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My heart hurts so much right now .. we had to say goodbye to our baby girl this morning ... sleep tight Millie .. love you.. forever my furbaby.. โค.. I can't even begin to think of life without you.๐Ÿ’•
#myhearthurts #goodbye #sleeptight #Millie #loveyou #forever #myfurbaby #lifewithoutyou #words #mywords #feelings #thoughts #mythoughts #writing #mywriting #poems #poetry #written #fromtheheart
When I asked him if he would miss me yesterday as he was going to Grammy's for the night... that has now turned into 3 nights.
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He said no.
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Not going to lie I cried a little inside. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
When I asked him if he would miss me yesterday as he was going to Grammy's for the night... that has now turned into 3 nights. . He said no. . Not going to lie I cried a little inside. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
This year in particular, cherish your loved ones,
And be grateful for all that you have.
In the big scheme of things, your problems are most likely minuscule.
#westlakevillage #thousandoaks #tostrong #californiafires #borderlinebarandgrill #salonwestlake #westlakevillagehairsalon #myhearthurts #beyouatthew #thanksgiving #paradiseca #prayersforcalifornia #malibu #calabasas #agourahills #newburypark #oakparkca
#hatetheholidays#myhearthurts#missingcaseyโค๐Ÿ’”โค๐Ÿ’”
I could feel the color draining from my face. The tears drowning my eyes. My hands shaking, my knees buckling,my stomach turning and my heart palpitating. I've never known a love like yours. As quickly as it emerged it was gone just as fast. Slipping through my fingers as I desperately tried to cling onto the past. #deathsucks #myhearthurts #myeyeshurttoo
I could feel the color draining from my face. The tears drowning my eyes. My hands shaking, my knees buckling,my stomach turning and my heart palpitating. I've never known a love like yours. As quickly as it emerged it was gone just as fast. Slipping through my fingers as I desperately tried to cling onto the past. #deathsucks  #myhearthurts  #myeyeshurttoo 
@Regran_ed from @adrianamanekineko -  #TEARSFORANIMALS #MYHEARTHURTS #CAN #NOT  #STOP #CRYING - #regrann
I feel personally attacked! ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ โ€ขโ€ข #uninteresting #boring #thereisalwayssomeonebetter #overit #myhearthurts #brokenheartsclub
So incredibly #thankful for my amazing #bestfriends. Through all of my pain in the last week so many have been there for my family and I. And tonight @jenemccarthy asked me to come with her for a drink and she surprised me with another of my best friends @leecan07! Love you so much ladies! #myhearthurts and you make it feel better๐Ÿ’•
So incredibly #thankful  for my amazing #bestfriends . Through all of my pain in the last week so many have been there for my family and I. And tonight @jenemccarthy asked me to come with her for a drink and she surprised me with another of my best friends @leecan07! Love you so much ladies! #myhearthurts  and you make it feel better๐Ÿ’•
Melanie, this doesnt seem real at all! I'm devastated. We had some of the best times. You always knew how to cheer me up. You made me laugh so hard and so much. You stood up for me at work when no one else would. You didnt care what people thought and always said what was on your mind. We were super close and I couldn't have asked for a better more loyal friend. Your the only girl ive ever known to be able to keep a secret and keep what we talked about to ourselves. You rarely find friends like that. You were one of a kind and such a beautiful soul. I'll miss everything about you. Thanks for being such a wonderful friend and for always being there for me. You were such a great mom too. I wish you were still here. I'll be keeping your family and your son in my prayers. Rest in peace Mel Bell. I love you. This isnt goodbye its see you later. โค๐Ÿ˜ญ #friends #imu #sadday #iloveyou #beautifulsoul #rip #myhearthurts
Melanie, this doesnt seem real at all! I'm devastated. We had some of the best times. You always knew how to cheer me up. You made me laugh so hard and so much. You stood up for me at work when no one else would. You didnt care what people thought and always said what was on your mind. We were super close and I couldn't have asked for a better more loyal friend. Your the only girl ive ever known to be able to keep a secret and keep what we talked about to ourselves. You rarely find friends like that. You were one of a kind and such a beautiful soul. I'll miss everything about you. Thanks for being such a wonderful friend and for always being there for me. You were such a great mom too. I wish you were still here. I'll be keeping your family and your son in my prayers. Rest in peace Mel Bell. I love you. This isnt goodbye its see you later. โค๐Ÿ˜ญ #friends  #imu  #sadday  #iloveyou  #beautifulsoul  #rip  #myhearthurts 
๐Ÿ–คโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜‡ #god #angelamongus #heaven #prayers #familychain #qoutes #lord #myhearthurts
