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🏊🏽‍♀️Diving in the DMs.....💣💥💣💥💣💥Damn! This is deep‼️Thanks Tiff!!... Repost from @narcandempath using @RepostRegramApp - ( or VICE VERSA) He fit nowhere in this verse! This is powerful. 😥 He's not the one! It's simple yet so complicated when it comes to a narcissist, they're everything you ever wanted during the blissful love bombing phase and as soon as you're hooked the mask starts slipping, confusion sets in and you start questioning their motives, words and actions and then the gaslighting starts! Keep coming back to this scripture! It's NOT love ! You are only a means of supply. Save yourself and go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration 👣my spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #lovebombing #gaslighting #itsnotlove #healingcoach #mask #fake #facade #users #youaresupply #cheating #lying #manipulation #sociopath #narcopath #nocontact #healing #narc #narcissism #fuckboys #sexaddicts #pornaddicts #narcissist #emotionalabuse #mindfuck #fakelove #liar #npd #emotionalvampires #abusiverelationship
🏊🏽‍♀️Diving in the DMs.....💣💥💣💥💣💥Damn! This is deep‼️Thanks Tiff!!... Repost from @narcandempath using @RepostRegramApp - ( or VICE VERSA) He fit nowhere in this verse! This is powerful. 😥 He's not the one! It's simple yet so complicated when it comes to a narcissist, they're everything you ever wanted during the blissful love bombing phase and as soon as you're hooked the mask starts slipping, confusion sets in and you start questioning their motives, words and actions and then the gaslighting starts! Keep coming back to this scripture! It's NOT love ! You are only a means of supply. Save yourself and go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration 👣my spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #lovebombing  #gaslighting  #itsnotlove  #healingcoach  #mask  #fake  #facade  #users  #youaresupply  #cheating  #lying  #manipulation  #sociopath  #narcopath  #nocontact  #healing  #narc  #narcissism  #fuckboys  #sexaddicts  #pornaddicts  #narcissist  #emotionalabuse  #mindfuck  #fakelove  #liar  #npd  #emotionalvampires  #abusiverelationship 
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Demos from @saphroxstudios at: https://youtu.be/N4UVxw7pACU
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Oh these Smoothflows to scrub up well for their photo shoots . . . Www.badpennyfx.com . . Demos from @saphroxstudios at: https://youtu.be/N4UVxw7pACU . . #guitar  #guitarist  #pedal  #guitarpedal  #vintage  #retro  #stompbox  #controller  #train  #silicon  #fuzzface  #distortion  #overdrive  #boost  #amplifier  #rockmusic  #songwriter  #pedalboard  #npd  #pedalsandeffects  #gearnerds  #knowyourtone  #neutrik  #drive  #klon  #custom  #boutique  #pedalporn  #guitarsdaily  #badpennyfx 
I hate humans. I hate humans. I hate them. I hate them. .
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It takes a certain amount of audacity to accuse someone of being a narcissist or a sociopath. An audacity I clearly have. An audacity that has been backed by research, evidence, first-hand experiences, and multiple professional opinions. But not every mean-spirited jerk is a narcissist or a sociopath.
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I am in no way, shape, or form attempting to silence those who have been personally victimized by a narcissistic sociopath with this post. If you have been victimized by one, I hope you have the same audacity as me to shout it from the rooftops.
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This is a message for the general public, for those who are misusing these terms on a daily basis due to a lack of education and understanding.
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GP: please stop throwing out the word “narcissist” to describe your friend that gets Botox. Please stop throwing around the word “sociopath” when you get dumped by someone that wasn’t that into you. You are *potentially* mislabeling people in your lives when the words vain, selfish, dismissive or aloof may have been better suited. The terms narcissist and sociopath are much, much bigger than vanity, entitlement, disinterest and abandonment. They are the SUM of these things and MORE.
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Learn what it truly means to be a narcissist and/or a sociopath and then use those words carefully. If you can’t name at least five of the nine DSM criteria for NPD, maybe don’t use the word narcissist at all. When you throw these words around haplessly, you normalize a serious personality disorder which indirectly normalizes and trivializes the trauma they cause their victims. 💛🦋
It takes a certain amount of audacity to accuse someone of being a narcissist or a sociopath. An audacity I clearly have. An audacity that has been backed by research, evidence, first-hand experiences, and multiple professional opinions. But not every mean-spirited jerk is a narcissist or a sociopath. . I am in no way, shape, or form attempting to silence those who have been personally victimized by a narcissistic sociopath with this post. If you have been victimized by one, I hope you have the same audacity as me to shout it from the rooftops. . This is a message for the general public, for those who are misusing these terms on a daily basis due to a lack of education and understanding. . GP: please stop throwing out the word “narcissist” to describe your friend that gets Botox. Please stop throwing around the word “sociopath” when you get dumped by someone that wasn’t that into you. You are *potentially* mislabeling people in your lives when the words vain, selfish, dismissive or aloof may have been better suited. The terms narcissist and sociopath are much, much bigger than vanity, entitlement, disinterest and abandonment. They are the SUM of these things and MORE. . Learn what it truly means to be a narcissist and/or a sociopath and then use those words carefully. If you can’t name at least five of the nine DSM criteria for NPD, maybe don’t use the word narcissist at all. When you throw these words around haplessly, you normalize a serious personality disorder which indirectly normalizes and trivializes the trauma they cause their victims. 💛🦋
If you haven't already, don't forget to donate to @operationbreakthrough this Holiday season! Copper Ridge is accepting donations at our clubhouse for one more day 🎁 Our address is 341 N Forest Avenue in Liberty, MO. Simply drop your toys off to one of our staff members or place your donation right inside our life size gingerbread house. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts to those who have already donated! These kiddos deserve it! #copperridgekc #operationbreakthrough #toydrive #npd
If you haven't already, don't forget to donate to @operationbreakthrough this Holiday season! Copper Ridge is accepting donations at our clubhouse for one more day 🎁 Our address is 341 N Forest Avenue in Liberty, MO. Simply drop your toys off to one of our staff members or place your donation right inside our life size gingerbread house. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts to those who have already donated! These kiddos deserve it! #copperridgekc  #operationbreakthrough  #toydrive  #npd 
Surround yourself with only people and things, and engage in activities, that lift you - not weigh you down. 
Book quote from The Rhythm of Life: Living Every Day With Passion and Purpose, Matthew Kelly

