Last night was the first time I cut myself. Today I looked at my leg in the mirror when I went to have a shower and I was ashamed, yet just an hour later I did it again. I’m falling apart and no one notices.
There are times in life when you are sad.
When you know the world is going perfectly normal, just like the day before or the minute before.
But inside you its a calamity.
And you dont know the real reason behind.
You know somethings wrong.
But its all so cloudy inside you cant find out the cause.
Maybe someone can hear you out or just watch you cry.
Hold your hands or hug you.
Maybe thats all that is needed.
And it will all fall back into place.
But you cant find that person.
You know people like that in your life.
You have experienced this before and they have helped you out before.
But you are too tired of yourslef to ask for any help anymore.
You dont want them to help you one more time only to return to them again.
It happens with a lot.
Dont feel lonely.
A lot of people deal with similar situations all day.
Dont lose hope in yourslef.