I’ve carried a child within my body, slept with them on my chest. I’ve kissed little toes and wiped away tears. I’ve been vomited on, peed on, and spent sleepless nights cradling my crying child. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. My body isn’t magazine perfect, but when I look on the mirror I see a MOM and there is no greater honor, love or blessing❤️ #iamamom#imnotperfect#mylittleblessing#wouldntchangeanything#baby#babymama#happy
This was taken the day before Noah was born. 💔 Oh how I miss carrying our little blessing in my belly. Feeling him move. Hearing the trotting sound of his little heartbeat. Feeling the anticipation of finding out if he was a boy or a girl.. even though my mama instincts knew he was a boy this whole time. And the excitement of his arrival in a few more months and getting to hold him in my arms, stare at his little face, and smell his beautiful baby scent.
We did get to hold Noah for a little while 😭 and I’m grateful for that. He was taken away from us too soon, but I know that God needed him in heaven more.
My heart is broken into a million pieces, and I know a part of it will always be missing. But I’m happy that Noah is PERFECT in heaven now, and watching over his mommy and daddy.
Mama loves you, son. I miss you so much. I’ll see you again some day 👣💙👼🏼
My little girl is getting so big😍. Haha I can’t see my feet anymore! I am past my 24 week (6month) mark and she’s getting stronger and stronger each day❤️. Especially her kicking lol. But it makes my heart so happy! This little squirmy munchkin of mine has become so active it’s unreal! Although I think she’s finally learning not to keep me up with her tossing and turning too late! I’m finally able to go to sleep at a decent time and be ready to take on the next day:). All in all we’re both happy and healthy. I am loving this little journey we are on together☺️. I love you so much my little Alayna😍! I love you more than you will ever know👶🏼❤️! #happymommy#happybaby#mylittleblessing#mymiraclebaby#myrainbowbaby#mommyslittlegirl
The start of an amazing new adventure, and the end of a enchanted chapter. The both/and, the excitement and the trepidation, the pride and the fear, the joy and the grief. Watching the bus pull away with my always unschooled girl broke this mama’s heart AND sent it soaring. She’s about to bless a whole new community with her wisdom, kindness, humor and magic and make their world a better place—for that I am grateful. But for now, for this minute, I’m going to just be with the sadness and the empty space left in mine. ❤️
Also, gotta love the full circle on the #drmartens , #justlikehermama .
The best part of my day is when I get to just hold my little angel as she sleeps peacefully in my arms! You stole my heart from day one and I can’t wait to be your mommy for the rest of your life.... Sleep tight my angel and know you will always be loved and cared for!!!💕 #myheart#amotherslove#mylittleangel#mylittleblessing