#Repost @neurohacker
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Surround yourself with only people and things, and engage in activities, that lift you - not weigh you down. Book quote from The Rhythm of Life: Living Every Day With Passion and Purpose, Matthew Kelly #Repost  @neurohacker ・・・ Leave a Like ❤️ if you needed this, Tag 🏷 someone else who needs to see this, 🗣 Please make a comment. 👉 Follow @fedupwiththeeffups ・・・ 🗣🗣🗣 #fedupwiththeeffups  #abuse  #anxiety  #awareness  #boundaries  #cheater  #cptsd  #depression  #divorce  #domesticabuse  #domesticviolence  #emotionalabuse  #empath  #fakelove  #fraud  #gaslighting  #liar  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #npd  #personalitydisorder  #psychopath  #selfcare  #selflove  #sociopath  #survivor  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships 
#Repost @narcandempath (@get_repost)
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( or VICE VERSA) He fit nowhere in this verse! This is powerful. 😥 He's not the one! It's simple yet so complicated when it comes to a narcissist, they're everything you ever wanted during the blissful love bombing phase and as soon as you're hooked the mask starts slipping, confusion sets in and you start questioning their motives, words and actions and then the gaslighting starts! Keep coming back to this scripture! It's NOT love ! You are only a means of supply. Save yourself and go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration 👣my spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #lovebombing #gaslighting #itsnotlove #healingcoach #mask #fake #facade #users #youaresupply #cheating #lying #manipulation #sociopath #narcopath #nocontact #healing #narc #narcissism #sexaddicts #pornaddicts #narcissist #emotionalabuse #mindfuck #fakelove #liar #npd #emotionalvampires #abusiverelationship
#Repost  @narcandempath (@get_repost) ・・・ ( or VICE VERSA) He fit nowhere in this verse! This is powerful. 😥 He's not the one! It's simple yet so complicated when it comes to a narcissist, they're everything you ever wanted during the blissful love bombing phase and as soon as you're hooked the mask starts slipping, confusion sets in and you start questioning their motives, words and actions and then the gaslighting starts! Keep coming back to this scripture! It's NOT love ! You are only a means of supply. Save yourself and go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration 👣my spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #lovebombing  #gaslighting  #itsnotlove  #healingcoach  #mask  #fake  #facade  #users  #youaresupply  #cheating  #lying  #manipulation  #sociopath  #narcopath  #nocontact  #healing  #narc  #narcissism  #sexaddicts  #pornaddicts  #narcissist  #emotionalabuse  #mindfuck  #fakelove  #liar  #npd  #emotionalvampires  #abusiverelationship 
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What is a Narcissist? Good Question. This Website is a resource for victims of all kinds of abuse, specifically Narcissist Abuse. Together we can Heal!
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https://narcissistabusesupport.com/ ˙ What is a Narcissist? Good Question. This Website is a resource for victims of all kinds of abuse, specifically Narcissist Abuse. Together we can Heal! ˙ #NarcissistAbuse , #Narcissism , #Narcissist , #Narcissistic , #narcissistscruel , #manipulation , #Narcissismexpert , #Psychology , #Sociopath , #NPD , #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  , #Codependency , #Manipulation , #PTSD , #CPTSD , #EmotionalAbuse , #DomesticAbuse , #Abuse , #MentalIllness , #Support , #Depression , #Help , #Healing , #Heal , #Codependent , #TracyMalone , #Tracyamalone 
We all need prayers from time to time. I know I never told my friends everything because I didn't want to feel judged. But I know if I needed help, maybe they need it too but are also too embarrassed to tell us. #pray
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#knowthesigns #stopthesilence #cheaters #stoptheabuse #hoover #cheatingnarcissist #domesticabuse #emotionalabuse #toxic #emotionalabuseisstillabuse #emotionallydrained #npd# #narcissisticabuse #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcopathabuse #narcopath #narcopaths #painisnotlove #lovedoesnthurt
We all need prayers from time to time. I know I never told my friends everything because I didn't want to feel judged. But I know if I needed help, maybe they need it too but are also too embarrassed to tell us. #pray  #prayer  #prayers  #prayforthem  #help  #listen  #cryforhelp  #toxicrelationships  #fakelove  #knowthesigns  #stopthesilence  #cheaters  #stoptheabuse  #hoover  #cheatingnarcissist  #domesticabuse  #emotionalabuse  #toxic  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse  #emotionallydrained  #npd # #narcissisticabuse  #narcissist  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcopathabuse  #narcopath  #narcopaths  #painisnotlove  #lovedoesnthurt 
Does your Monday morning need more boost??! Then what you need is the @ruvanemusic Bonfire Boost!  This thing is wild, everything from smooth, clean jazzy boost, to blues sustain, to high gain in one little box!  Responds fantastically to volume knob roll off and even makes an acoustic guitar come to life in the mix if you’re piezo pickup isn’t cutting the mustard.  Check it if you dare! #ruvanemusic #bonfireboost #noisetoysimports
Does your Monday morning need more boost??! Then what you need is the @ruvanemusic Bonfire Boost! This thing is wild, everything from smooth, clean jazzy boost, to blues sustain, to high gain in one little box! Responds fantastically to volume knob roll off and even makes an acoustic guitar come to life in the mix if you’re piezo pickup isn’t cutting the mustard. Check it if you dare! #ruvanemusic  #bonfireboost  #noisetoysimports 
New video is up on my channel! !❤ link in bio 💙
Check it out! ✨🌟
I'm talking about some simple ideas for getting back on track after relapse.
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New video is up on my channel! !❤ link in bio 💙 Check it out! ✨🌟 I'm talking about some simple ideas for getting back on track after relapse. . . . #bpdmagi  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #bpd  #npd  #aspd  #hpd  #personalitydisorder  #obsessivecompulsivedisorder  #anxiety  #generalisedanxietydisorder  #socialanxiety  #depression  #majoredepressive  #schizophrenia  #did  #traveling  #selfcare  #recovery  #relapse  #motd  #simpletips  #alternative  #altgirl  #alternativefashion  #Switzerland 
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For some reason my phone wouldn’t focus on my nails, but swipe to see the macros! 😍