The most painful thing in the world is watching someone that you love more than anything, get sick, and slowly get worse, and there is nothing you can do about it, except be there for her, even when she has no idea who you are. For as long as I can remember my nana has been my go to, she was probably my first best friend, and one of the only people Iโ€™ve ever trusted, sheโ€™s always made sure I felt like a million bucks, and is one of the very few people and just be myself around because I know no matter what she loves me and wonโ€™t judge me (at least not out loud๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚) Nana has always went out of her way to make sure I felt loved, she has never missed an opportunity to tell me she loves me, or to make sure I know that Iโ€™m important to her, and that I matter... even on those days that Iโ€™m just being an asshole, and donโ€™t deserve it. Her love for me has always been unconditional, Seeing her as sick as she is, is seriously breaking my heart, Iโ€™ve always thought of her as a young, free spirited, selfless person, and no matter how she was feeling sheโ€™d still try to do things herself... and for anyone who asked, I never thought Iโ€™d see the day that sheโ€™d need help with every aspect of her life, when I look at her I see the sadness, helpless and defeat in her eyes... and it literally makes my world shatter, Iโ€™d go to the end of the earth and back for nana, and if I could trade her places Iโ€™d gladly do it in a heartbeat.. because she doesnโ€™t deserve to go through this. ๐Ÿ˜ญ I hate this.  #myhearthurts #mynana #lifesucks #everythingwillbeok
The most painful thing in the world is watching someone that you love more than anything, get sick, and slowly get worse, and there is nothing you can do about it, except be there for her, even when she has no idea who you are. For as long as I can remember my nana has been my go to, she was probably my first best friend, and one of the only people Iโ€™ve ever trusted, sheโ€™s always made sure I felt like a million bucks, and is one of the very few people and just be myself around because I know no matter what she loves me and wonโ€™t judge me (at least not out loud๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚) Nana has always went out of her way to make sure I felt loved, she has never missed an opportunity to tell me she loves me, or to make sure I know that Iโ€™m important to her, and that I matter... even on those days that Iโ€™m just being an asshole, and donโ€™t deserve it. Her love for me has always been unconditional, Seeing her as sick as she is, is seriously breaking my heart, Iโ€™ve always thought of her as a young, free spirited, selfless person, and no matter how she was feeling sheโ€™d still try to do things herself... and for anyone who asked, I never thought Iโ€™d see the day that sheโ€™d need help with every aspect of her life, when I look at her I see the sadness, helpless and defeat in her eyes... and it literally makes my world shatter, Iโ€™d go to the end of the earth and back for nana, and if I could trade her places Iโ€™d gladly do it in a heartbeat.. because she doesnโ€™t deserve to go through this. ๐Ÿ˜ญ I hate this. #myhearthurts  #mynana  #lifesucks  #everythingwillbeok 
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane Iโ€™d walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.
#feelingsad #sosad ๐ŸŒŒ๐ŸŒ โญโœจ๐Ÿ’ซ๐ŸŒŸ #thinkingofyoutonight #brother ๐ŸŒ›#myhearthurts #sweetdreams #mysweetbrother @deni_bekcic #restinpeace #restlesssoul ๐ŸŒ ๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ™โœจ #angelsarewatchingoveryou ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿ‘ผ #preventsuicide #suicideisnottheanswer
Final shots fired... even tho this freedom feels a lot like treason, I know that stayings worse than leaving ๐Ÿ’” #8yearsgone #thatgoodbyekiss #todaymarkstheend #myhearthurts #behindblueeyes #illalwaysloveyou #justcantplaythesegames #winneratalosinggame
I miss you, mamaw. Thanksgiving wonโ€™t be the same without you & papaw this year. #myhearthurts
I miss you, mamaw. Thanksgiving wonโ€™t be the same without you & papaw this year. #myhearthurts 
When he grabs your arm and looks you in the eyes ๐Ÿ’• #myhearthurts #soprecious #mrsweetface
WE ARE HERE;
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This is Melissa from Chico Humane Society. We just dropped off a van full of donations from @animalconnectionsf, Montclair friends and the wonderful @broadwaypethospital whom also sponsored the Uhaul we drove up.
THANK YOU ANGELS!
I have more to share with you, as it has been a crazy journey and an incredible outpouring of human kindness!!
RESCUE
I LOVE YOU
#bellavitarescue #laylaslegacy #bvrcampfire #chicohumanesociety #campfire #paradise #myhearthurts #buttecountystrong
WE ARE HERE; ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿš’ This is Melissa from Chico Humane Society. We just dropped off a van full of donations from @animalconnectionsf, Montclair friends and the wonderful @broadwaypethospital whom also sponsored the Uhaul we drove up. THANK YOU ANGELS! I have more to share with you, as it has been a crazy journey and an incredible outpouring of human kindness!! RESCUE I LOVE YOU #bellavitarescue  #laylaslegacy  #bvrcampfire  #chicohumanesociety  #campfire  #paradise  #myhearthurts  #buttecountystrong 
Going through my first miscarriage and talking about it to help me grieve. I heard the heartbeat last week, and suddenly this week no heartbeat or blood flow to the baby. We had just done this picture as an announcement before finding out the bad news, it is completely devastating. We were going to announce at our housewarming party and have this huge surprise showing a bedroom for 2 kiddos and cut into a cake with the gender. Itโ€™s hard to accept the baby is gone. Every time I talk about it I start sobbing. Every time I see the ultrasound picture I start sobbing. I always imagined having a miscarriage would be awful but I understand the pain so much more now. I know things will get better, but wow it is so hard to go through and I empathize with all you mamas who have gone through this. โค๏ธ#miscarriage #missedmiscarriage #myhearthurts
Going through my first miscarriage and talking about it to help me grieve. I heard the heartbeat last week, and suddenly this week no heartbeat or blood flow to the baby. We had just done this picture as an announcement before finding out the bad news, it is completely devastating. We were going to announce at our housewarming party and have this huge surprise showing a bedroom for 2 kiddos and cut into a cake with the gender. Itโ€™s hard to accept the baby is gone. Every time I talk about it I start sobbing. Every time I see the ultrasound picture I start sobbing. I always imagined having a miscarriage would be awful but I understand the pain so much more now. I know things will get better, but wow it is so hard to go through and I empathize with all you mamas who have gone through this. โค๏ธ#miscarriage  #missedmiscarriage  #myhearthurts 
