I’m that confident in the energy of my hands
You said these hands have a purpose
I believe they were meant to heal all that you thought was broken
but you’ve dismembered these hands and mocked their purpose
They now know that titles ruin love when loyalty is involved
and people fail us
#naydean | Gold Dipped in Honey
#golddippedinhoneybook 📸 | @nukezinlivingcolor
CLINK 🥂🌿 this weekend was full of relaxation and love for one of my favorite humans: my sweet, sweet cousin. She’s the first of the grandchildren on my dads side to be getting married and my heart is so full for her, our family, and her fiancé! This weekend we drank champagne, talked about our family, one another, and I was able to meet all of the other women in her life that bring a smile to her face. It’s so amazing to me how seeing others in their peak moments of bliss, can bring out the light in our own lives. Soak in the joy of others, and your personal joy will bloom from within XX happy Sunday to everyone! #JEKWAP