✨ @zoyanailpolish FeiFei ✨ - This is the third and final Zoya polish I got in the @nailpolishdirect Black Friday sale! - For some reason my phone wouldn’t focus on my nails, but swipe to see the macros! 😍
It may have been the worse experience, but if you can learn  and grow, and still love. You really did win. #journey #authenticity #win #narcabuse #recovery #npd #recovered
Rp @no_contact_kids: Narcissists have a funny way of controlling that roller coaster. It’s a tactic they use to keep you engaged but never comfortable. Perhaps the greatest pain is the aftermath of realizing it was never genuine in the first place. Self-serving love is a mirror with no reflection. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ —Tag someone that needs to see this. 💯 
#narcissisticabuse #npd #npdsurvivor #lovequotes #loveyourself #selfesteem #relationshipgoals #relationshipquotes #emotionalabuse #abusesurvivor #abuserecovery #mentalhealth #sayings #recoverysayings #personalitydisorder #loversandfriends #breakupquotes #breakups
Rp @no_contact_kids: Narcissists have a funny way of controlling that roller coaster. It’s a tactic they use to keep you engaged but never comfortable. Perhaps the greatest pain is the aftermath of realizing it was never genuine in the first place. Self-serving love is a mirror with no reflection. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ —Tag someone that needs to see this. 💯 #narcissisticabuse  #npd  #npdsurvivor  #lovequotes  #loveyourself  #selfesteem  #relationshipgoals  #relationshipquotes  #emotionalabuse  #abusesurvivor  #abuserecovery  #mentalhealth  #sayings  #recoverysayings  #personalitydisorder  #loversandfriends  #breakupquotes  #breakups 
i always mess up when i’m talking because my brain goes too fast! and sometimes i stutter a bit which then makes everything else go downhill lol - julia (@julia_huijser)
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i always mess up when i’m talking because my brain goes too fast! and sometimes i stutter a bit which then makes everything else go downhill lol - julia (@julia_huijser) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ #mentalhealthrecovery  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentalillnessrecovery  #mentalhealthawareness  #anxiety  #depression  #schizophrenia  #autism  #bpd  #personalitydisorder  #add  #adhd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #dcd  #borderline  #npd  #dpd  #dependent  #staysafe  #safespace  #ocd  #copingmechanisms  #dyspraxia  #depersonalizationdisorder  #derealizationdisorder  #psychosis  #did 
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Not a game worth playing⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #marcthenarc  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 💜 💜 💜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ G⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ A⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ M⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ E⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ S⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #game  #toxic  #pureevil  #mean  #cruelladevil  #heartless  #evil  #abuse  #dontplay  #playgames  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #narcissist  #narcissistic  #narcissism  #enlightenment  #innerpeace  #mindgames  #ptsd  #abuse  #mentalabuse  #seattle  #empathy  #empath  #toxic  #npd  #abusive  #narcopath  #notnice  #mean  #heartless 
Small run of The Green Bastard for @peperspedals #uvprinting #npd #opamp #stompbox #emblemsnz #2018
***FINAL PEDALS OF 2018!!!! Don’t miss out on your chance to own one of these extremely rare PINK Royale Preamp pedals being released today from #foppstaramps. There are only 10 available worldwide and they will sell out very fast! I hand selected Hi-Fi Nichicon Green MUSE capacitors for these pedals, which gives them a slightly creamier, rounder and fuller tone without sacrificing any of the gain, grit, body, volume and feel of the original Royale Preamp! These pedals are also still handwired one at a time and have lacquered, silver-plated hookup wire. Orders can be placed immediately online. A direct link is in my bio! These pedals would make the prefect gift for that special someone who already has everything, because they definitely don’t have one of these...yet! 😎🤘🏼🎉 #royalepreamp #npd #geartalk #preamp #knowyourtone #limitededition #pink #handwired
***FINAL PEDALS OF 2018!!!! Don’t miss out on your chance to own one of these extremely rare PINK Royale Preamp pedals being released today from #foppstaramps . There are only 10 available worldwide and they will sell out very fast! I hand selected Hi-Fi Nichicon Green MUSE capacitors for these pedals, which gives them a slightly creamier, rounder and fuller tone without sacrificing any of the gain, grit, body, volume and feel of the original Royale Preamp! These pedals are also still handwired one at a time and have lacquered, silver-plated hookup wire. Orders can be placed immediately online. A direct link is in my bio! These pedals would make the prefect gift for that special someone who already has everything, because they definitely don’t have one of these...yet! 😎🤘🏼🎉 #royalepreamp  #npd  #geartalk  #preamp  #knowyourtone  #limitededition  #pink  #handwired 
Practice letting bad shit go, and loving yourself for doing it.  Out with the bad shit, in good shit. ・・・
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Practice letting bad shit go, and loving yourself for doing it. Out with the bad shit, in good shit. ・・・ Leave a Like ❤️ if you needed this, Tag 🏷 someone else who needs to see this, 🗣 Please make a comment. 👉 Follow @fedupwiththeeffups ・・・ 🗣🗣🗣 #fedupwiththeeffups  #abuse  #anxiety  #awareness  #boundaries  #cheater  #cptsd  #depression  #divorce  #domesticabuse  #domesticviolence  #emotionalabuse  #empath  #fakelove  #fraud  #gaslighting  #liar  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #npd  #personalitydisorder  #psychopath  #selfcare  #selflove  #sociopath  #survivor  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships 
The best way to see if you're dealing with a narcissist. #narcissist #npd #narcissisticabuse #throwitback
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I met someone who was interested in me.  He was ok and we scheduled a date until he told me that I should appreciate his efforts.  I told him that he could change his mind about me, I'm cool with it.  That started his tirade about my "unhealthy, manipulative" attitude.  Yes, it's my way or no way, but at least, I was being honest about it.