He sent you to me for many reasons and I cherished every moment. You were my best friend. My right hand man. You witnessed my weakest moments with ugly cries and danced with me in the living room as we conquered so many obstacles. You were there for holidays and lazy days. Iโ€™m thankful for the time I got to spend with you my handsome little man. I love you poopie โค๏ธ #takentoosoon #blessed #thankful #8yrsold #tabby #myhearthurts #rapidkidneyfailure
He sent you to me for many reasons and I cherished every moment. You were my best friend. My right hand man. You witnessed my weakest moments with ugly cries and danced with me in the living room as we conquered so many obstacles. You were there for holidays and lazy days. Iโ€™m thankful for the time I got to spend with you my handsome little man. I love you poopie โค๏ธ #takentoosoon  #blessed  #thankful  #8yrsold  #tabby  #myhearthurts  #rapidkidneyfailure 
I have ben so incredibly proud of my brother buying his own house and in less than 6months not only did he lose his home but everything he owned including all 3 of his cars. Iโ€™m beyond greatful that he is ok and got the dogs out as well. But itโ€™s time to regroup and make his next move. He is accepting donations. Anything Helpsโค๏ธ Link is in my bio! #campfire #tragedy #myhearthurts #positivevibes #loveabounds #ripparadise #paradise
I have ben so incredibly proud of my brother buying his own house and in less than 6months not only did he lose his home but everything he owned including all 3 of his cars. Iโ€™m beyond greatful that he is ok and got the dogs out as well. But itโ€™s time to regroup and make his next move. He is accepting donations. Anything Helpsโค๏ธ Link is in my bio! #campfire  #tragedy  #myhearthurts  #positivevibes  #loveabounds  #ripparadise  #paradise 
2 years ago I was going through my hospital bag for one last time. I wanted it all to be perfect but little did I know it already was. I didn't need to strive for perfection. I was going to soon see and hold my baby. That there was perfection already.
I was getting ready to head to the hospital early next morning. Sure, I was scared and nervous but I was also so excited to finally see my baby girl. This picture was taken on the morning we took her home from the hospital. One of many memories that will live with me forever. 
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#2yearsago #gettingready #birth #myteddybear #broomfield #hospital #leavinghospital #afterbirth #babygirl #shes2tomorrow #lastsleep #fewhourstogo #onemorenight #slowdown #stopgrowingupsofast #motherhoodunplugged #slowdownbaby #mybaby #novemberbaby #mybabynotsolittleanymore #motherhoodmoments #bloggermum #mamablogger #myhearthurts #csectionbaby #csection #postcsection #perfection #motherhood #motherhoodthroughinstagram
2 years ago I was going through my hospital bag for one last time. I wanted it all to be perfect but little did I know it already was. I didn't need to strive for perfection. I was going to soon see and hold my baby. That there was perfection already. I was getting ready to head to the hospital early next morning. Sure, I was scared and nervous but I was also so excited to finally see my baby girl. This picture was taken on the morning we took her home from the hospital. One of many memories that will live with me forever. Last sleep until this little girl turns 2! โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข #2yearsago  #gettingready  #birth  #myteddybear  #broomfield  #hospital  #leavinghospital  #afterbirth  #babygirl  #shes2tomorrow  #lastsleep  #fewhourstogo  #onemorenight  #slowdown  #stopgrowingupsofast  #motherhoodunplugged  #slowdownbaby  #mybaby  #novemberbaby  #mybabynotsolittleanymore  #motherhoodmoments  #bloggermum  #mamablogger  #myhearthurts  #csectionbaby  #csection  #postcsection  #perfection  #motherhood  #motherhoodthroughinstagram 
Team mates might not always be the best of friends, but they are always family. Ten years of being team mates and 10 years of being derby family. Weโ€™ll miss you Bez. #cancersucks #myhearthurts #bezzombie13 #derbyfamily #gonetoosoon
My niece @mikay_devore wrote this and I really wanted to share. Beautifully written my love. Iโ€™m so proud of you and your sister @h3l3na_boo. Love you both so much โ™ฅ๏ธ More than youโ€™ll ever know. Your mom is finally at peace and I hope that you both will be able to find your own peace one day. Iโ€™m always here if you need ANYTHING!!! Love you ๐Ÿ˜˜.
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#no excuses #theresalwaystime #forgiveness #grieving #loss #guilt #anxietyshmanxiety #thestruggleisreal #selflove #strength #mybeautifulsister #illneverforgetyou #yourealwaysinmyheart #lovemynieces #lovebeinganaunt #alwaysandforever #toheavenandback #myhearthurts #somuchpain #prayers
My niece @mikay_devore wrote this and I really wanted to share. Beautifully written my love. Iโ€™m so proud of you and your sister @h3l3na_boo. Love you both so much โ™ฅ๏ธ More than youโ€™ll ever know. Your mom is finally at peace and I hope that you both will be able to find your own peace one day. Iโ€™m always here if you need ANYTHING!!! Love you ๐Ÿ˜˜. . . . . . . . #no  excuses #theresalwaystime  #forgiveness  #grieving  #loss  #guilt  #anxietyshmanxiety  #thestruggleisreal  #selflove  #strength  #mybeautifulsister  #illneverforgetyou  #yourealwaysinmyheart  #lovemynieces  #lovebeinganaunt  #alwaysandforever  #toheavenandback  #myhearthurts  #somuchpain  #prayers 
10.28.2015

