So the female reproductive system & periods. .
I started my first period when I was 12
Never ever had a regular cycle. Doctors say give it a few years to regulate.
I went on the implant bled everyday for a year was very ill. .
Came off bleeding stopped. I went on the injection & never had a period.
Came off a long time ago now.
I cannot remember the last time I had a proper period or cycle. I am 25 years old. I can’t even remember the last time I had the odd spot. I am not on any contraceptives or any drugs that could impact on that system. .
Also since I was 11 and beginning puberty I have NEVER been interested in sex or sexual things or anything like that whether it’s man, woman or myself. I never have urge. Never had needs. Couldn’t care less. Don’t like it. Find it all disgusting. But can quite happily look and discuss the anatomy and organs in a science way.
I don’t have excess hair, I am not overweight or underweight.
I know I’m very strange.
I know I’m not normal.
I know I’m not like other girls.
Please don’t be like doctors and say well you suffer mental illness, that could be one or Cos or all the surgeries you’ve had could of effected you or your past.
Before ANY of this happened. Before mental illness, abuse, surgery. I have never been interested or remotely curious. I don’t want sex. I don’t like sex. Don’t need sex. And well last period have no clue. And no I’m not pregnant must be two years since I’ve had sex.
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As a mum working from home it can often feel a bit isolating. You may go through an entire workday not actually speaking to someone #notnormal
But jump on your socials, and your community of women just like you are there to inspire you, laugh with you, cry with you or help you. It's pretty awesome, don't you think? (Pic @kk_imagery)
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first two photos were before I fell at the VA. I tried to just get checked out at the VA today, still feeling off. I had thought to go to the grocery store to pick up some essentials. I’m at the store and started to fall to the right. It was slow, so no fall. I used the cart to support myself. We went the VA, after the grocery store, and they did some tests. One was with my eyes closed, sending me to the ground. The others was a blood pressure lying, sitting and standing. My heart races and I about fell, even using a walker for balance. My heart rate went up to 138. They couldn’t help me at the VA and told me I had to take a ride back to Sacred Heart. They found nothing, but I about fell going to the bathroom. They told me it is mental and maybe inner ear vertigo. The MRI was ‘normal ‘. I wanted to cry, my head hurt so bad from lying flat. The doctor tried to tell me it was the noise of the #mri He doesn’t know my head very well. I assume they don’t know Chiari either, as the nurse needed me to spell it so they could google it. Something is going on. I am not suffering so bad from PTSD that I cause this to myself. None of my triggers are eating bagels or going to the store. I was in room 43 and the doctor came in with 45 clipboard and said I had an ekg I didn’t have there either. I had an ekg at the VA! Maybe the wrong room? Who knows?! I will be getting a report ASAP. My neurological symptoms are there. I hope they will find it, helping me to be ‘normal’ like my MRI. I feel like a jerk that my family had to endure this adventure, bored and worse! God and I know that this isn’t okay. He will help me. #chiari#notamentalillness#thanks#balanceissues#notnormal#dayruined#notadrugseeker#prayer#neurological#hope#mentalhealth#prayforme#sorrytomyfamily#closedspaces @lenakaerbaer2021
@bubblesandfrown holy heck, Sylva has one of the coolest and quirkiest corsets I ever made. I think this thing is now...9 years old? Either way, I am grateful to every person out in the costume world who pushes me to be more creative, more fearless, more reckless, and less predictable.