#redflag #npd #narcissist #fakelove #egomaniac #boundaries #respect #toxicpeople #manipulation #narcfree #narcsdontwin #notwithme
False belief alert! ‘You narcissist are my Source of self and I need to do all I can to retain you so that you can love me and keep me safe.’ Many people believe that narcissists went after us for our light. Yes, that was true, but they also could only target us if we were not fully and powerfully anchored in it. And even though we were giving and capable people, who had a lot to offer people, we were still precariously stuck in the beliefs that other people were bigger, stronger and more capable than us. We were not healthily partnered in our own power and light, and it was the smaller, broken, terrified to stand fully in the light places within us that subconsciously decided: ‘You narcissist are my Source of self and I need to do all I can to retain you so that you can love me and keep me safe.’ Until we become a True Source to Self, False Sources can be very alluring – it’s like the glitter that wasn’t the gold.

Additionally, many of us have literally come from epigenetic wounds or past life embedded traumas in our energy fields, in regards to having to go underground literally or cloak our true identities, because if we were discovered for who we really were, we would be eliminated. Maybe we were the wrong race, or religion, or held beliefs against the system that deemed us as heretics.

So, was it any wonder, that when the narcissist grandstanded, took center stage and demanded that all and sundry gravitate around him or her (or be punished) that we stayed and acquiesced. We weren’t free to express our dreams and missions. We lost ourselves, our resources and health that was needed for these dreams and missions, as we let the narcissist siphon all of that out in our attempt to survive.

So within, so without – we replay in our subsequent lifetimes and evolution the composition of our emotional energy fields. If all of this was previously familiar to ourselves and/or our ancestors, we can be highly susceptible to living the same again – until we go inside and release and reprogram these traumas.

The link on my profile page will lead you to the tools so you become a source to yourself and stop handing your power away to narcissists.