I was 38 weeks pregnant with our second child โ€ฆ and my husband finally realized that he needed to go to the ER - but, like many people, he was so consumed with a big project at work (and a family) that his symptoms were being ignored.

Things like:
- Soaking our king size bed with night sweats
- Fatigue
- Neck pain and swelling
- Random, yet consistent high fevers

Something was really wrong. The z-packs and antibiotics werenโ€™t cutting it.

What we found out that day is that the impossible happens. Fear is real. Cancer doesnโ€™t discriminate.

We found out that Jon had a 10x10x7 mass in his sternal wall (chest), a severe blood clot in his jugular vein on the left side of his neck, and his body was being overcome by a blood cell cancer - T-cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia.

When I arrived at the hospital I grabbed him to tightly that I hurt him ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’” by hugging his neck so tightly.

What I didnโ€™t realize then, was that it was that day that would begin my journey to impact lives.

It would be the life experiences and the choices I would make from that day forward that would equipp me to do what I do today. While it was difficult to see the purpose in that day and those that followed - looking back - that was the day that began my preparation for challenging people to pick up their pieces and push forward past the pain, uncertainty, fear, and past  their own belief system into an extraordinary life post tragedy.

The tragedy is losing life as you know it .. whether you are grieving the loss of a spouse/family member, the loss of a marriage, or the end of a season in your life, you have reached TRANSITION. Let me help you through that season.
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#grievingoutloud #elevateology #impactgroups #makeithappen #brentandjana #beanovercomer #liveunconquered #createthelife #unitedinassignment #elevateyourlife #widowsunite #naplesfl #widow #widowlife #widowstrong #widows #grief #griefsupport #griefsucks #widower #widowed #youngwidow #widowsofinstagram #hywc #widowhoodhustle #myhearthurts #widowmom #widowshelpingwidows #widowwarrior #spouseloss
10.28.2015 I was 38 weeks pregnant with our second child โ€ฆ and my husband finally realized that he needed to go to the ER - but, like many people, he was so consumed with a big project at work (and a family) that his symptoms were being ignored. Things like: - Soaking our king size bed with night sweats - Fatigue - Neck pain and swelling - Random, yet consistent high fevers Something was really wrong. The z-packs and antibiotics werenโ€™t cutting it. What we found out that day is that the impossible happens. Fear is real. Cancer doesnโ€™t discriminate. We found out that Jon had a 10x10x7 mass in his sternal wall (chest), a severe blood clot in his jugular vein on the left side of his neck, and his body was being overcome by a blood cell cancer - T-cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia. When I arrived at the hospital I grabbed him to tightly that I hurt him ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’” by hugging his neck so tightly. What I didnโ€™t realize then, was that it was that day that would begin my journey to impact lives. It would be the life experiences and the choices I would make from that day forward that would equipp me to do what I do today. While it was difficult to see the purpose in that day and those that followed - looking back - that was the day that began my preparation for challenging people to pick up their pieces and push forward past the pain, uncertainty, fear, and past their own belief system into an extraordinary life post tragedy. The tragedy is losing life as you know it .. whether you are grieving the loss of a spouse/family member, the loss of a marriage, or the end of a season in your life, you have reached TRANSITION. Let me help you through that season. โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข #grievingoutloud  #elevateology  #impactgroups  #makeithappen  #brentandjana  #beanovercomer  #liveunconquered  #createthelife  #unitedinassignment  #elevateyourlife  #widowsunite  #naplesfl  #widow  #widowlife  #widowstrong  #widows  #grief  #griefsupport  #griefsucks  #widower  #widowed  #youngwidow  #widowsofinstagram  #hywc  #widowhoodhustle  #myhearthurts  #widowmom  #widowshelpingwidows  #widowwarrior  #spouseloss 
Thanks for all the great memories, laughs and for just being you! I am sad to see you go but will always wear your number. I am happy you are retiring as a Texas Ranger ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿปโšพ๏ธ. Love my Beltre ๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ #beltre #texasrangerbaseball #texasproud #baseballlife #myhearthurts #sadtoseeyougo #mynumberone #baseball #happyretirement
10.28.2015

