Hi I’m Carrie 👋🏻 I wanted to take a second and introduce myself! * I love face masks! Get excited for face mask Fridays. * Teddy Bear Jackets are one of my obsessions along with anything plaid. * I love the cold so 🤞🏻 for some solid winter blizzards. * F.R.I.E.N.D.S enthusiasts Can’t wait to meet you all! #fashionblogger#personalblog#lifestyleblogger#teddybearcoat#facemask
Wednesday I was having such a rough day. Ruger man was acting like a 4 year old and JJ didn’t want me to set him down. Jonnie usually goes and works out after work that day but he could tell that I was struggling a little. He came home early with dinner and flowers. Sometimes I feel like I am not doing enough. I actually really enjoy cleaning but I really haven’t been able to do as much. JJ has been eating sooooo much and when we have all of the kids I like to see JJ at all times (the kids are great with him but I get a little anxious) Jonnie has done so much. On weekends he usually lets me sleep in and takes the older kids. I can’t even explain how much I love and appreciate everything he does for me. I am at a constant battle of feeling like I need to do more because wow does he just go above and beyond. He is truly a safe place for me. I can laugh and joke and watch murder shows with him. He is also the best daddy to the kids! It might sound cheesy but I love cheese so here it goes, you and those 4 kiddos feel like home to me ❤️
During my divorce there was a moment in which I knew that I was ready to start dating. I didn’t want to be a serial dater though I wanted to only date someone that Wanted a serious relationship too. I was feeling a little lost about it so I prayed one night that I was giving that desire to God and that I prayed he gave me some that needed me and gave me someone that I needed. When you are in a healthy relationship you smile differently. When you are with the right person you can just feel happiness in your soul. The way that Jonnie and I started talking I can really only explain as divine intervention. I was going through an extremely difficult time (getting divorced) I was living with my dad and Ruger who was 2 at the time. Ruger had gone to spend the weekend at his dads and that was always just a hard thing for me. I always felt anxious and missed him so much when he wasn’t with me. I was kind of hoping that Jonnie would message me. I am not totally sure what it was but that had been on my mind for some time. I had my messenger pulled up and all of a sudden I heard that notification sound. IT WAS HIM!!! My jaw dropped and I just could not believe it. We ended up going back and fourth for about 4 hours that night. I felt a new level of comfortable as if I could just tell him anything and I could trust him with it. We decided to hang out and again the conversation was just so easy. We have been together ever since. He knows everything about me and the crazy thing is I put everything on the table within the first week of just talking. I told him things very few people actually know because I just knew that I really liked him and wanted a completely honest trusting relationship. Almost a year and a half later and I am still head over heels for this fella. He is my best friend. He makes me laugh harder than anyone. I mean seriously I peed myself a couple of times when I was pregnant from laughing at him😂 my life is so much better with him in it and I am forever grateful that God brought me to him.
“Goal of 2019”
If some of you don’t know, I have been practicing celibacy for the last 5 months and my notion about sex has changed during this process. I use to think of sex as a performance; just a task to do because I couldn’t control my biological wants, but I now realize that sex is more then just an action, it’s a craft. Now a days people do it just to do it (use to be guilty of that), but it’s also a way to connect with someone on a nonphysical aspect. I crave a deeper meaning to sex; I don’t wanna just reach a physical bliss, but an emotional ecstasy. For 2019, I will continue my celibacy until I feel that I’m ready to express myself sexually, but until then I’m beginning my journal of solitude and I’m excited to see what else I’ll learn about myself
So, the @chiefs we’re playing yesterday, so obviously I forgot to open Day 13 of my Advent Calendar. 🤦🏻♀️ But don’t fear! I have today and yesterday in this post. Swipe to see what was inside! @thebodyshop
If you do good work, Maeesha will give you Maldivian food and cake. Okay, forget that. The best coordination moment was when we played hoop time! 😂Btw, that was a lucky shot Muneer :P @muneerhillmi_official
Yea I'm posting a lot of sourced photos these last few days but
A) I'm feeling extra inspired and
B) I haven't the time to produce my own right now but will be back soon!
I just really want to travel hbu?!
I tried the Set D Korean Spicy Chicken Set with Ramen at @vioraempire . I add on snack plate together with the order.
I really liked the Korean Spicy Chicken. The ramen was similar with samyang ramen.
The snack plate came with wedges and nuggets with cheese sauce and black pepper sauce. I liked the wedges with the cheese sauce. The nuggets and black pepper sauce was so so only.
I ordered COD. So total cost was RM34. Overall I am satisfied.
For more details, please check my blog page. Link in bio.
Is there such a thing as too much of the same colour? Because I'm in love with the light wood and white contrast 😍 just in time for house hunting 🏡
I have so many plans for 2019 . A year to become a true boss babe so work hard , keep a clear head and do what you love 🌸
ive become increasingly intentional about asking myself questions like:
- what do i or what does my body need in this moment?
- what do i need to stay grounded in my power?
- how can i be more in tune with self?
each day those answers vary. but, today it looked like lighting candles, diving deep into my work, showing up for clients, laughing + video chatting friends, listening to music + singing our loud and just giving myself permission to take a moment or a break when and wherever i needed to.
i enjoy my work as a wellness coach. i enjoy my work as a writer. both things i once was too afraid to identify myself as. yet, here lately i am giving myself permission to take up more space as a writer. more space as a wellness coach. and just more space as woman looking to create a life of emotional, mental and spiritual wealth for herself.
so here's my lesson to you: take up more space! it's your right to do so. 💋 xbrie