Much love xo ❤️
False belief alert! ‘You narcissist are my Source of self and I need to do all I can to retain you so that you can love me and keep me safe.’ Many people believe that narcissists went after us for our light. Yes, that was true, but they also could only target us if we were not fully and powerfully anchored in it. And even though we were giving and capable people, who had a lot to offer people, we were still precariously stuck in the beliefs that other people were bigger, stronger and more capable than us. We were not healthily partnered in our own power and light, and it was the smaller, broken, terrified to stand fully in the light places within us that subconsciously decided: ‘You narcissist are my Source of self and I need to do all I can to retain you so that you can love me and keep me safe.’ Until we become a True Source to Self, False Sources can be very alluring – it’s like the glitter that wasn’t the gold. Additionally, many of us have literally come from epigenetic wounds or past life embedded traumas in our energy fields, in regards to having to go underground literally or cloak our true identities, because if we were discovered for who we really were, we would be eliminated. Maybe we were the wrong race, or religion, or held beliefs against the system that deemed us as heretics. So, was it any wonder, that when the narcissist grandstanded, took center stage and demanded that all and sundry gravitate around him or her (or be punished) that we stayed and acquiesced. We weren’t free to express our dreams and missions. We lost ourselves, our resources and health that was needed for these dreams and missions, as we let the narcissist siphon all of that out in our attempt to survive. So within, so without – we replay in our subsequent lifetimes and evolution the composition of our emotional energy fields. If all of this was previously familiar to ourselves and/or our ancestors, we can be highly susceptible to living the same again – until we go inside and release and reprogram these traumas. The link on my profile page will lead you to the tools so you become a source to yourself and stop handing your power away to narcissists. Much love xo ❤️
Exits 51-56 are currently shut down due to police car chase. Use 29 as an alternate route. Both suspects are now in custody and Southbound 85 is now open according to the The Newnan Times-Herald #coweta #cowetacounty #newnanga #policechase #i85 #interstate85 #roadclosures For more http://times-herald.com/news/2018/12/interstate-shut-down-following-shootout #newnanpolice #npd
Psychological projection is a defense mechanism people subconsciously employ in order to cope with difficult feelings or emotions. Psychological projection involves projecting undesirable feelings or emotions onto someone else, rather than admitting to or dealing with the unwanted feelings.  #selfcare #selfworth #ilovewhoiam #inmyskiniwin #narcissisticabuse #npd #narcissticabuseawareness #narcissistrecovery #narcissisticrelationship #personaldisorder #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #psychologicalprojection #defensemechanism
Psychological projection is a defense mechanism people subconsciously employ in order to cope with difficult feelings or emotions. Psychological projection involves projecting undesirable feelings or emotions onto someone else, rather than admitting to or dealing with the unwanted feelings. #selfcare  #selfworth  #ilovewhoiam  #inmyskiniwin  #narcissisticabuse  #npd  #narcissticabuseawareness  #narcissistrecovery  #narcissisticrelationship  #personaldisorder  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships  #psychologicalprojection  #defensemechanism 
#narcissisticabuse and #ParentalAlienation Advent Calendar

How to survive the festive season.