I was 38 weeks pregnant with our second child โ€ฆ and my husband finally realized that he needed to go to the ER - but, like many people, he was so consumed with a big project at work (and a family) that his symptoms were being ignored.

Things like:
- Soaking our king size bed with night sweats
- Fatigue
- Neck pain and swelling
- Random, yet consistent high fevers

Something was really wrong. The z-packs and antibiotics werenโ€™t cutting it.

What we found out that day is that the impossible happens. Fear is real. Cancer doesnโ€™t discriminate.

We found out that Jon had a 10x10x7 mass in his sternal wall (chest), a severe blood clot in his jugular vein on the left side of his neck, and his body was being overcome by a blood cell cancer - T-cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia.

When I arrived at the hospital I grabbed him to tightly that I hurt him ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’” by hugging his neck so tightly.

What I didnโ€™t realize then, was that it was that day that would begin my journey to impact lives.

It would be the life experiences and the choices I would make from that day forward that would equipp me to do what I do today. While it was difficult to see the purpose in that day and those that followed - looking back - that was the day that began my preparation for challenging people to pick up their pieces and push forward past the pain, uncertainty, fear, and past  their own belief system into an extraordinary life post tragedy.

The tragedy is losing life as you know it .. whether you are grieving the loss of a spouse/family member, the loss of a marriage, or the end of a season in your life, you have reached TRANSITION. Let me help you through that season.
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#grievingoutloud #elevateology #impactgroups #makeithappen #brentandjana #beanovercomer #liveunconquered #createthelife #unitedinassignment #elevateyourlife #widowsunite #naplesfl #widow #widowlife #widowstrong #widows #grief #griefsupport #griefsucks #widower #widowed #youngwidow #widowsofinstagram #hywc #widowhoodhustle #myhearthurts #widowmom #widowshelpingwidows #widowwarrior #spouseloss
10.28.2015 I was 38 weeks pregnant with our second child โ€ฆ and my husband finally realized that he needed to go to the ER - but, like many people, he was so consumed with a big project at work (and a family) that his symptoms were being ignored. Things like: - Soaking our king size bed with night sweats - Fatigue - Neck pain and swelling - Random, yet consistent high fevers Something was really wrong. The z-packs and antibiotics werenโ€™t cutting it. What we found out that day is that the impossible happens. Fear is real. Cancer doesnโ€™t discriminate. We found out that Jon had a 10x10x7 mass in his sternal wall (chest), a severe blood clot in his jugular vein on the left side of his neck, and his body was being overcome by a blood cell cancer - T-cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia. When I arrived at the hospital I grabbed him to tightly that I hurt him ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’” by hugging his neck so tightly. What I didnโ€™t realize then, was that it was that day that would begin my journey to impact lives. It would be the life experiences and the choices I would make from that day forward that would equipp me to do what I do today. While it was difficult to see the purpose in that day and those that followed - looking back - that was the day that began my preparation for challenging people to pick up their pieces and push forward past the pain, uncertainty, fear, and past their own belief system into an extraordinary life post tragedy. The tragedy is losing life as you know it .. whether you are grieving the loss of a spouse/family member, the loss of a marriage, or the end of a season in your life, you have reached TRANSITION. Let me help you through that season. โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข #grievingoutloud  #elevateology  #impactgroups  #makeithappen  #brentandjana  #beanovercomer  #liveunconquered  #createthelife  #unitedinassignment  #elevateyourlife  #widowsunite  #naplesfl  #widow  #widowlife  #widowstrong  #widows  #grief  #griefsupport  #griefsucks  #widower  #widowed  #youngwidow  #widowsofinstagram  #hywc  #widowhoodhustle  #myhearthurts  #widowmom  #widowshelpingwidows  #widowwarrior  #spouseloss 
I know itโ€™s Tuesday but my #mcm goes to this amazing man and father @jakerozon โ™ฅ๏ธ We love him so much and he does so much for our family. He left for his 2 week shift this morning and we will miss him more than words can say. Thank you for everything you do for Adeline and I โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿฅฐ we cannot wait to see you again in two weeks #yeg #oilfieldwife #oilfieldfamily #itnevergetseasier #ourwholeworld #bestdadever #family #myhearthurts #momsofinstagram #motherhood #momlife #mom #oureverydaylife #honestmotherhood #itshard #motherhoodunfiltered #motherhoodunplugged #motherhoodrising #mommy #mompost
I know itโ€™s Tuesday but my #mcm  goes to this amazing man and father @jakerozon โ™ฅ๏ธ We love him so much and he does so much for our family. He left for his 2 week shift this morning and we will miss him more than words can say. Thank you for everything you do for Adeline and I โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿฅฐ we cannot wait to see you again in two weeks #yeg  #oilfieldwife  #oilfieldfamily  #itnevergetseasier  #ourwholeworld  #bestdadever  #family  #myhearthurts  #momsofinstagram  #motherhood  #momlife  #mom  #oureverydaylife  #honestmotherhood  #itshard  #motherhoodunfiltered  #motherhoodunplugged  #motherhoodrising  #mommy  #mompost 
Happy Birthday in Heaven Daddy. Nothing will ever change how much I love you & miss you. #wishicouldhugyou #missingmydaddy #happybirthdayinheaven #alwaysyourlittlegirl #bestpapaever #myhearthurts
Raw emotion. So depressed right now. My brain is attacking me with horrible memories that are all my fault. How do I function through this and put on the fake smile!?! I don't even want to exist right now. Life is hard. 
Am I detoxing? 
#depressed #rawemotion #depression #devil #demons #brainattack #ithurtsmysoul #myhearthurts #feelgross #help #crazycassie
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My handsome Husband and my princess โ€˜Smudgeyโ€™ so much love for these two beautiful souls โค๏ธโค๏ธ#husband #cat #lovethemsomuch #lovethemmorethananything #myhearthurts #missmycat #myprincess
The sound of your voice wishing me a good day,you trying to put that big smile on my face,those beautiful blue eyes,those fascinating hands๐Ÿ˜,those good morning texts,all the daily laughs,letโ€™s not forget the undeniable intense chemistry...none of it ever goes away๐Ÿ’”