Daily tips and advice

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The relationships we see in our childhood have a lifelong effect on us. If we don’t become conscious to the emotional wounds caused by witnessing them, we subconsciously seek out situations where we can repair them. Who we end up with is a manifestation of our own self worth.
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I do not believe relationships suffer from communication problems. Relationships suffer because of lack of self-awareness. Lack of consciousness to the subconscious. Our cultural conditioning says another person should complete you. Another person should validate you. Another person should put you before themselves. We expected to always be considered, and when we’re not it feels just as painful as it did when we were children. Our unhealed wounds boil to the surface and because this person is closest to us, the pain is unimaginable. We’ve added salt to a wound we carried for decades.
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It’s unpopular opinion, but the best partner is the person who puts their own evolution before all else. A person who awakens to their subconscious thoughts, patterns and behaviors. These people do not look to be fulfilled- they’ve done the work and therefore fulfilled themselves. They understand that love is a joining of souls not a series of expectations and conditions. The relationship becomes a mirror. A place of deep learning and growth. Two people seeking the highest self rather than two wounded people battling each other’s fragile egos.
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When you heal your emotional wounds, you seek an equal. You don’t try to save. You don’t seek to change. You don’t need to hold out hope that one day a person will become who you’ve wanted them to be. You’re no longer seduced with the idea that a person is doing something “for you” rather than for themselves. You understand that if someone can’t give something to themselves, they are incapable of showing up for you.
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Relationships are where we act our old wounds until we’ve found the courage to face them  #selfhealers
Repost @ the.holistic.psychologist ・・・ . The relationships we see in our childhood have a lifelong effect on us. If we don’t become conscious to the emotional wounds caused by witnessing them, we subconsciously seek out situations where we can repair them. Who we end up with is a manifestation of our own self worth. . I do not believe relationships suffer from communication problems. Relationships suffer because of lack of self-awareness. Lack of consciousness to the subconscious. Our cultural conditioning says another person should complete you. Another person should validate you. Another person should put you before themselves. We expected to always be considered, and when we’re not it feels just as painful as it did when we were children. Our unhealed wounds boil to the surface and because this person is closest to us, the pain is unimaginable. We’ve added salt to a wound we carried for decades. . It’s unpopular opinion, but the best partner is the person who puts their own evolution before all else. A person who awakens to their subconscious thoughts, patterns and behaviors. These people do not look to be fulfilled- they’ve done the work and therefore fulfilled themselves. They understand that love is a joining of souls not a series of expectations and conditions. The relationship becomes a mirror. A place of deep learning and growth. Two people seeking the highest self rather than two wounded people battling each other’s fragile egos. . When you heal your emotional wounds, you seek an equal. You don’t try to save. You don’t seek to change. You don’t need to hold out hope that one day a person will become who you’ve wanted them to be. You’re no longer seduced with the idea that a person is doing something “for you” rather than for themselves. You understand that if someone can’t give something to themselves, they are incapable of showing up for you. . Relationships are where we act our old wounds until we’ve found the courage to face them #selfhealers 
You wonder if there're some things a narcissist won't say to you. 
You think it wouldn't impact you. 
All the while mine was so consumed surfing. facebook during those final moments.
Why did i allow someone elses demonds to control how much those words impact me? .
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You wonder if there're some things a narcissist won't say to you. You think it wouldn't impact you. All the while mine was so consumed surfing. facebook during those final moments. Why did i allow someone elses demonds to control how much those words impact me? . . . . . #awareness  #healingjourney  #awakening  #narcissisticabuse  #narcissist  #toxicpeople  #indigochild  #toxicrelationships  #happiness  #spiritual  #sagittarius  #healyourself  #sadness  #depression  #suicidal  #suicide  #broken  #useless  #fakesmile  #anxiety  #npd  #help  #helpingothers  #why  #gaslighting 
I know it seems complicated to just walk away from a relationship but remember they will do the same to their next victim.  #narcissist #npd #instagood #instapic #abusiverelationship #gaslighting #stonewalling #picoftheday #lawofattraction #emotionalabuse #domesticviolence #exboyfriend #exboyfriendquotes
Buh Bye!
Buh Bye!
Watching inflated egos fall into hypocrisy and projection like 😂😘👌🏼🍿#npd #bpd #theycannothelpthemselves #blockandstalk
Plusieurs personnes malveillantes abusent de la vulnérabilité de nos aînés(es).
Que ce soit par la négligence, abus psychologique ou abus financier, elles se retrouvent trop souvent seuls(es) et sans moyens pour s’en sortir.

Il faut que ça change maintenant. 
#16joursdactivisme #aînés #intimidation #polcan #NPD #Hochelaga #monquartier #montreal #Canada #Québec
💓 new pedal day x messy pedalboard 🤣
#npd #ngd #omegadrive #supportlocal
Most of the images I share are not my own. I am just the messenger. When I share my own you will know it. I add our ig name at the bottom. Thank you! :)
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I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come.

If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list
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I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN .
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Most of the images I share are not my own. I am just the messenger. When I share my own you will know it. I add our ig name at the bottom. Thank you! :) @narcissist.awareness.recovery @narcopath.awareness.recovery . . . . I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come. If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list booksubmissions1@gmail.com To keep it organized, please fill in subject line in with options below. . -Story Submission -Poem Submission -Purchase book . . ------------------------ . . I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN . . . . . #npd  #narcisticpersonalitydisorder  #clusterb  #sociopath  #psychopath  #npdawarness  #awareness  #npdvictim  #npdsurvivor  #narcissistsurvivor  #narc  #narcissistawarness  #nocontact  #narcissism  #emotionalabuse  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #spiritualawakening  #domesticabuse  #truth  #emotionalabuse  #redflag  #narcissistredflag  #narcissistfree  #narcfree  #psychopathfree  #fuckboy  #ifmywoundswerevisible  #aspd  #levelup  #narcissistsurvivor 
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Most of the images I share are not my own. I am just the messenger. When I share my own you will know it. I add our ig name at the bottom. Thank you! :)
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I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come.

If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list
booksubmissions1@gmail.com

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I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN .
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. Most of the images I share are not my own. I am just the messenger. When I share my own you will know it. I add our ig name at the bottom. Thank you! :) @narcopath.awareness.recovery @narcissist.awareness.recovery . . . . I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come. If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list booksubmissions1@gmail.com To keep it organized, please fill in subject line in with options below. . -Story Submission -Poem Submission -Purchase book . ------------------------ . . I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN . . . . . #npd  #narcisticpersonalitydisorder  #clusterb  #sociopath  #psychopath  #npdawarness  #awareness  #npdvictim  #npdsurvivor  #narcissistsurvivor  #narc  #narcissistawarness  #nocontact  #narcissism  #emotionalabuse  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #spiritualawakening  #domesticabuse  #truth  #emotionalabuse  #redflag  #narcissistredflag  #narcissistfree  #narcfree  #psychopathfree  #fuckboy  #ifmywoundswerevisible  #aspd  #levelup  #narcissistsurvivor 
Had a blast yesterday hanging out with Billy from @ehx at @pentatonicguitars while demoing the winter 2018 releases like the Deluxe Civil War Big Muff, The Flat Iron Fuzz and The Grand Canyon Delay, The Delay was certainly my favorite. Maybe the best Digital Delay I have ever played. Can’t wait to stop by the shop again, thank you guys for the invite and hope to see y’all soon! Happy Sunday everybody. .
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Had a blast yesterday hanging out with Billy from @ehx at @pentatonicguitars while demoing the winter 2018 releases like the Deluxe Civil War Big Muff, The Flat Iron Fuzz and The Grand Canyon Delay, The Delay was certainly my favorite. Maybe the best Digital Delay I have ever played. Can’t wait to stop by the shop again, thank you guys for the invite and hope to see y’all soon! Happy Sunday everybody. . . . #ehx  #bigmuff  #pentatonicguitars  #brooklyn  #nyc  #pedals  #doom  #pedalcompany  #nycprimeshot  #winter2018  #knowyourtone  #gear  #gearnerd  #pedalboard  #npd  #rock  #awesome  #fun  #delay  #fuzz  #rigsofdoom  #loud  #namm2018 
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I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come.

If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list
booksubmissions1@gmail.com