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#youneverlookedback #doyouevermissme #istillloveyou #missingyou #didimeananythingtoyou #heartbroken #beautfullybroken #ineedtoletgo #igqoutes #mybeautifullove #imsorry #myhearthurts #ihatethatimissyou #igqoutes #mywordsmythoughts #mywordstoyou
The sound of your voice wishing me a good day,you trying to put that big smile on my face,those beautiful blue eyes,those fascinating hands๐Ÿ˜,those good morning texts,all the daily laughs,letโ€™s not forget the undeniable intense chemistry...none of it ever goes away๐Ÿ’” Photo credit @raven_black_poetry . . #youneverlookedback  #doyouevermissme  #istillloveyou  #missingyou  #didimeananythingtoyou  #heartbroken  #beautfullybroken  #ineedtoletgo  #igqoutes  #mybeautifullove  #imsorry  #myhearthurts  #ihatethatimissyou  #igqoutes  #mywordsmythoughts  #mywordstoyou 
I never been so sad in my life  but itโ€™s best for now my baby is going out off town I have to work all week  and I wonโ€™t time time to see her she going to spend the week with her godmother โ˜น๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ™„#momylitlegirl #myhearthurts #myeverything
I never been so sad in my life but itโ€™s best for now my baby is going out off town I have to work all week and I wonโ€™t time time to see her she going to spend the week with her godmother โ˜น๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ™„#momylitlegirl  #myhearthurts  #myeverything 
When are we going to start doing something? #guncontrol #myhearthurts #thoughtsandprayersarenotenough
Today I held my grandpas hand an walked him to the car... just like he would do when I was younger... my papa has Alzheimerโ€™s an itโ€™s quickly taking him from us. Itโ€™s ok papa Iโ€™ll hold your hand an Iโ€™ll do anything I have to do to take care of you like you have always took care of all of us. . #fuckalzheimer #ilovemypapa #myhearthurts #takingcareofpapa #igotyou
Today I held my grandpas hand an walked him to the car... just like he would do when I was younger... my papa has Alzheimerโ€™s an itโ€™s quickly taking him from us. Itโ€™s ok papa Iโ€™ll hold your hand an Iโ€™ll do anything I have to do to take care of you like you have always took care of all of us. . #fuckalzheimer  #ilovemypapa  #myhearthurts  #takingcareofpapa  #igotyou 
God I wish I had one more day one more hour one more min to spend with you to say what you mean to me to thank you for everything youโ€™ve ever done for me. I still canโ€™t wrap my head around you being gone. I wish I understood the grievance process and that everything will go away but I donโ€™t. #cancersucks #grandma #bestfriend #lovemygrandma #neverforget #myhearthurts #giveanythingtogoback
One of the worst feelings is feeling helpless. To realize in certain situations you're completely and totally powerless that you gotta try to roll with the hard punches life will throw. ๐Ÿ™
One of the worst feelings is feeling helpless. To realize in certain situations you're completely and totally powerless that you gotta try to roll with the hard punches life will throw. ๐Ÿ™
Can't help but feel an overwhelming feeling of sadness for those effected by the #paradisefire. Sending all the positive vibes. ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธโค #californiawildfires #wildfires #paradise #woosleyfire #woosley #unhealthyairquality #myhearthurts #positivevibes #positivity #lovelife #Mommy&Munchie #vacay #winter2018 #follow4follow #ifb #merp
Today I lost a very special woman to me and god gained another beautiful angel Grammy Carolyn Byles I will miss you dearly , you were An amazing grandmother and great grandmother my heart hurts so bad right now, when Kimmy gave me the news this morning it took my breath away , I love you so much Grammy Iโ€™m so sorry that I didnโ€™t get to say my last goodbye , you will for ever be an amazing grandmother, Iโ€™m so happy that your not suffering anymore but so hurt that your gone ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ R.i.P Grammy I love you so much #myhearthurts #iloveyou #RIP #myangel I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL REST EASY
Today I lost a very special woman to me and god gained another beautiful angel Grammy Carolyn Byles I will miss you dearly , you were An amazing grandmother and great grandmother my heart hurts so bad right now, when Kimmy gave me the news this morning it took my breath away , I love you so much Grammy Iโ€™m so sorry that I didnโ€™t get to say my last goodbye , you will for ever be an amazing grandmother, Iโ€™m so happy that your not suffering anymore but so hurt that your gone ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ R.i.P Grammy I love you so much #myhearthurts  #iloveyou  #RIP  #myangel  I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL REST EASY
Bk: You will forever be the funniest and cutest first kid anyone could ever have. I love you girl, keep being you. #bathtime #alwayssmiling #myhearthurts
My heart is completely broken๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” #bieberisgone #myhearthurts
Baby Theo did not enjoy his first time at the groomers ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’” ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅฐ #heartbroken #myhearthurts #canecorsopuppy #groomer #puppy #crybaby #mastiffsofinstagram #italianmastiff #giantbreed #happypuppy #bigpaws #giantbreedlovers #akc #canecorso_feature
Yestersday was one the most horrible days of my life... Rest In Paradise Grandpa! I will always be your baby! I love you with all my heart, & I'm so thankful that I was able to spend one last birthday with you! I'll forever cherish the many years I had with you! I will miss you every single day... Until we see each other again! ๐Ÿ˜ขโค๏ธโค๏ธ 10/4/31-11/18/18 #imissyou #myhearthurts #restinpeace #illalwaysrememberyou #loveyouforeverโค๏ธ
Yestersday was one the most horrible days of my life... Rest In Paradise Grandpa! I will always be your baby! I love you with all my heart, & I'm so thankful that I was able to spend one last birthday with you! I'll forever cherish the many years I had with you! I will miss you every single day... Until we see each other again! ๐Ÿ˜ขโค๏ธโค๏ธ 10/4/31-11/18/18 #imissyou  #myhearthurts  #restinpeace  #illalwaysrememberyou  #loveyouforever โค๏ธ
He said, "Mom, I just want to sit next to you." This. Never. Happens. Anymore. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’™
#boymom #myhearthurts #9yearstogether #mypieceofheaven #stopgrowinguponme #scarymovienight #saw
Missing this beautiful woman more than ever.  This 15th has been 3 years since she lost her short battle to lung cancer. I miss her every day. I miss her being a grandma,  I miss her voice.  I miss everything about having a Mom.  My heart hurts.  But I know she is still watching us.  We love and miss you mom. More than ever. Keep flying high with eagles Mama. 
#cancersucks #imissmymom #motherlessdaughters #3years #myhearthurts #mybeautifulmom #mymomisthebest
Missing this beautiful woman more than ever. This 15th has been 3 years since she lost her short battle to lung cancer. I miss her every day. I miss her being a grandma, I miss her voice. I miss everything about having a Mom. My heart hurts. But I know she is still watching us. We love and miss you mom. More than ever. Keep flying high with eagles Mama. #cancersucks  #imissmymom  #motherlessdaughters  #3years  #myhearthurts  #mybeautifulmom  #mymomisthebest 
๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’‘ #mylove 
#mylifemybae 
#herforever
#love_for_ever 
#love
#loveyoubae 
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The end of the world as we know it....but like, make it fashion  #oakland #oaklandIsOnFire #๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ #airQuality #weekLongMigraine #myHeartHurts #myLungsHurt #stillCuteTho ....also @mmiguelez took this pic! Thanks homie....er....homo....er...bi-mo!
The calm before the storm! #twinsofinstagram #twinsisters #myhearthurts
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ #myhearthurts
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ #myhearthurts 
I think of you oftenโค๏ธ last month was a busy month because @miniya_candy2 turned 16 years old.. I try to stay busy to keep from getting sad.. your birthday was 10/22... Happy birthday to my second mom.. I miss you ... itโ€™s hard for me because when I think of your birth I have to think about you being murdered five days later 10/27๐Ÿ˜ž even with thinking of all the happy times itโ€™s followed by your darkest time.. I guess it also hurts my heart because my father was the very one who took your precious life. I was mad at him for so long because I lost my mother some years prior and I was like,I was blessed to have gotten a second mom and he took you away from us๐Ÿ˜žI think of you often and I woke up this morning thinking about you... I told myself years ago, I donโ€™t want to cry no more but itโ€™s hard... it gives me joy to know that youโ€™re up there with my mother and my granny.. theyโ€™re probably telling you how you should have left my father a long time ago but I know you guys are taking care of each other now and smiling down on all of your children... I miss you Sandiโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’œ give my mother and my granny a big hug for me... I miss you all #stepmom #domesticviolence #missyou #myhearthurts #SandraMBanducci