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I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN .
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#Repost  @narcissist.awareness.recovery ・・・ . Most of the images I share are not my own. I am just the messenger. When I share my own you will know it. I add our ig name at the bottom. Thank you! :) @narcopath.awareness.recovery @narcissist.awareness.recovery . . . . I'm in the early stages of compiling and writing a compilation of narcissistic and psychopathic abuse survivors stories! I'm looking for woman and mens stories. Don't be too quick to write your story just yet. Ponder it for awhile. I'm coming up with submission guidelines and legal matters. It will take awhile to complete everything. Stay tuned for more info to come. If you would like to submit your story for possible publication, or even if you would like to just purchase the book, send me a email so I can get you on the mailing list booksubmissions1@gmail.com To keep it organized, please fill in subject line in with options below. . -Story Submission -Poem Submission -Purchase book . ------------------------ . . I KNOW MEN SUFFER FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AS WELL AS WOMAN BUT I HAVE A WOMANS ONLY PRIVATE SUPPORT GROUP ON FACEBOOK. SEND ME A DM IF YOU WANT TO JOIN . . . . . #npd  #narcisticpersonalitydisorder  #clusterb  #sociopath  #psychopath  #npdawarness  #awareness  #npdvictim  #npdsurvivor  #narcissistsurvivor  #narc  #narcissistawarness  #nocontact  #narcissism  #emotionalabuse  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #spiritualawakening  #domesticabuse  #truth  #emotionalabuse  #redflag  #narcissistredflag  #narcissistfree  #narcfree  #psychopathfree  #fuckboy  #ifmywoundswerevisible  #aspd  #levelup  #narcissistsurvivor 
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https://narcissistabusesupport.com/ ˙ What is a Narcissist? Good Question. This Website is a resource for victims of all kinds of abuse, specifically Narcissist Abuse. Together we can Heal! ˙ #NarcissistAbuse , #Narcissism , #Narcissist , #Narcissistic , #narcissistscruel , #manipulation , #Narcissismexpert , #Psychology , #Sociopath , #NPD , #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  , #Codependency , #Manipulation , #PTSD , #CPTSD , #EmotionalAbuse , #DomesticAbuse , #Abuse , #MentalIllness , #Support , #Depression , #Help , #Healing , #Heal , #Codependent , #TracyMalone , #Tracyamalone 
Growth ideas going up, growth supplies going down! Is there inverse relationship between CAGR (compound annual growth rate) and candy supplies in a workshop? Needs some research we think :-)
Growth ideas going up, growth supplies going down! Is there inverse relationship between CAGR (compound annual growth rate) and candy supplies in a workshop? Needs some research we think :-)
There are post its everywhere, at the entrance, in the kitchen, on the table. May be we need some on projector as well :-)
There are post its everywhere, at the entrance, in the kitchen, on the table. May be we need some on projector as well :-)
Ambiente de las grandes citas y un regalo para el importante duelo europeo contra el FC Krasnodar.💪🏼🔴🎁🏟🇪🇺
Léela y ve el spot de motivación en nuestra web. Link en la bio.🎥⬅️
#NoticiasSFC #ÚltimaHoraSFC #UEL #NuncaMeRindo #SevillaFC #NacidosParaDominar #VamosMiSevilla #LuchaPorLoQueAmas #Nervioneo #Sevillismo #DicenQueNuncaSeRinde #RamonSanchezPizjuan #EuropaLeague #UEFAEuropaLeague #Sevilla #SFC #NPD #ReyesDelSur #Pentacampeones #EuropaSabeDeLoQueSomosCapaces #SevillaEsRojiblanca #ThisIsSevilla #SevillaNosPertenece #UEFA
Ambiente de las grandes citas y un regalo para el importante duelo europeo contra el FC Krasnodar.💪🏼🔴🎁🏟🇪🇺 Léela y ve el spot de motivación en nuestra web. Link en la bio.🎥⬅️ #NoticiasSFC  #ÚltimaHoraSFC  #UEL  #NuncaMeRindo  #SevillaFC  #NacidosParaDominar  #VamosMiSevilla  #LuchaPorLoQueAmas  #Nervioneo  #Sevillismo  #DicenQueNuncaSeRinde  #RamonSanchezPizjuan  #EuropaLeague  #UEFAEuropaLeague  #Sevilla  #SFC  #NPD  #ReyesDelSur  #Pentacampeones  #EuropaSabeDeLoQueSomosCapaces  #SevillaEsRojiblanca  #ThisIsSevilla  #SevillaNosPertenece  #UEFA 
Now starting with part 2, Transformation!
Now starting with part 2, Transformation!
Recently, I have been reasoning through the fear, obligation, and guilt I had during my relationship. Before I understood what was happening, I felt a moral obligation to stay. He would quote scripture saying I had no biblical reason to divorce. I felt fearful when he told me no one else cared, he was the reason I had a car, a phone etc. I felt guilty when he tried to make me think I was just as bad as him or that I should be more forgiving. When I left for the last time, he used the usual tactics (fake apologies, gifts, proclaiming his love). Once he realized I wasn’t coming back, he came after me with everything he had. He’s threatened to show family members texts where I complained about them out of anger or ignorance, he’s threatened to expose intimate photos of me from our marriage in court, he’s projecting his alcohol use onto me, requesting my medical records (since I took an antidepressant about three years ago), and he is smearing my name to make me sound unstable. It’s hard to comprehend how someone you thought you loved and could trust would intentionally hurt you and try to make you fearful. I have had a hard time forgiving myself for the mistakes I made, but understand that I was groomed and manipulated very easily. 
The best thing I have done for myself is to be 100% truthful. I have told my family everything I could have possibly said about them, I’ve exposed any drinking or smoking that occurred with this man, and I’ve been honest about the darkest details of the relationship. I am so grateful and undeserving of a family who stands by me through this storm. They know the mistakes I’ve made and it has only made us more faithful. I am not afraid to expose myself in the process of exposing him. If he shows others nude photos of me, that were meant for my husband, I will live. I know I am well and I am stable. I have made mistakes, but I am not a criminal and I am not abusive.✌🏻#narcissisticabuse #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #psychopathfree #metoo #sociopath #npd #healingfromhiddenabuse #fearobligationguilt
Recently, I have been reasoning through the fear, obligation, and guilt I had during my relationship. Before I understood what was happening, I felt a moral obligation to stay. He would quote scripture saying I had no biblical reason to divorce. I felt fearful when he told me no one else cared, he was the reason I had a car, a phone etc. I felt guilty when he tried to make me think I was just as bad as him or that I should be more forgiving. When I left for the last time, he used the usual tactics (fake apologies, gifts, proclaiming his love). Once he realized I wasn’t coming back, he came after me with everything he had. He’s threatened to show family members texts where I complained about them out of anger or ignorance, he’s threatened to expose intimate photos of me from our marriage in court, he’s projecting his alcohol use onto me, requesting my medical records (since I took an antidepressant about three years ago), and he is smearing my name to make me sound unstable. It’s hard to comprehend how someone you thought you loved and could trust would intentionally hurt you and try to make you fearful. I have had a hard time forgiving myself for the mistakes I made, but understand that I was groomed and manipulated very easily. The best thing I have done for myself is to be 100% truthful. I have told my family everything I could have possibly said about them, I’ve exposed any drinking or smoking that occurred with this man, and I’ve been honest about the darkest details of the relationship. I am so grateful and undeserving of a family who stands by me through this storm. They know the mistakes I’ve made and it has only made us more faithful. I am not afraid to expose myself in the process of exposing him. If he shows others nude photos of me, that were meant for my husband, I will live. I know I am well and I am stable. I have made mistakes, but I am not a criminal and I am not abusive.✌🏻#narcissisticabuse  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #psychopathfree  #metoo  #sociopath  #npd  #healingfromhiddenabuse  #fearobligationguilt 
The beauty of the people of southern Brazil, heritage of the colony and immigration of the German people in this region 🇩🇪🇩🇪🇧🇷🇧🇷
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Time for prioritizing for today's workshop! 
#strategy #growth
« Don't fret precious I'm here
Step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you
Like I do
Like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils
See they don't give a fuck about you
Like I do

Just stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
One and the same I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swaying to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drum

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son
Go back to sleep »
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#npd
« Don't fret precious I'm here Step away from the window Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind what other voices say They don't care about you Like I do Like I do Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils See they don't give a fuck about you Like I do Just stay with me Safe and ignorant Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Count the bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums I'll be the one to protect you from Your enemies and all your demons I'll be the one to protect you from A will to survive and a voice of reason I'll be the one to protect you from Your enemies and your choices son One and the same I must isolate you Isolate and save you from yourself Swaying to the rhythm of the new world order and Count the bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drum The boogeymen are coming The boogeymen are coming Keep your head down go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Stay with me Safe and ignorant Just stay with me Hold you and protect you from the other ones The evil ones Don't love you son Go back to sleep » — #npd