I think of you oftenโค๏ธ last month was a busy month because @miniya_candy2 turned 16 years old.. I try to stay busy to keep from getting sad.. your birthday was 10/22... Happy birthday to my second mom.. I miss you ... itโ€™s hard for me because when I think of your birth I have to think about you being murdered five days later 10/27๐Ÿ˜ž even with thinking of all the happy times itโ€™s followed by your darkest time.. I guess it also hurts my heart because my father was the very one who took your precious life. I was mad at him for so long because I lost my mother some years prior and I was like,I was blessed to have gotten a second mom and he took you away from us๐Ÿ˜žI think of you often and I woke up this morning thinking about you... I told myself years ago, I donโ€™t want to cry no more but itโ€™s hard... it gives me joy to know that youโ€™re up there with my mother and my granny.. theyโ€™re probably telling you how you should have left my father a long time ago but I know you guys are taking care of each other now and smiling down on all of your children... I miss you Sandiโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’œ give my mother and my granny a big hug for me... I miss you all #stepmom  #domesticviolence  #missyou  #myhearthurts  #SandraMBanducci 
Happy 3rd (๐Ÿ˜ž)Birthday Riley Jude McGuire. Mommy & Daddy love and miss you so much. I found this coloring page on my app a few months ago and had to color it in. Itโ€™s us and the only way I can have anything remotely tangible of you. My heart breaks in to a million pieces today. Light a candle for our baby today please. ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’”
#myhearthurts #broken #imissmybaby #pregnancyloss #ectopicpregnancy #endometriosis #endometriosisawareness #rileyjude #notfair #iwanthimback
Happy 3rd (๐Ÿ˜ž)Birthday Riley Jude McGuire. Mommy & Daddy love and miss you so much. I found this coloring page on my app a few months ago and had to color it in. Itโ€™s us and the only way I can have anything remotely tangible of you. My heart breaks in to a million pieces today. Light a candle for our baby today please. ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’” #myhearthurts  #broken  #imissmybaby  #pregnancyloss  #ectopicpregnancy  #endometriosis  #endometriosisawareness  #rileyjude  #notfair  #iwanthimback 
My dog Eli is the creature in my life who truly knows when I need to be held.  Last night was one of the worst nights in a long time and Eli never left my side. Not even while my eyes were closed.  This is what devotion looks like.  This is my pack of two.  #therapy #emotionalcompanion #puppylove #myhearthurts #mourning #dogsofinstagram #myheart #emotionalcompaniondog #emotionalcompanionanimal #support #comfort #nothingbutheart
On mornings, without fail, I'm rushing out to head to work and you always coming down the stairs. You quietly shout my name stretched out and I turn back, responded your name the same way. You always wished me a good day with a huge smile on your face. Every afternoon, you will whistle from my window, just to let us know you're home and wished us good night, always with a big smile. Simple things like this one of the many things I will miss but will always treasure from you. I can't believe you're gone. Today's going to be so hard... Carlos De La Rosa's wake is today at the Ortiz funeral home at 190th and Broadway, NY NY 10033 from 4p to 9p. #myhearthurts #restinpeace #myuncle #fuckcancer
On mornings, without fail, I'm rushing out to head to work and you always coming down the stairs. You quietly shout my name stretched out and I turn back, responded your name the same way. You always wished me a good day with a huge smile on your face. Every afternoon, you will whistle from my window, just to let us know you're home and wished us good night, always with a big smile. Simple things like this one of the many things I will miss but will always treasure from you. I can't believe you're gone. Today's going to be so hard... Carlos De La Rosa's wake is today at the Ortiz funeral home at 190th and Broadway, NY NY 10033 from 4p to 9p. #myhearthurts  #restinpeace  #myuncle  #fuckcancer 
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